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i've heard it often enough-- "When one door closes, another opens...." i wonder what is next on my journey ......
Well, my journey is taking me on a spiritual path, in hopes of finding inner peace. My drinking has gotten out of control way too often this past year, and my discontent has become obvious to many.
Therefore, i am taking a step away from this lifestyle, and going back to church, and AA, which for me means being celibate for now. So, i am still open to chatting with like minded people, but i am not looking for any play or partners at this time.
I wish to leave my profile open, as i have made many wonderful friends over the years. I hope to keep in touch with you.
For all the unanswered messages, i apologize-- it has taken me a couple weeks to get myself together and figure out what to say here. I've enjoyed meeting so many diverse people, from all over the world! I wish you all the best in your search, and a Happy 2014 !

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12/28/2013 8:13:30 PM

hehee, ok, too much to drink tonite, my last time for 2013,,,, anyone out there want a sexy, pain slut slave?  Be my sugar daddy,,,, and i'll be yours.... lol......


my last chance, will be homeless in a month....


12/25/2013 9:12:16 PM

well, HAPPY HOLIDAYS !  

 

This month has brought being broke to a whole new level-- both my daughter and i are still out of work.  We are both very grateful to our friends, most of whom are broke themselves, but we couldn't survive without the prayers, positive thoughts and energy our friends have given us.


let's hope the New Year brings all of us great blessings and a much needed turn around financially for all those who are struggling !


Happy 2014!


12/22/2013 8:35:37 PM

Sheesh.. was talking to a Dom, couple emails back and forth.  I sent him a message on Thurs, he sent me a message on Fri, another on Sat (which i had not answered yet, since i had been sick).  Today, Sunday, he has blocked me... Too bad, your loss OregonBigDog.


12/14/2013 10:06:46 PM

When the going gets tough, you find out who your real friends are-- thank you, my friends...hugs!


12/13/2013 11:34:10 PM

wow, tonite i found a total chickenshit pretending to be a Dom here...

AustinDom512

 

beware, subs,,, he'll send you a message, beg you to be his,, then block you... what a total asshole....


11/21/2013 8:18:27 PM

All you darling young Doms that think of messaging me?  Please, be at least mid 30's first--i am very young at heart, and get along well with men a bit younger than me, but i am NOT a cougar, and do not want a Dom in his 20's ..... just not for me, thank you.  Try searching for those that want to be COUGARS......


11/21/2013 4:17:02 PM

Wishing everyone a very Thankful Thanksgiving!

It's my favorite holiday of the year-- non-commercial, full of family, friends and a time to reflect on all my blessings....


11/15/2013 6:27:16 PM

I'm beginning to understand how Job felt...sigh.....


11/10/2013 10:22:49 PM

A very big THANK YOU to all who are serving and have served our great country!

Happy Veteran's Day!


10/18/2013 9:41:27 PM

Thank you to all that have sent positive energy, and prayers my way-- good news today, my small has solved 2 of her major issues, thus relieving much of the pressure on her. 


10/13/2013 9:26:46 PM

Note to Doms:

sometimes us subs get busy or even ill.  When you whine about us taking a day or two to answer you, you sound like a sissy boi, not a Dom.  If you are unsure of something you said, or suggested, try something like, Did I , or hope I didn't, scare you off?  please, don't whine or assume we are not interested.  Everyone gets busy sometimes... show a little class and patience please!



10/2/2013 6:48:34 PM

ok, a funny opening line to share with you...this guy's not picky at all...


 

searching for a master or mistress real time or online only... 

oh  yea and he's bisexual....


sheesh!


9/25/2013 5:44:38 PM

Wow, i sure wish i knew what i did to piss the universe off at me so badly?

Is it just bad luck?  Do i believe in luck?  I try to foster good karma... did i do something i am not aware of to bring so many troubles upon myself?

Wish i knew...


Taking it one day at time, one step at a time....

My Dom has released me--although we remain friends.  The long distance was too much for me, so He felt this would be best for me, despite how much potential He says i have as a slave....


I have learned so much from Him this past year, and have come to love being in His service for the joy of pleasing Him, not for any rewards.  He has been exceedingly patient and kind to me, and i will always treasure this past year.  I miss Him so much already, but i know He is very wise, and completely centered, so i accept His decision that it is time for me to move on and continue growing.


He will continue to mentor me, and guide me, and i am very grateful for this. I wish Him every happiness in the world....


9/21/2013 8:40:13 PM

Wow, it feels like the universe hit me over the head and said, "TIME FOR SOME BIG CHANGES IN YOUR LIFE!!"


trying to stay positive and hope they are great ones...


9/19/2013 7:15:44 PM

never say things can't get any worse-- believe me, no matter how bad it is, it can still get worse...

 


9/17/2013 7:29:36 PM

wow, how superficial men can be--- i opened a message tonite, and all it said was "bukake?" 




8/28/2013 7:58:57 PM

i was engaged in one of my favorite pastimes, reading stories, about bdsm, spanking, and D/s, M/s, when i came across this line in a story, and it just stuck!

i gained a new understanding of myself, and what my Dom wants from me...


"Right there is when I saw why Master was so angry. I  had started thinking of Him as my Master, and not me as His slave....."




7/31/2013 7:10:22 PM

lol, i got a real laugh tonite when  i opened a message from supposedly, a "Master"-


it said, 


"

take off your clothes... turn on your cam.. beg me for my yahoo messenger.."

 

 


7/24/2013 8:36:01 PM
 

i have read all the 50 shades of grey books,
and the first few Gor books...
all are interesting, but not the be all, end all...

 


 

perhaps making bdsm a more acceptable topic was a good result from the Grey books...

 

and, while i enjoyed the first 3 Gor books, it was not until i met a man who was a Gorean Master, in real life, that i got it. That worked for him, and his family and they are happy...

 


 

As for me, i'm in a D/s relationship currently that i am enjoying very much. I have much to learn, and am enjoying my "lessons"  -- it might be a Master/slave relationship, D/s or something in between....i am learning that there are an infinite variety of relationships in this lifestyle.  It is so much more open than vanilla, where you are boyfriend/girlfriend  or engaged or married..


And, there are more than 50 shades--it all depends on two people and their imagination.


i only know, now that i've found this dynamic, i can never go back to any vanilla relationship..

 

7/23/2013 12:04:36 AM

OMG, there is nothing as wonderful as an evening spent pleasing Sir!  He is absolutely amazing, and incredible...He only left 2 hrs ago, and already, i ache for His return, and more of everything!


7/3/2013 8:58:49 PM

hee, hee, hope you enjoy my red, white and blue tribute to the 4th of July, and those who serve to give us our freedoms!


6/20/2013 9:28:27 PM

wow, how arrogant are the men that are 50 or more pounds overweight themselves, but want skinny women or HWP?  Try losing your own beer belly first, then be picky...


and, come on folks post a recent picture please?  If you've gained 50 lbs since your profile pic, take a new one!  What, do you think we won't notice when we actually meet you?  


That being said, not all people who are not HWP are lazy bums, sitting around eating bon bons all day--- maybe we should be more tolerant, and get to know someone, before judging their weight.  Who knows what crazy, sexy, very submissive women you are missing out on?




6/8/2013 6:58:24 PM

No wonder the USA has gone to hell in a handbasket, if the character of the men are those i've been finding here, and on similar sites.  If the men who identify as Dominants, are such flakes and FAKES, then what hope do we have as a country, with no leadership at all, let alone a strong, powerful brace of people to go out and take back what we have let slip these past many years.  Integrity, Honesty, a sense of belonging, a community, the U_N_I_T_E_D states

 

come on people stand up for what is right, true and brave!

 


5/26/2013 4:48:34 PM

GOD BLESS THOSE WHO SERVE, 

we owe you so much more than one day a year!

THANK YOU!

Happy Memorial Day A/all!


5/21/2013 8:47:05 PM

What a fun weekend!  Got to see my best friend, eat awesome cake, drink orange whipped creme vodka, and have a total blast!


Still need some birthday spanks though.....


5/18/2013 6:15:33 PM

strange, some how i lost my last 2 journal entries...


anyway, off to my birthday party, woo hooooo!!!!


3/12/2013 7:55:30 PM

 

To err is human, to be forgiven is divine!


3/4/2013 8:46:19 PM

OK, maybe if i say it here, it will save us both some time... I do not add any one as a friend, unless they really are my friends.  I am a real person, not a pic collector or perv.  Please DO NOT SEND A FRIEND REQUEST unless we have met or at least become online friends.  Thank you!


2/14/2013 8:24:28 PM

life is a never ending roller coaster--

Happy Valentines Day!


2/2/2013 2:06:18 PM

"She had relinquished such utter control to him, submitted so beautifully for the sheer love and adoration of her Master that he could barely breathe with the intoxication of her sweet surrender."


---- a line from a story i read......this is what i wish to give my Master.....


1/8/2013 9:30:05 PM

"Come to the edge', he said. 

"I am afraid', she replied.

"Come to the edge", he asked again. 

And She came.

He pushed Her.....

And She flew.

 

 

i freely admit i copied this from another profile, and thank you for it...


11/20/2012 6:08:27 PM

hhmmm,  long distance is hard!  i'm so trying to be a good girl....


11/8/2012 11:51:56 PM

oh no!  it's bedtime and my blankie is still in the dryer! what's a lil girl to do?


11/1/2012 6:47:32 PM

omg, i am reading 50 Shades of Grey--how i wish i had this book when i was brand new!!    


Now, as a sub with some experience, it is extremely enticing and erotic, because i have found my "Mr Grey".....


Like Anastasia, a simple message, look or touch from my Master sends bolts of electricity through me, butterflies flying in my tummy, and a wetness that is just for Him...


it is an incredible feeling!


10/20/2012 1:24:00 PM

hehe, finally got a chance to post the pics from Folsom Street Faire-- even the teddy bears had fun!


10/13/2012 8:28:09 PM

oh this time of year is so fun,,, even the vanilla's like  Vampires, n blood play oh the gruesome stuff of life!



10/7/2012 8:45:32 PM

the job search is not going as well as i'd hoped, but the people search is finally paying off!


10/3/2012 7:43:20 PM

Folsom was incredible again this year!  To be surrounded by happy people, all just being themselves for once, and the whole atmosphere being one of happy, kinky sex?   Yes i loved it!

pics to come....


7/29/2012 1:17:04 PM

for all you male subs out there-- what do you hope to gain from messaging me?  how do i state it more firmly-- I AM A SUBMISSIVE!!!

i do not Domme, nor do i switch, not EVER!!!!  if you just want pleasant conversation, then say so when you message me, otherwise look up DOMME, sheesh!


6/29/2012 7:18:24 PM

an amendment to my profile-- i identify as a pain slut, because i get very aroused from certain types of pain...


however, it is the dance between pain and pleasure, sensual pain, teasing,  and being pushed just past what i thought were my limits that most enjoy, along with a Dom that enjoys the same thing.


I do NOT want to be beaten, bruised and walked on!



5/27/2012 3:20:50 PM

HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY!  AND GOD BLESS ALL THOSE THAT SERVE...


2/7/2012 7:08:46 PM

well, it seems old friends are just that-- old friends.  In this case anyway, old flames dont burn hotter, they just remain good friends.

So, i'm back looking again.....



1/11/2012 6:58:12 PM

well, well, well, what do you know?  My Christmas wish appears to be coming true!  A former Dom of mine is moving back to be with me....Will the passion still be there?  Have our seperate journeys brought us back together, or will it be that we have moved in two different directions?


We will know in a couple weeks...until then, i'm kind of off the market, except for making new friends...


12/31/2011 4:02:31 PM

Wishing you a very Happy New Year, full of love and laughter...


ps.  still waiting for my Christmas Wish to come true....


12/19/2011 1:42:21 PM

Merry Christmas to A/all,,, you'll never guess what i asked Santa for, lol....


11/23/2011 7:28:59 PM

Wishing you all a very Happy Thanksgiving...


11/16/2011 8:03:07 PM

"It's hard for an educated woman to turn her head off. That's part of the joy of being a submissive. None of the decisions are yours. When you can't refuse anything and can't even move, those voices in your head go silent. All you can do, and all you are permitted to do, is feel."
Cherise Sinclair

(Dark Citadel

)


10/28/2011 7:47:19 PM

well, as it turns out, i've discovered my own fun this weekend, yippeee!  Happy Halloween to A/all!

 


10/23/2011 12:58:41 PM

so, where is the fun on Halloween weekend?


10/14/2011 11:05:33 PM

"I cried because I had no shoes.... and then, I met a man who had no feet....."

i am truly grateful for my friends, and all the wonderful people i've had in my life...


10/12/2011 7:27:21 PM

wow, i really need a long, hard, intense spanking....working toooo much ...


9/29/2011 8:33:51 PM

Folsom was just incredible!  I got spanked many times over, played, saw tons of great people, old and new friends, and had a wonderful time!  Too bad it's only once a year......


9/24/2011 11:11:26 PM

going to Folsom tomorrow, yay!!

i've been told they have a booth there that you can donate to charity, and get spanked..... you know where i'll be, lol....


9/21/2011 11:08:48 PM

my current fantasy?   Daddy spanking and punishing his naughty girl, long and hard....any takers?


9/10/2011 4:10:03 PM

Spanking, spanking and more spanking, I love it!

what's your favorite instrument and position?


8/21/2011 7:42:58 PM

if you would like anything more than some friendly chat, please be SINGLE!  Not married or in any other relationship...thank you,,,,,


4/14/2011 2:23:21 PM

I just took a quiz titled:  DO YOU HAVE AN INCLINATION FOR BDSM?

here are my results:

 

EXPERIMENTAl  96%

 

MASOCHIST  93%

SUBMISSIVE  89%

EXHIBITIONIST/ VOYEUR  75%

BONDAGE  64%

VANILLA  21%

 


 

{#}

 


3/9/2011 9:51:07 PM

heheee, i was asked the other day if i even knew what a sadist is..

if only they knew....lol....{#}


1/3/2011 7:23:51 PM

honest, i'm not as vanilla as i appear, lol.......

 


10/12/2010 10:59:32 PM

Well, so far 2010 has been pretty good.  Have made some new friends and had some fun, can't complain at all about that.  In fact, i made friends with "MR CANE" recently and decided i liked it very much.  More and more i enjoy being spanked.....   :)


10/30/2009 9:58:31 PM
        HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

OK, I've been told my pictures are too vanilla--
well, before i could take any more provacative ones, my
camera got stolen.
So, you will have to trust
me that i am not a
 vanilla girl at heart!!

10/17/2009 1:11:53 AM
Wow, i can't believe i actually need to write this, i thought it was pretty clear in my profile, but, if you are MARRIED, or in a committed relationship, then thank you for checking out my profile, but i DO NOT get involved with married men, except as chat friends, maybe.
thank you....

9/25/2009 12:35:13 PM
at last, i have been well spanked for my birthday!
i am so nicely sore....

(not that i wouldn't be
happy to have more
'birthday' spankings
)
       *smiles*

7/4/2009 3:40:34 PM

over a month since my birthday, and i still haven't had a birthday spanking....  *sigh*
wishing for some fireworks now--HAPPY 4th of July!!!

 


6/22/2009 11:57:34 PM
it is interesting-- i know i am submissive, no doubt about that!  but a slave?  it seems everyone has a different definition of what that means.
i don't have the experience to say yes or no for sure-- i guess i would say i am submissive with "slave tendencies".....
:D

4/17/2009 9:05:48 PM

well, mama told me i might have to kiss a few frogs before i found my prince, but she didn't tell me there would be toads and trolls too!

lol.. gotta keep a sense of humor here, as in all parts of life i guess...     :)


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SexxxyCindy
 
 Age: 36
 Tampa, Florida