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6/12/24 at 6:51 PM

I love a man that has a deep Voice.

6/12/24 at 5:10 PM

Ass is for amazing

6/12/24 at 2:53 PM

Well life is different. After 12 years of being owned almost 1 year being Free and looking to step foot back into things again. I am looking to start with a play partner or so and work my way up. Vetting will be a must. I am not going to just drop to my knees at first meeting we need to get to know boundaries limits likes dislikes each other etc. Play parties with local hosts and munches can and will be enjoyed. 

why things failed from my perspective. Rose colored glasses came off when I was the one putting 99% of the effort into the relationship. I stayed faithful throughout but he cheated. He stopped putting effort in first as a dom then as a partner yet still married him. I was trying to hold onto the spark we had in the begining and the man I saw so full of potential. I cooked I cleaned I provided I got forgotten. No birthday christmas mothers day nothing. I had to on many occasions buy my own presents. Even when he picked them I then had to pay for them (we were both working) I made his dreams come true he wanted to own this kind of vehicle sure thing. a motorcycle here got ya set up for one. Hey you need a motorcycle club to join I networked and found one that I thought he would mesh with. I got the day after christmas chocolate covered cherries on clearance and the only kind i didnt like (theres 2 major kinds i didnt want the creme ones) I wanted to be touched loved fucked beaten and i got ehh nothing. I made him a little jealous by going to a kink party without and he came the next one but the flogging just didnt have his heart in it and i could tell. My platonic play partner did a better job than my spouse. He had Poly Pride tattoeed on his person so I asked to find a girlfriend and he blew his stack at me screaming calling me all sorts of names and even by his ex wifes name. Gaslight me about his sexuality that he had told me years ago he was ace (nope never said that) Tried to gaslight me on that argument and broke some of my boundaries that night. I asked him to go to therapy and find couples therapy. He went a couple times then quit. I tried to hold on hope until my kid said mom your not happy dont wait for me to graduate go be happy. So Now thats what I am.  

6/12/24 at 2:39 PM

Any age above 50 is okay if I view your profile, feel free to message. 

6/12/24 at 2:07 PM

I love sensuality and the feeling of being helpless and under the control of my sensuality and sexuality. To enhance those desires I fantasize about being conditioned through hypnosis or brainwashing. My dark secret of being a filthy taboo slut, controlled by my clit is often what I masturbate to. Losing control is a huge turn on for me. But my fantasy does not include pain such as physical abuse. My desire is to be aroused often and all day if that were actually possible. Pleasuring and being pleasured. I enjoy chats that revolve around my thoughts of being used, controlled, and manipulated for sex.

6/12/24 at 1:23 PM

Today it was interesting. It feels like all the past admireers are swarming back to me with a venegance. First to start off, Punker drifted off so although i wish him the best. I am too busy with work to cater to his needs. Lucia is getting his life together which is great. At least I don't have to worry about him too much. I am stilltrying to secure a secound job and have to pay one last bill to someone that i owe money to. Luckily it is final payment. Jafar contact me to check up on me and was worried about my well being. He is doing well and glad that he is getting back on his feet. I am not too happy about constantly asking questions where i just want answers to. I have to pay for materials to use for cooking including tools. I am officially bored with sex. I just gave up on it since I could never be able to find pleasure or satisfication in it. I had to miss work last wendesday due to the fact i was injured. I was in so much pain that i was crying. Capone is very worried that I might not be taking care of myself the way I should. I need to take better care of myself. My brother's birthday is in two weeks. So far I bought the famous Blackout cake shipped from New York. I arranged a dinner to be set up at Rec 225. The menu is appealing and the drinks are promising. After my brother's birthday, I have to prep for my birthday. I know i want to eat at this new asian resttaurant near by. They sell dumplings and boba teas. I wish my parents helped me out a bit more versus constantly trying to find new ways to pull me down. I also have admirer that keeps messaging me when I told them clearly I wasn't interested. It got so bad I had to block them because they didn't understand that no really means no. I better go I have to get stuff ready for tomorrow.

6/12/24 at 12:56 PM

Met some amazing people.  Some are good others no 

6/12/24 at 12:09 PM
6/12/24 at 11:48 AM
I do confess that lately I have a strong desire for sexual engagement with another man that might include kissing, groping, oral sex and some sort of mutual sexual orgasm between the two with the possibility of multiple recurrences. Very doubtful I might find any takers on here and if so, likely on one of the coasts!  Guess it's about time to pull out an app or there's always the option of cruising the homeless mission for a viable candidate for ownership. At least that way the bastard gets room and board for services rendered and might be thankful for it! LMAO! 
 

 

6/12/24 at 10:52 AM

I have actually made training offers to a few people over the years and had then accept. Fun was had by all. I am not interested in wasting time so if it is just a game or fantasy have the courage to say so.

Three more fantasy players in the last 24 hours. All I have to do is mention phone or cam chat.

People please get serious. If you think I am going to try to blindly meet someone who lives wherever far away,, you do not know me..  Get to know each other MEANS BOTH. And for the love of something sacred, do not send me senseless one or two word messages.  I will not respond. 

Also, I am going to ask you about your weight if you don't include it in your profile. Why hide?

6/12/24 at 8:17 AM

Update of 6-12-2024  Ask not what your country can do for you.  Ask what you can do for your country.  JFK advising Marilyn Monroe on how she can be of best service to her country in 1962.      

6/12/24 at 6:06 AM

For my beloved Subbies out there in dreamland:

'Dream a little Dream of Me' by Cass Elloit and Smother Brother, found on utube

https://youtu.be/nbXpRa79EpQ?si=JKQwlPU72Zt2cmyf

Whip Kisses!

https://youtu.be/jMNyPqC12O4?si=hiB4fDDBT9V4ALkN

Lafy Lynettte


6/12/24 at 5:35 AM

I like mild tit/nipple discomfort with a little thing call supplecups. 

Makes my nipples hurt and feels both hurty and very good. Also very sensitive.   I need a service sub to restrain me and then do this to me.   Then, maybe kiss and suck them to make the hurt even worse.  Service sub or switch...or even a dom.   Nipple stuff makes me very subby.  Forget my damn name if it's really good.

6/12/24 at 12:25 AM

Yesterday was a hard and long day in my fake life - the kind of day when I'd normally take a bath and then vegetate in front of the telly before going to bed.

I hadn't received any specific instructions from my Master for what I was to do this evening and so I went ahead with my older routine and ran a bath.

But once I'd had a few minutes in the bath it was like a decompressed and I knew what to do:  dress and present myself n Skype to see whether He does have a use for me this evening.

I'm glad I thought that, that this was my instinct. I felt better once I'd done it.

But the role of th ebath as a sort of buffer between my fake life and my slave life was interesting and something I will remember going forward.

 

 

6/11/24 at 9:42 PM
6/11/24 at 8:58 PM

slave to love

 

https://youtu.be/gkKKLFjSxbc?si=x9FAGRzQuw-QGzfM

 

 

6/11/24 at 8:57 PM

Something I really don't enjoy is asking for help. However,  within the context of D/s, its necessary to be able to identify and articulate ones desires and needs. But what of intuition? And attentiveness? 

 I think I need an intuitive and attentive submissive... or do I need one whos just intrigued and interested? I imagine, if I found someone with a 6th sense of my needs, or atleast the interest to understand and meet my demands, I wont have to do the one thing I hate - ask for help. Or would I?

 So many questions...

6/11/24 at 8:46 PM

So I've been thinking about blogging lately.  It's kind of an exciting idea to be able to journal your thoughts and actually have real people respond to those thoughts.  I mean heck journaling has been around for millennia, but usually it's this private self-reflective thing that I guess helps you sort out your thoughts but really doesn't help you to connect with others. Ultimately these thoughts we have, these reflections have the primary purpose of connecting us with others so this development that technology has provided us is pretty exciting. 

Having said that I'm not really willing to just find a blog and write in it.  I'm much more interested in expansion and learning and seeing what I've not seen before.  I need the exchange.  I need the response, the reaction, to create a dynamic experience with my journal.  I come here often to Collarspace because it's one of the few places that I can seek what I want without being connected with a bot.  

While it's true that many of the men I connect with here are married and not willing to even admit it or they're so lost in their own focus that they have no possibility of being someone who worships another, at the end of the day they're still not bots.  So even though I spend a lot of time talking to men who are not going to work out it's so much better than talking to someone who is pretending to be desirable when in fact they're not someone at all. 

So I think I'm going to start my journaling here because I come here and because, who knows, maybe by exposing myself and my thoughts here it will lead to the possibility of more connection and maybe even the acquisition of a piece of property...

There are other venues that I could blog on but I haven't thought of one that I'm happy with.  I'm not very good at responding to threads...almost inevitably I shut down the thread and that's almost the opposite of the purpose of a thread.  

I realize this journal entry is not sexual or dominating or really in any way consistent with anything on this website but I wanted to state that this is my beginning. This is where I begin exposing the many thoughts that occupy my mind.  Perhaps to be more interesting I should blog on topics.  Yes I like that.  If you would like me to reveal to you my thoughts about a specific topic you are invited to send me a message, a politic message, requesting my thoughts on whatever topic you have in your little head. 

theLadyxe

6/11/24 at 8:45 PM

I spoke with one of my very favorite possible properties yesterday.  I thought it was because my journal was published but now I'm not so sure.  I've been looking at my profile and it doesn't look like my journal from yesterday was published yet.  In so many ways he could meet my needs but he just can't come out from behind the screen.  

It's an interesting thing we humans do to try to explain or to understand the reasons why others make the decisions they make. The less information about them that we have the more we have to project reality based on what seems logical to us at the time.  For me when a man is not willing to come out from behind a screen my first thought is that he's married and not able to navigate his need to surrender while maintaining deception in his marriage.  

I have engaged with men who are married but they have to be honest with me at least that they're married and they still have to be obedient. That can be quite challenging for them because while I respect women and respect wives at the end of the day the slave isn't a place to put respect it's only a place to take respect from.  So in order to serve me while still being married they have to begin to sacrifice themselves in the wedding bed. There is a saying that you cannot serve two masters but if one master knows that the other Master exists and possesses a modicum of respect for that Master the one who serves can be curried well as they attempt to serve both.  It's a fun act of exploitation.  In the end the wives end up getting the most pleasure out of the exchange but I can garnish some fun from the power exchange as well. 

IIn the end I am not looking to play games.  I want one or even two pieces of property who live their lives in devotion and sacrifice to me.  The path to that is obedience and surrender.  It's not particularly complicated but it is very difficult.  

6/11/24 at 8:35 PM

There was a police procedural on TV in the late 50s (hey, even I'm not old enough to have watched it, except in old old reruns), and it would end with a voice-over: "There are eight million stories in the Naked City. This has been one of them."

CS really reminds me of that line.

6/11/24 at 8:06 PM

You will all see the most obedient appearing ...as they humbled  themselfs.

6/11/24 at 7:58 PM

Step by step

 

 

https://youtu.be/LqCqYP7hDWI?si=fiul9EYBmqa5umcv

6/11/24 at 6:24 PM

Not going to be around much June 12 to June 20.

6/11/24 at 5:12 PM

6/11/24 at 5:10 PM

I'm mostly retired from the scene, thank Andrew Tate and 50 Shades, but also the tedium of the search. Should finding a BDSM partner be tedious, really? Knowing even if you see a potential match you're likely mobbing every new person that shows up among a fleet of other thirsty kinksters is just exhausting. I'm annoyed I'm still here from having luck in the past and not being able to entirely discount it. Best of luck in finding what you seek regardless.

6/11/24 at 4:44 PM

6/11/24 at 4:41 PM

6/11/24 at 4:29 PM

Alright, submissive guys, I'm back on the market.

What I'm looking is very specific, though.  I want a service sub.  Someone who can do chores, perhaps drive me around on errands.  Someone who can do pedictures and manicures.  And someone willing to give me pleasure when I want it.  Most importantly, I'm looking for someone who enjoys doing these things.  

I'm not in the market for someone who wants to be tortured or kept in chastity or who wants to play dress up.

If this sounds like something you might be interested and are in Maine or are willing and able to move to Maine, send me a message.  

6/11/24 at 4:19 PM

WHAT DOES A HEALTHY WOMAN REALLY WANT?

Someone that is the Oral  and Toy expert?

A little spankie spankie

Or

A Viking?


WHAT IS IT THAT MOST MEN OVER 55 PROFESS TO BE EXPERT AT ?

Yeah......very frustrating

Just my humble observation and I know ..It is what it is.

Lady Lynettte



6/11/24 at 3:00 PM

Not going to update my profile to fix it since that takes forever to get reviewed, but I am officially out of braces!

6/11/24 at 2:23 PM

Hiya cissys and male pigs!!!

 

2013 has had a very good start for ME, so good that I have decided to DISMISS 5 of MY stable of devoted cissy slaves, I shall shortlist 7 from my stable and let them compete against each other to see which 2 can stay with my other bitches!

 

This allows ME to seek out other devoted hopefuls and select 2 or 3 of them to Worship and Serve ME, The Miss Davinia Jade, Arrogant TV Superbitch, Superior and Demanding of YOU<<<<

 

mmmm I WILL enjoy the selection process, interrogating and then shaping them to MY way of thinking until they finally become MY cissified pansy slaves, begging to serve ME!!! hahahaha

6/11/24 at 12:34 PM

Starting our second week. 

 I think we are still the new stage where we both settlling into the 24/7 thing. Again note although clearly we can be kinky, we are very vanilla too. The last few days other that being locked up, was a normal week. Yet over the weekday we did take note of more kissing and affection. We, well her, had four rather enjoyable orgasms. It seemed more relaxing for her not to be concern about my sexual gratification. 

6/11/24 at 12:04 PM

Why we lock your pathetic sissy clittys up!

 
 

 

There are a number of reasons why a Daddy will lock up his sissies clit. Each Daddy has his specific reasoning and motive, but there are a few main reasons (inspired by my own reasoning) why I find locking up to be extraordinarily important.

Stripping you of your manhood: One of the first reasons that comes to mind is to set in motion your sissies understanding that between you and her, there is only one man. You take away that option, she shouldn't have any expectation of male pleasure because that's not the role she agreed to play. It's one of the main reasons I often check to make sure a sissy I'm talking to is locked, I don't even think a sissy should be allowed to talk to a man she's interested in unless she's caged and can show her intent to be the girl between the two. She shouldn't even have the opportunity to seek male pleasure.

Increased Sexual Behavior: Now sissies love sex, it's not that hard to figure out. Obviously if she's posting sexy pics online she's turned on and wants some attention for those pictures. But often a sissy needs to be encouraged to step out of her comfort zone (do things she wants to do, but is too afraid to, not do things that she doesn't want to, or breaks her limits), but often she gets scared or worried because of PNC or how the world might see her. Cages fix some of that issue. A cage on your sissy is like overfilling a balloon. Once you put on the cage, it's just about time, the longer you keep her in it the harder it is for her to come up with excuses why not to and soon she'll be ready to try things she was scared to do, the balloon pops.

A test of Obedience: When your sissy first starts to dip her toe into being owner or learning how to properly pleasure her man you often have to train her in obedience. If I bring up locking her up I ask the questions "How much is she pushing back?" or "How many excuses can she come up with?". Now sometimes there are good reasons, "Daddy my cage just broke, but the first thing I did was order a new one and its already shipped" or "Daddy I cant afford one right now" (Hit me up for budgeting tips haha), which are disappointing, but real. However, if she's pushing back and disobeying for small or lame reasons, then I know she's ramping up to be a brat and willfully disobedient in the future and can act accordingly.

Insurance: Now, probably the most boring of the reasons, insurance. Most sissies don't really know what they want (which is why they seek out daddies in the first place often), but they know they want attention and pleasure. Often the uncaged sissy will spend your entire conversation rubbing away at her clit, she's just excited to be getting any attention from a man, either negative or positive, but I digress. The problem is that she's now seeking her own orgasm, she's using the daddy as a masturbation tool (as a side not this goes both way with men and sissies), with no intention of continuing the conversation ever again. She wants her orgasm. But that's one of the reasons I cage. As a daddy I don't want to spend time with a sissy knowing that I'll never get to talk with her again, if I'm going to invest my time into the sissy then I want to have "Sissy Insurance" her caged.

There's probably infinite reasons men cage their sissies, and some of my reasons may not be compelling, or they may be offensive to some sissies, but that's okay too! We're not all going to like the same stuff. But I hope some of these ideas are helpful and I hope you enjoyed getting to know at least some subset of us Daddy's!

I hope you liked this. If you have any questions, feel free to ask. I would love to answer any and every question you might have. Follow me so you don’t miss out on more writings like this.

6/11/24 at 11:40 AM

I am officially a Philadelphia resident now. Just moved to the city. 

6/11/24 at 11:05 AM

6/11/24

     It would be nice IF people read ENTIRE profiles. Fron now on I will ONLY respond to messages (and forward to My Master for His approval) from people who include the phrase :owned slave" somewhere in there message.

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