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UNAVAILABLE



sansa is in a long-term relationship and is NOT INTERESTED in anything more than friendship at this time. Thank you.



That is all this one intends to put on her profile at this time.



(the brand on sansas thigh is a two strike brand of a kef and was placed there on Sunday, July 14, 2013)




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1/23/2014 2:21:51 AM

It's been a long day.

It's been a long week. *sighs*

sansa's classes today were interesting...here's hoping her other two classes this week are as interesting as these two were and are not frustrating! lol

 


12/30/2013 4:48:20 AM

sansa is apparently having a sleepless night tonight. she tried resting but just cannot get to sleep, so figured she'd update her journal here after reading some posts to the forums. After coming back to this side, she found she had mail. Opening it up, she discovered it was someone who really had nothing to say at all. Those types of messages really don't make much sense to sansa. This particular one only had laughter in regards to her Owner. That doesn't make much sense either, especially since she does not know the One who sent her this message. Seriously...why send a message to one who is Owned but not really put anything in the message more than a laugh? Why not have an intelligent conversation with the person, or at least take the issue to the girl's Owner, since it seems it is He this person had the issue with, rather than with sansa herself.

  Oh well...sans guesses she will never really understand people...

  In other news, the brand has healed nicely. sansa apologizes for not posting a new photo in a long time, she keeps intending to get a new, nice pic of it, but it hasn't worked out to where she has been able to get a good one of it, all the recent ones have been blurry or had other issues and she wasn't able to spend a good amount of quality time devoted to photographing it properly, but she will do so soon.

  Anyways, back to try again for at least a couple hours of rest. sansa wishes you all well and hopes your new year is full of joy.

 

 


8/17/2013 12:22:06 AM

sansa is very relieved. she is not giving up, but she is postponing starting school until she's moved and can start on campus. After speaking with her academic advisor and admissions director, we decided together that the best bet for sansa would be to drop the class she was enrolled in online and wait until the new quarter to begin and take courses that are more in tune with her interests and her major. So, while it will be 6 weeks later than she wanted to start, she's still right on track to begin school, just a little later than planned, which is ok. 

 

As for the brand, it's nearly healed, as you can see from the pics posted yesterday. sansa will post more pics once it's looking a little nicer than it is now. 


8/16/2013 12:16:19 AM

Going back to school. sansa's first day was today and she's scared shitless. This class isn't one she'd have chosen for herself, the school chose it for her, and it's so far over her head it feels as though she's been set up for failure at the moment. Maybe it'll end up ok, but she can't help but freak out at the moment. Here's hoping a bit of rest tonight will help...

 

 


8/14/2013 2:16:44 AM

sansa went with Vana'she and one of her sisters to the mountains yesterday. We went to see General Sherman, the Nation's Christmas Tree. It really is spectacular. sansa grew up just below the mountains where Gen. Sherman is located and has been there quite a few times but this was her sister's first time. We all had a great time. sansa can't wait to see her family again. 


8/10/2013 1:56:01 AM

The brand is doing well, healing nicely. More than half the scab is gone and the lovely pink scar under is very visible and looking so pretty. Well wishes...  


8/9/2013 12:50:43 AM

Another update on the brand. More of the scab is coming off. It's looking so good already! There have been days where it's really hurt and the scab cracked a couple times this past week, but even so it's healing nicely. It's still very sore but the soreness is slowly reducing and sansa can now stand up from a sitting position or sit from a standing position without having to press her palm firmly against the brand to prevent OWIE from happening. LOL ....

 

sansa will post another pic once the scab is fully off. 


8/5/2013 2:16:05 AM

If you cannot read and understand what is written on a profile that says UNAVAILABLE, then you should not be here. You should be back in grade school, learning how to read and understand such things. 

 

End of rant for now. 


8/2/2013 1:24:48 PM

A new photo of the brand is uploaded. It was taken today. 

 

she wishes you well

 

 


7/25/2013 1:57:46 AM

And another update on the brand, for those who are interested...

It's starting to decide it doesn't like the old burnt flesh anymore, so little by little it's releasing it. The flesh under is very new and raw and hurts like the dickens at times, other times it is barely noticeable. she's hoping the old burnt stuff is finished sloughing off soon...

 


7/22/2013 3:49:21 PM

Brief update on the brand. It's starting to weep, finally. this one was concerned when it wasn't for so long, but she was informed that it might take longer because she was branded a bit deeper than usual. The pain levels are reducing, as is the "tight" feeling around the brand, but that could be because it's had antibiotic cream with pain relief on it for a couple days...lol

So that's about it, once it's past the initial healing phase, a new pic will be posted, then another sometime later down the road.

Well wishes...


7/20/2013 12:05:42 AM

The brand is coming along nicely, even if it's still hurting some. It seems to like to be sore in the morning then as the day goes by, from time to time it's pins & needles sensations at times, just pressure at other times, and still other times there's just a dull ache.

There doesn't seem to be infection, though, which is good. she's keeping a close eye on it and being careful with it, keeping it clean but not messing with it.

Anyways, more updates will come as time goes by. It is still looking so nice, though, she can't wait until the initial healing phases are over, she'll post a new pic of it at that time.

sansa wishes you well...

 


7/18/2013 1:12:11 AM

Bumping or scratching a new brand HURTS...just figured she'd point that out for anyone who cares LOL

sansa wishes you well..


4/16/2013 1:49:39 AM

Third person

 sansa recently replied to a thread on the collarme forums and wrote it entirely in third person when referring to herself, much as she is doing here, in this journal entry. After she left the reply, another person, who shall remain unnamed, came by and criticized her for using third person speech.

While she understands that this type of speech can become annoying to some, she wonders why those people feel a compulsion to berate others who use it? It's not like sansa's method of referring to herself is harming the person in any way, all it is doing is annoying them. Truth be told, their attitude toward her is actually more harmful than her speech pattern might ever be.

her reasoning for this statement is this: that kind of attitude is indicative of a mindset that we, as a community, are battling outside our community toward all of us, collectively, that is turning us against one another. Collectively, we are not accepted by general society because we are not the socially accepted "norm." Those of us who use third person then are one of the outlets used by some to take out their anger over not being able to express themselves fully.

Granted, this may just be sansa's opinion on this and may not be the entire reason for the attacks. However, one must admit that it makes a lot of sense. And it's not seen only toward third person speakers. It's also seen against the Gorean community. It's also seen against the transgender community. It's also seen against the poly community (tho less and less often there). It's also seen against those of us who identify as slaves. she could go on and on about the subgroups within the community that are targeted for the simple reason they're not like you or they don't do things the way you do them. For that simple reason, those groups must be wrong, correct?

WRONG

Just because sansa and others use third person speech, you think you may rail against us, but you are completely off track. By railing against us and our speech patterns, you are not just attacking third person speakers, but you are also attacking the entire community. You are attacking those of the old guard. You are attacking new people to the community. You are attacking your friends and acquaintances. You are attacking people who might have been a friend to you and might have enriched your life but now will not want anything to do with you simply because you attacked them for being who they are. And you're completely in the wrong for doing it.

sansa will finish this with this: she wishes you well, even if you do attack her, for she will not wish ill on anyone, even those of you who are so ignorant as to attack one for being herself.


3/29/2013 11:54:45 PM

As she was heading out to kennel for the night, she happened to hit reload on the collarme tab in her browser and noticed she had an admirer. Huh? Another one? What???

 sansa doesn't really know what to make of this. she has four admirers on here and can't understand why they wish to do so, since her profile clearly states she is under consideration to a Master already. It certainly makes no sense to her why One would wish to do so when the girl has very little on her profile other than that statement and a request to leave comments about her deceased kitten unsaid.

 Perhaps this is a puzzle she will never figure out...*shakes her head*

 Anyways, goodnight A/all...sansa hopes if Y/you are heading to rest, as she is, that Y/you rest very well tonight...


2/12/2013 1:17:59 PM

a blush...a smile...a thought

a purr...a moan...a scream

all for the One who fans the flame

 

 


2/10/2013 10:08:42 AM

Joy.

Not much more can really be said. Cryptic, perhaps, but it is what it is.

 

sansa


2/5/2013 9:05:50 PM

New possibilities opening up for this one. she's quietly optimistic for her future. While the past is still painful to think on, her focus is returning to where it should have been all along: service.

 

Hopefully she will soon have more to share, but for now, this will do.

 

Well wishes,

sansa


1/26/2013 11:01:02 AM

Something's missing.

It's like a blow to my heart has made it shatter and a chunk has been removed from the pieces, never to be seen again.

It hurts, yet it doesn't. I don't understand it.

All I know is something is missing.

I want it back. I need it back.

I need the feathered touches, the soft caresses.

I need the look of passion and the wild, feral desire for release.

I need the heavy hand and the sweet abandon.

I need the surrender.

But I can't have it.

Something's missing.

 


1/2/2011 1:36:26 AM

Keiko,

i am so happy i could be your human companion during your short life.

Two years is too short, but i know that you know you were loved beyond measure. You were a light in my life.

i will always miss waking to you attacking my feet when the alarm went off, or sliding under the covers, with you cuddled in the crook of my arm, and getting kissed all over my face before you moved on to bigger and better things (a toy mouse) elsewhere in the house.

Rest in peace, my angelbaby.

 

 

 

Written in memory of Keiko, my dear little feline companion.

Nov, 2008-Dec 30, 2010

 

 


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