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Hello everyone, i am 27 years old and extremely submissive. i've believed in being submissive for as long as i can remember. i was raised on the golden rule, and learned to always do unto others. Pleasing other people has always been what's made me happiest in life.
As i've learned more about the lifestyle, i've realized that my place in life isn't just to be submissive but to be a slave. i seek to be truly owned because i'm happiest when pleasing others, and because i hate to make any decisions. i am an intelligent woman, and am even going for a PhD. But i hate it. i hate having people respect me and expect things of me. i don't like to think or make decisions, i hate the responsibility of it.
i constantly think about how much better life would be if i had no decisions at all -- if i could live just to serve another. To obey his/her wishes no matter what they were, because i knew he/she was superior to me. Because he/she understood things better than me and knew what was best for him/her, which would be all that mattered to me.
To me, a slave is someone who is owned property. It has no choices, no rights, and no escape. i would love to be owned not only physically but mentally as well. i would love to not even be able to think of anything other than what my Owner wanted me to. To own nothing, and to have no world outside of His/Hers to think about, to understand, or to escape to.
There's something in me that likes to be degraded. id love to be treated like an object or a pet. i really love cages and leashes, and puppy or cow and milking play both get me really wet. My darkest fantasies include being kidnapped and locked in a cage like a dog, milked like a cow, being pimped out, and having no rights, while i'm transformed for real into a slave pet.
Those are my fantasies though. i know that they don't matter compared to what You want. i also know that the life of a slave is a genuinely hard one. Still, i am looking for the real thing. i don't believe that a normal life is for me. i hope to be owned for real.
Thank You for reading this far.
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