Cheekylilmiss

Happily and proudly collared,so chatting is ok..but flirting will get you blocked ok.

Please be respectful.

I  messed up badly extremely badly on my first night at Masters home 

I. Have thought n thought about it and I know i have to show Master that I know i made a 

Big mistake and no matter what,I'm going to do my best to never ever do that again 

We did discuss what happened and it did have the potential to kill what we both wanted.

I will strive to be better,do better and be what you want,need and desire 

I just read a post about shitty subs,yes I said it and it did strike a nerve.

We did discuss my behaviour and over the next 2 days,I did demonstrate to Master that 

I was ashamed of myself and stepped up in everyway possible 

I could've ruined the best opportunity to be owned by a Master who is so special and so different .

Your a kind,caring and strict Master and even tho we agreed to never bring it up again,I want to say sorry ..

That was not acceptable in any way shape or form and beat myself up daily..

I know I have a way to go and I will Master.

I want you to be proud to own me,.

.were still kinda new to each other,but ii want this to work with all my heart Master 

You and I shared our fears and dreams in going into this D/s relationship.

We discussed our desire for long term,not just one off play.

There are obstacles to the desired outcome,but we have discussed everything yes.

As usual I'm giving you,us, this relationship 100%.

Collared.

Let this new chapter begin.

Great morning

Great marks n bruises.

Happy girl.

Well we had our first meet and your staying till Wednesday

ok,the big day is here and we meet this afternoon.

nerves are overhwleming me sometimes and i have ni dead what to wear..fuk

then i think,fuk it..lets do this.

excited,nervous,scared and eager.waht a mix of emotions.

sooo not doing this again,if this doesnt work..look out world lol

2 days until we meet.

and im nervous,excited,scared and kinda freaking out a lil bit.

by the end of our time together i could be collared or not.

this is it..a big step forward.

i know it will bring postive changes to my life and the discussion we just had was positive and touched my heart a lil bit.

soo nervous though.  

we meet for the first time in 7 days 

I hope this is the last time I meet a new Master and my search is over.

So over being letdown for whatever reason.

I'll always feel like we could've been great together and even though I understand why you ended it,it still hurts and my head is making sure I move forward.but my heart ..well it's still hurting and you will always hold a special place in it.

But I'm so looking forward to this next chapter in my life and do far,it's been great..I've only fucked up once ..maybe twice.

I'm not a perfect slave,I have serious hangups n they do surface sometimes and they do impact on the way I perform set tasks,but when I fail I own up and take responsibility 

That said,I think some slack should be applied in a new relationship or agreement,I see massive differences between the Masters ive played with and been collared by and it's so much fun learning and experiencing these differences.

I am eager to learn and experience all you bring to this relationship if you do decide to collar me,but if you do or don't,it has been a fun journey anyway.i sincerely hope your my forever Master,it's tiring trying to find a match,don't get me wrong it's fun chatting n getting to know people,but I know what I want and I'm over wasting my time .

Meeting Sir next weekend .can't wait.

Hoping this is it.

under consideration.

i am in Sydney Australia.

i live in sydney.

so bloody hard tp update my profile. 

i am no longer wearing a collar :(

this is not my choice,but sometimes life gets in the way..the wound is still very raw and i miss Master so much.

but i accept  and respect His decision and i know how lucky i was to have worn his collar for the time i did.

i have so many great memories and will cherish the time we had and the fun along the way.

the road trip was super fun.your sensual style blew my mind and god i fukn miss that soo much.

your talents were mind blowing and im sure ill never find another Master with the skill set you perfected.

anyway...here i am again.

have to update the profile and i will soon.  

New here and still figuring it out.

Sorry if I've mislead anyone,I didn't think my inbox would blow up the way it has.

Have updated profile and will update it more in time.

But the basics are there now.

See what happens when I rush things  :( 

Oh well,it is what it is.