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If you do what you have always done. You will get what you have always gotten. |
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Well time marches on as time does with no regard for anything else. Most days are much better than they were before. Some days still really suck. |
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This is dedicated to Joanna k. McCarthy. Oct 1 1972- Oct 16 2009
"When I'm Gone"
There's another world inside of me That you may never see There're secrets in this life That I can't hide Somewhere in this darkness There's a light that I can't find Maybe it's too far away... Or maybe I'm just blind...
Or maybe I'm just blind...
[Chorus] So hold me when I'm here Right me when I'm wrong Hold me when I'm scared And love me when I'm gone Everything I am And everything in me Wants to be the one You wanted me to be I'll never let you down Even if I could I'd give up everything If only for your good So hold me when I'm here Right me when I'm wrong You can hold me when I'm scared You won't always be there So love me when I'm gone
Love me when I'm gone...
When your education X-Ray Cannot see under my skin I won't tell you a damn thing That I could not tell my friends Roaming through this darkness I'm alive but I'm alone Part of me is fighting this But part of me is gone
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Or maybe I'm just blind...
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Love me when I'm gone...
Love me when I'm gone When I'm Gone When I'm Gone When I'm Gone
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Okay down to one mt dew a week. And I think the headaches from withdrawals are done as well. Stone has passed and hopefully the next three will go more.....smoothly.....lol. |
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I hate hospitals. I hate kidney stones. And now I hate that I have to stop drinking Mt. Dew. which is as far as I'm concerned the nectar of the gods. |
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I have decided that the sickness humanity can come up with knows no bounds. |
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