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♥•.¸¸.•♥♥•.¸¸.Breathe~Dream~Savor~me.¸¸.•♥♥•.¸¸.•♥
On Dec 7, 2010 Jeff and Miss Rose honored me with being put under their consideration. It was a path I had not imagined would happen anywhere in the near, or remotely far off future .. nor had it been a path I was on for many years prior. I was just meant to be alone .. a service submissive serving the community as a whole. Our paths crossed and the magic filled the air poof, that feeling always desired and longed for, was filling every pore of my flesh.. and over the weeks and months, flooded out and I was swimming in happy.
On Feb. 7, 2011 ... my 41st birthday, I got the bestest birthday present a submissive girl could hope for, my collar. Sir Jeff and Miss Rose officially asked me to be Theirs. I said yes without a moments hesitation. OK, actually .. we were out to dinner, and I turned into the shy, giddy, can't stop smiling, hide me now! pixie .. it took me a moment to actually say "No .. I dont need to time to think about it, Yes I want to be Yours* but there was no hesitation that I wanted to say yes!
I need, want, desire, to share my gift of my submission, not only in a physical way, but in a very mental, emotional way as well with them. I want to cherish, adore and bring out their most creative delights - letting their Dominance radiate as I please their every whim and desire. I want to be their amusement in the most trusting and loving experience.
So .. who am I? I am a life long submissive, who started growing and learning what that means in spring/summer of 1998 .. "pixie" came out Oct 28, 1998!
Fast Forward 2010 – I been told I have lots of “experience” being through 2 collars, I say I have had lots of experiences, but no real experience smiles I preach to lifestyle people a lot – take the time to explore, learn, process the lifestyle and what it can offer you. IT IS about YOUR wants needs and desires. You need to know what those are, before you could possibly ever try and fill a D/s role! I spent much time in my experiences learning and processing that.
While I consider myself submissive, I do have "slavish tendencies". I have an affliction for some protocol and "micro managing" even. I like having expectations, and being held to them.
Since we are a society of labels and everyone always asks, I consider myself a bi alpha service oriented mono/poly leather princess submissive ..
What does that all that mean and how does it work with my submission:
BI - YES! I love to PLAY and be with both sexes!! That is pretty simple ;)
Alpha I want what I want when I want it (and smiles, I do usually get it!) Yes, I can be a little spoiled, and some have even referred to me a "princess pixie" smiles yes, ok I call myself that too - aren't all girls a princess, or at least deserve to be treated like one?! I do not consider myself a spoiled brat, I do not throw temper tantrums ( unless it’s part of the role play LOL ) I find smiling and being sweet usually works more to my advantage ... and I do know my place.
Service: my greatest "submissive fix" is a "Thank You", knowing I have satisfied, did something right, made life easier, whatever it is that I can do to serve, and it doesnt have to be spoken words. It can be the "personal affection" reward - a pat on the head or a look of "good job" does wonders for a pixie! It can also feed my "attention" need - yes, I have one of those smiles I think its part of the princess thing.
Mono/Poly - When I first came into the lifestyle, I just seemed to already know I was poly. I tend to believe that, not just one person could ever meet all a person’s wants, needs and desires" - and I firmly believe life is about living to get our wants, needs, and desires met.
I evolved over the past 12 years of exploring and growing in my submission, and found that while poly natured, I would be mono to my collar. The love, honor, and respect is all for who own my collar, but I can be poly and get in my "submissive fix" without compromising my collar. It's kinda like being a pet. I am loyal and faithful to my Owner(s), but I like to go around getting all the attention I can get from everyone else that my owner permits. grins
In our community we have many friends, Dominants and submissives, whom doing something as small as holding a door open, grabbing a cup of coffee for, running an errand .. any of those "service" things works for getting my service need met in a poly way.
I live to explore and grow in this lifestyle, having it incorporated into all aspects of my existence. I don’t believe that means "24/7" BDSM. We all have to live in reality, but I do need it to be there, to have that undertone of D/s.
While I am submissive to the very core I am not a whiny doormat. ok ok ok, MAYBE sometimes I am whiny giggles, but a doormat I am never (heh, unless you tie me up and make me winks )
and we cant forget, I have quirks. My biggest hard limit, I consider a phobia, and that is no wet grass, meaning I will simply freak out into a total spaz if I have to touch wet grass with my feet. That has escalated over the years and to a lesser freak out degree, I dont like to get wet - anywhere. Sometimes so bad i cant kiss, or even be licked (ANYWHERE!) So its imperative to check with me before licking, kissing or getting me wet :)
I also tear the tops of my buns. You will just have to experience it ( and then you still may not get it! LOL)
and worst of all, I am shy as shy can be, and afraid of the dark. Deathly afraid of the dark. Paralyzing, panic, freak out and cry, scared of the dark .. but I deal with it LOL
smiles for your day ~ pixie
It's Life ~ Live it, Love it, PLAY IN IT!
Edited 2-22, 2011– ADDED BIG NEWS (a lil late, wanted the right words!!! )
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For my birthday my Master and Mistress made it official, and presented me with a collar ~ I couldnt be a more happier pixie!! |
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It is with great honor and privilege that I get to announce that I am under consideration by 2 of the most amazing people Ive crossed paths with along this journey! YAY!!! |
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I'll be at Thunder in the Mountains this coming weekend July 16-18!
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YES BTW! I did make it and have been an "official Arizonian" since March 1 2010! Thanks for everyones well wishes and support!
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YES! Can you believe it, I am packing and really MOVING!!! ARIZONA HERE I COME!! I should be there the 1st week of March!!
And next, why do men add me to their circle of friends, without giving me the courtesy of an email 1st? Im not your friend if we have never spoken before :) Thank You.
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Well, at the end of Aug., just when I was getting the ball rolling on the move, I had to have surgery w/6weeks of recovery - which forced me to renew the lease on my current NE apt. *sighs* Isn't there a lovely Mistress in Az who wants a kept service girl? giggles
With the recession hitting AZ kinda hard, the job market has been tough, but my search is on and I will continue to look ( for both the job and the Mistress! hehe) and when the right situation comes along I will get to the SUN!
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updated my profile :) enjoy! I am finally, after 4 yrs, packing and in my process of moving to Arizona - - still on the job hunt, so if you need a cute charming pixie .. let me know! i am ever multi talented *winks*
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ok my profile is being stupid and putting riduclous spaces between all the text!
grrrr
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OK really now ... STOP requesting my password recovery - GOD the stupidity of people!
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Whomever it is that keeps doing a password request to my account - STOP! geeesh stealing isnt nice ya know ~ thanks
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i presented Mistress with my petition for service last weekend after the Black and Blue Ball and She acceepted it YAY!! this girl is very happy!!
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The girl is quite delighted to announce that i am petitioning for service, and am under consideration to, SisterSanguine - While the wonderful compliments are always still welcome, please direct any request for my attendance to Her *smiles*
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The new year is almost upon us can you believe it!! Wishing everyone a Happy Holiday Season and a Magical New Year!!
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life is ever changing and this pixie has spread her wings and went free of her "safety collar" ~ i will always love and adore the beautiful Lady Serendipity, it was just time for us to grow our friendship outside the restraints of the collar ~ dont get all too excited though *grins* there is Someone special been waving Her butterfly net under my nose for a few years and this fluttering pixie i may find herself delightfully
caught in it soon *hehe* |
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i will be vending and enjoying myself at the Halloween Fetish Ball in Las Vegas ... im looking for a subbieboy to tote my things and adoringly follow me around .. lol .. i will include a tkt into the event, accomodations you are on your own :) |
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If you are in the Omaha area be sure to come see the SpankCandy Fetish Show!!!! IT's HOT!!!! |
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Will you be attending any of these events??
Folsom Fringe San Jose CA Sept 28/29
Folsom Street Fair San Franciso Sept 30
Halloween Fetish Ball Las Vegas Oct 27
Kinky Karnival Pheonix AZ Nov 4
i will be vending Grown-Up Toys from my premiere online store -
The Kinky Pixie
( You have to add the dot part
to make it a URL! )
Hope to see you there!!!! |
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so now, while i am not really looking, as i am delightfully happy serving the always lovely Ms Serendipity ... i am curious why it seems 90% of the Dommes on any of the sites ... are "subs to that 1 perfect Dom" ... are there Dominant Females out here anymore???
the switch role just doesnt do it for me .. curious how well it works out for you other femme subs wanting Mistresses |
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the past few weeks have been great! In January attended the Southwest Leather conf, and the 1st weekend of March attended the Southwest Fetish Ball - both were awesome - and I spent the weekend in AZ for Mistress Serendipitys birthday!! now i just need a job in phx so i can move there!! |
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hmmm ... im thinking i need a local cute lilsubbie boy to run some errands, manicures/pedicures .. just some basic help me out kinda things .. this is service oriented only, but i think you will enjoy ... let me know ~ smiles |
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WOW as usual the Folsom Fringe and Folsom Street Fair was FANTABULOUS!!! We sold out our floggers and have back orders for weeeeeks - wooohooo - you can check out yahoo photos - the_lil_pixiepop - to see the pictures .. enjoy the one i am posting here! |
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well - quite sadly - i do not see my journy to Arizona transpiring .. i just cant seem to find a good job to justify quitting the most excellant one i have ... soooooo .. for a lil while longer anyways, we are stuck in icky "winter is coming" Nebraska .... |
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Thunder in the Mountains was AWESOME!!! The seminars/classes were great, even if overpacked at some points and there was plenty of open Dungeon Space! I would surely recommend to anyone who has never attended before!! |
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lil ole me is heading to Denver CO to attend "Thunder in the Mountains" July 27-30th! look me up if you will be there ! |
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ooook - well - FINALLY summer is here! Besides loving the SUN, summer means we are closer to the big move to Arizona no later than Sept 1 - now on the big job and Apt hunt - wohooo!!!! |
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The Southwest Fetish Ball was AWESOME !! |
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woohoooo I am off to the Southwest Fetish Ball in Tucson Arizona Mar 4th!
i will part of a DEMO (( sexy lil pirate wench being flogged )) - Be Sure to Look for our booth too - Arcane's Attic !! |
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Here we are 2006-A New Year - New Beginnings, Changing Seasons - Take the spirit and magick of life-because its there to take - live - be happy - be who you are meant to be - seek your dreams and live them -
- let your heart beat - your breath flow free - bathe in the light of the sun - dream by the light of the moon - smile and believe - pixie |
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Happy 2006 E/everyone ~ May the year be filled with the magick and spirit inspired from within our souls from the dedication and passion of this lifestyle ~ pixie |
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woohoo coming to Pheonix in January for SWLC - see You All there! |
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i see this and it makes me wonder
"well here i am again. still searching for TRUE slaves. are there none out there any longer? or do you all live in the fantasy world of masterbation?" ..... what exactly is a TRUE slave - is there REALLY such a thing. i believe a true submissive gives at different degrees, is there someone who can TRUELY give up 100% - ive yet to meet one - i am curious how many of U/us truely know what our expectations are when we meet someone - to be complete *true* slaves from day one - believing that in and of itself makes O/one not true - chuckles - many - many profiles start out with statements like that ..... its kinda scary |
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wow just got back from the Folsom Street Fair in San Francisco ~ was AMAZING - again next is the Halloween Fetish Ball in VEGAS - my favorite city - Oct 29 .. i updated my profile again today so it may take a day or two to show! |
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I will get to be part of a lil side show sceneing - COME AND ENJOY!!!
HALLOWEEN - LAS VEGAS - OCT 29
halloweenball . com / event05 . html
you will have to fill it in to pull it up! |
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** shucks if i didnt update my profile and it willbe pneding for weeks ** so here it is LOL **
well - There is alot about me and after several years of learning and growing and exploring my submissive and slavish tendancies - it would just never ALL fit here < though you will see i try >
So - basically, this search leads me to this, i am no longer looking the relationship i once thought i was .... i may be to quirky to live with anyone *laughs*
but whatever my life turns out to be, it shall be with a Dominant FEmale
< yes - read it again - a Dominant FEmale - notice the big FE - i didnt want you boys distracted and just seeing male .. its GIRL FEmale WOman ( see we did it again there ) >
While I dont think 24/7 is totally realistic, I desire the D/s aspect to incoporated as much as possible in my day to day life, not just in the bedroom. Basic ,expected yes Ma'ams, thank You Ma'ams .. of course i made my bed because You told me tos .. make the world of difference in a subs day
i am a responsible adult who works and functions in life as we should .. but i want to be responsible to a Mistress ..or maybe Two .. or Three. ..
*laughs* -- ooh -- i can see it now, the RE-reading -- did she say TWO or THREE - ... uh huh .. yes, i did ... maybe even ..brace yourselves , 4 or 5 !
See .. i spent 6 years with a wonderful Domme and her Husband. For vanilla and non - vanilla reasons, the last 2 years was a severe downgrade from wonderful, and through mutual agreement ( sorta ) .. the relationship ended.
i learned allot of things in that all .... i am submissive, through and through, heart and soul .. its who i am .. and how i need to live, and love, and be loved as.
ive also discovered i have allot of diffrent wants needs and desires, and i think it shall take more than One Person to explore and navigate through all those ... perhaps i am lucky and the right ONE shall appear and keep me down to One .. but we shall see ... *smirks*
i have allot of emotion tied with my submission .. i have allot of fantasies waiting to be let out of my head .. i have a desire to fill the fantasies waiting to be let out of Your head ... *EXCEPT* those painful ones .. lol .. i am so not a pain slut
i've been told that i am naturally submissive, and through nuturing and learning what that really means, i have and am turning into a lovely work of submissive art
i am bi-sexual ( because people insist on labels )
i like to have to have an occassional really good fuck *smiles* with a real penis ... but I need the intimate realtionship with FEmales
- so boys while I know you will message me away - know I am NOT seeking for you, but compliments are always welcome LOL
I also am preferring to stay away from couples, Someone with younger children - out of the house kids would be ok - this all mostly applies because darn it ya never know who you might "fall hard for" and then have to negotiate around those things .. but .. dont rule it out ..magic is magic and i will consider most oppurtunities ~
while i mentioned i am not into pain, i also believe that pain is a matter of perception, and in diffrent circumstances, who knows whats considered pain .. or pleasure ( so ya its a limit that can be negotiated .. lol )
Some of my favorite activities include spankings, floggings, use of a crop ... being bound/blindfolded - teased *grins* - shibari rope bondage and prolly a tabooish thing here and there ... i believe to at least talk and try and it once, but of course no actualy children and no scat *smiles* |
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i have found it interesting reading over profiles, talking to People .. so many Dom/mes really think this is ALL about Them.
I have to say .. gosh You are so wrong - everyone needs to be pleased in the relationship. If BOTH parties are not having wants needs and desires fullfilled - well then why are You together. At some point you will stop giving when you are not receiving.
We all are in this to have our wants needs and desires met .. remember that .. explore .. experience .. smile .. believe .. and dont ever settle ! |
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*smiles* well - sometimes as we all find out .. even those we love and adore and allow to capture our hearts .. does not mean we are quite ready to go there -
i am not looking for Anyone to belong to at the moment .. what i am looking for is verbal experience, getting to know poeple, taking the needed time to most past previous experiences .. and growing into new ones ... |
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*smiles most delighted* Well it seems my heart and submission have been stolen away by a most wonderful Domme in Arizona, where i shall be relocating to be with SOON *grins* .... There IS S/someone out there for E/everyone ... be patient and remember to look for hte O/one who compliments Y/your wants needs and desires *smiles* i am finding in this experience so far that being true to myself about what i really wanted in my relationship, and being able to find the One who i am comfortable expressing those wants needs and desires too .. has made this journey incredible so far .. and its only getting better each day .... |
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*laughs* Somethings here just really crack me up .. for instance, i was just reading what i felt to be an very eloquent profile, i was impressed. Then i read Her journal entry " I had to release my new slave of a month ..." blah blah " ... he didnt know much about the lifestyle "
Ok so I am thinking ... umm, didnt you take the time to get to know this person BEFORE you called him YOUR SLAVE - its like walking into a bar and picking up your new husband ... and a couple weeks later going,um gee you are not what i wanted ..
This lifestyle has become a game of sorts, and anyone can say they are Dominant or submissive .. but there is such a small small perentage of those that even have a clue ....
so sad ... |
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WOW with only 3 days notice I am suddenly living in Nebraska instead of Kansas ! What a ride its been !!! |
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ok i tried updating my profile daaays ago and its been pending ever since .. so i figured i had better put a note here - and hopefully as soon as i do it the profile will approve *laughs*
Very briefly - while this lil pixie adores all the wonderful compliments from the G/gentlemen ... its a Femme Domme i am going to share my beautiful gift of submission with ... annnnd i am thinking i shall probably stay away from couples, i've been down that route for a few years in a poly relationship and dont believe thats the path i shall choose again ... but a note never hurts ... who knows Who shall captivate a lil pixies desires ......
have a beautiful day A/all ~ pixie |
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HEY HEY HEY its my BIRTHDAY !
Feb 4 - 8 We will be in Las Vegas NV celebtraing my 35th birthday .. FEB 5 shall be the big party night .. if you are in or going to be in the area that weekend .. pop an email to me for more info. |
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I added a new pic today ... though it may not show for up to 48 hours ! When You can see it .. i am painted in latex paint .. it was the Folsom Street Fair in San Francisco this Sept. 2004 .. and no sorry the hair is a wig *LOL* |
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For the Dear Men and Couples who send me the wonderful comliments .. Thank You!
but for you male chavenistic men who seem to think you can convert a lil pixie .. well, i am too nice to say what i actually want .. or maybe not nice,but knows collarme will edit the content LOL ..
get over yourselves for gawdsake .. WHY would anyone want to be with self centered egotistical aholes like yourselves .. i wont wish you any luck in your search .. i feel sorry for ANYONE who would submit to such fakes and phonies .. |
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HI HI HI ! Hopes E/everyone had a great holiday weekend !
Well .. the search continues and - as expected - most mail is still from guys and couples wanting a cute lil pixie girl
< laughs though i cant say i blame you >
The criteria has not really changed, single, not married, childless, attractive, FEMALE and Dominant .. Ive been told it wont happen, that I am too picky. However I believe in never settleing for less than what i want/need or desire. Otherwise i feel both parties will end up unhappy in the end ... SO ... with that said ... my search continues ! |
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Ive been outta town a few days and just catching up ! Thanks for all the great messages - I will reply to all once settled into home again ..
I do find it curious how many Poly people respond asking me to consider ... I want to say Ive been in a 5 year Poly realtionship and do not wish - at this time in my life - to go that route again ... I am looking for some individualized - one on one - Mistress to sub attention - smiles ... and guys too ... thanks for all the compliments ... but no matter how sweet you are, how cute you are or how "Dominant" you are .....I NEED a MISTRESS .... you can not convert me from this ... I promise you *wink* |
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