I wrote a response and I am going to include in journal.

Not so, 

Words can be read, with the meaning behind them getting lost. Sometimes if not most of the time,  The answers are not on the surface instead they in the layers that are below. 

 

It would be for those that go deeper, poke at the surface to discover what is so close.  

 

I may have used to many words ..  My therapy is in the past, I put a lot of effort into proving what wasn't the answer I was seeking. 

 

It took time, to not think to solve problems, find better solutions and do everything myself while trying to convince others to follow.

 

The loss was always relationships. I chose to take the relationship path before I met you 

 

I had no idea the journey that followed. 

 

When you say I am looking for someone to solve my problem for me on the contrary. 

 

I try to steer from say things I don't want or not looking for. 

 

I am not looking for someone to want to solve anything on my behalf or be that feel good help save the day desire.  

 

It's hard not to find that behind the mask in a lot of profiles. 

 

I seek a true selfish, Dominant woman that overlooks any interest in knowing what I may or may not want or have opinion.  

 

Someone who expaspects my voice when called upon to speak. Someone who will not ask if it hurts or if I like something.

 

I am interested in your leadership, if you will treat property as an asset that gives you return on investment and time.  Will you maximize the asset you own and maintain while training to correct imperfections and lack of training before you owned it. 

 

I look to sure see to a life I have only played out in my mind a thousand times. That there is no word no in my vocabulary.  It's prove you right never wrong.  To not ask or seek pleasure making you the focal point of why I exist.  

For that is where I find purpose and a reason to be alive.  That is my nature something I tried to change. 

 

I take what is needed from only that is given, all efforts are to improve and comfort and entertain my owner.   I accept it's still a challenge..

 

Yes if you say I look for someone to solve my problem. If looking for a qualified owner ?  I am seeking that.  My decision to surrender is precise. Your definition of property is precise.  I have only one choice then yes an owner does solve what ever problem may occur.  I am looking not for problems but some one to lead. 

The farther my journey in the takes me the more I learn. There is so much to learn. As in finding a LTR and FLR that is elusive, the realization here on this site that very few are serious at this time or they just enjoy the activity on line. I have met a number of dominant here. Once past the profile finding many to have real experience real time others soft and not as Dominant being somewhat submissive. I do find myself gravitated to my core desire more and more.