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*smiles* to A/all,
i have no idea when i'll be back on here,but i want to let E/everyone know i'm safe,and married to my childhood sweetheart,my 1st true Love!..His name is Richie,and i am VERY VERY VERY happy...i hope E/everyone has a great new year,as i know i will...my future finally has promise,and i have One shares unconditional love...if Y/you need to contact me,contact my Godfather...(Lewin) here in CM,and He knows how to reach me
huggggggggggggs,
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good morning A/all...i guess i need to correct what i said las night..i only used going to the store for cigarettes as an example...Richie has helped me to quit smoking AGAIN,although i only went back to it for 2 whole days!...then i realized W/we do not need to smoke to deal with the stress(i actually hardly ever take my Xanax,either...cause Rich doesn't believe drugs are the answer,even if they were prescribed by the dr!)
*smiles*...i love Him sooo much!
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hi A/all...i'm getting better,slowly but surely,but Richie still won't let me go out anywhere,cause He doesn't want me to pop any more stitches..*sighs*...
i love Him sooooo much,and i know i'n VERY lucky that W/we're back together,but sheeeeeeesh...can't i even walk 2 blocks to the store,for cigarettes? apparently not,cause now i have to really work on quitting smoking,cause of the cancer scare...
oh well..i know He is only looking out for my health,so i won't try to get out of it.,..*smiles*
g'nite A/all...
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hi A/all,
well,i ended up back in the ER yesterday,due to severe pains,and now it seems i have an infection from the surgery(i also had an allergic reaction to the antibiotic"Bactrim")*pouts*..my Dr says its nothing to panic about...
he changed the medication,and changed my pain meds as well,cause Richie feels what i was taking is too addictive,and too strong for lil me...(4mgs Dilaudid,every 4 hours)now i'n taking 5mgs of percoset,every 4 hours.
i wish i'd jus get better already!sheeeeesh,i hate spending so much time resting,when there is so much more i could be doing*sighs*
Richie won't even let me up long enough to cook a meal,cause the Dr said to stay OFF my feet!!
i love Him soooo much!!!(Richie,not my doctor...lol)
anyway,i'll post more when i'm feeling better,cause i'm supposed to be resting now,not spending time online(while He is working i can get away wif spending at least a lil while on the laptop...lol)
huggggggggggggs,
tamedbaby
P.S.....i want to say "thanks" to E/everyone for all the good wishes and possitive thoughts i've recieved,i never expected so many messages from total strangers,but it sure does make this girl feel special!...thank Y/you!!!
**tosses huggggs and kisses all around +*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+* |
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****GREAT NEWS****
W/we heard from the Dr a lil while ago...NO CANCER!!!!!!!!...
the smaller tumor had signs of "displasia"(pre cancer)but it was removed,so i am OUT OF DANGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yayyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!
**i want to say thank Y/you to A/all that have been keeping me in Y/your thoughts and prayers...
AND..i thank the Gods and Goddesses for Richie,cause i could never have gotten through all this without Him...i love You Rich!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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hi A/all....no news yet about the biopsy results...hopefully tomorrow..*bites my lip*..this is really hard,waiting,but luckily i have Richie to take care of me,and keep my mind off the waiting *smiles* |
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ok,surgery was a success...but W/we won't have biopsy results for about 72 hours...*sighs* i jus gotta keep thinking possitive! |
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*sighs*...well,i was taken to the ER on Friday,by ambulance,due to severe pains in my belly..they found a large mass on my uterus,and after several long and painful tests,i will be having surgery either tomorrow or tuesday,to have it removed.
Wish me luck! |
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hi A/all...i still have no puter*pouts*..and my bones and arthritis are getting worse,but i jus take things one day at a time...*smiles* T/those that have my number,my phone will be back on by monday...there was screw up between Verizon and Virgin Mobile...dummies!
hugggggggggggggggggs,
baby |
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hi A/all...things have been going pretty good,but still no puter*pouts*..i kinda thought i might have gotten one for my birthday(Aug.1st),butr nope...not even a card!*sighs*
i'll write more soon...huggggggggggggggggggs....tamed |
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oh...one more thing...*giggles*....for those Doms that say..."please be attractive,smart and classy".....but that said Dom has a nose that makes pinochio seem to be honest....well sheeeesh...what gives you the right to decide whats attractive? |
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jus for the record..i'n a very good girl,who is normally very polite,and would never be rude or disrespectful...but once in a while,you come across a true twidiot(thats a mix between a twit and an idiot)jus because i'n a submissive,does NOT give A/anyone the right to treat me that way...i am NOT his sub...!
if Y/you show me respect,Y/you will get respect in return,respect is earned,not jus a "given" cause One has a title before His or Her name *smiles* |
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hi again....girls,watch out for raskal19...
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Dated: |
6/13/10 7:35 PM do you have yahoo messanger and a cam , and does baby like to wear diapers?? | i replied that i am a Daddy's girl,and NOT into diapers,and said no bout the cam...and was told.....
your loss
then the jerk actually blocked me...what a twit...guess he's jus another in the sticky magazine club *giggles* |
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*laughs*...i got this message from some real TWIT,who has alot to say,but blocked me so i can't respond...
That photo is SO old and you ain't close to 40, fat-body...
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***all i can say is keep hiding,you wanna be...cause you're prolly so ugly your own mother hides from you! if you were even half a man,you'd watch your nasty mouth,and find a real girl,instead of getting off looking at our pics!
ps...obviously you keep changing names,since you "just joined"on june 1st...LOSER!
**at least i have One that cares for me..what do you have?(besides sticky hands,and stuck pages in your naughty magazine?) |
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well...i hope E/everyone enjoys this Holiday weekend...personally,i'm jus sooooo tired of being tired...lol..wish i had plans,but unfortunately i don't...*smiles* |
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going to my cousin Susan's surprize birthday party tonight...can't wait,cause it'll be nice to get together wif the family for HAPPY times....*smiles* |
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well...Virginia is postponed,til at least mid june*sighs*...i'll be having extensive testing done over the next few weeks...*sighs*...this is all very hard to go through alone,but oh well,right? |
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**sighs**...it seems i can never do anything right...i keep screwing up...i know its my opwn fault,but i swear,i don't do stupid things to get in trouble on purpose... |
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well...the memorial for my cousin Johnny will be on May 15th...then i'm off to Virginia on the 19th,to visit family*smiles*...i really can't wait!!!!!!!!!! |
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 **hides under the sofa**..my head hurts |
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i think i need to remind E/everyone...i don't have a computer at home right now,so i'm not online as often as i'd like...*soon i hope* |
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i'n bored.....*climbs into Daddy's chair.....**jump jump jump jump jump jump jump jump jump jump jump jump jump jump **double back flip **jump jump jump jump jump jump jump jump jump jump jump jump jump jump...forward flip...jump jump jump jump jump...hmmm...this is like a trampoline...*giggles* |
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*sighs*....i wish i knew what i'n posed to do to be "good"?????...as far as i know,i'n always good...i listen,an behave...an...an....ohhhh...n/m |
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todays journal is dedicated to my former Daddy,Jimmy...Who was my Daddy,and my Husband for 18 years....W/we lost Him 3 years ago,but today W/we would have celebrated His birthday....Happy Birthday in Heaven Daddy...i will always love and miss You!...Breanna and the boys miss You as well...and You will ALWAYS be our heart!..as Shawny says...Poppa is up in heaven,wif the clowns!(the child can't say clouds)..You certainly ARE wif alotta clowns up there Daddy!!!!...hugs and kisses forever...Your **tamed angel** xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
ps...Noone will ever be able to fill Your place in my heart Daddy,You are irreplaceable!!!!!!!!!! but i also know that You would expect me to be the girl You made me,and move on...i'n trying Daddy,but its not easy at all...when ever i think its ok to trust,it seems to backfire on me...*sighs*...can't You help me out here? i'll always love You! |
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**smiles**...jus a quick hello to say it looks like surgery was good,and my meds are working,too...hopefully this lil one has seen the last of the hospital,at least for a while...hugggggggggs A/all |
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jus a quick note to say hi....dunno if the surgery was a success or not...going to a specialist on monday...*cross Your fingers* |
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hmmmm...tell me if i'n wrong...isn't it a Daddy's possition to make rules,and to care for His babygirl,and take care of everything,so she can concentrate on Daddy?? |
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g'morning E/everyone!!!...no more yucky storm....yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...maybe i'll be able to go out tonight?????? yippeeeeeeeeeeeeee |
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 hmmmm...i wonder how AC is going??*giggles*...i hope You win lots an lots of money...*winks* but...ummm...if You do..jus remember...You still have to work tomorrow....lol... |
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**takes my Giants blanket,an hides under the sofa,cause i'n berry berry scared of this storm,an all the trees are blowing down...
i hope i don't wake up wif the house on top of a witch!...*giggles*
**i wish my Daddy was here,or would call,but He's busy...*sighs* |
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*sighs*...did Y/you ever get the feeling that no matter what Y/you say or do,Y/you are ALWAYS wrong?maybe jus NEVER good enough? ummm...i think the old Lionel Richie song..."Wandering Stranger"kinda maybe explains the feelings i mean...always lost...or at least feeling lost,and alone...i wish......oh well,wishes don't really come true,so why make a wish,right? |
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hmmmmmmm...its been a very long time since i've seen a movie.... |
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lesson here...NEVER NEVER NEVER go out to the bar,even if you asked Daddy and He didn't reply...the end results jus can't be good..... |
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**keeps kicking the table**...i'n bored bored bored!!!! |
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jus cause Daddy lives in another State,does that mean i gotta wait til spring to see Him?...i don't wanna wait...i want my Daddy NOWWWW....*stamps her lil feets* |
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i miss my Daddy!!!!!!!!!!!!!...i know He has to work,but i still miss Him anyway...*hmmm...i wonder if i be bad,He'll come over to punish me? at least then i'd get to see Him...whadda Y/you think? bad idea?
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox...miss You Daddy |
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good morning A/all...i'm getting ready to start my day....Dr's appointment at 11:30....then back here to do laundry,an maybe cook a nice dinner....i wish Daddy could be here wif me,but i know He is working hard,so i jus pray to the Gods n Goddesses for His safety,an hope He doesn't burn Himself out too much...oh...*giggles*..an i had leftover Chinese food for breakfast *winks* |
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*sighs* i jus can't understand why Ppl choose to message a girl,an TELL her she belongs to them....do you NOT read profiles??? i actually had One tell me that although i have a Daddy...i now have a "step Daddy"...and had the nerve to put..."UNDERSTOOD!!" gimme a break...message my Daddy an tell Him that,so He can get His laugh for the day!!! |
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*sighs*...sometimes a girl screws up,without even realizing that she screwed up..an hopefully this is one time He will forgive me,an understand tht i really DID think He was gone...do i WANT Him to leave? NO WAY...do i want to stay on His lap an be a good girl? YES... |
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may i ask a question?jus because my name is tamed...which is the name i've had for like almost 20 years...i kept it from when i was in AOL then in Yahoo...anyway,does that mean i NEED to be tamed??? NO it means i'n already tamed,not from a relationship..not cause Someone tamed me...but jus because thats my temperment..i'n tamed..very gentle,sensitive caring and loving...does that make me a fool in this place? obviously many think so....*sighs* |
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hmmm...is it jus me,or do all the so called DaddyDoms really enjoy playing games wif a girl's feelings?..jus cause i'n a babygirl,a Daddys girl,does not mean i want to sit around an get yelled at for no reason,or even worse,stood up all the time!*sighs*...where are the TRUE DaddyDoms??? the TRUE Masters?? |
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i found this today...and feel its jus so beautiful,it needs to be shared ....... His shadow covers you like warmth of blanket on a cold winter night
You feel the warmth of His heart as He looks down upon you
He is the One
Nothing else matters now, because you know
He is the One
He walked into your life when you least expected it
You knew from the moment He spoke,
Your so fragile heart pounded harder with His every word.
He touched your heart with His words, His kindness and His strength
He is the One
His eyes mesmerize you, as He looks deep into your soul
You know He sees everything, including the walls you have build around your heart
But some how those walls seem to disappear
You know you are safe, you feel it in your heart, your soul and your mind
He is the One |
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*looks around,sighing*...why does a girl get punished for being too loving,too trusting?isn't love and trust the true basis of this lifestyle? |
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greetings A/all...i think i jus wanna vent for a sec,if thats ok....
it seems that W/we always try to base this lifestyle on truth,trust and honesty,am i right?
so then....why is it that every time i finally feel i can trust Someone wif my heart,my life and all of me,i end up being played as a fool?
why can't Some Daddy's...Masters...Dom's or whatever You wanna be called start practicing what they preach???
**sighs an hides unner the sofa** |
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giggles...well..i leave to go home today!...but i wanted ta tell all my F/friends...i'll miss Y/you,an will be back asap...k?
huggggs n smiles,
tamedbaby |
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*smiles happily*...going home Thursday...i'll be home for Easter!...i can't wait to begin the next phase of my lifes journey...*wish me luck,please?* |
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this girl smiles happily,knowing that soon she'll be home,and moving on to the next phase of her life...N/noone can say what the future will bring...but its time to open her heart,and continue her life....
anticipation...what a concept |
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hi!! girl is still in Texas...gonna be here for at least 2 more weeks...then she haves "big plans"...and is very very excited! *winks*
Hope E/everyone is doing well...hugggggggggggs,
**tamed** |
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jus to set the record straight..baby is going cause my sis is having surgery,and i need to be there wif her...she needs me!...
ps...i love you sissie tsi |
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baby is leaving Thursday...for 2 whole weeks!!! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...but *sighs*...gotta be at the airport at 4am for a 6:10 am flight...kinda worried bout a panic attack,being in Newark for 2 hours alone..but maybe this is a test of my inner strength? |
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well...baby is busy busy busy,,,trying to get her room organized,before her trip to Texas!
hopefully when i get back home,i'll have a whole new room...new walls and ceiling and floor!...new carpet...and new windows!...yayyyyyyyyyy
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its hard for me to understand why so many choose to play games,and hurt other's feelings...
why not jus be honest?jus cause someone hurt Y/you in the past,doesn't give Y/you the right to do it to O/others...does it?
and jus cause a girl says she's a babygirl,doesn't mean she's Y/yours to kick around,either! we have feelings...prolly deeper feelings than Y/you are used to...
ps...know whats so wrong wif phone sex? the phone is a very odd shape,and will hurt!
**giggles**
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*smiles*...can't wait til the weekend *sighs happily*
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ok...so to the clown that messaged me las nite: you do not set my bedtime...you are nothing! i was told by a REAL MASTER to ignore you,which is what i shall do!
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*ok...so maybe patience IS a virtue..but c'mon...*sighs*
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*sighs*....what does baby do thats so wrong?...i'd really like to know,then i'd know why i was always being punished
*sighs*
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well...i ventured outside,and made snow angels!!!!! yayyyyyy...
*sighs*..my cute angels look so lonely out there*sighs* |
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*sits at the window,watching the snow fall...yes...its beautiful...but baby can't handle the cold*sighs*...no work today...guess i get to play on the puter! |
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**slips in quietly...looking forward to my day off today,and hoping its ummm..."eventful"...*giggles and smiles*
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**smiles** girl is heading out to Bingo...(at least its a night out,without getting in trouble)
wish me luck!**crosses her fingers**
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hmmmm...i received a message from someone..asking if its a good idea to say in my profile that i work with children...what's wrong wif that?
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hmmmm...i wonder what surprises this day will bring? good or not so good? happy or.....life as usual?..
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*rescues her cell phone*...ok,so tossing the phone would be a bad idea,and only cost money to replace...
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hmmmmm...i guess a girl isn't supposed to ever get excited,or be happy...*tosses her cell into the river* sorry Sir....
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greetings A/all...i've been wondering...why is it that jus because a girl joins this site,she must be looking for S/someone new in her life? why is it so hard to believe a girl just wants to make friends? *sighs*...something to think about,huh?
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*** please click on view photos to see more of me..*giggles* btw...the baby picture is me,at age 2...lol...