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I am a submissive male who is looking to learn what my limits are, then to expand them. I am willing to try just about anything, and even if I don't like it the first time, I am willing to try it again, especially if I feel comfortable with that person, and I know that She really enjoys it. My ultimate goal is to please my Mistress. The only requirement really is patience. I need somone who is willing to spend some time and teach me how to properly serve someone. She needs to have a firm hand, but can be gentle and caring also. She has to be someone I click with. I would like to also, if possible, be able to click with my Domme on more than just a sub/slave relationship. Not necessary a sexual relationship, I don't expect that, but someone who can also carry on intelligent conversation, someone with common interests. I desperately want to find "The One", so I can serve her and provide for her enjoyment and full satisfaction, but I am not just randomly looking to be Dommed and then left sore, used and abused with nothing other than a striped ass and a gaping hole (tho that is something I wouldn't mind happening with someone I click with!). I just want to meet someone who is real and go from there. I don't want to play games, I don't want to have someone screw with my head and leave me feeling empty. It has to be meaningful. If this is something yo are also looking for then please contact me. Otherwise, don't waste my time and yours.
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Have you ever had the urge to do something crazy? For some reason I find myself wanti8ng to fuck myself in the ass with a dildo and have others watch it on web cam. Not sure why I have this urge all of a sudden, and I doubt anyone would be interested in seeing it. I guess it's just one of those spur of the moment crazy ideas.... |
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I just wanted to take the time to thank everyone who has been offering me words of encouragement lately. I am no longer truly sure what I am looking for anymore. Domme? Submissive? I still have a lot of fantasies that will probably never be realized, but I am ok with that. In the past few months I have made a few new friends who just like to talk and get to know me. Whether anything will ever come of it I don't know, but Just making friends is a good start, and a welcome addition to my life. So thanks again for all who have contacted me recently, I really appreciate it. And to any who have been thinking about contacting me, I am always looking for new friends, if nothing else than to just talk about the lifestyle we all love. |
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Been a long time since i have done anything on this site, other than look around from time to time. I have just been burned one time to many with meeting people online. As badly as I want to find someone to even just talk to, I just don't think it will ever happen. I thought I had finally met someone whom I could serve, but in the end she just used me until someone else came along. She spent a lot of time telling me how wonderful I was, how she could really cut loose on me, how much I helped her relieve the stress she had built up from her hectic week working full time and going to school full time, when suddenly, she stopped e-mailing me, calling me, having no contact with me at all. No explanation, nothing. IT hurt me more than anything she ever did to me physically. So I have spent the past year basically trying to decide if I want to look again, or just give up entirely. Do I even want to be submissive anymore? I don'r know if I can ever give my trust to another like I did her, and if there is one thing a D/s relationship needs it is trust. So I am left to wonder, what do I want, and is it worth the possibility of having my heart and soul ripped from me and crushed beneath the heel of a leather boot again? |
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Is it really too much to ask for a simple reply to an e-mail saying Sorry not interested? I, apparently unlike so many others out there, from reading your journals, try and take the time to write a decent letter to people out there that I would like to get to know better. I have a pic in my profile, and have others upon request. If you ask for specific photos, I will send them if I have them, or I will send what I have as a compromise, in hopes of appeasing you. I am not really sure what you are looking for, since many of your profiles don't say what you expect in a male sub. If I don't fit your idea of what would make a good sub/slave in your stable, then at least have the courtesy to tell me this. I have recieved a few comments from Dommes out there telling me not to give up hope, that I will find the one, but I am beginning to despair. Many of you want thoughtful, well written e-mails, and the least you can do to someone who has taken the time to type something up other than, "Hey, I want to take your big fat dildo up my butt" should at least deserve a simple Thanks, but not interested response. Many people on here are searching for the One to serve, and I am sure there are many out there who feel like I do. I am sure I will tick off some Dommes out there with this entry, but I have to express how I feel.
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I just wanted to thank all the Dommes out there who have taken the time to offer me reassurances that I will find my One to serve. I must be patient, and prepared to deal with all the fakes and flakes out there tho, I guess. I will keep at it, and hopefully one day find someone to take a firm hand with me and take me places I have never dreamed of.
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Why are there so many fakes out there? Too many people toy with my desires, get me ready and willing and excited to serve, then say ok I had my fun, thanks, good bye. I hope to one day meet my "One", but I am starting to despair of that ever happening. Are there no patient Dommes out there willing to take the time to teach and train a sub/slave? Is there no one patient out there willing to take their time and develop a sub/slave into what they need? Or does everyone expect a new sub/slave to take a 13 inch long 4 inch thick dildo their very first session? I know I can take one eventually, and I really want to take one, but it has to be built up to that. I don't think it is fair to expect a somone who has had nothing in their ass for several months to suddenly be "open" to something that big. Am I worng in my thinking, or am I expecting to much from a Domme? I really would like to know.
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Well, Dennis passed by without incident, so I am back and ready to serve any mistress willing to take on a submissive/slave who has been very bad and needs to be taught a lesson in the harshest way.
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Well, I am boarding up and preparing to ride out hurricaine Dennis. I would like to wish all of my fellow collarme.com members who reside in the gulf coast region the best of luck as this storm approaches. Be safe and stay strong.
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AFriend of mine wants to help both Her and i live out a fantasy. She wants to see me gang banged by a bunch of well hung, hot balck men, and I want to be gang banged by a bunch of hot, well hung black men. So if any are interested out there, contact me and I'll put you in touch with her so we can get the scheduling down for what is promising to be a fun filled evening!
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