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Male Submissive, 40
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Male Submissive, 54, Cincinnati, Ohio
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Male Submissive, 27, Asehville, North Carolina
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About smokeangelca
I have a boy, a girlfriend, and a Master. I am **NOT** looking for a male of ANY kind right now.
My wants and desire shift to match the situation in my life. Currently I am curious about having a female sub toy to play with on occasion, and maybe a trans to spend time with. I have also always savored the touch of a Domme, and would love to have that as a part of my life again.
I have about 8 years in the lifestyle thus far, so here is the profile about me...
In my heart, I am seeking. For my feet, I am always wandering. By this I mean that I am still trying to find the place in this world that feels like "home" to me. Decidedly a sub and a member of the lifestyle for almost 8 years, I am an incurable masochist. I love music, Ren faires, furries and passion. I am a geek, and I'm proud of that. I'm even prouder of my lifestyle and heritage as a pagan. I am seeking friends, and people with open minds and hearts for discussion on all manner of things. My limits include the illegal stuff and being punched/kicked. I love spankings, floggings, being tied-up (and tied down), playing Barbie and performing oral service. There's a whole lot more, but for that, well... you'll just have to ask.
I may be willing to relocate a great distance, but not immediately.
I am an intelligent person, and expect you to be the same. I'm looking for someone who can teach me and is willing to learn as well. I can come across as standoffish at times, but it is because I have been used and abused before and it WILL NOT happen again.
I work full time, but looking for something else. I have a fairly settled life here in Kansas with my boy and his wife, who is also my girlfriend. I won't leave it on a whim for you, or anybody. I'm used to fighting for what I want and what I have, so I am very intense most times. If you can get me to relax, you are a true Master or Mistress. Trust is a two way street, but it doesn't come naturally for me except in very rare random occasions. If you're willing to be my friend and move from there, please... send me a message.
What I'm looking for and wanting changes sometimes because my circumstances change. Check my journal for my most recent desires.
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My life has turned around again. Zenai and I broke up, for good this time, and with the way things ended it seems that we will never be friends again. I am with a Dom from Burbank that recently moved out here. I am his girlfriend however, and mate, but not his pet or slave. We have decided that it how we are happiest together. So while I am not actively seeking anyone for play right now, I am still very happy to make new friends and chat. Cheers, everyone!
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So Zenai have reconciled, to a point... and she bought me this lovely black collar with red stones on it. And it's lined with purple fur too!
I've uploaded a new picture, and there are LOTS of pics that have been added to HeartstarAngels.
It's been a rough last couple of weeks and my urge to move West has been rekindled. *sigh* I'm doing so well at GU though!
We shall have to wait and see what happens...
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Zenai and I are no longer together. Thank you.
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Zenai and I made the couple's profile, and have enjoyed most of the comments we have gotten there. It's exciting to see how many people out there think they can handle me and my girl. And we've already proven one of them wrong!
I have a playdate this weekend to give a certain very good boy his birthday spankings... it's a lot of fun to be holding the whip instead of getting beat.
But the desire is still there. Oh, most certainly there and burning brightly. I have a friend that I would happily surrender control to... well, we'll have to see. Still no collar. Still want one.
I've been bad about not getting back to messages right away. I apologize for that, and will try to reply soon.
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I had another dream. This time is was hotter, and wetter. A well-hung man is riding me and spanking me shamelessly. He demands I call him daddy and he pummels my poor body. I beg daddy to keep going, and he keeps asking if I like it, if I like being his little whore. I LOVE IT. I want MORE! Daddy is a handsome man in his late 30's I think, with a toned body and a desire to punish and please. He loves his little pain slut. *sighs* And I wish he was real.
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Listen here you callous asshole, I am a rare commodity. I am an intelligent and exploratious young woman who is open-minded, giving and beautiful. You are nothing to me, because when I delete a message from you, calling me a... what was it? "Pretentious whore"? Yes, everytime I delete one of those messages I get 6 more from men who love to send me pictures and get to know me for me.
You are not God. You really aren't that special. And I will NEVER regret blocking every single account you rail from me at. Nor will I hesitate to report you, AGAIN. There are PLENTY of men who will be patient enough to earn my heart and service. Because believe it or not, I have a LIFE and I can't sit at the computer all day every day (like you can appearently) to talk to you about every little thing.
That is not to say that I don't absolutely love to talk to most of you. But I am busy these days, and don't get a lot of time to chat. It's sad, but true... but if you are kind, and willing to give me the time, I will return the favor. That's all I ask.
And don't be a self-centered bastard. I've had enough of those to last me the next few lifetimes and the rest of this one.
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I woke up last night in a cold sweat after a hot dream. Hot, wet, heavy and passionate sex tinged with kink and pain with a beautiful Master. I know my dreams are only dreams, but the burning doesn't fade. The want to be pushed to sub space and invaded drives me to, once again, open myself up to the possibility of playing with a couple. Because it seems all the Doms are either really far away, or taken. But the urge to be lead to a woman on a leash and ordered to give her pleasure beyond her wildest fantasy sounds really nice too. Message me. I am a nice butterfly.
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The lust in me to seek my other half has reawakened. The thirst for a new start, in a new place, with new people. This lust has taken me all over the west coast and Midwest in the past, so maybe this time, head out East? So I'm open for communication from Masters and Mistresses who know what they want, and know how to make a pet feel like gold. Drop me a line. Don't be surprised if it takes me a while to get back to you.
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So, it finally happened. It's been a long road of searching, but it's finally over. I have a mate, AND I have a Mistress. She's a TG furr in the area that I met a while back through an ex girlfriend. I'm already collared, but the real collar is still being custom made. Right now it's just a silver necklace with a heart shaped dog tag on it that has our names and the words "belongs to" in between.
My mate, a strong and beautiful male from Indiana, will take my collar once he and I are no longer long distance. It's a beautiful relationship so far, and shows real promise of lasting.
As far as community goes, I got scened by a Master from AHS last weekend. It was wierd, but I enjoyed it. Mistress loved learning a lot about my limits and my flavor. I was desperate for a flogger by the end of it, but... that will come in time, as my Mistress says. Fingernails are FUN!
So it's been fun thus far, but I'm still learning. We'll just have to see what happens!
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So I live in Kansas City, and haven't found the community yet. Considering that I live walking distance from WestPort, I didn't think it would be THAT difficult. I'm thinking about moving back to Cali anyway. I just can't find any happiness here. I am a vivacious, horny and wicked 22 year old. If you're more than 15 years my senior, I will delete your message. I know who I am and what I want... and believe me, you're not it. Also... I'm VERY picky about couples. It's the two of you against me... kinda frightening odds. I'm going to be STUPID cautious about that. I would be stupid not to. I also don't consider myself vain, because I'm not really, but... I do have taste. I want to spend my time with people that take care of themselves... and if you weigh 250+ and you're not obscenely tall, more than likely, you don't take care of yourself well at all. And my loves must have hair... unless you shave it all off on purpose. And I've found out recently that facial hair makes me quiver. .... So I guess I might be looking for a Master after all.
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It's been so long... I'm 22 now, and living the sad and lonely single life in Kansas City. Back to look for that certain someone to fill my empty time... but since I have 2 jobs now, there's not a whole hell of a lot of that. I'm still into the old stuff... but moreso now into pain. I want someone to love me enough to break me down. Is that so much to ask? I hope not... because I'm HUNGRY for it.
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I thought when I deactivated the profile all of the old info would leave. Sadly, it has not. So here is a BIG OLE OVERDUE UPDATE. I am back in Missouri now, but not to stay. The serious relationship I was in has ended, and will stay that way. I have since turned 21, and have come home to join the large and wonderful BDSM community here.
We did a shibari demo. I was the demo. It was spectacular. ^^
So now, as well as looking for a fulltime domme, I'm also in the market for... gasp... a boyfriend. But the way my tastes go, he'll probably have to be vanilla, or a sadomast, but neither a dom or a sub. Other than that, I'm pretty picky, so... don't get your hopes up fellas.
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Once again I am back on here to tell the fellas out there that I only want a Domme. Friendship with a guy is cool, like if you want to get together with me and my guy for coffee and talk, that's cool. But that's it. I'll chat with you, sure, but other than that, no. I'm being serious here, and no matter how COOL you think yourself to be, you will NOT be the one to change my mind. So give up already.
I also have a pretty good prospective in Burbank. She beautiful, strong and seems really interested. I'll keep in touch with how it goes! :) |
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I'm not looking for a male, for anything at anytime. Even if it's a couple, NO. No guys, boys, men, masters, nada. I haven't heard anything in a long time, so it's nice to be hearing from folks again. :)
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I stand corrected. I am looking for a Domme. I admit that I am new and don't know the terms, so thank you GurneyMaster. I have had so many people contact me, and I've made some great friends and have gotten a lot of good advice... and for that I am thankful.
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No male dominant, period. Not for play, pain or otherwise.
And yes, I will CHAT with you, about life and love and what-not, but only if you write to me using PROPER F***ING ENGLISH. No, I don't "no" what you mean and there is no , "o, i c." Okay??
Still looking, still making friends, drop me a line if you are genuine.
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Guess I'm NOT taken... haven't heard from my girlie all week (Goddess I HATE getting played) so I guess I'm back out there, still looking for a Mistress. *sighs*
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Looks like I have found someone... I will start seeing her towards the end of the week. It's my turn to play Dom, and I'm looking forward to the experience. Thanks for looking, but I'm taken!
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I have changed my listing from "looking for guy too" to "I just want a woman". So don't bother sending me a message to hook up if you have a penis. Pure and simple.
Also, I am a PAGAN, and very loud and proud of this fact. If that bothers you, DON'T SEND ME A MESSAGE STOOPID! |
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