DominantbbwVT63

Individuals that want to try and fuck me over better pack a lunch I have my facilities, hit me up for $200 dollars right after $200 was donated that wasn't wise choice, that didn't work out well for you. I tell you I don't have whats app, but you forgot that lmfao. I did a full background check on him, I didn't disclose I do that for my own knowledge and funny how nothing added up. The house he supposedly owns is empty. He's probably from Nigeria or the moon.? My leg was taken off not my brain. I am done playing immature headgames by their rules time for whomever to play by mine.? I am single by choice.

I am slowly starting to handle some things slowly, when everything comes at me in a great mass, I shut down and that isn't the real me. I used to handle everything straight on. I have found a way to push things back more into organization so I can handle it slowly on my terms. I still drive ppl nuts because I am dominant and it my home and here it is my way or they know the outcome. Shit will hitting the an in a day or two, as the person they gave permission to store a bear skin in one of my freezers that I thought was empty and shut off hasn't made attempt to come get it. I pay to keep the damn thing in deep freeze, and no one gets why I am pissed. I want it gone so the freezer can be cleaned and sold. Yes I am trying to down size makes me laugh they think I want to leave my belongings for them to use. I get a good momentum going and then someone pulls a shitstorm and I have to deal with it, because they are all attached at the hip. Oh well life is grand if you know when to duck.

Yes, I am pissed and I have every right to be at myself,for letting that psycho back into my life. I was at my weakened state and unable to think past the end of my nose. I let it near enough to cloud my judgement, and now I have blocked it and have no intentions of unblocking it.. I pushed ppl away that I didn't want in the crossfire. I let it take up a spot that he has no right too. And I have regained enough of my senses to pull myself away permanently.? He is delusional, on so many levels. I know it is just a matter of time before it changes his profile and sn again.? The girls paid their rents early so I paid off all the house bills, so am clear for another month. I have to order my supplies for me but other than that and grocery shopping online and getting it delivered and a few minor things I am good for the month of June, will be getting my hair cut as it really needs it.?

I want my life back, I know losing my leg put me in a tailspin in more ways than one. Right this minute I don't know how this going to work out. I ordered a new mattress and box springs for my bed.I am going to reclaim my room. My home doesn't look like mine nothing is taken care of. I have so much work ahead of me to get it back into shape, while I was away things were not put where they go they were just tossed here and there. Considering I like order, and my place is a disaster, I wonder why I feel the way I do. One room at a time, I am so disappointed in the ppl here, but what did I expect they can't put anything away where it goes. And they think I am the problem. HARDLY.