Alright so I remade this account my is RAWRSUB please to meet you.
I am not new to the lifestyle, but by no means am I an expert either. I dont have many donts except for these
My qualities I consider myself to be a comedian, I use to do standup comedy so I consider myself funny to some extent. I am outgoing and I rarely think before I leap which is definitely not very attractive. I use to do youtube videos which I am going to be picking that back up soon. I follow a very strict honor code despite my personal behavior it is one of the very few things I feel I have in my life to protect Honor, Integrity, Courage, Truth, Justice, Peace, No Stealing, Duty, Strength, Honesty. This is just a short list of the rules that guide me they are not only principles to my person but also to my art which is one of the few aspects in life I do take seriously.
As for what I am seeking? That is a wonderful question that I hope to once again find the answer too. I am not seeking to be owned right away as I am just now jumping back into the fray. I will not serve a Master and I will be clear on that. If I ever am to be owned please note that I can server none sexually and prefer to server that way if at all possible but for my Domme I will go the extra mile for the right one, but in return I would like guidance and understanding and teaching so that I can become not only a better individual but a better submissive!
Friends are also welcome and encourage. Please understand I can get super hyper at times and that I have a hard time controlling it especially when I am excited I bounce off the walls.
Anymore questions feel free to message me.
Was i talking to her:
You walked into my life like a sudden storm,
Shaking my world, changing my norm.
Turned my heart inside out, made me believe,
Then vanished like smoke, left me to grieve.
I needed you most when the nights were too long,
But you pushed me away like I didn't belong.
No words, no closure, just silence so cold,
Yet your name is the story my thoughts still unfold.
Do you ever wonder, do you ever regret?
Or am I just a shadow you're trying to forget?
Was I talking to her, or am I just a ghost—
Still chasing a past that has long since been lost?
The vow of a slave:
I met her in the shadow’s call,
A Mistress strong, unyielding, tall.
Bound by fate, though not by choice,
A forced path, a silenced voice.
At first, I raged, defied, denied,
Met steel with fire, stood in pride.
Yet every lash, each measured word,
Cut through walls I'd never heard.
Then one night, through softened eyes,
I saw her break, I heard her cries.
Not steel nor whip, but fragile pain,
A soul beneath the cold domain.
I made her laugh, I found the key,
A bond unshackled—yet bound was me.
Not by chains nor cruel demand,
But by the touch of knowing hands.
She spoke of honor, of my name,
That my defeat would bring her shame.
A slave to her, but not to fear,
She made my purpose crystal clear.
No loss allowed, no second place,
For I was hers—a pure embrace.
With every strike, with every fight,
I bore her will, I claimed my right.
And so I swore, through time unkind,
She holds my heart, she owns my mind.
Not just in flesh, but in my soul,
For she had shaped me, made me whole.
The weight of Truth:
The truth is heavy, sharp, and bright,
A blade that cuts through endless night.
It waits in silence, cold and still,
Unmoved by want, untouched by will.
We build our walls, we paint the sky,
We twist the tale, we shape the lie.
Yet truth remains, it does not fade,
A shadow cast, a debt unpaid.
To face it is to bear the weight,
To stand before an unshut gate.
No mask to wear, no script to say,
No easy path to turn away.
It speaks of loss, of love betrayed,
Of choices made, of trust mislaid.
It carves through stories, soft and thin,
Revealing all we hide within.
Yet in its sting, there lies release,
A shattering that births new peace.
For though it burns, though hearts may break,
Truth gives the gift no lie can fake.
Fear the past:
In the shadows of my past, a man filled with rage,
Terrified of losing control, trapped in a cage.
Once consumed by anger, consumed by hate,
Afraid to unlock the demons, their destructive fate.
Like a storm on the horizon, brewing deep within,
Memories of the past, where darkness had been.
Fear grips my heart, as I walk this fragile line,
Afraid to slip back, to a time so unkind.
But in the depths of despair, a flicker of hope,
A light in the darkness, a way to cope.
I find strength in the present, in the love that surrounds,
A new path forward, where solace abounds.
Though the fears may linger, like shadows in the night,
I choose to face them, to stand and fight.
For within me lies the power to change,
To break free from the past, to find a new range.
So I tread this path with caution, with courage by my side,
Facing my fears head-on, with nowhere to hide.
For in embracing my vulnerability, I find my true self,
A man reborn, no longer trapped by anger's stealth.
A Soldier Transformed:
In the shadowed depths, a fear resides,
Of losing control to the darkness inside.
Memories of battles, cold and stark,
Of a soldier's heart, hardened and dark.
The echoes of war, they still remain,
Haunting thoughts that cause you pain.
Afraid to slip back into that abyss,
To lose your grip, to once again dismiss.
But remember, dear soul, you've come so far,
You've journeyed through the wounds and scars.
Strength now lies in the light you hold,
A beacon of hope, a story untold.
Embrace the fears, let them fade away,
For in the present, a new path may sway.
Your heart can thaw, your spirit mend,
No longer a soldier, but a soul to tend.
So fear not the darkness, embrace the light,
For within you burns a flame so bright.
You're not just a soldier, you're a man reborn,
With a heart that beats, not hardened or worn.
You:
In your eyes, I saw a universe unfold,
A connection deeper than stories ever told.
Your laughter, a melody in my heart,
In your presence, I found my missing part.
No other beauty could hold a candle to your grace,
Your smile outshines the stars in the vast space.
With every glance, my world lights up bright,
In your arms, everything just feels right.
To flirt with another would be a futile chase,
For in you, I've found my destined place.
Your love, a treasure beyond compare,
For you, my heart will always be there.
With you, the colors of life are true and bright,
In your love, I found my guiding light.
So, why would I ever look any further,
When with you, my heart finds its true fervor.
Subservience:
In the dance of love, a man's strength lies,
Not in dominance, but in heartfelt ties.
A real man knows the power of surrender,
In yielding grace, he finds true splendor.
To submit is not to weaken or to fall,
But to stand tall, giving it his all.
In the gentleness of his loving embrace,
He finds his place, his truest grace.
For in humility, he finds his might,
In vulnerability, his spirit takes flight.
To honor, cherish, and respect with care,
A real man knows, a woman's heart to bear.
So let it be known, in love's sweet symphony,
It takes a real man to be submissive, you see.
For in the strength of humility's embrace,
He finds his soul's most sacred place.
Shameful Split
In the ebb of love's tide, stubborn pride unfurled,
I watched you walk away, heartache in this world.
Regret now whispers, should have stopped the fray,
Set aside my pride, begged you to stay.
But too stubborn was I, let my ego steal,
A love so true, now wounds that never heal.
If time could rewind, my choice I'd repair,
Hold you close, show you how much I care.
Yet here I stand, echoing what could have been,
Lessons learned in loss, love seen through a shattered screen.
Now I vow to mend each prideful part,
To love with humility, a renewed start.
Stay:
In the shadows of doubt, she starts to stray,
A fleeting moment, she turns to walk away.
But in the echoes of my heart, I find a voice,
A plea to stop her, to make a different choice.
With outstretched arms and words unsaid,
I reach for her, my love widespread.
For in her eyes, a storm do I see,
Yet in her soul, a longing to be free.
I grasp her hand, our fingers entwined,
A silent promise, our destinies aligned.
No more shall she wander, no more shall she roam,
For in my embrace, she's found her home.
So let the world fade, let the night turn to day,
With her by my side, forever she'll stay.
No more goodbyes, no more tears to dry,
For in this moment, love will never die.
Dear Dad:
To my dearest dad, so strong and so kind,
In your footsteps, adventure I always find.
Through mountains and valleys, you led the way,
Molding me into who I am today.
Your courage and spirit, a constant guide,
In every challenge, you stand by my side.
With laughter and stories, you filled each day,
Teaching me to be fearless in every way.
So here's a thank you, from deep in my heart,
For all the adventures, for each new start.
For being my rock, my compass, my light,
I'm grateful for you, my dad, day and night.
Thank you for all the lessons you've shown,
For making me brave, for helping me grown.
I'm proud to be yours, in every way,
Thank you, dear dad, for shaping me this way.
Unconfined:
Within walls of steel and stone,
My body may be caged and prone.
Yet my spirit soars, unconfined,
In the vast expanse of my mind.
You may try to bind me tight,
But my thoughts take fearless flight.
Imagination knows no bars,
It dances beneath the stars.
My spirit, wild and free,
Defies all attempts to decree.
In the realm of dreams, I find release,
Where my inner world will never cease.
So lock me up, try as you might,
But my essence shines, a guiding light.
For in the depths of my soul, you'll find,
An unbroken spirit, unconfined.
Understanding:
What does it mean to truly understand?
To grasp the depths of another's hand,
To see beyond words, to feel the emotion,
To bridge the gap, find a shared devotion.
Is it in the silence, the space between,
Where empathy blooms, unseen yet keen?
Or in the eyes, windows to a soul,
Where truths lie hidden, waiting to unroll.
Understanding is a dance, a delicate art,
A merging of minds, a meeting of heart.
To walk in another's shoes for a while,
To embrace their essence, their joys, their trial.
It's a connection that transcends the spoken word,
A bond so deep, yet seldom heard.
To understand is to truly be present,
To listen, to feel, to be ever-so pleasant.
So let us seek to understand each other,
To lift veils, to unearth, to discover.
For in understanding, we find unity,
A shared humanity, a priceless opportunity.
Ghost:
In the whirlwind of connection we meet,
Words and laughter, so bittersweet.
But when silence creeps into the night,
Ghosting cuts deep, an endless plight.
Promises whispered, now lost in the air,
Left alone in a world so unfair.
No closure, no reason, just a void,
Ghosting leaves your heart destroyed.
Replaying conversations in your mind,
Searching for answers you'll never find.
Ghosting hurts in a way so profound,
Leaving scars on souls all around.
So let us remember, as we part ways,
Kindness costs nothing, but ghosting betrays.
For in a world where connection is key,
Choosing honesty can set your spirit free.
Blind Pride
In the realm of artistry, I once stood tall,
My pride was a shield, my downfall, a fall.
Blinded by past victories, I failed to see,
The flaws in my work, the missed melody.
As a martial artist, swift and strong,
My ego guided, my judgment wrong.
Fierce in form, yet gentle inside,
Arrogance clouded, humility denied.
Pride painted a canvas, bold and bright,
But truth lurked in shadows, out of sight.
I stumbled and fell, with no one to blame,
My ego shattered, a humbling flame.
Now I see clearly, lessons hard-learned,
Humbled and wiser, my pride adjourned.
As an artist, as a warrior, I stand anew,
Guided by truth, with a heart pure and true.
Truth or Dare:
In a circle, hearts pounding, eyes locked in a stare,
An intense game begins, of Truth or Dare.
Whispers of secrets, truths laid bare,
Or dares that push limits, beyond what we dare.
Confessions unravel, emotions laid bare,
In this game of courage, we willingly share.
Dares ignite laughter, adrenaline in the air,
As we navigate through challenges, a bond we repair.
With each turn taken, a thrill we declare,
Through vulnerability, connections we repair.
In this dance of honesty, we bravely declare,
An intense game of Truth or Dare, a memory we'll wear.
Never Give Up:
When the road is steep and long,
And everything just feels so wrong,
Remember this, and stay strong,
For in your heart, you do belong.
Though the battle may seem tough,
And the journey feels so rough,
Keep the faith, don't give up,
For in perseverance, you'll find enough.
With each step, you grow and learn,
Even when the tides take a stern turn,
The fire in you will always burn,
For surrender is something you'll always spurn.
So when the world seems bleak and gray,
And you're tempted to turn away,
Hold onto hope, come what may,
For never giving up will light your way.
Never give up, my dear heart,
For you're capable of playing your part,
In this grand tale, where you're a part,
Never giving up is where you'll start.
BDSM:
In the depths of shadows, binds are spun,
Where trust and passion merge as one.
In the dance of dominance and submission,
Bonds are forged, a sacred mission.
Leather whispers secrets shared,
In pleasure's realm, souls bared.
Bound by choice, in knots sublime,
A tapestry woven, through space and time.
In cuffs of steel and silken ties,
Connections deepen, reaching highs.
Through pain and pleasure, hearts entwined,
In the BDSM world, true bonds find.
Love and War:
In the realm of love and passionate strife,
Two fierce hearts clashed in the dance of life.
Khan, with eyes like burning fire,
Choke, with grace that none could tire.
Their love was a tempest, wild and untamed,
Yet each sought dominance, their pride unashamed.
In the moon's soft glow, they met on the field,
Their destinies entwined, their fates sealed.
Khan, with sword held high, proclaimed his might,
Choke, with eyes ablaze, prepared for the fight.
Their words were like thunder, their gazes like steel,
As they battled for love, with an unyielding zeal.
With each strike and parry, the earth trembled below,
As Khan and Choke fought, in a passionate, fiery flow.
Their love and their fury, intertwined as one,
Their souls locked in battle, 'til the rise of the sun.
But in the end, as dust settled and hearts slowed,
They realized that love was the only code.
For in their struggle for dominance and control,
They found that love's power made them whole.
So Khan and Choke, in an embrace sublime,
Set aside their battle, and the passage of time.
For in love's embrace, they found their true rest,
As two souls entwined, and their hearts truly blessed.
Deep Space:
In the vast expanse where stars do gleam,
A cosmic dance, a mesmerizing dream.
Planets and moons in orbits twirl,
Amidst the void, a cosmic swirl.
Nebulas swirl in vibrant hue,
Galaxies stretch in endless view.
Black holes lurking, mysterious and deep,
A celestial wonder, secrets to keep.
In this realm of infinite grace,
Mysteries abound in deep space.
Exploring the cosmos, we seek to find,
The wonders that expand the mind.
So let us gaze at the stars above,
And ponder the mysteries we still haven't solved.
For in the depths of space so grand,
Lies the beauty of the unknown, waiting to be fanned.
Surviving Dead by Daylight:
In the shadows, I roam, chased by dread,
In "Dead by Daylight," where hope hangs by a thread.
Heart racing, I evade, my breath but a sigh,
Survivor in this twisted game, never ready to die.
Through the fog and the fear, I must find my way,
Trapped in this nightmare, where I cannot stray.
With every heartbeat, a killer draws near,
But I must persevere, conquer my fear.
Pallets crash, windows shatter, as I make my stand,
Against the darkness closing in, in this cursed land.
Alone or with others, we fight side by side,
In this deadly game where survival is our pride.
Generators hum, a beacon of hope in the night,
Guiding me towards dawn, towards the light.
Though hunted and haunted, I refuse to yield,
In "Dead by Daylight," my fate is sealed.
So I'll run, I'll hide, I'll do what I must,
To escape this fate, to rise from the dust.
A survivor, a warrior, in this never-ending fight,
In "Dead by Daylight," I'll cling to the light.
Broken:
In the silence of night, with shadows deep,
Loneliness whispers, ceaseless, won't sleep.
Tears fall like rain, in a heart that's worn,
A soul adrift, in a world forlorn.
Memories linger, like ghosts in the mist,
Love once cherished, now just a twist.
Dreams shattered, hopes long gone,
In the darkness, a heart mourns on.
Fading echoes of laughter and cheer,
Now replaced by a silent tear.
Lost in the void, where sorrows reside,
A broken spirit, no solace to find.
So we weep for what once was true,
In the shadows, alone and blue.
A requiem sung for a love that's died,
In the saddest of poems, our hearts confide.
Vulnerability:
In the shadows, I often hide
Afraid to show what's deep inside
Vulnerability feels like a curse
A weakness that I can't reverse
But in moments of quiet reflection
I wonder, should I embrace this direction?
To open my heart and let others see
The raw, unfiltered side of me
Should I release the walls I've built so high
And let my true emotions fly?
Or should I continue to keep them at bay
Hiding my vulnerability every single day
It's a battle within, a constant fight
To hold on tight or break free into the light
Maybe it's time to let down my guard
And show the world my vulnerable heart
But the fear still lingers, the doubt remains
Can I withstand the vulnerability's strains?
Yet deep down, a voice whispers, "just try"
Perhaps embracing vulnerability is worth a try
Lady:
Lady, oh Lady, so elegantly divine,
With grace and kindness that wonderfully shine.
Her presence like a gentle breeze,
Bringing warmth and ease.
Her eyes sparkle with empathy and care,
A heart so deep, willing to share.
She walks with a poise so rare,
A true embodiment of love and flair.
Her laughter rings like a soothing melody,
Bringing joy to all, so effortlessly.
A woman of strength and unwavering grace,
A shining example for the human race.
In her kindness, the world finds solace,
In her elegance, the heart finds its palace.
Lady, oh Lady, a beacon of light,
Guiding all with her radiance so bright.
May her spirit forever inspire,
Kindness and elegance never to tire.
For in her, we see a beauty so true,
Lady, how amazing and kind are you.
Cruel World:
In the deep abyss of life's cruel chill,
We seek warmth in a world so still.
Amidst the darkness and bitter cold,
Our fragile hearts yearn to behold.
The icy grip of loss and pain,
Leaves us shattered, alone in shame.
Like winter's frost, it cuts so deep,
Leaving scars that often seep.
Yet in this sorrow, we find strength,
To endure, and go to great lengths.
For in the coldest of despair,
Hope whispers softly, "I am here".
So let us hold on, through the bitter strife,
Knowing warmth will return to our life.
For in the depths of sorrow's toll,
We find the courage to make our soul whole.
Woman on fire:
In a world of soft whispers and gentle caress,
There exists a woman, fierce and undeterred,
With eyes that ignite like fire, she stands defiant,
A force of nature, her spirit unyielding.
Her words are sharp, cutting through the silence,
Her presence commands attention, demanding respect,
She paves her own path with unwavering determination,
Unapologetically herself, unafraid to be seen.
In her hands, she holds the power of conviction,
A warrior in her own right, unafraid to take a stand,
For she knows that her strength lies not in submission,
But in the fire that burns within, a beacon of aggression.
So let her be, unbound by societal expectations,
For she is a force to be reckoned with, a woman of aggression,
Tearing down walls, breaking free from constraints,
Unleashing her power, unapologetically fierce.
Life's Battle:
In the journey of life, obstacles abound,
But with courage and strength, they can be found.
Though the road may be rocky, and the path unsure,
We must press on, our spirits pure.
With each challenge faced, and each trial endured,
We grow stronger and wiser, our resolve assured.
For it's in the face of adversity, we truly learn,
That perseverance and faith are what we must discern.
So let not the barriers deter your way,
For in overcoming them, you'll find brighter days.
With perseverance and hope, and a heart that's stout,
You'll conquer the obstacles, and find your way out.
What is truth?:
In the depths of night, in the light of day,
We ponder the truth that won't betray.
Is it a fact, or a subtle art,
A guiding light, or a shattered part?
Do we seek truth in words we hear,
Or in silence, when none is near?
Is it a mirror, reflecting clear,
Or a whisper, elusive, never near?
In the echo of history, in the depths of time,
Do we find truth in prose, or in rhyme?
Does it lie in the stars, in the sky above,
Or in the beating heart, in the depths thereof?
Is truth a rock, unyielding and stark,
A guiding beacon through the dark?
Or does it shimmer, a shifting beam,
A distant hope, a fractured dream?
In the soul's deep yearning, in the mind's keen quest,
We question the truth, we put it to the test.
Seeking answers amid the fray,
What is truth? We ask, day by day.
Unfair Flow:
Time slips through our grasping hands,
A fleeting breath, a drifting sand.
So much to learn, so much to know,
Yet time flies fast, too quick to sow.
We yearn to understand the world's vast lore,
To unlock its secrets, its mysteries explore.
But time is cruel, it won't relent,
Leaving us longing, feeling discontent.
Like a river rushing to the sea,
Time sweeps past, relentless, free.
We strive to soak up all we can,
But time slips away, like grains of sand.
So let us cherish each precious hour,
And seek knowledge with all our power.
Though time may be unfair, and swift to flee,
We'll strive to learn, and wise we'll be.
Lady in red:
In a gown of scarlet hue,
Stood a lady fair and true.
Her grace and elegance did shine,
As she danced beneath the moon's soft line.
With each step, she painted the night,
In shades of passion, bold and bright.
Her laughter rang like sweetest song,
And all around, hearts did long.
For the lady in red, a vision divine,
Captivating all with her allure so fine.
She's a flame that ever burns,
In the memory of those she turns.
So here's to the lady in red, so fair,
A sight to behold, beyond compare.
Honor:
In days of old, when knights were bold,
Honor was their code, a story often told.
Chivalry and bravery, noble and true,
Their deeds inspired, in everything they'd do.
To uphold their word, to stand with pride,
Honor was their beacon, the light that could not hide.
In battles fierce and challenges grand,
Their honor shone bright throughout the land.
In modern times, the meaning still rings,
Honor is timeless, in all that it brings.
To act with integrity, to do what is right,
Honor is a virtue, a guiding light.
So let us strive, in all that we do,
To honor our word, and our values too.
For in honor lies strength and grace,
A timeless virtue, in every time and place
The Void:
In the hollow of my soul, a void does dwell,
A silent chasm where echoes softly swell.
Its depths, a mystery, a place dark and vast,
Where shadows dance, and memories are cast.
A yearning whispers from this empty space,
Longing for meaning, a destined embrace.
Yet in the void, there lies a cryptic art,
A canvas for dreams, where hope plays its part.
Like stars that shimmer in the midnight sky,
In this deep void, new galaxies may lie.
For in the emptiness, there's room to grow,
To fill the void with love, and let it glow.
So fear not the darkness that may reside,
For in the void, new worlds may yet collide.
Embrace the mystery, let your spirit soar,
Find solace in the void, forevermore.
Why do I exist:
Why do I exist in this vast expanse? A fleeting speck in the cosmic dance, Am I a mere accident of chance, Or part of a grand, divine romance?
Do I wander aimlessly without a cause, Lost in the labyrinth of life's applause? Am I a whisper in nature's laws, Or a beacon in destiny's claws?
Do I exist to love and to dream, To unravel the mysteries that gleam? Am I a ripple in life's stream, Or a figment of an endless scheme?
Why do I exist, I often ponder, In this universe, do I wander? Am I a question without an answer, Or a journey to realms much grander?
In the silence of night, I search for clues, In the stars, in the wind, in the morning dew. Why do I exist? Is there a muse To guide me through this cosmic ruse?
Questions linger, unanswered still, In the depths of my being, an unquenchable thrill. Why do I exist? Time's hands fulfill The mystery of life, a quest until
Friendship and Love:
In the heart of a loyal friend, a storm brews deep,
As his best friend and ex-lover begin to keep
Company in a way that cuts like a knife,
Leaving him wrestling with anguish and strife.
The dog, his companion through thick and through thin,
Now seems to conspire in this tangled spin,
For the one he once loved, who was his trusted guide,
Now walks hand in hand with his loyal friend by her side.
Betrayal stings sharp, like a treacherous dart,
As the bond of camaraderie tears apart,
His confidant, once faithful, now seems so untrue,
Leaving him lost in a world askew.
Yet through the pain, a silver lining gleams,
For in the depths, friendship's resilience teems,
As time soothes wounds and tempers the ache,
He finds solace in the bond they all forsake.
For a man's best friend and his ex in their tether,
Cannot shake the bond that they share together,
But in forgiveness and grace, he'll find his own mend,
For in the end, true loyalty will transcend.
Lady of Mexico
In Mexico, where the sun meets the sand,
There lived a woman, fierce and grand.
Her spirit strong, her will untamed,
In her veins, a legacy unashamed.
She ruled with grace, her presence known,
In every step, her power shown.
Her eyes ablaze with fiery might,
A force of nature, shining bright.
In lands of color, where passion thrives,
She led with strength in all her strides.
Her essence echoed through historys call,
A dominant spirit, standing tall.
In Mexicos embrace, she found her way,
A queen of purpose, unafraid to sway.
With courage as her guiding flame,
She carved her place, a revered name.
In every heart, her story lives,
A dominant woman, whose power gives
Inspiration to those who dare to dream,
In Mexicos tapestry, a vibrant seam.
Summer Love
Under the golden sun's embrace,
Two hearts entwined, in sacred space.
Amidst the laughter, 'neath the sky so blue,
A love bloomed bright and pure and true.
In the warmth of summer's gentle kiss,
Two souls found love, pure bliss.
Hand in hand, they walked the shore,
Heartbeats syncing, forevermore.
The ocean whispers secrets old,
As their love story starts to unfold.
A tale of passion, of love so sweet,
In summer's warmth, their hearts did meet.
Through starlit nights and sunny days,
Their love like waves in endless plays.
Summer love, a timeless song,
Two hearts entwined, where they belong.
Salad Temptation:
In the garden of greens, a sinister plot unfurls
Where lettuce and spinach conspire with whirls
The innocent cucumbers and juicy tomatoes
Fall victim to the salad's devious tomatoes
The dressing, a sly temptress of flavor and might
Lures the unsuspecting into its savory plight
Eggs, bacon, and cheese, they join the fray
Corrupting the once virtuous veggies' display
Oh, the salad, so deceitful and sly
It masquerades as healthy, but it's just a lie
Beware its clutches, don't be misled
For in the heart of the salad, corruption spreads
In shadows cast by candle's glow,
A figure watches from below,
Admiring in a silent stance,
The power of the Domina's dance.
Her grace commands the room's expanse,
In leather, lace, a mystic trance,
Submissive heart, with longing plea,
Yearns to serve, to set it free.
From afar, a silent devotion,
Admiring her poised, fierce emotion,
In awe of strength, in every move,
The Domina's will, the heart does soothe.
A longing gaze, a whispered sigh,
As the submissive soul draws nigh,
Enthralled by her dominion's call,
Yearning to surrender all.
The Domina, fierce, the submissive, meek,
In this dance, they find what they seek,
A silent bond, a distance crossed,
In admiration, love embossed.
The Dancing Warrior:
In the temple's silent embrace he stands, A martial artist, guided by ancient strands. His spirit whispers in the fragrant breeze, A tale of dedication, shaped by kung-fu keys.
In dawn's quiet dance, his journey begins, Mind, body, and soul, entwined, he spins. Through the flowing forms, a symphony unfolds, A canvas of discipline, as history beholds.
With each stance, a story etched in the air, The echoes of wisdom, the stillness will share. His mind, a tranquil lake reflecting the moon, Absorbs the teachings, a harmonious tune.
Body sculpted by the dance of swift kicks, Precision and power, a blend that clicks. Muscles, like poetry, weave tales of might, A warrior's silhouette, embracing the night.
Soul, the furnace where courage is refined, Embracing shadows, where fears are confined. In the stillness, he finds his inner voice, A choice made daily, to rejoice.
Through trials and triumphs, his spirit ascends, A journey of mastery that never bends. Kung-fu, the language his essence speaks, A tapestry of strength, resilience, and peaks.
In the dojo's sanctuary, he bows with grace, A warrior-poet in this sacred space. For in the art of kung-fu, he finds his rhyme, A lifelong dedication, transcending space and time.
In a dungeon deep and dark, so goes the tale,
A Mistress and her sub, both clad in leather's veil.
With a whip she cracks and teases, oh what fun,
Her sub's eyes widen, "What have I gotten done?"
She ties him up, with knots so tight, he's stuck,
She whispers, "Fear not, for pain is just my luck."
Tickling feathers, ice, and wax, she plays her game,
He squirms and wriggles, calling out her name.
"Now beg for mercy, plead and grovel low,"
He follows orders, putting on a grand show.
She grins and chuckles, "That's enough for now,
But remember, my dear sub, I hold the power, and how!"
With playful glee, she toys with his mind and frame,
In this erotic dance, neither are quite the same.
Their bond is unique, a blend of pleasure and jest,
In this world of domination, they both find their zest.
In distant lands he learned to fight,
Raised like a soldier from morning till night.
In Afghanistan he faced trials and war,
But deep in his heart, he longed for something more.
The smell of gunpowder, the sound of the gun,
He longed for a love, for a life that was fun.
His heart cried out for tenderness and grace,
For a woman's touch, for a loving embrace.
So he laid down his arms, his duty fulfilled,
And set out to find the love that had long been stilled.
He sought a life of peace, a life of care,
And in the arms of a woman, he found his solace there.
No longer a soldier, he served a new role,
Protecting and cherishing the love in his soul.
He found in her eyes, a reason to be,
A life filled with love and serenity.
In the garden of memories we once used to play,
Sharing laughter and tears along the way.
But now the time has come to say goodbye,
As our paths diverge beneath the vast sky.
Though our friendship may be reaching its end,
The echoes of our bond will forever ascend.
Through trials and triumphs, we stood side by side,
Our memories and moments will never subside.
As we part ways and embrace the unknown,
Know that you're cherished and not alone.
Though we may no longer walk hand in hand,
Our bond will persist, like footprints in the sand.
Farewell, dear friend, with love in my heart,
May your journey be blessed from the start.
Our friendship may change, but it will never die,
Goodbye for now, beneath the endless sky.
A Ghosty friend: a pokemon poem
In shadows deep, where darkness lies, A spectral presence, a haunting surprise. Gengar, the ghost, with mischief in its gaze, A phantom's dance in the moonlit haze.Whispers of fear, its eerie grin, A mischievous spirit, a trickster within. From shadows it emerges, a ghostly delight, Gengar's essence, a mysterious XHTTPX//sprite.In moonlit nights, its eyes gleam bright, A spectral waltz, a dance of the night. Haunting laughter echoes, mysterious and sly, Gengar, the ghost, beneath the starry sky.With phantom hands and shadows cast, Gengar's silhouette, a spell it has cast. A ghostly friend or a playful foe, In the realm of spirits, it loves to XHTTPX//go.So, in the dark where shadows play, Gengar, the ghost, will find its way. A phantom's presence, a spectral delight, In the mystic realm, it takes flight.
Another poem by yours truly:
In the depths of longing, I seek a Mistress fair,
Whose power and grace fill the very air.
I yearn to kneel at her feet, to serve and obey,
To find my purpose in her dominant sway.
Through the labyrinth of desire I roam,
Seeking a Mistress to make me her own.
In her eyes, I see the radiant fire,
That ignites within me an insatiable desire.
With every step, my heart beats in anticipation,
As I search for my Mistress, my salvation.
To be bound by her will, to be at her command,
Is the destiny for which I fervently stand.
In the quest for a Mistress, I find my truth,
Embracing submission, my soul finds its youth.
For in her presence, I am whole and free,
Bound to her, I discover my truest identity.
So I journey on, with hope in my heart,
For the Mistress who'll claim every part.
In her dominion, I'll find my release,
And in serving her, my spirit finds peace.
To the woman I lost 5 years ago:
In quiet moments, I feel her absence keenly,
The warmth of her presence still lingers in my memory,
Like a gentle breeze on a summer's day,
She was a radiant light that showed me the way.
Her laughter echoed through the halls of my heart,
A melody that now feels worlds apart,
I long to hold her close, to feel her grace,
But she's vanished without a single trace.
Every sunrise reminds me of her gentle gaze,
And every sunset whispers of her tender ways,
I ache for her touch, for her comforting embrace,
But she's slipped through my fingers, leaving an empty space.
Though she's gone, her spirit still dwells within,
A beacon of hope, a love that will never dim,
I'll carry her memory with me, unspoken and true,
For the woman I lost, I'll always miss you.
In a galaxy far, far away,
Where aliens come out to play,
They landed on our planet green,
The funniest beings ever seen!
Their heads were shaped like flying saucers,
With eyes as big as water courses,
Their skin, a shade of vibrant blue,
Looking like they just stepped out of a zoo!
They had antennas on their heads,
Glowing neon in bright shades of red,
Their language was a mix of beeps and whirs,
Making us laugh, and our ears go berserk!
They danced in a style quite bizarre,
Wiggling their bodies in an alien spa,
Their moves were funky and oh so wild,
Doing the moonwalk with an extra-terrestrial style!
They tried to imitate our human ways,
Wearing clothes in mismatched craze,
But their fashion sense was out of this world,
With belts made of cheese, and hats, unfurled!
Oh, those aliens, they were quite a sight,
Bringing laughter and joy, day and night,
They taught us to embrace the strange,
And how to giggle, even in the grimmest of days.
So remember, when you think of space,
And those quirky creatures you may chase,
Aliens are friends, just a little bizarre,
Our cosmic pals, from a distant star!
I finally got me my new jeep wrangler! Yay
I have surrendered to you absolutely, Given myself complete and whole, I have given you my mind and body, But then you also took my soul. You have broken the essence of my being, To shards and pieces spread about the dust, Then molded me into a creation, Solely for your pleasure and for your lust. You have taken everything out of me, You plucked my logic again and again, That when I crave for desecration, I welcome the punishment. You break and make my spirit, When the void you fill is just as much As when the words fail me you flail me, That my flesh welcomes your touch. This goes beyond all worship and adoration, When your commands are the breaths I need, And I know I’m not worthy of this servitude, When you drink the tears I bleed.
HAPPY NEW YEARS!
Don't Quit!
When things go wrong, as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all uphill, and you want to smile, but you have to sigh, when care is pressing you down a bit, rest if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is strange with its twists and turns, as everyone of us sometimes learns, and many a failure turns about, when he might have won had he stuck it out; Don't give up though the pace seems slow, you may succeed with another blow.
Success is failure turned inside out, the silver tint of the clouds of doubt, and you can never tell how close you are, it may be near when it seems so far; so stick to the fight when you're hardest hit, it's when things seems worst that you must not quit.
So it has been awhile since an update but today my heart was torn into two it is a sad day but I will continue to push on
So big update on my videos!!! and it is content that I think all of you lovely people my enjoy it is a Web Series I am working on called Mistress May I....once I do the first shoot I will post a link in my journal:) hopefully you all will enjoy it!
So my videos I create for my video production company suddenly started sky rocketing on my ratings and I am unable to find out which video is making the profit...and it is driving me insane not knowing D:
So I just hired to do my first advertising video for a small wood working company and putting it on their website as well as youtube #Awesomesauce
Well we didn't do the video shoot but the is at least done for the first episode if anyone wants to be an actor or actress feel free to message meh:D I always have projects going on
So HOPING tomorrow is the first video shoot in a long time and a new start to Geders Production the show will be called Common Sense I hope anyone who is reading this watches and enjoys it:D
both my outro AND my intro are done for my new youtube channel and the quality of my videos WILL get better if you want to participate let me know itll be fun! but to view them both are 9 seconds long
my body just got pushed to its limit this morning and god it felt great!!!
This entry is dedicated to those who might have felt lost or just wanted to give up hope and feels like they can't win rather they are in search of their Dom/me, sub, or just plane out happiness in life:)
Don't quit: When things go wrong as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all uphill, When the funds are low, and the debts are high, And you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit, Rest if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is strange with its twists and turns, As everyone of us sometimes learns, And many a failure turns about, When we might have won had he stuck it out, Don't give up though the pace seems slow, You may succeed with another blow.
Success is failure turned inside out, The silver tint of the clouds of doubt, And you can never tell how close you are, It may be near when it seems so far: So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit, It's when things seem worst That you must not quit.
So yesterday I got contacted by someone who enjoyed my video and wants to chat with me I am unsure if I should call the number he gave me or wait for him to call me o.o
Welp looks like I finally got my answer. Next week I have to report to MEPS to get my medical exam for the Coast Guard meaning I am one step closer to returning to my purpose. YAY gogogogo
#motivated
So I have just found out the lady I idolized and I met her on here a person whom I believe to have been truly honest and I allowed to trust even though it was awhile back I have come to find out she is married and has been when we were together which wouldn't have been a problem if she was opened with him and with myself but the fact is that she lied to both parties and even gave me an alias which explains a lot and though I should be bitter I think I am not I hold no ill feelings just out of curiosity I wish I knew why she does this to people
Welp I am about to start again let me see how much I can push myself this time around now that I FINALLY RECOVERED!
My body feels like it was torn to limbs today after training last three days none stop tonight I could barley hold a plate...how pathetic and embarrassing D:
So I think I have found a new Co Host for my Youtube Web Series and she is awesome and funny so I think the viewers will like her!
So in memory to the Officers who were killed I have decided to host a peace rally of all races to show there is more to life then senseless violence but not just a peace rally a cook out for lots and lots of people and will be hosted in Dallas
POKEMON GO IS OUT!!! yes and yes I am a nerd D: and proud of it:D
Alright so School set once again to finish my degrees off....and going to start on my videos again I can't wait RAWR RAWR RAWR but I think I will do a more serious video this time just because there is a message the people of this world needs to hear D:
So two weeks ago I got back early from deployment and now I might have a really good job starting at 20 an hour on top of that rearranging my room and preparing for the up coming semester for school I am motivated highly motivated!
Well 1 more week left before I go back to being the dog of the Government...to all the nice wonderful people I met here I will miss you and hopefully talk with you all in 2 months from now:)
<3 RAWR RAWR RAWR
So I know the Dentist told me to stay on bed rest and take the medication I was given for 2 days but this is driving me nuts so I suppose I am going to go to the Gym and work out then after words head to the park and do some Martial Arts training!
Last night was horrible! I totally shattered my two front teeth in a game of Laser Tag lol LUCKLY the dentist today was able to rebuild them so I am feeling both lucky and blessed
Alright tomorrow is Work....then MAYBE training and then around 8 PM....my favorite part of Monday......LASER TAG!!!!!
I am in Oklahoma City for the week yay!
owie I was wrestling with the dog and banged my head really hard against the counter D: top of the kitchen!
I may have finally found the Mistress I been searching for after 5 years :)
Well I didn't go look at the house today do to me working ALL NIGHT cause I love my job to much and crashed when I got back to my friends house I am going to look around and I have some people who apparently wants to roommate with me haha.
Hm well now that I don't have to help my sister with rent I found a really nice house in Las Colinas for only 1900 a month which isn't bad going to go see it this weekend:)
Well it would appear I wont be fighting at my dojo anytime soon my last fight injured me and I just found out about it tonight I can barley do anything with my left shoulder even at work it is hard to move it. -.- what bad luck I seem to have haha:)
Well it would seem I will be paying my sisters rent for the next 6 months while she pays the old man back -.- what a drag that means ill actually have to stay in one place D:
Today is a good day I am now 24 so what my future holds is more certain then ever I am very happy with myself:)
So the prison I use to work at 12 of our officers were indited into court and are now serving time for their corruption and bringing drugs in for money. That is the prime example why I do not care much for money because it seems to be the root of all evil and such things should be stopped and they will someday.
Well if everything goes good next week I might not be on here a whole lot as I will be under going intense training and in 150 days I will be a license commercial pilot and a certified pilot instructor.