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Submissive Couple, 46, Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania
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Submissive Couple, 43, Leeds
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Female Dominant, 45, southwest Chicago, Illinois
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About pettaurus
Alot has changed in the last year. Alot that I really can not explain, nor do I want to try. I am not actively seeking or searching for anything except maybe friendship. My marriage is in a sense, over. I am back to being a single mom once again.
I am lucky that I have had as much help with my boys from the school district here as I have. Thank you Machesney Park = - ) Rockford has also been a great help to us. = - ) As has Loves Park in ways. = - )
With all the icky stuff in my life, these communities have really helped myself and my children in more ways than I can even say. It is very true, sometimes strangers are more helpful than family or people that you think you really know.
I have two children. Boys at that! They are 11 and 8. And man is everyone right about boys.. UGH!!! They keep me on my toes alot. They also frustrate me to no end sometimes.
I love to talk to people. Though something happened recently that has caused me to withdraw from people alot. I am simply here to make friends and to continue learning. If you would like to chat, feel free to email me.
I am real and openminded, you be also. Though I will say, that I have closed my mind to a few things. And that is simply because of the environment I grew up in and what happened to me as a child. Things I dont want my children to have to go through, or live through.
Oh, and the pic is from January I believe. I dont have a more current one right now. |
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Yeah, Im married. We are working on things again = ). So far, so good. We have our bumps in the road, but then, if we didnt, life wouldnt be exciting. If you are looking for someone to "hook up" with, pass by me. Thanks. |
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So I gave myself a Valentines Day gift yesterday. Served him with divorce papers.. and made him pay for it. Day was already ruined for me when my second husband died. Yesterday would have been our fifth wedding anniversary. The pain and misery he put me through, yup, I filed for divorce on Valentine's Day. Yeah, I suppose it was mean. But then, I knew it would hurt him as much as he hurt me. Then I got drunk after the kids went to bed. Nothing like drowning your sorrows. Doesnt really help. Just woke up with a wicked hangover this morning. I dont recommend it. = ) |
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I wonder if these men on here actually read profiles. Is clear, that I am only looking for freinds, yet, it inevitably ends up, they are trying to Dominate me. Online none the less! Does it not say looking for "friends only"? Hmm, I really mean, I am looking for friends only. Yes, I feel compelled to answer almost every message I get. I put just as much thought into my reply, as was put in the original. That even includes simply clicking a button now. I got over that obsessiveness lol. I can now use those auto replies and feel GOOD about it. Seriously though, I am not ready to start a relationship with anyone other than friendship. I am emotionally not ready. Really, thanks for the interest, but, if you want more than friends, keep looking. |
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So I am stuck with obnoxious colors on my journal now because of my computer or some glitch, I can not change my font color. I tried to go with a color easy on the eyes. Sorry if it is not.
To those that think this is an invitation to sex.. MOVE ON. It is NOT. There has to be someone out there who surely knows the meaning of what follows....
I bought a new bed. My "Princess" bed. Is a pretty bed. A dark cherry finish sleigh bed. A mattress that is obnoxiously thick. The top of the bed is at my hips. Still have to get that step stool so I stop falling out of bed lol. The bedding is wonderful too. A deep dark rich burgundy. The comforter has embroidering on it. hehe, YES, there are small and round pillows too. Its a "Princess" bed, would you expect less?? I really do feel like a princess when in it.
If you get it, Id love to hear from you.
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Ok, I thought I needed to change this. Didnt realize that journal entry was still on here talking about "we". there is no longer any "we". I had to let him go for 3 very specific reasons. Couldnt communicate with me, could not commit to me, and could not consider my feelings. It was a decision I made Jan 11. Not too long ago. My heart is mending and trying to heal. It has been very painful, especially with he and I remaining friends. And, yes, he is/was my husband. The marriage is soon to be annulled. |
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