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About DevotedToMen
Hi everyone!
I am looking to meet a Man for a long term/forever type of relationship with a Man who has the same beliefs as i do; that all Men are Gods and should be worshipped. I have had this type of relationship with an amazing Man although who i first met on my very first day at uni.
He was an older student at the time and we really hit if off together straightaway, We ended up asking to be moved into the same halls of residence together where we would spend most of our free time just talking and getting to know each other. I was was always quite effeminate in my ways and had a feminine body shape too wide hips, narrow waits a round butt I told him one night in his room that i always hated my body and would used to get bullied for it but then he made a comment which changed my life from that moment forever, He told me that He really loved the way i looked and that he if wasn't a straight guy then he would definitely be attracted to me!!! after that night i started to completely change my diet, started going to the gym every night to work on trying to make my butt bigger, my waist narrower etc and also i started growing my hair which was naturally brown but when it get long enough to style then i changed it to a light blonde which was the colour of His favourite porn star at the time. Things starting to get really flirty and, because i did all His cooking and kept His room cleaned and as He started to really notice my hair and body shape were changing He started to call me His little housewife and that i would make some Man very happy. This was when i decided that i needed to chat with Him and tell Him my feelings.
We had moved into His room together not long after these things started. He would watch a lot porn in the evenings, it was straight porn but mostly it was always blowjob, deepthroat and cum in mouth/swallowing scenes. He would always ask me about the women in the scenes and would say things like 'i bet you wish you were her right now' or when the scenes ended with the girl not swallowing then he would seem really annoyed and thats really when we started our sexual relationship because i would always envy them. They didnt know how lucky they were to be allowed to have a Mans cum in their mouth and if id have been in their place instead them then i would have been so grateful for it and i would swallow everything that They gave me to swallow and then thank Them for it. I told Him this and i guess that was when We almost immediately began a sexual relationship from that night onwards.He had rules for me to follow like; I always had be wearing girly clothes when I was with Him, my hair had to be styled and i had to wear makeup. We then moved into a proper house together the following year and thats when we decided that i should take a year off my uni course and live together like a proper married couple, where i was the wife and He was the Husband, I couldnt believe how lucky i was. I loved absolutely everything single about it cooking, cleaning, ironing his shirts, dressing totally feminine all the time and getting to take care of all His sexuall needs as well. This was His final year in this country so we were making plans for the future, i was going to try and get started on female hormone replacement and work towards saving up for gender reassignment surgery but as we left for our final summer break i started to get really cold feet about the whole thing, What if this was all just a way for Him to have fun whilst at Uni and that He would change His mind and wouldnt want me anymore. So I made the biggest mistake in my whole life and told Him that i couldnt go through with it and so He just immediately had me blocked on all contact platforms and ive regretted it ever since |
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