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What can we get from this chapter of the bible symbolically? 

Edom: Kingdom of Esau (carnal mind/flesh)

Jacob: Tribe of Judah (spiritual mindset)

Well we can see throughout scripture that the Edomites were disregarding the spiritual things and had a carnal mind. They took things by force and lacked patience for cultivation and growth. They were prideful and they held grudges and were hateful. 

God pronounced judgement on them for their pride and for them not letting Israel pass through safely. He said because they say who can bring me down that He would bring them down and have them despised. 

Edom stood by when strangers took captivity of Jacob's army. Edom was a brother to Jacob who is in the Tribe of Judah. Yet Edom acted like the strangers which took Jacob's army into captivity. Do not gloat, rejoice, speak arrogantly, or stand at a crossroads to slaughter the escapees when the Tribe of Judah is attacked because the day of the Lord against all the nations is near. The way you treat others will come back on your own head. There will be no survivors of the house of Esau and the house of Jacob will become a fire to set the stubble ablaze and consume Edom. The kingship will be the Lord's. The ones who care about their spiritual health and have a relationship with the Lord will be safe but those who continue in the flesh will be wiped away. There is more to life than fleshly desires and carnal things. 

Those who are in Zion and left over in Jerusalem will be called holy. The survivors whom the Lord calls. Zion can refer to the "pure in heart". Jerusalem means city of peace and holy. Jerusalem is also used as a symbol for the redeemed state of humanity and also signifies a place of deep religious connections, divine presence, and the pursuit of peace. 

Get in Jesus while you can and remember to be loving towards everyone. Don't be fleshly carrying out the desires of the flesh. Have a spiritual appetite for the spiritual things. And remember don't gloat or rejoice in someone's downfall. Love your enemies it's commanded and judge not. Be encouraging with one another lifting each other back up. If you love Jesus you will observe his commands and he will love you back. Faith without works is dead. Come on!! It's time to wake up from our slumber and cultivate a relationship with Jesus. He's coming back and coming soon. Will you be fo

und ready? 

Gabriel is Jesus. This is why and how. Gabriel was the first one ever created. He was the visible image of God. He was the messenger of God. The Word of God. What God told him he spoke. He was God's body. When he became flesh, he became Jesus. The first new creation. Jesus was Gabriel's new vessel. There is no longer a Gabriel in heaven, Gabriel is Jesus Christ. However the angels know he was Gabriel before he became Jesus. He said he was making all things new and he started with himself since he was always the first one. 

The Flood

It looked like the devil was right. God finally regretted making humans because of all the wickedness upon the earth in Noah's days. He decided he was going to end the world. The devil seemed to be right, humans were bad. However someone caught his attention. Noah. The only one righteous on the earth in the face of all the wickedness. The only one left calling on God and teaching his family to do the same. God couldn't destroy him. So he would save him and his family and some animals and restart. Hopefully the faith of Noah and his family in God could be taught to the generations that would come after him and through him. God hurting for what creation had become flooded the earth. Saving Noah and his family in the Ark. God told Noah he would never destroy the world with a flood again. It was a tough decision for God but he did what was right. Enough was enough. 

It wasn't God who cursed Adam and Eve. It was the devil's will for Adam to work with blood and sweat for the food of the earth. He wanted Eve to bear children in pain. God only allowed the devil to have his way because the devil said it was his world now and his way. God warned the devil of his impending doom for continuing in this manner. The devil however thinks he will defeat God in the end because he said humans were never supposed to be made and should die. They didn't belong in creation and God made a mistake. But God doesn't make mistakes. Why do you think the curse of the "serpent" was to be on its belly and eat the dust of the earth. The serpent was the devil and all he wanted to do was murder the creation made from the dust of the earth. God has a plan, get in Jesus. 

Tree of life and tree of knowledge were not actually trees. The tree of life was God and the tree of knowledge was the devil. The devil was actively talking to Eve in the garden about how he felt towards God. Eve was believing him and started talking to Adam about it who wasn't sure but eventually sided with his wife Eve. They wanted the devil to rule over them instead of God. It was the devil who told them they were naked. It was the devil who said they weren't getting what they truly needed from God. When God came to the garden they hid from him thinking he was the bad guy that the devil made them to believe. They were clothed with leaves. God questioned this and asked who told them they were naked and they told them the devil did. God then asked them what else the devil said. God then gave them a choice to worship him or follow under the devil's care. They chose the devil. God kicked them out of the garden and explained to them they would die one day because they were leaving the tree of life behind and they would no longer have access to it. They would have to learn from their choices. 

God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son.... 

This actually means God fully loved us. Jesus is actually God's visible self. God is invisible but Jesus is His vessel. The one He chose for Himself since the beginning. They are One and basically the same in every aspect. 

God loved us and wanted to show us His love and power through Jesus living with us and dying for us. God died in the only way He could. Through His body and vessel Jesus Christ. The Father can never actually die. He's an invisible spirit and will always exist. 

Once Adam and Eve chose the devil to rule them. The devil wanted his way. He wanted to kill them right there. But God said no you will not. Hoping that the devil would maybe change his mind about how he felt about humans since now he had the chance to rule over them. Not being able to kill them infuriated the devil and he left them to fend for themselves. Adam and Eve cried out to the devil since he was now they're ruler however he left them. This is what turned Adam and Eve back to call on God who was there but the deed was already done. They made their choice and would still have to die one day. God still loved Adam and Eve. They set up an alter for God and still talked to God even though it was no longer God's world. He explained this to them. Adam and Eve had children. Their first child was the devil's next target. He always whispered into Cain's mind telling lies about God who his parents worshipped. Cain therefore had a hardened heart towards God. His brother Abel was different and when God favored Abel over Cain. Cain was angered and wanted him gone. The devil encouraged it, making Cain the first human murderer. The murder was premeditated he thought about it for a long time before he did it. God came to him and warned him about it and told him not to do it. He didn't listen. 

Gabriel..... 

Had a dream last night. 

I finally was able to control the fire that comes out from my being. I harnessed it so that it didn't hurt others. They've been needing me to accomplish this feat for a while now. I even heard them say "she's doing it." They were pleased. 

Not sure if this were demons with me in my dream or angels. Probably demons cause that's when I can't control the fire and it just tries to burn them. I block it and pull it away each time but I'm sure they've felt the heat. But this time was different. This time I controlled it and it didn't control me. 

Gods conversation with me before I chose to come here:

God: Are you sure you want to do this?

Me: Yes. 

God: What do you want to do while you are there?

Me: Your will, follow in your son's footsteps.

God: You won't remember me when you are born.

Me: I will find you again. 

God: You won't know me like you do here in heaven with me. 

Me: I will still seek to find the real you as you are in heaven. 

God: This is no easy task.

Me: That's ok, make me extra determined and stubborn about it. 

God: You will be watched over. 

My journey has been long but well worth it. And I'm intuitively feeling like the best has yet to come! I seek Christs guidance from the scriptures.

Usually I'm good and Lucifer leaves me alone.... But then there are days when he just comes out of nowhere leaving me in an obsessive ball for him. What is he doing? Who does he think he is? How come he holds this power over me? I try to fight it but I can't. It's like this feeling of I need him and he needs me in some way. 

I don't want to be obsessed over him but I can't help myself sometimes. I'm supposed to be all about Jesus but then Lucifer comes and knocks down everything. I don't deserve Christ. I'm always turning my back on him for his enemy. FML 

I need an alpha male.

Someone who is in control in all aspaspects of their life. Someone who takes charge well. Someone who has an authoritarian demeanor. Someone who is cocky but knows they have a reason for it and owns their character. 

The number of my name is 966. 

What does this mean?

Obsessing over Jesus. Not feeling fulfilled at all. Just want him physically here with me. Fuuuuuuck man!

One time when I was walking when I wasn't on proper medicine I hallucinated on a walk home and a cloud came down from out of the sky and said something to me but I can't remember what it said.

Just reminds me of when God spoke through the cloud about his son Jesus to the disciples that were with him that night. 

What does this mean?

You, however, keep on speaking what is consistent with wholesome teaching. 2 Let the older men be moderate in habits, serious, sound in mind, healthy in faith, in love, in endurance. 3 Likewise, let the older women be reverent in behavior, not slanderous, not enslaved to a lot of wine, teachers of what is good, 4 so that they may advise the younger women to love their husbands, to love their children, 5 to be sound in mind, chaste, working at home, good, subjecting themselves to their own husbands, so that the word of God may not be spoken of abusively. 6 Likewise, keep on urging the younger men to be sound in mind, 7 showing yourself to be an example of fine works in every way. Teach what is pure with all seriousness, 8 using wholesome speech that cannot be criticized, so that those who oppose may be put to shame, having nothing negative to say about us. 9 Let slaves be in subjection to their owners in all things, trying to please them, not talking back, 10 not stealing from them, but showing complete trustworthiness, so that in every way they may adorn the teaching of our Savior, God. 11 For the undeserved kindness of God has been manifested, bringing salvation to all sorts of people. 12 It trains us to reject ungodliness and worldly desires and to live with soundness of mind and righteousness and godly devotion amid this present system of things, 13 while we wait for the happy hope and glorious manifestation of the great God and of our Savior, Jesus Christ, 14 who gave himself for us to set us free from every sort of lawlessness and to cleanse for himself a people who are his own special possession, zealous for fine works. 15 Keep on speaking these things and exhorting and reproving with full authority. Do not let anyone look down on you.

Titus 2:1-15

Ahhh I am yearning for him. I miss my son. I feel so guilty for leaving him but I had no choice, I got kicked out. 

It's been 4 days now and it's driving me crazy. I just want him back in my care. I'm starting to become more depressed as the days go on. 

Just talking to people here helps a bit but my wandering mind goes right back to my little one

Gentle whispers 

Words I hear 

Gentle and leading

Leaving me obsessing and pleading 

More! More!

More of you please!

I know I'm a headache

Especially because our connection is telepathic

But it won't always be like this you must believe

Soon we will be and nothing will come in between

Two divine souls destined to be

When telepathic connection can be turn off with ease 

Please oh please don't leave yet 

Keep giving me a chance 

I can learn from you

I can grow with you

You amaze me with the little things

I thought I'd be welcomed differently 

Man was I wrong 

Everything comes with a price.

Back to struggling to grasp something in the darkness 

This world has been through a lot

But his love and light will overcome the dark

His name is Jesus Christ

A leader and a teacher 

Someone to look up to 

Follow in his ways

And he will make your days many

As the days fade into nights
I will await your promises
Promises of abundance and prosperity
And in return I will give you all of me

You say this task isn't easy
I know it won't be
But with you and your son
I will conquer graciously

Mercy and light will be preached
The poor will be taken care of
The sick will be healed
They will praise your name

Lead us home back into the light
The light that loves all unconditionally
What awaits us is far better than what is
Our desires will be recognized
Our potential will be seen
Our dreams will be attainable

Let your Light shine 

Keep your light on so I can find my way home. 

Into the darkest of nights,

Will you find me to catch flight?

Does this end in torment

Or is there a new firmament? 

I'm tired of searching and seeking

What will become of me?

A girl hated by all...

Is that truly my destiny

Or is it all fiction?

Help me free myself from the weight of the chains that bind me.

A lone wolf in a world with clans 

Is there even another plan?

If you can't save me, save the ones you can.

Loving on me Jack Harlow

I'm currently 27 years old.