the last year has been be one of ups an downs I finally found the right place and home for me with CherishedOne and Miss Serious and MissFiona and my sisters im finally wanted and needed and loved truly and completely for once in all my hears in this life style I know if I need anything I can go to any of them and not feel like im stupid and like ive done wrong or just pushed away ive learned more about myself then I ever have with any other ive been with or so called been with for that matter im happy and I don't care what others feel about it or think cause I deserv it just like anyone else would  ive always been the typ to make others happy an give them what they need and want and I still am but its time for me to do for me now ive lost a lot in life and had a lot of pain and joy as well but not like I have now knowing I can make CherishedOne happy and smile an hear im a good girl is all ive ever wanted an needed I am slowly learning more about how to be what he deservs an what I want to be for  him and my family who I will do anything for an they for me that's a true family not one who hurts each other but loves each other an helps eachother and learns from each other