pleasefindmemaster

Pre-op Trans Woman Seeking Experienced Ethical Sadist for Permanent 24/7 Ownership

I am a 37-year-old pre-op trans woman on HRT since 2021. I am a deeply dependent, needy service masochist who has been searching for years for the right Master. I am ready for a permanent, irrevocable ownership dynamic.

My personality is highly dependent. I do not function well with autonomy. I need to be micromanaged, trained, and kept under consistent external control over time. I thrive when every part of my day, my body, my appearance, and my decisions is directed by someone else. I am not looking for occasional play or a light power exchange. I need a Master who will take full, ongoing ownership and keep me permanently.

I am a service masochist (and a slave, kitten, littlegirl, possession... Master will mold me). My body exists to be used for sex, for pain, for domestic work, and for whatever else my Owner decides. I need an ethical Sadist who genuinely enjoys my suffering and will use it as part of training and control. I do not need to dictate the details — I simply need to be trained and micromanaged. I trust the right Master to figure out exactly how I should be shaped and used.

Desired dynamic elements (all within a negotiated, consensual framework):

• Permanent, irrevocable ownership


• Daily micromanagement and total structure


• Consistent training and reshaping over time


• Housebound by default with strict permissions


• Continuous monitoring and accountability


• Regular restraint, caging, and physical control


• Full use of my body for sex, pain, service, and discipline


• Ongoing psychological and behavioral training

Location is critical. As a transgender woman I require a genuinely safe jurisdiction — one that is not hostile to trans people and where I can live under ownership without elevated legal, social, or physical risk. I am willing to relocate (domestically or internationally) only to a place that meets this standard. Safety and long-term security for a trans woman are non-negotiable.

I am prepared to relocate for the right Master once mutual agreement and practical safety details are confirmed. All legal documents are updated female.

Medical note: I am on a stable HRT regimen and have a strong desire for orchiectomy in the near future. Any medical decisions would of course be handled responsibly and legally.

I have PTSD, GAD, and depression. These are managed, and I am significantly more stable when living under continuous external structure and ownership. I need a Master experienced enough to assess and shape me thoughtfully.

I am not interested in online-only arrangements, temporary play, or Dominants who are not prepared for the long-term reality of owning a highly dependent service masochist. I am looking for an ethical Sadist who wants a permanent slave to train, micromanage, use, and keep — in a location that is safe for a transgender woman.

If you are experienced, serious, and ready for irreversible ownership of a needy, service-oriented masochist in a secure environment, please message me with your approach to long-term TPE, training methods, location, and what you expect from a slave. Serious inquiries only. It would also be a huge relief if you can come physically get me and handle things from there (... I did say I am dependent meow).