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Under Consideration

Its a Old Guard trained, Full Service, Domestic, Sexual, High Protocol Bi female slave.

With Corset Training, Ponygirl Training, Lactation Training, Pain Training, Mind Control-Reprogramming Hypnosis Training.

It has been trained in Breast lactation and Breast pumped milking for the last 5 years trained.

**Slave Registry 264-358-852**
*SLRN 958-383-020**
Sklavin **SZN 523644**

It is a Property and a Toy.

Looking for a Master, Mistress, Couple.
As its life is Looking for that Total Surrender to be Consumed and Possessed with a new owner.

It felt empty without a owner and the Steel ring around its neck, wrist and ankles. Binding it and fullfilling the sole purpose of its existence is to Serve and Obey its owner with every fiber of its being.
With a Life time of Service.
It as a slave owns nothing and is completely dependent upon its Owners and its sole purpose in Life is to serve its Owners only.

It as a slave knows its not about it.
It has no wants, wishes, needs or desires, its about its Owners.
It knows what Sacrifice truly is.

It will lay its life at its owners feet with such dedication.

I have lived in the US for the last 18 year.

I am PostOp Transgender female originally from Sydney, Australia.
Straight out of High school. By 17 years of age it had its first household in Australia to a Mistress Helena.
Which it apprenticed under her for 4 years. As a Switch Lifestyle Pro Domme.

It had to learn everything about. Being a bottom to know how it felt to be on the other side of Whip. Maam owned professional dungeons with 30 others Mistresses working for her.

It is a Unowned and intense Trained female Aussie bi slave.
Old Guard since 17. Its Unique! Every slave knows she has an owner. A good slave has forgotten she has a self.
if you go to see a woman do not forget the whip - Nietzsche

The first law that nature imposes on me is to enjoy it at the expense of anyone. - Marquis de Sade

It has turned down in the last 11 months 409 offers of ownership.
Due to Owners truly not understanding how to have a True Real slave and how to keep it. Which is very sad state of fairs.

(Please Note)
Under Collarspace Resources.

Its a Collarspace Mentor.

If you need assistance with one of the topics listed below feel free to reach out to the appropriate Mentors.
Please be respectful of their time but if you do need assistance they are here to help.

Guidance with regard to the safe practice of BDSM activities.

(Gender Acceptance)
Guidance for allies with regard to how to better ally to and advocate for the LGBTQQIA persons in their life.
Guidance for persons who are facing challenges relating to their membership in the LGBTQQIA community as pertains to family, community, employment, religious institution or other aspect of life.

(Partner Abuse)
Guidance for persons who are coping with an emotionally or physically abusive partner or spouse.

Do you truly know how to have a True Real slave?.
And how to keep it?.
If you understand those principles.
Maybe you might be a owner worth talking too.
If not. Good Luck in your Search. And Happy Journey.

(All Due Respects) If your illiterate, and dont understand Queens English.

Try and Read its profile and Understand what a True Real slave is.
And understand what etiquette is.

Its not a Toilet or a Pig.

Its a Classically Educated and ally Trained slave, with deeper then you have seen existence.

No Wannabes, Fakes Liars, Scammers need not Approach or Apply.

It doesnt tolerate fools likely. As its Life isnt a game.
And Life is to short to waste my time.

It is an Australian Bi Female Lactating slave.

It was a Fetish Performer and Modeled.

Its a US Green Card Holder.
Aussie Born Bred from a Scottish family.

It is a Striking Red Headed Bi slave with even more Striking Scottish Blue Eyes, 55 C cup Breasts and it added 640CC Silicone Breast implants and its with a fully Shaved Pussy.

Divorced Feb 2016. It is free from that stage in its life.

Its a slave that loves to wear Eternity steel ring collars and wrist and ankle slave rings, Metal wrist and ankle shackles, Calf length riding boots, Thigh-high boots, Corsets, Bondage corsets, Fishnets, Nylons, Thongs, Latex, Gimp rubber encased, PVC, Leather, Wetlook, Catsuits, Opera gloves, Pony gear, Body harnesses, Chastity bra and Chastity belts with dual plugs, Bondage shock collar, Bondage choke collar, Hoods, Tracking chips, Ballet boots locked etc.

Its Been thru its battles in its life after x 8 Deployments Iraq and Afghanistan Military - Medic Nurse with a EMT-B background.
Its Served 20 years Army Active Duty and 10 years with the US DOD Iraq and Afghanistan x 4 deployments.

If you dont understand what mindset it takes to go to war and fight for what it believes in. Giving all, its laid it on the line as was its duty to its soul and belief to save others so they might live. Youll never truly understand Sacrifice, Duty, Honor.
Unless you have walked in its boots and pushed it to the edge.
Its paid a price for its Service. You want to judge it. Thats your loss. You dont have that strength in you to own a pure Real Slave.

The reasons for the few limits of this slave is because of two bad households in the lifestyle that tried to scar and abuse and damage it as Property and a Toy.
And they didnt understand the True responsibilities of ownership and being a real Dominant.

It has few limits as a female slave.
No animals, No incest, No toilet, No watersports, No fisting.

(Medical Details)
Its Past injuries back and neck, hands, legs, TBIs x4 after multiple IEDs, Bipolar type 1, Extreme Combat PTSD, Grand Mal Seizures.
It still pulls its weight in its duties in the households fully.
And it isnt a burden as a slave and shouldnt be on any owner.

It has a Battle Buddy who is its Specialist Service Dog (Doberman Rottweiler. For Military PTSD, Seizure Alert.

It Interests it has lived if Owner Desires- Camping, Fishing, Motorcycle Riding, Horse Riding. Etc

Leather Craftman Fetish and Kink Maker and Manufacturer Sydney, Aust. Colorado, USA. Past Owner Fetish Store Selling Corsets etc













 Female Slave



 Willing to Relocate

 6' 1"

 283 lbs






Actively Seeking:

Dominant Transgender

Submissive Transgender

Dominant Female

Dominant male

Submissive female

Sub / Slave Male

Switch Women

Switch Male

Domme/Dom Couples

Sub/Sub Couples

Female Led Couples

Male Dom Couples

A Poly Household

 Lives For:


 Fine Dining (Expert)

 Fishing (Expert)

 Movies (Expert)

 Travel (Expert)

 Volunteerism (Expert)

 Horseback Riding (Expert)

 Martial Arts (Expert)

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 Blindfolds (Expert)

 Bondage (Expert)

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 Eye Contact Restrictions (Expert)

 Local BDSM Community (Expert)

 Erotic Hypnosis (Expert)

 Gags (Expert)

 Hair Pulling (Expert)

 Hoods (Expert)

 Leashes (Expert)

 Masks (Wearing)

 Mental Bondage (Expert)

 Obedience Training (Expert)


 Clothing Selection (Expert)

 Pony/Puppy Roleplay (Expert)

 Rubber Fetish

 Lifestyle BDSM (Expert)

 Old Guard (Expert)

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 Amusement Parks

 Coffee Shops (Expert)

 Flea Markets (Expert)

 Garage Sales (Expert)

 Shopping (Expert)


 Breast Play (Expert)

 Being Massaged

 Gas Masks (Expert)

 Housework Service (Expert)



 Masks on Partner

 Massage (Giving) (Expert)

 Medical fetish play

 Sensation Play

 Oral Service (Expert)


 Shaving my pubic hair

 Spanking (Expert)

 Stockings (Expert)

 Suspension Bondage

 Whips (Expert)

 Simulation Games


 1950s Lifestyle

 1960s Lifestyle

 1980s Lifestyle


 Time Management

 Country Music

 Electronica / EDM


 Bar Hopping

 Camping (Expert)

 Begging (Expert)

 Canes and Crops (Expert)

 Chastity (Expert)

 G-spot Service (Expert)

 Domestic Service (Expert)

 Maid / Butler Service (Expert)

 Public Play

 Role Playing (Expert)

 Sensory Play (Expert)


 Speech Restrictions



 Wax Play

 Board Games


 Horror Movies

 True Crime

 Tattoos (Expert)

 Victorian Lifestyle

 Working Out (Expert)

 Alternative Music

 Classical Music

 Eighties Music

 New Age Music

 New Wave

 Nineties Music

 Opera Music

 Pop Music

 Rock Music







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 FLR Journal


 Curious About:

 Orgasm Control

 Hard Limits:

 Erotic touch


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Journal Entries:
9/11/2022 11:06:32 PM

It's looking forward to this years 2022 Folsom Street Fair SF to go to the two day event with after Folsom night party'. All kinked up as the slave it is.

9/11/2022 6:26:59 PM

why coming back to a world again after being in War to be the slave it is alone and frustrated not find it place and hates being so lost without meaning or purpose. It wants to screams. 
It's waited to be claimed. So many really don't know how to have and keep a slave. 

9/4/2022 7:13:23 PM

Definition Of A Slave a slave is property.
It has no name, saving what her Master/Owner might choose to call it.

It is without caste.

It is without citizenship.

It is simply an .

It is simply an article of property, completely, nothing more.

It's life, it's very breath belongs to her Master/Owner. It has only value, as defined by it's Master/Owner.

It is to be of service, not become served.

Once they are transformed into true servitude; It truly becomes an of servitude.

It is only human as long as It's Master/Owner allows it to be.

It is not a person, but property, chattel.

It's servitude, is it's reward 

7/28/2022 12:56:13 AM

Me and another Dr have left the Ukrainian foreign legion after way too many crazy things. 28th April 2022 Our first training base International Peacekeeping and Security Center, was cruise missiles by x36 Russian Cruise missiles from the Black Sea. Only x6 cruise missiles made it to the Training Base because of air defenses destroying facilities and buildings and killing x3 of my fellow Foreign Legionaries. 

Confirmed information received that the Ukrainian Legion was aware 4hrs before this attack happened and they tried to get certain platoon Commanders out to hotels some refused to leave to safety. But they stayed quiet with what they knew. Leaving my fellow Foreign Legionaries asleep in there beds to possibly die in the attack. 

We were forced to camp out in the forests of the base in bitterly cold conditions a-lot of the Foreign Platoon Legionnaires after a week we all suffered exposure. Then the Ukrainian Legion then evacuated all the Foreign Legionaries to another training base under the cover of darkness to live out of tents and eat gruel wheat porridge and Pigeon, rotten fruit and UAV rocket attack first night blowing up a Armory and another building structure. Constant day and night Air Raids with Cruise Missile attacks, UAV attacks, Artillery, Russian air attacks. 

We had to deal with a mentally ill Ukrainian commander Major Bognan who over threw his own Battalion Commander out, his own staff were terrified to go against him.

Foreign Legion soldiers then plotted to commit mutiny with all the Foreign Legion commanders banding together to confront Major Commander Bognan with strange thoughts by others to get the Ukrainian Commander and arresting him with the support of the Foreign Platoon Commanders and getting him on the ground handcuffed. How that turned out all the Foreign Platoon Commanders we’re called to a meeting by Ukrainian Major Commander Bognan and they had all been relieved of there Platoon command positions and replaced by Ukrainian officers on each Platoon. The concern was the Foreign Platoon Commanders almost faced the Ukrainian Military Police were called and there was the possibility of all them being arrested. One of the young Legionaries had gathered one whole platoon together for a armed intervention if need be as further drama  Since A Danish platoon commander was falsely accused of being a Russian spy by the Ukrainian Commander Major Bognan. The Foreign Legion platoon had got onto the base flash bangs, Smoke grenades that got smuggled on too the base. 

It was alleged that the Foreign Legion Platoon that They sat in the dark with NVG Night Vision Goggles monitoring the situation ready to go into action if things went bad. 

A further incident 17th April when a Ukrainian Foreign Legion American Dr on staff was told by the Ukrainian Commander Major Bognan that he was confined to the base and he going to be Interrogated by Ukrainian counter intelligence for suspicious activity. A Young Ukraine Foreign Legion soldier had plans with of x3 Foreign Legion platoons of the Battalion. With a plan of a armed assault taking the base armory and holding certain areas till things changed. Ridiculous 

There approximately x300 regular UKrainian army on this base with armored tanks and a Ukrainian jet fighter field from the base

On 6th March a Ukrainian Foreign Legion Fin Medic was seen by Foreign Legion Dr’s and sent to the Ukrainian Army base medic hospital in the Morning to be forwarded on to the Civilian Hospital for a CT and was refused to be seen as no Ukrainian military Dr’s weren’t available and he was told to return later in the Evening. It was alleged that this Young Fin Foreign Legion soldier was rushed urgently to a local hospital with what was stated as a ruptured appendicitis. It was also alleged by the Ukrainian Army Medical staff that this soldier appendix had been ruptured x3 days prior without any pain, nausea. They also stated this young legionnaire would have died in the next 6 to 8hours from Septic shock.

As soldier was taken straight into Surgery and the appendix was perfectly normal and no ruptured appendicitis was not found. Because Ukrainian Army Medical staff They Put this young Foreign Legion soldier thru a unnecessary surgery and putting him at risk.

Ukrainian Commander Major Bognan attempted to blame this situation on the Foreign Legion Dr’s on the 27th April.

I stood by my American Dr Colleague he was Questioned the next day put before Ukrainian Counter Intelligence. I was scared for him.

That same time Ukrainian Commander Major Bognan told my Dr Colleague that I had 10 minutes to pack my kit as I was leaving. Texted me and called me. It was a hard morning taking the last walk away from the Medical Tent we both have built and cared for our Ukrainian Foreign Legion soldiers. I saw them standing on parade. Only a few of my Brothers turned there heads to watch me leave them. It was heartbreaking. I bottled everything in not to give the Ukrainian Commander Major Bognan any satisfaction knowing he was hurting both of us and our foreign troops.

After a exit interview by Major Bognan on we two Dr's. Four of us got into a vehicle and we're driven off base and dropped off at a bus stop were we had our Logistics crew awaiting for us to collect us. Three of us were transported 20 minutes away from the base to this Medieval Castle looking Hotel with 2 weeks paid for by my Military Dr colleague. He continued to Warsaw, Poland to another hotel accommodation hub we use to coordinate logistical movement.

After period we were joined by another x3 more Legionaire soldiers over the 2 weeks. I was moved finally by our Logistics crêw who got me to Lyviv and we had only 2 hours left before Curfew. So I had to be put up in another accommodation overnight.

Next morning I awoke and was uniformed up early for breakfast when a large explosion from a Cruise Missile hit nearby. I grabbed my Medical bag and attempted a clear all persons and refugees in the accommodation block as the Air Raid Sirens sounded. With a further x4 more Cruise Missiles hitting my surrounding area. Once getting everyone to safety.


I then proceeded to the Cruise missile impact locations one after another rendering Medical care and assistance till I got to the worse hit location a Civilian Train station hit by x2 Cruise Missiles with x11 adults wounded and x5 children deceased. The youngest being 6 months old a little baby girl. That was heartbreaking. x5 more Cruise Missiles came in nearby. My Logistic crew had to finally collect me to get me out of the Danger zone. After sustaining a injury to my right leg. After 3 hours back on the road we crossed the Ukrainian border into Poland and we arrived in Warsaw and to meet up with my Fellow Dr Colleague. After staying there for 2 weeks and making arrangements to return stateside for surgical repair of my right leg injury. I arrived back in San Francisco on the 30th April. I finally got surgery on 12th May. 
Been recovering for the next 3 month. 
Once I get a Medical Clearance I will be heading back to take up my role back in the Medical Battalion in the Ukraine Foreign Legion to take of my fellow soldiers.

7/15/2022 8:07:12 PM

Geez Drama in the UKraine Foreign Legion with a female International Con artist part of the Legion has put me at risk. Now after completing Physio. I will be deciding where my life goes. Either go back on duty once medically cleared as a Bomb dog handler if I still have a career.

5/14/2022 10:26:28 AM


I have just had surgery on the 12th May to repair a injury. I have 3 months recoverin. And considering returning when I am medically cleared to return to my Medical Battalion as the Medical Officer / Trauma Surgeon with the Ukraine Foreign Legion for another 60 day rotatio.

5/2/2022 8:56:16 AM

Thursday 28th arrived back San Francisco. To gather myself together on 2 weeks R&R. To also make the decision to go back.

4/26/2022 5:14:25 AM

Well after 2 months or so after some right crazy stuff in the Ukraine with the Foreign Legion. I am booked on a Flight from Warsaw, Poland Wednesday

1/23/2022 9:24:32 PM

Well just tried to up State again will see if it finally works back to California.

4/18/2018 3:17:50 PM
New Chastity Belt arrives Today in the next 30 minutes from the maker. It's excited to assemble it and fit it and do some photo shoots of it with different outfits. It will post the new pictures on Collarspace and FetLife.

4/3/2018 4:39:56 PM
Well it ordered itself a nice new Stainless steel and rubber Black Chastity Belt with Vaginal plug. It's excited

3/27/2018 10:43:33 AM
Out getting it's nails and feet manicured.

3/11/2018 7:43:49 PM
"Every slave knows she has an owner. A good slave has forgotten she has a self." " if you go to see a woman do not forget the whip "- Nietzsche "The first law that nature imposes on me is to enjoy it at the expense of anyone." - Marquis de Sade

2/18/2018 4:57:21 PM
(Please Note) Under Collarspace Resources. Mentors If you need assistance with one of the topics listed below feel free to reach out to the appropriate mentors. Please be respectful of their time but if you do need assistance they are here to help. Safety Guidance with regard to the safe practice of BDSM activities. drxxxmaster Gender Acceptance Guidance for allies with regard to how to better ally to and advocate for the LGBTQQIA persons in their life. Guidance for persons who are facing challenges relating to their membership in the LGBTQQIA community as pertains to family, community, employment, religious institution or other ect of life. emptysoultoown Partner Abuse Guidance for persons who are coping with an emotionally or physically abusive partner or spouse. LilBearBubbles

2/15/2018 1:23:15 PM
Going to Johnny Mathis Concert Tonight to work. On a Special event Detail.

11/7/2017 4:47:26 PM
WHAT SLAVES NEED Some late-night thoughts i felt were worth sharing slaves, and those who seek to be slaves, are constantly advised not to be self-centered and not to focus on our needs and desires but rather those of others. And this can be good advice when a would-be slave is so focused on fantasies of what a Master will look like, act like, and do to the slave that he loses sight of what he will do for the Master or bring to the relationship. Being a full-time sex toy/captive/whipping boy almost never actually happens, and if that?s what slavery means to you, 99% of the real-life Masters out there will be terribly disappointing. But aside from that lesson, there?s another, more subtle lesson about slave ?selfishness? that?s only now becoming clear to me, which is that someone who?s looking to become a slave, or remain a slave, needs to be ruthlessly selfish about getting his or her slave needs met. By this i don?t mean the basic needs of life for food, shelter, clothing, employment, social contacts, and a degree of affection. We all need that, whether we?re slaves or Tops or boys or vanilla. Rather, i mean the things that feed and strengthen a slave?s slavery: things like direction, discipline, and service. About these there can be no compromise, because when they are lacking in a slave?s life, slavery itself cannot long be sustained. DIRECTION The popular conception is that slaves are people who are forced to obey a Master?s orders, and many slaves also fantasize being forced. Being obedient is held to be the opposite of freedom, and the negative connotations of ?slavery? largely consist in this lack of freedom. This no doubt was true of many or most coerced slaves in history. It is not true of consensual slaves today. Those who become slaves today in the U.S., Europe, and the rest of the developed world do so not because they are being forced to obey, but because they positively need to obey. Obedience is the voluntary slave?s lifeblood. To obey is not our cross but our joy! We only ask to be given the opportunity. And that?s where direction comes in. Any idiot can tell someone else what to do! Lots of people are bossy or domineering or pushy. That?s not what can satisfy a slave?s need to obey, not in the long run, because people who are merely bossy tend not to be very consistent or intelligent about what they tell others to do; they operate on whim. The more perfectly you obey someone like that, the more likely you are to get into trouble, because today?s order may contradict yesterday?s or undermine tomorrow?s. You can drive a dog or a child insane with contradictory orders; is a slave any less sensitive? Ideally, what slaves need ? whether they?re aware of wanting it or not! ? is clear direction, firm goals, consistent rules, unambiguous orders. And it takes a Master with great presence of mind, intelligence, self-control, and self-understanding to provide that kind of environment. DISCIPLINE The most common slave fantasy is probably of being punished, but i think the erotic charge of this is really a metaphor for discipline, which is not the same as punishment. Discipline is controlled behavior; punishment is simply a means, and often not a very good one, of achieving discipline. Just as slaves need to obey, we need to follow rules and to push ourselves to live up to some ideal. i think every (voluntary) slave wants to be ?the perfect slave? in some sense, and we need ? as much as we need air and water ? someone to hold out that ideal before us and challenge us to live up to it, even knowing that we?ll never actually achieve it. If it were easy to be a slave, if anyone could do it, what would be the point? If there were no sacrifice involved, if it required nothing ?above and beyond? ordinary life as a bottom-oriented leatherman or leatherdyke, why bother? slavery is a demanding, challenging vocation, or calling, and its challenges cannot end once the slave enters into service with a Master. The Master must provide a continual challenge as well as an environment in which the slave?s discipline and dedication are continually honed. To this end, many Masters institute various rituals and protocols for their slaves to follow. These are misunderstood, i think, if they are examined too literally, and especially if the point is taken to be the inculcation of a worshipful attitude toward the Master?s person. The point is to enable the slave to develop a worshipful attitude, period. Giving the slave a framework by which to live a disciplined life of respect and dedication is the point, not feeding the Master?s ego. Nonetheless, at the very prosaic level of ?enforcement of rules,? a Master who does not notice or care about infractions is one who is shirking His duty toward His slave. It is not necessary to punish, but it is necessary to take notice of the lapse and deal with it in some definite way. slaves need to feel the Master?s eye on them continually, until it is internalized. If He cannot or will not provide discipline, He has no business owning a slave, just as a parent who will not provide it for a child is unfit for that role. SERVICE While there are no end of fantasies about obedience and discipline, most slaves only fantasize about sexual ?service? ? but that is typically the lesser part of a full-time slave?s service. Indeed, the difference between a slave and a bottom may turn on the willingness, even eagerness, to serve in nonsexual ways. (As i once read in a bottom?s personal ad, ?I don?t clean my own apartment ? why should I clean yours??) Difficulties arise when Masters, or slaves, confuse service with being used. The difference is subtle but critical. Perhaps it is the difference between ?being used? and ?being useful.? Being used has a very negative connotation for most people, and i suspect that in cases where it has a strong erotic charge, it refers more to the categories of direction and discipline than service. That is, what is exciting about ?being used? is being obedient and controlled, transcending your own ego and its selfish pleasures to be an instrument of someone else?s will. That doesn?t have to be a humiliating, demeaning, or degrading experience ? it can be an exhilarating and liberating one. Being useful, in contrast, is something that most people do find pleasurable and rewarding ? slaves more than others. It is the sense of ?right employment,? of expending your life energies in a good and satisfying way. The joy of service is the feeling of having ?made a difference? in some part of the world, however small. When Masters think of a slave?s service purely in terms of having him at Their beck and call to fulfill any whim or transient desire, They trivialize the slave?s slavery and undermine his ability to continue that way of life. On the contrary: a case could be made that the main reason Masters even exist is to provide slaves with an opportunity to serve to the best of their abilities! Whether you accept that view or not, a Master who neglects or wastes a slave?s talents is worse than a fool; it is a form of abuse as serious as physical harm or neglect. Perhaps the greatest challenge for a Master is to determine how a given slave can best serve Him, and to reconsider the matter again and again as the slave grows, learns, and develops. This is not to say that any particular service should be beneath any particular slave ? we can all benefit from taking a turn at menial chores. Nonetheless, a slave needs to feel, overall, that he is fulfilling his potential for service, or he will not remain content in his slavery for long. SUMMARY In conclusion, the lesson i?m trying to convey is that slaves need to look out for ourselves in terms of making sure that our needs for direction, discipline, and service get fulfilled. No matter how sexy a potential Master may be, no matter how many of your fetishes He matches and BDSM buttons He pushes, if there?s no clear evidence that He?ll provide for your basic needs as a slave, look elsewhere. By the same token, a potential Master who?s not your wet dream but can offer an environment of clear direction, firm discipline, and opportunities for challenging and satisfying service deserves at least a second look.

10/19/2017 9:20:16 PM
A slave becomes a slave ONLY through the efforts of her or his Master or a Mistress This is a complicated subject,??????? ? I believe in the following * It is possible for an experienced potter to take a quality clay, mould it, fire it and create a cup, mug, plate or whatever one desires. * It is difficult/impossible to take a course mud and turn it in to quality clay. * It is impossible to create pottery of any beauty or class from course mud. * It is possible for a Mistress or Master to take a person who * To do the same with someone who does not have this natural start is difficult and, with the case of strong willed people, impossible to turn them in to a slave of any quality or beauty. I believe that is true, but that there is also another which couples it. What is a potter without clay? ? How is a potter to be respected when he has only course mud to work with????????????????????????????????????????????? A reputation as a skilled potter is achieved only by producing works by which others can judge their So, It conclude; A Mistress or Master only becomes a Mistress or Master through the efforts of their slave.

7/4/2017 11:57:18 AM
Posted new pictures of PVC catsuit, Stormy leather underbust Victorian corset, calf length riding boots, hooded cloak, ball gag, breather gag, leather x3 D ring play collar, red lipstick, mascara, eyeliner.

6/24/2017 9:23:39 PM
A old Mistress reminded it what it was like when it was kept blinded every day and night with sensory deprivation. Never knowing wether it was day or night.How docile it kept it. It was frightening. When it was it was taken and used as it couldn't be what was happening and by who. And when sessions happened sensations increased. It really played on its mind.
Blackout contact lenses in it eyes all day that couldn't escape and if it went out in public it would be so dependant on its owner and there was no escape. And at night it would take the blackout lenses  out for cleaning and being leather hooded by its Mistress and shackled and chained at the foot of Mistress bed. When it was put to bed in the leather hood ear buds were placed in its ears to hear the hypnosis MP3 played on a loop programming it thru the night.
It loves this control. And Possession process over it.

6/21/2017 8:22:17 AM
It has been very fortunate a photographer Dominate friend just ordered it from amazon x2 PVC catsuits with dual zippers, black Crushed velvet cloak with faux fur lined
It will look great in its leather Stormy black leather Victorian underbust corset, black calf length riding boots.
.Have to save up for new restraints wrist and ankle steel with a chastity bra and belt.

5/22/2017 8:04:07 AM

High Protocol

The time I’ve spent in the BDSM lifestyle over 32 years and x6 households in the community. In this time, though I do admit that I may be failing to recognize, that there aren’t many who follow a High Protocol set of rules. Nearly all power exchange relationships I’ve seen do have protocol, as nearly all have rules they adhere too, but High Protocol is different.

The attitudes I’ve seen in regards to this is either disinterest or it’s looked down upon. One person I spoke to expressed a feeling like those who do look down upon those who don’t and thus they didn’t care for it at all. Others I’ve asked, even early on in my journey due to my own personal interest, expressed similar statements. “It’s not my kink,” or they’re just not interested. All reasons are legitimate as I’ll not refute someone’s decisions about High Protocol, but in some cases I do see it as the Dominant not wanting to make the effort. And effort it is. High Protocol isn’t just on the slave, but on the Dominant partner as well. As they must strictly adhere to the rules being set as well as making certain the slave is performing to satisfaction under these same rules.

In this lifestyle there are several different modes of behavior in which to act. High Protocol is only one of the basic three which are Low, Medium and, of course, High Protocol. The lowest being the most casual. The need for these different sets depends on the situation and the desires of the Mistress as to what pleases her. It may be strange, and only an exercise, but if a Mistress so wishes for Herself and Her slave to follow High Protocol standards going for a walk in the park or going to a McDonalds is her choice. It’s not up to the slave to tell her no or that doing so would be silly. Even if most situations call for only a more casual allowance that doesn’t mean that all situations call for such casual ease. That’s where the High Protocol comes into play. There are times in which more formal behavior should be required.

This isn’t to downplay the Low or Medium. Such casual interactions can help the bond between the Mistress and slave grow because there is more allowance for expression and, if present, love. They also have significant importance to the High Protocol set of rules. Even though the lower and medium forms allow for more casual, informal or relaxed states, there are no rules that are omitted from these when entering High Protocol. Each of those rules are still followed, more strictly adhered too and enforced, as well as being added onto.

There are many different aspects to High Protocol behavior. Each is going to be different for the Mistress than for the slave, but they are two sides of the same coin. Whereas one has the responsibility to command, the other has the responsibility to obey. Where one leads the other follows. Where one desires to be pleased, the other desires to please.

There is also another distinction that I personally like and appreciate in High Protocol. It’s purpose isn’t just in how to act around others or how the slave acts towards the Mistress, it also gives the opportunity to be held to a greater standard. The strict and exacting, the minute attention to detail, gives a greater need for focusing the mind and training the body to be able to perform under these conditions. It gives an opportunity to be critiqued and judged as well as to be able to see where there is greater room for improvement and expansion.

The first aspect of a slave in High Protocol is somewhat basic and could be followed for the lower forms as well. The reason I bring it up here is due to that very basic nature of it. Cleanliness. It’s an important aspect because of how a slave is seen and how the slave reflects on their Mistress. And when in a High Protocol situation this becomes even more important whether it’s in a group setting or just the Mistress and the slave.

Showering. Cleanliness begins here. Using soap and washing everywhere. Not just a quick rinse off and a towel dry, but a good scrubbing. On the arms, the legs, the shoulders, back, stomach, chest, bottom, genitals etc. Pay close attention to the places on the body where skin folds and is pressed together. I prefer using a poof to scrub myself down with, vigorously, to help exfoliate and get rid of dead skin that can potentially build up.

While this is often taken for granted and generally understood or assumed, it’s been in my experience that not everyone does this. Doing a proper job of showering and scrubbing will reflect upon how you see yourself as a person and or as a slave to others, most importantly being the Mistress. I have known some people who do the most and the barest minimum possible they can get away with. They will resort to extra deodorant or a quick washing of the hair so it doesn’t look greasy, day after day. In those cases the reasons were low self esteem. Low sense of self worth. Incredibly poor body image.

They treat themselves as if they’re not worth the time to take care of. And if that’s how they view themselves then why do they think they have a Mistress to begin with? Why do they think they are valued by someone when they don’t value themselves. It’s a contradiction that is generally overlooked because for many they have a difficult time believing they are valuable. That they do have worth. And a slave who maintains themselves well, or as it was told to me, the property, is very attractive. It also reflects well upon the Mistress when the slave holds themselves in such a regard.

If after cleaning there is still the chance for bad body odor, then utilize the deodorant. Some people don’t have much in the way of bad body odor and the Mistress may prefer the natural scent of their flesh. In this case it can simply be the preference of the Mistress or what She feels will be best depending on the circumstance.

Shaving can also be a good idea. Depending on where or what gender, it may not be wanted or necessary. Depending on the desire of the Mistress or need it may not even be very feasible. Men generally come with body hair, some more than others. A man shaving his entire hairy body could take hours and be of little practical use other than the Mistress’s preference. In my case, I do like the look and feel of my shaven skin. I do hold myself in regard as a woman so I shave my under arms and my legs. Whether or not I’m going to be naked, I also shave my pubic hair when I’m going to be in the presence of my Lady. Also with presenting, inspection of the body and the cleanliness therein, pubic hair can hide the genitals when the Mistress may want to see them uninhibited. There can be a certain sense of vulnerability when shaved.

The last form of cleansing I’m going to write about, which I’ve read is important, is being clean inside as well. And I don’t mean making sure your teeth are brushed. The Mistress has the right to access all manner of areas on and in the slave’s body. And should She go poking and prodding about and finds things a bit ‘muddy’, it can be an issue.

Imagine a situation where the lights have been turned down low. Excitement and sexual tensions have been building up for a time. Pleasures and pains have been found in abundance. Slowly the Mistress runs her nails down the back of her slave. Red trails following after where She’s touched. The slave moaning in the sharp pain and pleasurable longing. Shivers go down the slave’s spine. The nervous anticipation. Where will she go with her fingers? After raking down the ass, pink and red from a thorough spanking, She slides a finger between the cheeks and hooks a finger inside… Only to find that the slave isn’t quite as clean as they could be. A few minutes are needed to go and clean the finger off, perhaps the slave to go and use the restroom and or do a thorough cleansing. Only for them to try and attempt to recapture the mood that had been but was then lost because a detail was overlooked.

After the cleaning and showering and shaving it comes time to put something over our glorious naked bodies. Since High Protocol is a formal rule set it stands to reason that the clothing we wear should follow suit. This again helps to reinforce the formality of High Protocol. While there is much that can be worn in the matter of skirts or dresses, trousers or otherwise, what shouldn’t be worn would be more to the effect of t-shirts and jeans, shorts and tank tops. Sloppy appearance is not acceptable. In the case of fetish wear there is a lot of variation and the appropriateness of it will depend on the situation. In these cases the Mistress should be consulted. It may be that what is most appropriate is a matching pair of bra and panties or absolutely nothing at all.

During any time when the slave is with their Mistress they should be alert and attentive to her direction and desires, but during times of High Protocol it should be even greater. The Mistress should be the sole recipient of your attention. She should be the only personage you focus on. She is the priority in all things. She should be as if a candle in a dark void.

Depending on the mind of the Mistress, She might want to convey different commands or messages in a number of different ways. It could be with a look. Perhaps just a raise of an eyebrow. It could be something more overt like a pointed finger or another type of hand gesture. Most commonly it’ll be with words and her spoken voice. She may speak a single word, the slave’s name, but depending on the tone could mean many different things. In all these cases unless the slave’s attention is rapt with the Mistress things may be missed.

In my research I’ve come across Dominants who train their slaves in the use of hand signals. Different directions of a pointed finger means where the Mistress wanted the slave to place themselves, and in what position She wanted them. Even without this type of training it doesn’t take much to know that if pointed at the floor near her side the Mistress wishes for the slave to sit or kneel in that spot. Or if pointed at a near empty wine glass that she wishes the slave to fill it or if something is understood she may point to somewhere else to have the slave go and perform a task. If the slave isn’t being as attentive as they should be they’re going to miss these visual cues.

Another way and the most common way for a Mistress to command is to give orders orally. The commands could be for just about anything. The command may be quick and to the point or it could be somewhat complex and long. And I may point out, it’s never a good idea to have the Mistress have to repeat herself. In one of my own experiences, when my Lady asked me to get a plate of specific snack items at a dinner we’d attended, I didn’t hear quite clearly what she had said. And I got things that weren’t wanted. Fortunately she was kind enough to give me a soft admonition to listen more closely and to do it again. I cleaned the plate off into the trash and tried again, this time succeeding in my task.

In anyway the Mistress chooses to communicate, and the slave is distracted by others, their own thoughts or by conversation then they simply aren’t fulfilling their duty to their Mistress in a High Protocol situation. By being distracted they could be missing important parts of what She wants the slave to do. Focus is incredibly important. Don’t allow your attention to drift off somewhere. This is understandably difficult in situations where the slave is known casually. There could be others who would like the slave’s attention, either for greeting or conversation, or a quick catching up or for any number of other reasons. In such cases I read that either the Mistress will give permission for the slave to answer in a polite but short manner or will Herself explain that the slave is not in a position to speak.

The slave’s speech has a bit of diversity and could very well be simply stated as speaking with respect. In each of the forms of Protocol, even to the most casual, respect for the Mistress should be present in what you say. While with friends it might be fun or amusing to call each other names as terms of endearment, calling your Mistress a slut, even if she’s claimed that term and it holds no power over her, it’s still very much disrespectful to do so. While casual ease and intimacy in speech can give ability to communicate open and honestly to help build and flourish the bond between them, it’s not always appropriate.

The speech patterns of a slave in High Protocol should be very formal. It should be clear and concise. Overly long explanations could be considered tiresome and unnecessary. Some feel that, in the case of having a female Dominant, Mistress should be used before and after every sentence. It was a test in one of the books I read that the person asked the slave to say Mistress three times. The correct answer was, “Yes, Mistress. Mistress, Mistress, Mistress, Mistress, Mistress.” While I think that saying the honorific before and after is somewhat of a useless repetition, if that is what the Mistress wants then it is what She should receive.

The use of honorifics is also important. The highest term for your Dominant should be used so long as it’s what She wants. While I call my Lady, my Lady on a more casual basis, she may want something more formal like Mistress to be used during times of High Protocol. She may also feel that my Lady is the highest form. Again, it’s what She prefers. This can also apply to others who aren’t in your dynamic. Calling someone by the honorific Master or at the very least Sir. For slaves or subs they should be called by their titles as well.

As stated before, the slave carrying on in conversation isn’t always appropriate in High Protocol. It might not be appropriate at all. To free them from further distraction, the slave may be expected to not say a word other than a confirmation that they have understood the command and will see to the task. A “yes, Mistress” may be all that’s allowed.

When the Mistress doesn’t have a need for the service of her slave she may need to have them stay somewhere. When walking along from one place to another where should the slave be? When sitting and enjoying the company of others where is an appropriate place for the slave to stay?

In the information I found during my research I read that the slave should remain by the dominant hand of the Mistress. This is so that when the slave’s services are needed the slave is close at hand. This also helps keep the slave within vicinity, within sight and easy to find. With this consistency of staying near the dominant hand no matter what the situation the slave will be easy to utilize. If in a living room or at a dungeon with seating, and the Mistress sits down the slave would follow and sit upon the floor on the dominant side. The position they would take would generally be in a kneeling position. This is unless given special permission to sit on the couch with her. In that case the slave would sit very close to their Mistress. The reason for this is so that ownership of the slave can be clearly seen. If at the table during a dinner party, the slave would stay on the dominant side while kneeling on the floor beside her, awaiting usage.

This leads into the question of dining. Where is the slave’s place during a meal? During lower protocol situations it’s permissible and understood that the slave would be joining the Mistress at the table for dinner. In High Protocol there is much more emphasis on permission and privilege. If it’s a dinner with guests the slave is not allowed to eat with the Mistress and guests due to the distractions eating can cause. If a Mistress asks for more wine while the slave has a mouth full of spaghetti it causes a rather awkward situation. Does the slave finish chewing, swallow, napkin and then go to do it? Does the Mistress feel she should wait until the slave is finished? Isn’t that inconsiderate on the part of the slave to give cause for their Mistress to have to wait on them? If the slave does need to eat then it should be before or after the dinner is over and the guests have left.

If having dinner with just the two of them the slave may be permitted to dine at the table but only after being begged for permission. Otherwise, the slave is to eat on the floor. In the examples I read about the slave was usually on the floor, on their knees, beside the table where it’s easy for them to be seen by the Mistress. Sometimes facing, sometimes facing away, depending on the desires of the Mistress. The other common place for them to eat is under the table. While it’s more difficult to see the Mistress is more able to bother the slave perhaps with her feet. The use of cutlery is generally not allowed when eating on the floor.

It could be argued that much of what High Protocol is could be summed up as ritual. Since it also certainly dictates actions, this argument could almost be valid. I don’t think it is because of the wider scope of behavior that High Protocol demands adherence to. Where is the ritual of walking down the street? Where is the ritual of eating from a plate, perhaps not even with the hands. Where is the ritual in simply asking to use the bathroom in formal tones? While High Protocol isn’t ritual in itself, but it definitely has room for plenty of ritual within.

Recently I was to change the shoes of my Lady. While I was a bit clumsy and in no way elegant about the task, it is a sort of ritual. Taking off the shoes, holding the bare foot so the Mistress isn’t left standing precariously upon one rather small and dainty foot, in a high heel shoe no less, and then placing the new shoe on her foot and fastening it. All that was missing from this was perhaps a kiss to the feet when finished.

Another form of ritual I quite like the idea of, is if in a situation where the slave lives with the Mistress, is in the morning. Before She gets up the slave gets onto the floor and bows to greet her as she gets out of bed. A few verses can be said to help bring into the mind the purpose of what’s being done. And what the ritual helps to achieve is bringing both into the Mistress and slave mentalities, right at the beginning of the day. There is another one to welcome home the Mistress after they’ve come home. Being prostrated on the floor in front of the door, naked and waiting, with a warm greeting for the Mistress once she’s returned. These rituals I feel also help tighten the bond and reinforce the roles between Mistress and slave.

There can also be some different rules and protocol concerning a scene and the tools or toys used by the Mistress. In a lower protocol scene the Mistress may employ any number of different tools in order to facilitate her sadistic pleasures upon the slave. Each brought out with or without the knowledge of the slave. A beating or flogging or some other sort of play may ensue and be simply lovely. When High Protocol is introduced into this situation more rules and behaviors are observed. From what I’ve read these would take place more before and after the scene rather than during.

Before a scene or when a new tool in introduced the Mistress may have her slave lick, kiss and suck on the instrument being used. This little ritual I think helps to form the sensuality and intimacy of what is to come. It helps put the slave into the mindset that this tool is going to used to be a pleasure to their Mistress. It could be said that the tools become an extension of the Mistress and in so doing the little ritual you’re not only accepting but embracing this part of the Mistress. In contrast, some do not want their slaves to have any contact with their tools, but I don’t care much for this mentality. It’s a privilege to be able to help care for and maintain the items the Mistress will use to bring about Her pleasure and my mixture of both pain and pleasure.

Sometimes it is necessary to inflict something that the slave may not like. Sometimes a slave needs a reminder of their proper place. Sometimes a slave will have not performed a task or performed it in an unbefitting fashion. Slaves are both incredibly human and only human. It’s because of our humanity we can strive to do our absolute best and shine gloriously in a job well done. And it’s because of our humanity we can fail. Being human means that mistakes will be made.

Punishment is not necessarily a fun time. With a lot of masochists also being submissive it can be difficult to really know how best to punish one. Do you spank a masochist who is going to enjoy the pain? If this is the case is it really punishment and not simply rewarding bad behavior? It’s because of this that I’ve read a few rules that Dominants are told they should follow. That punishment should never be a spanking or a flogging. That punishment should never be, what they believe the slave should be, associating with the kinds of activities found in a scene. That the only true punishment is to leave the slave alone.

I personally shy away from when people say that this is the way it should be with blanket statements. They don’t take into consideration that not everyone is the same. That there could be possible exceptions to what they think is right. While I do believe that, due to the slave’s strong desire to be with their Mistress, that being left alone is a valid punishment, it shouldn’t or at the very least, be the only form of punishment. Other forms are also valid.

I do believe that punishment is necessary at times. Such as recently when I nearly lost bladder control when my Lady stopped very suddenly in her car. My punishment would’ve been two extra weeks of chastity. In other things I do think a spanking or a flogging or some such activity can be used as punishment because of the intent behind it. If I have disappointed my Mistress or done something that displeases her, I find it very distressing. So much of myself is geared towards being a pleasure or being of service that becoming a disappointment in my Mistress’s eyes it almost doesn’t matter what the punishment is.

While I was trying to go further in depth with my searching and researching of articles devoted to High Protocol there was a term, and vast amounts of information alongside, that I came across far more frequently than it was that I was looking for. Again and again it came up so I decided to look into it further than what I knew already to see if there was anything I could gleam from it. It was the Gorean, and their ideals, rules and practices.

The Gorean guidelines are based upon the writings of John Norman starting with the first book published in 1969 and 29 books later, with a 30th due out sometime this year. This is a somewhat sizable subculture in that it spans from real life followers of the Gorean principals to a fairly large number of people online for fantasy role play. The reason why it kept coming up in my research is that the Gorean rule and behavior sets are, on the surface, in some ways comparable to what is considered High Protocol in BDSM. Emphasis on, on the surface. While both require strict adherence to preset rules, behavior and mindsets, they couldn’t be more different. And the difference lies with the fundamental and basic flaws within the Gorean tenants.

The first of these failings is that within Gorean teachings all women are subjugated. Not just a woman who might have agreed to be part of a power exchange relationship, but all women. All women are seen as less than men. From this misogynistic standpoint all of their rules and regulations are founded. Another failing is that while a woman will have an owner, and I do refuse to call them masters, she is to obey all men. This takes away what is special about being owned, even in a total power exchange dynamic, because the owner is not special when all men must be obeyed. In such a circumstance what real bond can be formed between owner and slave? For what reason do the slaves obey their owners other than fear of being punished?

The last problem I will mention with the Gorean philosophies is that it runs as an inflexible system of what might be considered dominance. It gives credence to arrogance and ego rather than responsibility and accountability. It promotes passive servitude rather than active submission. Defense and resistance on the part of the slave is broken in the stead of nurturing growth in a healthy mind. Also due to the nature of being an inflexible system there is no room for variance. Such as having a woman be the dominant partner. Obviously, a small thing to us in a gender change completely breaks down the entire structure and renders it impotent.

The reason I bring up the Gorean ways is to give contrast to what I feel does work. High Protocol is not an inflexible system with no give for variance. It can be utilized in whatever way the Dominant partner wishes be they male, female or any variation in between. In High Protocol there is the greater capacity for learning and reinforcement of dedication, obedience and submission. It can also show to what extent both the Mistress and slave are willing to go in their dynamic. Be it a kink or not.

High Protocol behavior is ultimately what you make of it. Every ritual and rule I’ve mentioned doesn’t have to be followed. It doesn’t have to have any part of your BDSM life or the times in which you act in accordance with what you believe High Protocol to be. That’s part of the beauty of formal behavior.

Back in the Edwardian or Victorian times, what they held to in dress and etiquette is vastly different from what many consider formal today. At one point, it was considered improper at a High Society club to wear long trousers. Instead short trousers were the rule of the day. Where would one even begin to look for a bustle? Would we consider wearing robes to be formal? The Japanese Kimono for women and the associated fuku for men is no less formal than the finest of suits for the western world.

There are so many different ways a formal and strict rule set can be formed. They can be borrowed from any culture of any time period you may wish. Unlike with the Gorean ways, there is adaptability within High Protocol. What is the most important thing in High Protocol is that whatever rules chosen are decided by both the Mistress and the slave, and that they adhere to them.

5/17/2017 4:14:51 PM
Updated all New Profile pictures May 12th 2007.
Well the head and face surgery was a success. It's still recovering and healing.

4/27/2017 7:18:47 AM
It has Surgery Friday 28th in SF at 0730hrs

3/23/2017 7:11:42 PM

Just got stood up for a date with a Dom from CollarSpace 7 hours its been waiting dressed and makeup etc.  So No calls No messages from the Dom. Sent Messages Felt Stupid as the slave it is to trust honesty and others being real.  And it has now got changed for night.

3/19/2017 3:45:34 AM
It started to lactate from both breasts again. Smile

3/3/2017 12:40:41 AM
Heard today that my Surgery Scheduled for April 28th in San Francisco.

2/10/2017 8:42:54 PM
25 Key Slave Rules by Master Michael / Mistress Helena 1. You submit to My will. You are bound to Me, and have accepted My authority over you. Your purpose is to serve, obey and please Me. I will manage, discipline and control you in a manner intended to train you to please Me. 2. Your body and mind are My property. Accept that part of training is the actual physical control of your behavior. You have no privacy from Me. The space you occupy, your time, physical actions, privacy and relationships with others are controlled and managed by Me. 3. You will learn whatever positions I want you to use, and will be prepared to take such positions when required by Me to do so. 4. When possible, you will place yourself at My side. You will not walk in front of Me, unless directed to do so. When walking, you will endeavor to keep up with Me. 5. When you feel unsafe or are in too much pain, you are required to speak up - even when I have told you to be silent. If you are not able to verbalize it, you may express it in whatever way suits the circumstances. You must be careful not to take more than you can handle, and I need feedback to know when to stop. 6. Build up your tolerances to the level I wish you to have, being careful not to push yourself further or faster than your body is ready to endure. It expands your capacity and increases your value to Me. 7. Eat properly. Do what you can to be healthy, of sound mind and body, and as free as possible of any personal limitations in order to please Me. You cannot refuse My decision that you receive medical attention, if so ordered. 8. Communication is the most important factor in the development of our relationship. Listen with a strong interest to whatever I say. Answer each and every communication sent to you by Me when not I am not present. Contact Me each day we are apart. 9. Be both specific and explicit in your speech. Give as complete and accurate answers to questions that I ask of you as you are able. You are allowed no secrets from Me. Express your emotions through honest communication. You may cry if you feel so moved. Work hard to welcome this openness of body, mind and soul. 10. You are always in submission to Me whether I am present or not. Be ready to please Me at anytime, in any place, under any circumstances, regardless of who may be present. 11. You must discuss any issues you have with Me, especially any which affect trust between us. Your goal is to trust Me and to retain My trust. My concern for your total safety includes emotional, psychological, social, sexual, and physical health. 12. During training, I will establish goals for you and you are responsible for their completion on a timely basis. Inform Me if you are not feeling motivated to accomplish the goals. You are responsible for understanding the goals and may ask questions if you need clarification. 13. I have control of every aspect of your life. Work to align your will with Mine. This is your duty as My slave, and you have stated your desire to serve and please Me by doing so. You are expected not to misbehave to get attention. (See #9.) 14. Do not hesitate in obedience to Me unless you perceive a threat to safety, the family, or employment. Communicate the problem, in detail, as quickly as possible. If you do not understand an instruction, ask for clarification. If the fulfilling becomes exhausting, ask for a benchmark. Do not work yourself to death. 15. The money you earn in your career is Mine. You are permitted to manage investments, to draw cash for your day-to-day expenses, and, after making Me aware that you are doing so, to order appliances, books and supplies. I will make whatever expenditures are necessary to keep the household running. I will discuss large expenditures with you, as I value your opinions and your expertise in product research. 16. Be attentive to My needs. Be ready to respond to them to the best of your abilities and in whatever way I specify. I appreciate anticipatory service, but do not be crushed if I ask you to modify something you have done for Me. I understand that the opportunity to please Me is very important to you. 17. Confess to Me when you have disobeyed so that we may discuss why the violation took place and how to prevent a repetition. I may require you to do restitution. Punishment should be an exceedingly rare occurrence. You must accept My decisions. 18. You must never show disrespect towards your Mistress in any way - no matter where you are - in Her presence or not. Unless you make Me laugh with it. Aren?t you grateful I have a sense of humor? 19. When in My presence, but not in use, find something useful or relaxing to do until I need your active service. 20. When relevant, your choices shall be primarily based upon whether or not they will please Me. 21. When I am not present and you have choices to make, make them to the best of your abilities, within the boundaries I have allowed you and with any guidance I have given. 22. Wear the collar I have given you with pride, for it signifies My ownership of you and your devotion to Me. 23. Realize that I may take other lovers if I choose, and that you may only have another lover with My knowledge and permission. If you have sex with others, you must have it safely, and will always tell Me in detail what you have done. I will take whatever precautions are necessary to keep us both sexually healthy. 24. We will periodically examine your whole life and look at how it has changed as a result of My ownership of you. Speak to Me about areas where there have been improvements and any ars where you feel uncomfortable, insecure, or unsure of what direction you should take or how you should behave. 25. You are responsible for maintaining a current list of these rules and all other material provided for your training. In between formal training periods, you are to study and internalize these rules and understand their underlying logic. You are not expected to memorize these rules verbatim, but are to know them and abide by them. Some rules may have more than one meaning, if in doubt, ask Me. The final authority is Mine.

2/7/2017 3:19:48 AM
128 Basic slave Rules by known as Master John The following 128 rules are written in the context of a M/s (Master/slave) relationship, but could be used by those in a D/s (Dominant/submissive) relationship, and provide a good project for those submissive/slave males to adapt them towards their relationship with their Dominatrix/Mistress, respectively (double meaning intended). Some notes for the female to take into consideration when using these rules and participating in a Master/slave relationship (or any part of the BDSM world out there): 1. The Master/slave relationship is a complex one requiring a serious commitment to honest and open communication, and the practice of learned responsibilities for the care and protection of each person's well being, psychological, physical, sexual, social, and emotional health. you can protect both you and your Master's participation through the use of selected safe words (like 'yellow' and 'red') and gestures (such as tight hand holds, wiggling of a limb, or opening of a hand). Don't ever be afraid to use them or think that you are not supposed to - especially if you are in your first experience. Expect to be tested by your Master so that you are made aware of your limitations for your sake and His. 2. There is a lot to learn, to develop and to discover in this type of lifestyle: its traditions, customs, fashion, speech, etiquette, play, and practices which may include bondage, discipline, punishment, sadism, masochism, guidance, surrender, control, pain, aftercare, sensation, sensuality, sexuality, spiritualism, respect, warmth, passion and love. It is recommended that each person learns as much as they can throughout whatever avenues are available (never being afraid to ask about anything you are even the slightest bit curious or concerned about): similarly interested friends, presenters and experts you get a chance to meet in the 'scene', books and magazines on related subjects including those who are against the lifestyle, groups in your area who offer educational classes, play parties, and conferences, any related fictional books of erotica and fantasy, academic books on theatre, sceneplay and props, Internet websites and FAQ's (frequently asked questions), first-a! id c lasses, fetish fashion outlets and those who carry leather, bdsm toys and tools of the lifestyle. Failure to learn the proper use of the toys and tools of the lifestyle can result in serious injury - so be careful. It is recommended that a skilled person in edgeplay (activity, as mentioned in rule #128, requiring extensive knowledge and skill where physical and psychological injury can result if not done properly) and advanced first-aid be present should you be engaged in such activities by your Master. 3. Each rule involves a multitude of meanings and different styles for unique and personal application. Work with them. Read each one, ponder the possibilities, look seriously at the images they create inside you and allow what you feel from each one to come into full bloom, get away from them, and then come back and work on them again until you have put together the ones that will become your mindset from which to live by, to seek out the Master you crave to serve and to please and to love, or to become stronger and more committed to the one that you have and with whom to share of yourself through your creative application of them. 4. Consider these rules a part of what will become your crash course about the Master/slave relationship and lifestyle, but realize they are not conclusive, nor the only way to enter and to experience it, for there is more to learn then from the rules that are listed here. 5. Begin slowly and build trust of each other's responsibilities, knowledge and skills towards the level of control and the enslavement you crave. Spend time communicating and negotiating your first few sessions with your Master and especially before you commit yourself to a shared lifestyle. Take the time to experience trial periods of commitment to a Master: a weekend, a week, a month, a few months. Always have time periods where you can drop out of submission, as if a third person, to discuss what is occurring between you and your Master and how to move forward in meeting each other's needs. Know that you can always leave - for no slave should live in a lifestyle out of fear for one's life. The best of Masters will have an open door, unless you, by Him, is seen as one who is no longer wanted as His slave. If that should occur - know that there is always someone else out there who can take His place so that you may be able to find the One who will allow you the opportunity to submit. Know that you can also take a break from submitting to a Master and can do so until you feel ready to submit again. There will always be pleasure to draw from a slave - regardless of your age, your figure or your physical health. 6. Consider tests for blood and sexually transmitted diseases should you engage in usage where blood, urine and semen will be sexually or orally exchanged. Engage in your roleplay or lifestyle safely using condoms, dental dams, and latex gloves wherever and whenever needed for protection. Your life may depend on these tests and practices. Don't be afraid to speak to your doctor, clinic or hospital about your need for these tests or about the results of your play from which you may suffer - they've seen and heard more than you might imagine. Keep in mind that what you communicate with your doctor is confidential (unless you live in those states where marks on your body may be mistaken for the results of acts of domestic violence), and that the more you can communicate about what you have received - the better of care they will be able to provide you. you do not have to explain exactly why the tests are necessary - just that you and a partner will be engaging in sex where you feel such tests are necessary for your safety. 7. It is highly recommended that the use of drugs including alcohol not be used during any part of a Master/slave relationship or at play parties where activity requires careful and well thought out planning and execution such as in bondage, being pierced, punished, disciplined, edgeplay, and other such activities. Both partners will need their full faculties to experience these activities safely and without reckless behavior. I would also caution the use of tobacco in such activities. 8. Keep a journal for yourself to work through what you are feeling as you progress towards and through the relationship you want and are in. Don't be afraid to hear yourself through your writing. Let it flow like the freedom you feel when you are in your slave space. Share only what you wish or what you are allowed. Expect to receive assignments on what you experience so that you both learn what to work on and how to progress. Don't be afraid to share your journal with your Master, but do ask if you can have a private one should you desire it. Begin working with these rules by making your selections in the following manner: 1. Select a place in a household where you feel comfortable in a kneeling position while nude. The kneeling position should be performed as follows: kneel attentively, toes curled forward, ankles touching or at least as close together as possible, thighs touching, hands placed on top of the thighs with palms down and fingers spread apart, the inside of your arms pushing your breasts towards the middle of the chest with breasts in front of the arms, the back arched to push the breasts forward and to give the torso good curvature. If this position is difficult for you to achieve, then select a nude position of your choosing whereby you feel a sense of submission as if honorable to be in such a position whereby your form, as if secretly displayed, could induce the touch of a Master's eyes upon you and gain the envy of those females who may be present. 2. Place the rules at a level where you can read them without having to change your position. 3. Remain in your position for a few minutes and then begin reading the rules out loud in a kind of held back tone as if to do so quietly in a confessional manner. Read all the rules whether you agree with them or not. Try not to resist what you are feeling and let your thoughts run wild. 4. Spend several days reading the rules, at least once a day, in this manner. 5. When you are ready to make your selections, do so by positioning yourself comfortably. Have what you will need to begin the process of working with the rules: pens, pencils, plenty of paper, felt pens, a good writing surface, and if needed: any food or drink you prefer. Clear away any objects you feel will distract your from your thoughts. Add music to your environment if you wish to and be sure the room is at a comfortable temperature. you may also choose to work with the rules outside. But keep in mind that the selection process of the rules may take several days to a few weeks, so be sure to find the best environment for you to work in and to return to. 6. Read each rule out loud, in whole or in part. Decide if the rule needs to be changed in any way and rewrite it. Work with it until you find you can identify with it, or that you have decided to eliminate it. Using a numbering system or coloring scheme (with felt pens) mark each rule, or to categorize them before you tear apart the rules, or thereafter, keeping in mind the following: 1. Will do. (without question) 2. Want to do. (but,... you have to be pushed or forced to do it because that is what works best for you. It is not to come easy.) 3. Won't do. (under any circumstances: roleplay, lifestyle or otherwise) 4. Find questionable or problematic or troublesome, but possible if interpreted or rewritten. 5. Need to do. (must have, even to the point that the relationship could not work without it.) (Note: During your discussion with your Master you may find that more than half of those you decide are 3's and 4's will turn into 1's, 2's or 5's pending His interpretation and execution of those rules, no matter how you rewrite them or if you decide to eliminate them. Part of the process is to challenge how well you know your 'self' and your Master, and how your state of mind changes in His presence.) 7. Keep in the mind the rules are not in any particular order. This is done on purpose since a slave must be able to adapt her behavior and creative spirit to fit the surprises, changes, and challenges that will occur in the lifestyle she has with her Master. 8. When you have finished your selection process - read those you chose for 1, 2, 4 and 5, in your kneeling or other position. Read them out loud in the confessional tone about 1-2 times a day until the day comes when you can discuss your choices with your Master, with whom the final decisions will be made and for whom you may be required to display your creative application of those rules chosen. 9. Remember: you are not required to memorize the rules you have selected, but you will be expected to know of their context when questioned by your Master. A hesitant response or an incorrect one could get you disciplined in part for not remembering, but more for not staying focused on how you are to behave. After you have been disciplined the correct and acceptable response in reference to the rule should be told to you so that you will remember it the next time. 10. Once your discussion with your Master is complete, it is strongly suggested that you, with His permission, read your selections in an acceptable position, nude, at least once a day, for at least 10 days. Failure to do so without an acceptable cause or reason and you are likely to get punished upon your next meeting with your Master. 11. you may record the rules you have selected for playback for use any place where you need to hear them. ( I, the author, will allow one such tape per person, not to be sold in any electronic format (i.e.: tape, CD, removable HD, or floppy) in any quantity.) 128 Basic slave Rules ?1. i will serve, obey and please my Master. ?2. Above all else my primary focus shall be to please my Master, hoping that He finds me pleasing in all that I do, whether i am in His presence or not. my Master knows of my potential, learning more about me in each day i am with Him. He trusts that i will act in accordance with what He perceives of my potential - He knows what is best for me and how important it is that i set a good example for other females who may be present around me. ?3. i worship my Master. ?4. i worship my Master's body. ?5. The power of my Master fills me with awe. Just the sheer thought of Him or the hearing of His voice gives me strength. ?6. To receive pleasure i must earn it. ?7. i worship my Master's whip. ?8. i trust my Master: His responsibilities, His skills, His hunger and needs, and His concern for my safety, my emotional, psychological, social, sexual, and physical health. ?9. i am nothing more than an object of great value - an instrument Master will use to draw out His pleasures. ?10. i will ask my Master for permission to satisfy whatever need i have before acting on it. ?11. my body and mind are the property of my Master. ?12. i must always give thanks to my Master for all i am given immediately after receiving what He has given me, for such things are gifts or privileges granted to me by Him. ?13. i must be both specific and explicit in my speech. ?14. i will not hesitate when responding to my Master. my focus is important to my growth. ?15. i will thank my Master for the discipline and punishments i receive, specifying what i received and expressing the reason as to why i was given them. ?16. i have no will of my own other than that which falls within the context of the rules i have selected and of that which is needed to persue the ambitions i am allowed to seek out as according to the permissions i have received from my Master. i will report to Him my progress in such matters to receive His favor or His guidance in making whatever steps may be required to move ahead so that i am successful. ?17. i am always in submission to my Master whether He is present or not, ready to please Him at anytime, in any place, under any circumstances, regardless of who may be present. For the opportunity to submit and to please is by far more important and satisfying than any other pursuit. i trust my Master will keep me safe, protecting His reputation and mine in the presence of others, as He examines my ability to present myself to Him and to others in a subtle manner when required to protect our lifestyle from those who may not understand, nor support, as long as our behavior is not in anyway misrepresented nor misinterpreted by those who may be afar. i am to set, once again, a good example, ready to explain my position to others when required to do so. my lifestyle is a part of a growing culture for which i must never forget that i am an integral part. ?18. All my choices shall be based upon whether or not they will please my Master. ?19. When i am not in the presence of my Master and i have choices to make - i will perform them to the best of my abilities and within the boundaries and guidance He has allowed me. ?20. i shall wear the collar my Master gives me with pride for it signifies His ownership of me and my devotion to Him. ?21. i shall wear the chains my Master gives me as a symbol of my position in life - that of bondage to Him. i shall wear them, as required, around my neck, my wrists, my ankles or around my waist. ?22. When i am ready - i shall wear His rings to signify my submission to Him - one pierced through each nipple of my breasts and one through each labia of my pussy. ?23. my mouth shall only be referred to as a cunt for it will often be used as if it were a pussy. ?24. my sex shall only be referred to as a pussy. ?25. When the cock of my Master is put into my cunt and i am directed to suck it - i will do so vigorously as long as i am required to do so. my hands shall be placed on the tops of my thighs, behind my neck or held at the base of my back so that during the sucking i can use my whole body to display my hunger to my Master. ?26. my Master's cum must never go to waste - i will swallow all of it when Master cums into my cunt (and be punished should I spill any of it from my lips), licking it up if Master cums into my hands or into a plate i hold in front of Him to receive it, or onto the food He gives me which He may require of me to hold just under His cock as He ejaculates over it. i will clean His cock thoroughly squeezing out every last drop. In rare and privileged cases i may wear my Master's cum on my body, sometimes after massaging it into my skin. Cum is a gift from my Master and it is an honor to receive it. The eating of my Master's cum will be counted as one of my meals for that day. ?27. i worship my Master's cock, its head and its shaft, especially when it is hard or when i am given the opportunity to make it hard for Him. ?28. i will worship my Master's ass only after a thorough washing of it. i shall do so hungrily, being sure to lick between the cheeks for as long as Master requires me to do so. i will use my hands to spread my Master's cheeks apart. ?29. i will never look into the eyes of my Master without his permission. To do so would be inappropriate of my position, and doing so could be interpreted by Him that i am seeking His attention or expecting Him to act - when such things are up to Him and to Him alone. ?30. my head must be bowed down in the presence of my Master unless i am given permission to do so otherwise. i honor the position of my Master and it is important that i am not distracted in my submission to Him. ?31. my eyes must be cast down in the presence of my Master unless i am given permission to do so otherwise. i am to focus on my behavior, waiting to act appropriately and without hesitation when directed to do so by Him. ?32. i must always wear revealing and sexy clothing of good taste around my Master unless given permission to do so otherwise. The clothing i wear will allow easy access to my pussy, ass and breasts. The clothing will emphasize and often exaggerate my assets. i will wear such clothing in any kind of weather. How i present my body to Him or in front of others is more important than my discomfort and insecurities. ?33. When others show an interest in what i am wearing i must ask them if they would like to see more and then gladly show them what they would like to see - but only after i have received permission from my Master - for i trust my Master's judgement that such a display is not only reasonable but is safe to do. ?34. i must remove all of my clothing in the way i have been taught when Master commands of me to do so - regardless of who may be present and despite where it is i am - i trust my Master. ?35. When i remove clothing from my body it must be folded neatly and placed in a small pile in front of me just ahead of my feet or my knees if i should be required to be in my kneeling position after unclothing myself. ?36. my basic attire in the presence of my Master shall consist of a collar and my highest heels. The rings of my submission, if i have been pierced, must also be attached to my body, as should the chains He has given or allowed me to wear. ?37. my legs, underarms and pussy must be kept completely shaved smooth and clean so that nothing of me is hidden from view. ?38. Unless otherwise given permission - my hair must be kept up in a manner that is ravishing so that my shoulders and the nape of my neck are fully exposed - especially when i am naked. It is important to Master that i appear not just attractive, but alluring and desirable. ?39. Whenever i need to pick something up or receive something from someone else i must do so wherever possible by going into a kneeling position to show that i am honored to do so. i will perform this motion according to how Master has taught me. ?40. my pussy and ass must be thoroughly washed and of a good aroma at all times, if even perfumed, but especially before serving my Master. ?41. my "place" is on my knees before my Master, for it is a privilege and honor to be His slave. ?42. When in the presence of my Master, but not in use, i will go to the place He has selected until i am needed by Him. ?43. my greatest felt satisfaction is realized when i know i have pleased my Master. ?44. There can be no greater pain or suffering i can feel then when Master is not pleased with me. Naturally i will feel depressed, saddened, empty, and lost. i can only hope He will show His mercy upon me and provide to me the guidance i will need to be put back on track so that i will be forgiven and once again be allowed His eyes upon my flesh, His touch upon my soul, and His warmth and love upon my heart. ?45. my submission is a natural inborn feeling, and at times a surging and powerful force inside me that only a respectable and knowledgeable Master can recognize, control and manage, for a He understands how my nature influences my behavior and how temptations to act outside of its drive can easily lead me astray and away from my primary focus: to please and to be found pleasing. He, too, manages and controls His Own natural state, sharing with me through a power exchange between us, bonding me tightly to Him, His needs with mine. my submission to such a Master allows for me to feel more aware and alive inside and out, bringing me to a feeling i cherish: ' at home '. ?46. i fear no other power for my Master is always with me. ?47. i will not hesitate in my obedience to my Master. ?48. Whenever Master speaks, even when i am speaking, i am to immediately become silent so i may be able to listen intensely to what He has to say. i must never interrupt Him unless He has shown me how to communicate with Him, if i need to. i must ask first for His permission to speak, specifying to whom i would like to speak to, and whether or not i may be allowed to speak freely - then and only then, if granted, may i say anything more than asking first to speak. ?49. The opportunity to please my Master is very important to me and i will take every chance to seek out such opportunities to do so to the best of my abilities and in accordance to how i have been taught or allowed to do so. ?50. i choose willingly to be treated as my Master's property - as long as such treatment is safe and legal. ?51. When Master feels i am ready and our relationship has progressed to a lifelong commitment, i shall be specially prepared to receive His unique and permanent mark of ownership upon my flesh, in a place of His choosing, whether it be a piercing, a tattoo or a branding. Thereafter, i shall become His property and slave in the most strict sense - completely His for as long as the relationship continues to be managed and controlled in the manner in which is beneficial to each of us and in accordance with our mutually shared natures. ?52. i am my Master's greatest treasure. ?53. i will learn all the positions my Master wants to teach me to the best of my abilities and will be prepared to take such positions when required and to display myself in a manner through them that He, and others who may be present, will find most pleasing. ?54. i must never reach orgasm without explicit permission from my Master. Failure to receive properly asked for permission and i will endure the punishment Master will put upon me without my safeword. Such pleasure must be seen as a privilege so that i do not take advantage of it. ?55. The safeword given to me by my Master can be spoken at any time - even when i have been told to be silent. If i am not able to verbalize it - i trust my Master will show me how i can express it. Safewords are for my protection as well as His. i must be careful not to take more than i can handle, as He will need to know when to stop from getting carried away with His own passions - so that i may be prepared over time to endure more for Him. ?56. my safeword, verbal or otherwise, cannot be used when i am being punished. i must remember that punishment could never be very effective if i were able to control it - i must take it in full measure - so that i will focus on the correction of my behavior for the long term, for unlike discipline, punishment is not what i will want again. i should know better. However, safewords can be used when i am being disciplined - Master will let me know which is which when the time has come that such treatment is necessary to correct my behavior. ?57. i must confess to my Master when i have been naughty so that He may decide if such violations require me to be disciplined or to be punished. i must accept whatever decisions He makes by thanking Him for His choice - if He allows it before or shortly thereafter, specifying as to why i will be or have been disciplined or punished. i must focus upon how sorry i am for not behaving in the way in which i have been taught - for i have brought defilement upon myself and to Him an unacceptable act which is displeasing to Him. ?58. i realize Master may own more than one slave, if He so chooses, and that i, unless allowed by Him, may never be able to have another Master other than Him, accept by His choosing to further my training. i trust Master will take whatever precautions are necessary to keep the slaves He chooses to own sexually healthy and to provide whatever measures are necessary to protect us from the eruptions and ravages of any jealously which may try to corrupt the relationships our Master has allowed between each of us - including the one we each have with Him. ?59. i must never be concerned when i feel too much of my flesh is showing, in private or in the general public - however, i can ask my Master for permission as to how to handle my discomfort. ?60. i am a female slave - of worth and value to any Master who would find me useful. my role has been clearly brought into definition through my ability to recognize and to act accordingly with my true nature, enhanced through the teachings of my Master, and through the continued practice of my primary focus, and my search for every opportunity to do so. ?61. my Master will decide what my sexual orientation shall be. i will commit myself to His decision and perform as such only in His presence and only with His permission. i know my performance will be measured and corrected as He sees fit should i be required to attend to, provide myself to, perform with, or upon another female slave. ?62. i must tell my Master if i have had an orgasm without His permission so that i can be properly punished for my disobedience and disrespect. ?63. Pain and pleasure shall be with me always - in my thoughts and my fantasies - for the contrast strengthens me to behave in the manner my Master expects of me. Such thoughts and fantasies are tainted with the memories i have from the last time i was in the presence of my Master. He is with me always. ?64. my limits do not have to be respected - i trust my Master to take me past them when He expects that i am ready - for each side of the wall of my limitations is both pleasurable and a challenge - one side more intense than the other. My only hope in such transferences is that Master will be able to take me there again and again as my relationship to Him progresses through time, that He too will need it as much as i will, and that He will not be afraid to increase the intensity while we are there. ?65. i have much to learn in order to become a well-trained and well-behaved slave. ?66. i will endure whatever discipline or punishment my Master gives me so i can become a better slave for Him. ?67. i will work on building up my tolerances to the level my Master needs me to have, being careful not to push myself further or faster than i am ready to endure for Him, so that i may be able to expand my limitations and increase my value to Him. ?68. Through discipline and punishment i shall learn to behave. ?69. In bondage i am made free. ?70. i will never touch my breasts, nipples, pussy or clit with my hands or sex toys in any manner where i could experience sexual or sensual pleasure without permission from my Master including washing them, shaving my pussy, adjusting my breasts as i fit them into clothing, or in attaching my rings. ?71. Only through submission can i find my true self. ?72. my life is empty without a Master to please - that lost feeling inside can be real and it can grow. i may be able to step away from the hunger of my nature, but not for long, for soon it could effect every part of my life. It is important that i seek a Master to please - but if i cannot find one or that i shall not be found, i am not totally lost for i must always remember: i will survive - for it is my nature to do so. my drive to please can be adapted towards the needs of others even though they may not be as satisfying as the one i would have towards a Master. i must keep in the back of mind that there is a Master who is looking too and that i need to be patient by redirecting my needs in other ways where i can provide pleasure to others. ?73. i shall never think of myself as a weak person for it takes a strong female to commit to the drive inside me, to serve, to obey and to please a Master. i too have responsibilities and as natural as they may seem to me it is important that i use all of my faculties including my creative spirit to submit to a Master in a unique fashion personal to my relationship with Him. By doing so i hope to provide a good example to those females around me who may still be learning so they too are not led astray from their primary focus, that they are as true to their nature as i strive to continue to be to mine. i must remember that how i well i behave enlightens and empowers me to become even closer to who i am - a devoted slave, of good rapport to a Master who truly understands my needs in relationship to His own. ?74. i will give all that i am to my Master in order to become free. ?75. i must never show disrespect towards my Master in any way - no matter where i am - in his presence or not. ?76. Crying and the shedding of tears at any time is good and expected for it softens my will and bonds me closer to my Master. ?77. Only in complete submission to my Master shall i realize the depth of the love i have for Him. ?78. The needs of my Master must always come first before mine own for they offer an opportunity to please Him. ?79. i must be attentive to the needs of my Master and always be ready to respond to them to the best of my abilities and in the unique ways in which i have chosen and have developed for Him. ?80. i am allowed to suggest ways to further my training or use of me, verbally or through my journal, as long as i address my Master properly first. ?81. i must always respond fully both physically and verbally to whatever my Master does with me. The expressions of my emotions and my physical responses are important to Him. i must never hold back any part of their display, regardless of how intense they may be, unless restricted to do so. ?82. i am a sexual and sensual being. ?83. i must always remember how pleased my Master is when others delight in my sexiness as a result of my ability to show off my assets. ?84. my behavior must always display a sexual content however subtle. ?85. The only clothing i will buy and wear will be those items which my Master would find pleasing to Him: fitting to my figure and its assets, of good quality, of reasonable cost, and appropriate in His eyes and taste for the occasions i am allowed to attend with or without Him. i may ask if i may choose what to wear so i may be able take an opportunity to surprise Him to win His favor. ?86. i may, at times, offer various parts of my body to my Master in hopes He will take pleasure in using them in whatever ways He wishes. my only hope will be that my offering will please Him. If not, i want Him to punish me. ?87. It is important for me to eat plenty of carbohydrates, proteins and vitamins in the foods and fluids i am permitted to choose to nourish my body and mind, and to exercise my body regularly, as permitted by my Master, to increase my physical strength, to keep my limbs as flexible as possible, and to maintain or improve my figure so i may be able to endure my Master's use of me however intense and for however long a period is required by Him. i want to be of a healthy and sound mind and body, free as possible of any personal limitations, when pleasing my Master. ?88. If i am required to be my Master's toilet, into or onto which He chooses to release the watery juices of His cock, i shall position myself to receive His personal waters by kneeling for Him, tilting my head back, opening my cunt wide, and closing my eyes so that He will delight in the display and offering of my body and of one of my orifices for Him choose upon which one to use. i shall remain still as He releases Himself, swallowing what i can of the waters He allows me. i shall play with myself during the release, as is instructed by Him, so that i am permitted to sexualize the experience as much as possible for His pleasure, thanking Him afterwards for allowing me the opportunity to honor Him in this most private way. ?89. i will not wear a pad or tampon when i am on my period without His permission - my pussy must be available for His use at all times. Should i be allowed to use a pad or tampon - it must be removed in His presence should He require my vagina to be emptied - regardless of where i am and who may be present. The use of a pad or tampon is a privilege that can be taken away from me at any time. If so, i can only hope i will be allowed to bleed for His pleasure and to feel my blood trickling down my legs or to strain to hear it drip onto the floor or onto another female slave he has selected to punish with my blood. ?90. If Master has chosen my sexual orientation to that of being bisexual, and He requires of me to receive the watery juices or blood of a chosen female slave's pussy, i am to position myself, as i would for Master, to receive upon my flesh or into my cunt the slave's juices, and if permitted to do so, either through His command or after receiving permission from Him to display for Him my hunger, i will cup my cunt tightly to the slave's pussy to feed from her, licking and sucking, if allowed to do so, as much as I can get from her remaining tightly cupped to her until Master allows me to release myself from her. Thereafter, i am to be thankful for what i have received and for the privilege He allowed me. Such a feeding will be counted as one of my meals for the day. ?91. If it is possible to practice my basic attire in my household i will do so. i will remove my clothing immediately after entering my household putting my collar on first, then my rings and chains (if i have them), and my highest heels. ?92. i will always sleep nude - kneeling first before i enter my bed and kneeling first as soon as i get out of my bed - for it is a great privilege to have a bed to sleep on. ?93. i must never tighten my body when it is being whipped, caned, cropped, slapped, paddled, belted, strapped, spanked, bullwhipped, signal whipped, or anally or vaginally pumped. my Master likes it when my flesh jiggles and He knows that when i tighten my body it hurts more and inhibits my ability to display my expressions and emotions. ?94. i am proud to wear upon my body the marks given to me by my Master. i know that my Master will never mark me permanently - other than the mark of His ownership He will give me at the proper time, but i will gladly suffer for Him so he can mark me with the stripes he wishes to decorate my body with for His viewing pleasure. ?95. i will always listen with a strong interest in whatever my Master has to say during my training. i want to learn all that i can from Him so i can understand more about Him, about me, about the BDSM scene and community, and those involved in BDSM relationships - so i may be able to better understand the world i am apart of and be able to communicate it accurately to anyone who wishes to know more about it. ?96. When i take a shower i can do so the way i like to, but when i have finished washing i must rinse my entire body with only cold water for not less than 2 full minutes. i am not to try to cover my body with my arms and hands thereafter. i may use a towel to dry off, but in my Master's house - only His whip shall be used to dry me. ?97. When i walk, run, sit, stand, kneel, reach out, speak, or listen - i will do so in a sexual manner, however subtle, and with confidence and pride hoping other females around me will feel my projection upon them, that my performance is found admirable, that they would seek to emulate me without any of their insecurities or self-conscious thoughts holding them back. I want to set the best example of proper female behavior - especially if Master or someone He has chosen is nearby to examine and monitor it. However, my goal must be to behave as naturally and freely as is possible as if without any effort on my part. ?98. When standing still i shall do so with my feet and legs together, my hands held behind my back and my head bowed down. i will remain silent in the way Master has taught me. ?99. If required: the plug Master has provided me must be inserted deeply into my pussy before arriving at my Master's house. Failure to do so and i shall feel the punishment He will give upon my pussy as i keep the lips of it pulled apart - for the plug was intended to provide me pleasure. ?100. i hope Master will choose to use my tongue as His towel after His shower so i may be able to worship His body. ?101. Until Master has chosen it is time for me to wear a more permanent mark of ownership upon my flesh, i shall proudly wear His temporary mark of ownership upon me wherever He chooses to place it. ?102. When sitting i shall sit up straight with my legs together and my palms down on the top of my thighs. ?103. i will not speak to others without my Master's permission except to say to them that they will have to speak to my Master first. This is especially important at play parties. ?104. i shall learn to the endure the whippings Master gives me by using the technique of saying ' YES ' through each of His strike brought down upon my flesh. ?105. i shall gladly make my body available to my Master to be used as furniture: my body positioned to decorate a room or a garden, a footstool to rest his weary feet and legs upon, my backside as a His table to eat off of, the cleavage of my breasts to hold his wine glass, my palms to be used to hold a plate of His food, or my hands to hold a book open for Him to read or a lamp to for Him to see. ?106. Privacy is a privilege - even to have it when i need to use the bathroom. i must ask for it and accept my Master's decision even when i am denied of it. ?107. As a helper slave i shall assist my Master in the setting of a scene or in the training and use of other female slaves. ?108. As a preparer slave i shall ready other female slaves for my Masters use, harden His cock for Him, or harden the cocks of others He allows me to harden. ?109. As a cleaner slave i shall use my tongue to clean the cum of my Master from the body of a female slave He has put it upon, my cunt to suck for it from a female slave's pussy my Master has used for His pleasure, or to clean the cocks i am allowed to clean that have been pulled out of the pussies of other slaves. For as a cleaner slave i am to lick up what semen i can find. ?110. As a provider slave i shall offer parts of my body to those selected by my Master for their pleasure. i will also offer myself to those who wish to use me for a demonstration or to experiment on. ?111. As a domestic slave i shall perform chores about my Master's house, and those of others He allows, acting in a sexual and enticing manner in all that i do. ?112. As a sex slave i shall incorporate a sexual attitude and hunger in everything i do, being eager to sexually perform at the best of my abilities for my Master and for those whom He allows to use me. my hunger must be such that i would feel as if i could never be satiated until Master allows me to be. ?113. The beginning and the ending of a day shall always be with a full body whipping and a cockfeeding to remind me of my place or to provide myself to my Master for His first and last use. ?114. When i have been given permission to play with myself i shall do so in the following manner: working my clit almost to an orgasm and then stopping for a few minutes, then working it again to almost at orgasm and then stopping for a few minutes, and then finally working it again to a full orgasm. Then and only then shall i enjoy an orgasm on my own. Should i cum before the third tier - i will tell my Master so i may be punished. i will play with myself in this manner even in His presence. ?115. Should Master ever wish to cage me for display, i will gladly crawl into it and proudly position myself in it in ways He finds pleasing, in solitude and quiet, so that if He chooses, others may delight in what they see without any interruption from me, seeing that i am well-behaved and humbled that i am Master's property and slave. i can only hope that Master would never put me into a cage to confine me for my misbehavior, that i could never come that close to displease Him so much that i would have to suffer such humiliation, begging with my tears and my cries for his forgiveness, for i want the cage to be my safe haven from my fears, a place i can crawl into of my own free will, locked into it because Master granted my request to be locked in it. ?116. i am free to leave my Master at any time without the fear of permanently losing Him as my Master. ?117. At the beginning of my relationship with my Master i shall present to Him three names for Him to decide upon as to which one will be my slave name. i know that He does not have to choose any of them and that He can choose one of His own for me to be known by. Thereafter, when someone asks who i am i can respond by introducing myself in the following manner: " i am slave [slavename], property of Master John." ?118. i will periodically examine my whole life and look for how it has changed as a result of my relationship to my Master. i will speak to my Master about those areas where there have been improvements and those areas where i feel uncomfortable, insecure, or unsure of what direction i should take, how i should behave, or how i can behave in a manner that is different than how i have been behaving in the past. ?119. i want to suffer for my Master in ways that please Him and that are safe for me to do so. ?120. i will not be passive in serving my Master. i will aggressively participate in my exchange with Him. ?121. If i am sent to another Master to serve - i will serve that Master well, as if He were my Master, for i want my Master to receive a good report after i have been returned to Him. ?122. Should Master wish for my breasts to be suckled by a female slave of His choice or that legal and safe drugs be used to induce the production of milk in my breasts, i will do my best to keep my milk up so that He and others may feed from me, that my breasts will be full, tight and extra sensitive as much as possible, for however long Master wants my breasts to produce milk for Him. Likewise, i will assist in the inducement of milk production from the breasts of any female slave Master has chosen for me. ?123. i will not date others or form a relationship with others without permission and approval from my Master. If i should have sex with others i will have it safely and will always tell my Master in detail what i have done so that no part of me is a secret and that i am laid bare for his inspection and approval. ?124. The money i earn, should i be allowed a career, or put to work, where i am paid for my responsibilities, is mine to keep. However, i must ask my Master how i should spend or save it. i may present ways to Him for His approval. i will accept the responsibilities He gives me in the handling of my finances. It is important to my Master that i learn to handle money wisely so, if needed, i can reach my goals or be ready for any emergency where finances may be required for resolution. ?125. If i am wearing a dress or skirt and no panties and i am going to sit down - i must sit on my bare skin - and do so gracefully whether i am in private or in public. If i feel that i am not as clean as i should be, i will tell my Master, so that He can decide what should be done. ?126. When i wear nylons i will wear them only with garters and high heels. i will never wear panty hose - such items of clothing shall be thrown out. ?127. When i am in the presence of my Master and i am free to move about i will do so in seductive and enticing ways. ?128. i will give to Master my body, mind and spirit, in faith of His knowledge of the skills, safety and first aid measures necessary to put me through painfully ecstatic and euphoric edgeplay: the use of needles and pins to pierce my flesh; the use of scoring tools to make drawings upon my body or to selectively and carefully cut my skin to make me bleed with little or no scarring; aromatherapy where He will throw me into higher states of consciousness with the scents of oils and incense; blood and breath control to bring me to the edge of my survival to feel the battle for my self-preservation; guns and knifeplay to intensify my awareness of my existence racing parallel with my threatened drive to live; and other such uses. Through these activities i shall learn to ride on the top edge of my fears and the bottom edge of my perception of utter terror - for it is there i shall come to know my greatest fear of all: that i will want to go there again and again.

12/24/2016 11:01:07 PM

  Body longing to be touched skin shivers anticipation builds breathe is caught as wrists are bound legs are tugged open you try not squirm wanting needing arching begging lost in My touch surrendering it all open and exposed from your tits ass and pussy to your heart and soul

12/23/2016 6:33:04 AM
Female slave for 24/7 TPE slavery and ownership Plan for a slave Branding Slave will be branded using tattoos. ? Collaring During certain activities such as various forms of training or whenever Owner's wishes slave will wear a Eternity Stainless Steel ring collar around its neck binding its mind and body giving and Consuming and Possessing its being as the true slave it is and be tethered on a leash. Also during certain activities or whenever Owner's wishes slave will be naked to the eye of the be holder or in some sort of humiliating outfit or in 24/7 corseted / waist trained manner. Sometimes slave will be chained with both - ankles with Eternity rings and wrists Eternity rings at same time. ? Training, Moulding and Reprogramming Slave will be trained and moulded according to Owner's needs and wishes. Bdsm training includes, obedience training, sex slave service training, objectification training, serving as maid training, high protocol training.? Reprogramming will be focused on slave?s mental state ? things such as: ability to carry out Owner's orders in most effective and efficient way and as fast possible, servitude awareness and slave?s place in Owner's household. ? Worshiping and Gratitude Slave will physically and verbally worship Owner and Owner's body in order to express her appreciation and acquaintance of - with Owner itself. ? Humiliation and Degradation Slave will be humiliated both verbally and physically in order to subconsciously establish sense of servitude and awareness of servitude itself. ? Sexual servitude Slave will among other servitudes serve as Owner's sex slave. Sexual training and servitude includes vaginal sex, anal sex, blowjobs, deep throat,?dildos, vibrators, anal beads as well as using other sexual toys. ? General Slave has no right's or will of her own and as such it is a subject and object of its Owner's wishes and requirements. Slave accepts whatever destiny Owner chooses for it and acts, behaves according to this, because slave is just a object to its Owners and as such it is owned by its Owner's as there property and nothing else.

12/22/2016 12:22:42 AM
Down Weight to 236lbs. Smile

12/19/2016 5:00:32 AM

topic very dear to my heart and one, which evokes very strong sentiments in me, is the topic of collars. 

collar in a BDSM  or Power Exchange relationship symbolizes a commitment that has often been compared to a wedding ring.   There are other outward expressions of the bond between a master and his/her sub/slave, which include tattooing, piercing, and or branding.  

Because of where my 'training' in the lifestyle comes from I am of the school that the sub asks a Dom for his collar.  In asking for the collar the sub offers her trust, respect, loyalty, and obedience to the Dom who then becomes her master.  Conversely, the Dom in giving his collar to a sub, takes the responsibility of taking care of the sub as his sub.  It is a commitment to protect, cherish and love that sub. 

From a style point of view there are different designs of collars. I have heard it said that those collars, which are made with no clasp to, signify the never-ending love of the relationship. Other collars have a ring to attach a leash and a place for an engraved tag or pendant to show ownership. 

Physically a collar can be very elaborate or very simple.  But in the end that's not what matters the most, it's the underlying meaning of the collar, and the relationship that it stands for. 

The collar is to be worn in the presence of the Dominant at all times. When apart, all the submissive needs to do is touch it to be reminded of the bond they share. Each collaring is a unique symbol of love, respect and a bond between two people who care greatly for each other. 

Taking, asking for a collar is not a light thing, and those who consider themselves serious followers of the d/s lifestyle take it as a very serious thing. . It is not a thing to be rushed into with casual disregard for the feelings of the other upon whom you have placed it or accepted it from. It is not a thing to be taken one day and then casually discarded a week or two later, no more than a wedding ring should be. 

A further comment on the easy and convenient analogy of a collar and a wedding ring: 

collar around the neck is an outward symbol of ownership and commitment just like a wedding ring signifies to all that the person wearing it is "taken".  In some instances I believe the similarity ends there. A wedding ring binds two people in a court of law, but doesn't necessarily mean anything more. Not every marriage is merely a formality by any stretch of the imagination, but we've all seen loveless marriages of convenience or marriages filled with neglect and abuse to illustrate the point. 

However because of the nature of BDSM I feel the collar is much stronger a bond between the two individuals; and should reflect the nature of that relationship. 

It is a symbol of the 

      full and entire honesty
      mutual respect
      mutual pleasure
      pride and dignity
      strong character
      love and affection 

The online community on the whole has made a mockery of the lifestyle and the significance of the collar. Something, which makes me, see red. And if I am aware of such I do and will speak out on it in chatrooms. 

Once accepted, a collar should be considered forever and unless the day comes when the sub decides to be rid of it or the Master takes it back.  Sad but it happens, reality is full of unpredictability.  The collar should be worn and honored at all times.  I have seen too many Dom/mes and subs change collars with a frequency equaling the frequency of me changing my panties.  In addition, I have seen where a collared sub may come into the chatroom or another with an alternate nick, hence, without the collar, so that they may "play" around without bringing criticism down upon themselves or their master knowing of it. To me this is no different than a married man or woman who would leave their wedding band at home and go out for the evening, portraying themselves as available when they may very well not be. No different is it as well for a Dom/me who, when his or her collared sub is offline, engages in activities that would be upsetting to the sub were he or she to know of it. Any such activity should be well discussed and any agreements resolved well before the collaring takes place. 

Anything less is abuse of a sacred trust. And without trust, you have nothing 

Trust...... such an interesting word, and concept,  that is so often taken for granted. 

However, it should be viewed as a priceless and rare attribute... a gift of sorts (though it is earned); no amount of money bearing any comparison to such value. 

Do not take it lightly, for once damaged, one rarely ever gets it back in the same condition as before, if ever 

There has fairly recently been an expansion on the 'basic' collar:

Collar of consideration 

Training collar  

 Formal collar

Slave collar

Actual collaring ceremonies are numerous in form, and are as unique as each couple who orchestrates the event.  Usually a formal collaring ceremony takes place in the presence of friends, words/vows/promises are exchanged between the Domand the sub, there may be formalized d/s exchange between the couple. 

There are numerous deions of such ceremonies on the net. 

12/18/2016 3:56:35 AM
Have  a Surgery scheduled for April 2017 which is it's last Surgery. 
It's on the standby list  for a earlier Surgery date.

11/13/2016 11:43:51 PM
New  Pictures posted of  it in Stormy Leather Victorian Under Bust Corset, Leather Skirts, PVC Thong, Calf Length Riding Boots. More recent photos available. r

11/1/2016 7:26:25 PM
Lost more weight down to 237lbs, It's lost 41.6lbs in 3 months so far. Smile's

10/22/2016 6:37:01 PM
It liked what it read. ?If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you. If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you.?

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