JourneyMan68

You know that moment, been speaking to a potential Master for a while, he seems perfect and I am sure he wants me and then out of the blue he says something that makes all the red flags come out and you know there would be no going back from this.

Back to square 1 again.

Nothing better than hearing the words 'you're mine'

I think all I want in life is to hear the words "good boy" breathlessly in my ear.

To humiliate me or not to humiliate me that is the question.

Definately humiliate me is the answer.

I wonder if it possible for a sub to have a hands free orgasm while sucking cock or being facefucked.

In addition to my main quest of getting claimed by a Master and ultimately ownership I want to embark on a side quest to see if it really is possible. Any takers to assist me.

Forced Fem and Humiliation might not be so bad after all

A couple of years ago my Master thought up a new way to humiliate me when he bought a little frilly French maids costume online. He plan was initially to make me wear it while I did chores around the house. He wasn't in to TVs or sissies he just thought it would amuse him to see me walk to the end of the garden to put bags of rubbish in the bin especially as the garden faced a busy street. He also found it funny to lock the door behind me so I would spend a while cowering outside trying not to be seen before he opened the door again. Don't worry the humiliation wasn't a bad thing it could just get a little cold out there sometimes. He also used to make me wear it when his friends visited to serve them drinks.

It was on one of those visits with Masters friend constantly putting his hand up my skirt (sanctioned by Master) that the subject of it being cold outside came up. The friend suggested only the dress wasn't enough I should at least have proper underwear and at least 1 pair of stockings. Master agreed and one day I came home to the additions to my new outfit sitting on the table. I was instructed to go and try them on. After a few struggles with the stockings I came out to show Master. He approved and showed me how much by ensuring that my new knickers I had only had for 10 minutes needed to go into the wash.

Now when I did chores I was properly dressed and Masters friends seem to like it too.

I liked it too. 

I was never a sissy but I looked forward to dressing up, even running to the bins never seemed so bad. I confess I have dressed up sometimes since, and would like someone who likes it to push me  bit more.

Getting permanently collared

When its my turn to be collared permanently I have been wondering what kind of format that will take. Obviously it will be up to my master but I'm sure I want it to be special like a young bride dreaming of her wedding.

The quiet collaring

The collar goes on, and thats it, the bond is there between master and slave.

The small symbolic ceremony (and my favourite)

The collar gets locked into place and myself and my master go down to the beach and I throw the key into the sea. I think that is symbolic that the collar is going to be on permanently from now on.

The gathering

Some of masters friends ge together to watch the collaring and depending on whether master likes to share or not they all break in the newly owned slave.

I wonder when the time comes which one will be for me.

What kind of slave am I

Definitely the stress relieving kind, tie me up tightly, restrain me in whatever position you wish and use me hard until I forget my own name.

Repeat often.

Getting ready for ownership

As a newly minted potential slave who would ultimately like to be claimed and collared by the right Master is there anything I should be doing to prepare and make myself more suitable for a master. I don't wan't to disappoint.