Deceased

My best friend and slave sister Juliette was killed this afternoon, I hope that the emails she responded to where really appreciated, when her motorcycle was rear ended and she was thrown into oncoming traffic on her way to celebrate her new found freedom to Las Vegas. 

She finally had realized her true happiness within herself this past week.  As evidenced by her journal entries.  And she died doing something that she loved on the way to Vegas.   

This profile shall remain active for a respectful amount of time.  Then it shall be deleted as Juliette is no more.  She found true happiness within herself and that is what we all truly want, need, and desire. And every email that is received will be read.

I hope that this entire community will appreciate the sister slave that we have all lost.  For Juliette has finally spread her wings and flown into the true happiness that she so richly deserves and those wings have carried her from this life into the next.

Her Sister Slave and best friend Kourtney

okay, i shouldnt have done it, it was pricey, but when i went to the land of sparkly things and leather things, i found the cutest LouWallet by, Christian Louboutin.  it will fit right inside of my purse, my new backpack, or inside of my leathers when i jump on the bike tomorrow.

yup, it is from last years collection, but i just had to splurge!

see all of my friends next week, the rest of you, bugger off!

to bed no later than 3 hours from now and then to vegas way too early.  all packed and ready to go.  i decided to leave around 6 to beat the traffic, and to hit the pool in the afternoon.  AND HELLS NO I AM NOT TELLING YOU WHAT HOTEL I AM STAYING AT YOUR PERVY CREEP!  i cannot believe that guy sent me a message telling me about an abduction fantasy.  there are some real sickos out there.

oh, and i look really cute in my new baseball cap too, LOL.

j

things to do today list:

have sex last night with a super cute motorcycle sales girl:  Done 

(technically this morning)

morning coffee:  Drinking it now

mani/pedi, brizilian wax job, and australian wax job:  Going to get done in about an hour

(because you want things clean and tidy down under too..lol)

buy a new backpack for the trip to vegas on the motorcycle:  Will head down to the land of sparkly things and nice leather goods in about 3 hours

shave my head or let the stubble grow back????:  I WANT MY HAIR BACK!  lettin' it grow

go over to Santa Ana to buy some tear away visors to see the road really sharply:  4 hours

look ultra hott on my new bike and make the boys go, "wow":  ALWAYS!!!!!

get a good nights sleep for the ride to vegas around ten tomorrow morning:  Plan on it

whew wee, what a night.  awesome bike ride, excellent kiss good night, which turned into a very nice gentle sexual situation!

i am glad i get to sleep in.  ITS 3:30....lol

WHOO HOOO WHAT A RIDE!

i have always loved a rocket in my crotch!  so i bought a new italian crotch rocket this afternoon.  

you beefy boys can keep the harleys, i love the high frequency vibrations of my new Ducatti 848.  dont get me wrong, i am all for American muscle and all.  i mean i learned to ride on a sportster.  but holy crap this is going to be a fun weekend in vegas - the ride there and the ride back is going to be sicker than a dog lappin' up antifreeze, as a former Master would have said.

and the bonus, i even have a date with my sales person tonight for a beer.  

oh, boys, before you start gettin' all excited that i might go for a bike ride with you, the salesperson, yeah, its a girl named Kelly.

i am taking off for a long weekend out in the desert, well las vegas on friday, going to PARTY!

oh well, off for my run.  i hope the dog can keep up....lol

i just read something as i was browsing journals, and it really hit me.

"To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world."

my former Master, my original Master is in exactly that situation.  there is one person that means the world to Him, and she doesnt even know what she is missing.  i hope that they would discover how happy they would be together, because she really does mean the world to him.

juliette

so tomorrow i have a job interview, sorta at a yoga studio not far from where i live.  i really want to start teaching yoga again, even if it is only for a month before i leave for aussie land.

i am starting to become me again.

i seriously want to thank Mistress Katherine Elizabeth for letting me stay with her to figure out where i am and what i need to be doing.  i am not serving her, nor servicing her, she is my second Mistress, and the one who trained me to serve a woman correctly.  she will always be loved by me, but, the past is past. she also owns the Yoga Studio...lol.  her slave girl and slave boy are very fortunate to be owned by her.  

i came here to southern cali because it is warmer than the midwest.  i could have gone to chicago, burr cold, but has the team with the most awesome jersey in hockey, or i could have gone to texas, too many stupid men, but i came here to be with an old friend who would never turn her back on me.

there is someone else who has never turned his back on me.  my original Master, who outright trained me.  i talked to him at length today.  he recienty had surgery and really is making a strong recovery!  thank god.  i want to also publically thank him.  he is so correct about keeping myself centered and live my life for myself, until i find the right person to give my life to.

as with Mistress Katherine Elizabeth, whomever you come to own will also be very lucky.

now a couple of housekeeping things.

guys, get a clue, i have been hurt really badly, give a girl some time to heal, and just for the record, sending me notes about how i am so lucky to have the opportunity to enroll for free in your 5 step training program, that only makes me think you are a moron.  but it did make me giggle.  i also want to tell you, i have never, not once ever, actually submitted to anyone from CM.  i am here because i have some awesome friends, and i love, adore, and absolutely enjoy reading profiles and journals.  some are so funny, and others pretty deep and serious.

i do want to thank this entire community for your support, except for the strange freeky guys that are trying to get up into my slot, but they will never read this, and they dont have a chance of going there either.

oh, and i never did get to the beach today, but i am thinking a morning run along the beach will do an awesome thing for me, then that tripple carmel latte with whipped creme and....who and i kidding, then a couple of fruit handfuls of fruit.  i absolutely love frozen red seedless grapes!  a great way to cool down.

and no, i will not tell you where i am going to run, but i will have a dog with me, and a stun gun, LOL

i know it is only supposed to be 68 degrees today, but when all you have had is low thirty degree to high twenty degree weather for two months, yeah, i am heading to the beach, just for a long walk!

in just over a month, i have decided that this slave girl is going to australia and see some things, swim in the ocean and see what watersports really means, and play with the wildlife.  i may even get into the bush, oh, wait, maybe its shaved?

goodness, the time zone change is going to wipe me out for a few days!

as of 6:pm, this slave is no longer collared or owned.  betrayal on the level of that of this girls former owner goes beyond the limits of this lifestyle.

and for all of the male doms that are writing to congratulate my former owner on having me taken by a dog, fuck off sickos, it wasnt that, i would have endured that.

i will return to a former Master for a week or two for guidance and then i will begin to find my way again.

i was used in a way that i have never been used before this morning sexually.  i had always feared that i would be used and training begun in such a manner, now the most horrific fears have begun to come true.

my Owner is whom i serve, and i submit to His will and instructions.

i need to accept that i will be trained in this manner, and for this purpose.  i need to pull up my big girl pants and stop crying, as i have been crying for two hours, and be the good girl that my Owner expects me to be.  my slave sisters are forbidden to comfort me, as i need to deal with this myself.

even though i have lost respect for my Owner, he is still my Owner, and shall be for a very long time!  i need to accept that.

i am nothing without Ownership.

this journal entry was written by the command of this slaves Owner, and will hopefully calm this slave girl down.  it is not allowed to disclose what happened this morning.

slave girl juliette

end of the first quarter and my lions are winning IN THE PLAYOFFS!

how often am i going to be able to say that, first time in my entire life that i have been able to say that,

j

for reasons that are entirely my own....

so confused right at the moment.

this slave has been advised that it will be available for use again soon.  its Owner has requested that all inquiries about this slave girls use be made through this account.  if chosen you will receive a set of rules, that will not be broken.  this slaves use will be for a period of 30 hours non stop.  (that means that you will have access to this slaves body for 30 consecutive hours, it does not mean that you will use this slave for 30 hours non stop)

if female, you may have other males fuck any and all holes without rules or limits, males have rules and hard limits.

please relay your interest by sending a simple note with the sentence, "I wish to use the slave."  if you are chosen you will be contacted no later than january 20.  the use will take place within 7 days.

if you cannot travel to my location, central Ohio, do not bother.  use will take place at a hotel, motel, unless you are local, then use will take place at your location.

oh for fuck's sake.

i get a note, "So Slave, do you have yahoo?"

what is it with people that just dont get it.  my profile is pretty clear, I AM OWNED.  i cant be much more clear than that, but what the hell is with the yahoo thing?  i am an adult, i communicate in adult manners and ways.  typically that would be over the telephone or face to face.  why would a man who would want someone like me to take them seriously even suggest communication in such an obviously unmature manner.  i mean high school boys and girls, or middle school for that matter communicate in that manner.

but for all of you that insist on using yahoo, please read the following translation:

WTF!  WTF DOES THIS FUKER THINK HE IS DOING ASKN IF I YAHOO?  LIKE I WOULD EVER WANT A SHIRVELED UP DICK LIKE HIS, UNLESS MY MSTR ORDERED ME TO DO SO.

happy new year everyone,

julieette

i received a note a little while ago that i will take another beating from my Owner at ten o'clock in the morning.  i will be restrained and will accept it.  my slave girl sisters will witness, for i am to be beaten for something they are responsible for.  i love my Master most when he beats me, for i am property.  i am for nothing but Masters purpose.

i love my Master most when he punishes me.  i love my Master most when he punishes me, for it is not my place to question why this slave girl is being punished, my Owner knows why, and therefore, i willingly accept any and all punishments and beatings without question.

thank you Sir

So, i received alot of notes about the 12 sexual days of the holiday season, and now that it is all over with, WHEW, WHAT A TIME!

sometimes i served along with one or two of my slavegirl sisters, other times, alone, other times, with total strangers who i now consider slavegirl sisters.  i have grown as a slave, as a woman, and i am better for it.  i must tell you that being unwrapped as an x-mas gift was one of the most thrilling and anxiety filled mornings that i have ever had, but it was wonderful.  the Masters and Mistresses that i served and serviced were amazing, and it was something that i will never forget!

i must say, i am one well fucked slave girl, and i am throughly looking forward to new years eve, when i will renew many of the relationships that i have found myself reciently missing with my newly found slave girl sisters, as new years eve will be held here in my Owners home, and as we are preparing for the party, i am quite excited, and a little more than aroused by the anticipation of what will take place....

slave

you know, i could really get used to the 12 days, lol.

i stole an open hour to check on my former Master, and for everyone that wrote to ask, and send prayers and well wishes his way, he will make a full recovery, and it really is a Christmas Miracle, because of the tumor, he was only days away from death.  thank you all so much again.

now this slave girl will be fully engaged in her duties for the next week or so!

juliette

thinking about a former Master that is an amazing person that is undergoing neurosurgery right at this moment, sending lots of hopes and prayers out to him!

i found out tonight that i will be playing a part of the 12 days of the holiday season.  where i, my slave girl sisters, and 9 other slave girls are shared between 6 Doms and Masters, sometimes one on one, sometimes 3 on one.  this shall commence at noon, and continue for twelve days!  

i shall be one well fucked and well used slave girl.

Merry Christmas everyone, and a very Happy New Year,

julie

i love where i am.  i love where i am in my life, where i love, where i get fucked, and where my life is centered, but somedays, like this friday, i wish i was someplace else!

oh, one other thing, i love feeling cum in my asshole from my Master and His friends!  i am honored.

some days, i love wearing CUM all day long, i am sure some of you know how that feels and what i am talking about.

Pretty worried about a former Master who has a brain tumor.  

It is pretty big, and I am really scared for him.  

So if you could take just a second away from your own pursuits of sexual pleasure, and remember that some people need some happy thoughts, or positive energy, or dare I even say it, prayers, I would appricate it.

Juliette

i am being loaned to a Dom that is here today, i have been instructed to go and get dressed but not cleaned up, as i will be taken to his place tonight for his exclusive use. slave will travel to his place wearing a jacket, and a pair of shorts and shoes. this girl will obey its Owner, and will be returned to its Owner sunday evening.  

girl will enjoy the feeling of Cum on its body until it is given permission to clean up.

it will be allowed to check in occasionally, and for the moment feels safe.

just so you all know, the apple, mince meat, and pumpkin pies are done, a special thank you to the Master who trained me for his grandmothers mincemeat recipie, and the sweet potato pie is going in in fifteen minutes.  all of the bread is about to go into the brick oven outside on the patio.  the corn is being husked by my sister lori, and my other slave girl sister is finishing up the honey baked ham, so people will have a choice.  dinner will be absolutely ready at the halftime of the football game between the lions and the packers, the guests with their slave girls and subbies should be arriving in 38 minutes, so, i think we have it under control, and all of it accomplished with no spankings and only one ass fucking, LOL.

slave girl and its slave sisters are up, and about to put the turkey in the oven, start baking the breads and pies, and have a wonderful morning slaving over a hot stove and oven, i guess it is a good thing that we are all naked, except for our shoes.  we just wanted to share.

slave is prepared to serve thanksgiving dinner to its Owners guests, then slave is prepared to be taken and used at will by its Owners guests, and will service all of them enthuastically.

slave has one purpose, to serve all whom it is ordered to service.

i hate waiting, but when i am instructed to do so, that is what i do.

so this is the last straw!!!

i have been called a fake, i have been called a liar, i have been told that my photos arent mine, that they are not me, that they are some girl in estonia, that i am some girl from the phillipines, (that one was a reach even for me), russia, france, germany, that i am not in ohio, that i am not in michigan, that i am in arizona, texas, and my main photo was taken at the alamo, that, That, and THAT!

what do you care.  do you feel better?  you write me little notes, then block me from responding, or worse, you do not even have a profile photo.  who are you to judge me?  

if you need to make yourself feel important by trying to make others feel badly about themselves, well, then you are just a mean person, and i know who i am.  i know where i am, how i arrived at my current station in this little life that i am experiancing, and i am not on this planet to be judged by you.  that will happen when i achieve the next plane of existence.  

all you do is make yourself look silly, and trust me, you had no shot with me, I AM OWNED, BRANDED, AND TATTOOED!  get over it.  every night i sit at the dinner table with my slave sisters and my Owner and we celebrate dinner.  we talk, we laugh, we listen, we communicate, and WE are a family, they love me for who i am, not what i look like, and they know that the girl in the pics, well that is the girl sitting with them, even if the girl has her head shaved, and is shamed at the moment.

so shut up about what you think, because what you think has as much meaning to me as a bull shitting on your head....  the people that mean something to me know exactly where i came from, and are happy that i am here, and you know what, so am i.

i wish to formally thank my Owner for the nice surprise today when the second person that i serviced was a female, she was exquisite, and i would do anything she asked, anytime she asked.

the first CM person that i serviced was a typical male from this site, except with worse teeth than most of the men on this site, and i have a suspicion that he was a very angry person, and had there not been limits, i think he would have beat my face to a pulp just because he could.  he was fat, usgly, (no that is not a typo, it is beyond ugly, even beyond fugly), and very much not a Dom and most definately not a Master, just someone that liked to call themselves that so they can have kinky sex.  he brought along his submissive girl and i was shocked to see her with him.  she was in her early to mid twenties and certainly did not want to be present, nor did she want to be with him.  but she did as ordered.  Imagine Hagrid from Harry Potter without the good looking qualities and without hair.

poor thing, he really was trying hard, but he really isnt anything any woman, slave, subbie, or even the most desperate goat would want trying to stick his tiny weenie up inside them.  personally i think he practices on goats.

one other thing, about him, when women tell you size doesnt matter, we are lying because you have a small dick.  what was worse for this pathetic creature, he couldnt keep it up, and it was small to begin with.  he had to use his hand like a cock ring to maintain his errection.

Master instructed me to post what i thought about my two experiances, and now i have done so.

julie

tomorrow is my big day that i will be used by two strangers from this website.  they have passed the STD screening, and my Owner has spoken with both over the telephone several times.

i was fully groomed and waxed by my slave girl sisters, and i think i am mentally prepared.

we shall see.

there is no such thing as a poly house if you are a slave, only if you are a submissive, or live in Utah.

if you are a slave, the Master decides how many slaves there shall be.  some may come and go occasionally, but as a slave you are property, and therefore not subject to the opinion of a poly household, and if you wish to live this way or not.  if there is more than one slave, if there isnt more than one slave, it is not your decision, nor is it your decision as to if you interact with the other slaves present.

j

i want to thank my slave girl sister Jen, who has some amazing photos on CM by the way, for all of the advice that she has given to me over the past two weeks.  she has helped me put things into perspective and gain greater insights about who i am, both as a woman, and a slave girl, as well as helping me to discover some things about the situation that i am in, as well as what i expect in a Master.  she helped me reach the conclusions that i have reached, and she has helped me understand the why behind those decisions.

Jen, i will always have your back!

slave girl julie

this worthless whore was pulled from her cage at 5:45 this morning by its Master and fucked silly up its ass.  it was honored and thrilled to once again take its Master into its body.  feel his cum flowing into me, making it know that Master will once again used it, if even occasionally.  it was informed that it will once again be allowed into Masters bed, and will be loved and taken again.  its slave girl sisters are now once again speaking to it.  it has been forgiven for its transgression, however it is not allowed to leave the property alone, and it has been placed into a chasity belt.  any time it wishes to use the bathroom, it will have to be supervised, and it will in the near future continue to be taken and used as further retrubuition as a form of reminding this worthless whore of what its place and purpose truly is. 

it wishes to thank Master for His kindness and forgiveness, and will do all in its power to once again earn the title of slave girl.

worthless whore

worthless slut whore will be used again this evening, and thanks its Master and Owner for allowing it to be used and taken in the manner that it will be, by whomever He has so graciously chosen.

worthless slut

this worthless slut is again learning what it forgot, and this past weekend was full of lessons that were humilating, some painful, but underneath it all this worthless slut thanks its Master!

worthless slut has been given a task for the evening.  its slave sister is taking it to the salon this afternoon to have its makeup and manicure, and pedicure, no hairstyle is necessary, as its head was shaved smooth again this morning.

worthless slut will them serve all who attend Masters party this evening as a cocktail waitress, and nothing more.  it will be naked, and on display.  it will have a sign attached to its back, but worthless slut will not know what it says, nor does it matter.  worthless slut shall also wear a posture collar.

this worthless whore begs the forgiveness of its Master, slave sisters, and the others that it hurt through its actions, and misdeeds.  it humbly apologizes to those that it hurt and betrayed, including its Master, slave sisters, friends in the life, and the Master that trained it, as well as one other.

it is suffering the humilation of posting publicly that it is a worthless slut, and a whore that is not worthy of the title slave.

this worthless whore hopes that Master will keep it, and not banish it, or worse dismiss it for the horrible event that this worthless slut participated.

worthless slut

this worthless whore was informed a moment ago to post that one of the avaliable slots for my usage has been filled, the time slot that this worthless slut will be used will be from 9:00am - 12:00pm.  there is one other time slot that must be filled, according to the rules laid out by Master here in this sluts journal, from 2:00pm - 5:00pm.  it looks forward to the opportunity to provide service to whatever total stranger will have their way with this worthless slut.

this worthless slut was taken today for its Masters pleasure.  it does not know how many took this slut, nor where worthless slut was, as it had been hooded before it was lead out of the house.

it thanks Master for the lessons that this worthless slut should only be concerned with Masters wishes, as it has no wishes, or anything else.  it thanks Master for the cum it felt inside of its body, and on its body.

worthless whore must go into its cage now and await further use anytime Master wishes, however, whenever, where ever Master wishes.

this whore needs to learn that its place is to serve, UNSELFISHLY

posted as instructed

it needs to learn its place, and to learn this lesson it has been instructed to post that it will be available for use here in my Masters and sole Owners home for the period of three hours on saturday november 12th.  its owner will choose two individuals for the opportunity to use this worthless slave girl whore free of charge, as it is a worthless and selfish slut that is not worth the price of rental.  the event will be witnessed by its slave girl sisters as a measure of safety.  Master has established the following rules, you must provide a current HIV test result, no later than 10 days old, you will use a condom, there shall be no piss play, scat play, face slapping, caning, or beating.  you may cum on its face, eyes, body, etc., its cunt and asshole will be open and available, however if Master chooses a female, then all of the above rules are to be ignored, and the female Dom will have her own rules and no witnesses.

it has also been allowed to state that it hopes that the sutors who send a note wishing for the use of this worthless whores body will be attractive, and hopefully female.  it deserves this use, and hopes that whomever uses its body will provide a lesson to it that it is slave and has no say whatsoever about anything, no rights, and is property and nothing more valuable than a lamp or a chair.

these are the criteria that it has been instructed to post, you must be between the ages of 32 - 50, no exceptions.  you must provide some form of valid identification, drivers license, state id, passport, etc, to prove who you are, and verify the HIV test.  you must be clean, as in, bodily cleanliness.  you must not be bald.  those are its Masters rules, not this worthless whore.  

just send a note that says you are interested in using this worthless whores body, to this worthless sluts CM account and Master will make His choice within the next 10 days.  if you are one of the lucky two, you will be contacted with a phone number to contact Master.

thank you for your consideration and the opportunity to service you

worthless slut slave

even though the game was a loss, it was an amazing time the two of us shared....thanks to all who wrote.

by the way, even great teams have losses, and the way SF celebrated their victory, that says alot about all those who face the detroit lions.

i am so happy today,

my Lions scored 23 unanswered points and then won in OT, and my Owner is loaning me and one of my slave girl sisters out for the evening.  very nice.

slave girl julie

i found out this morning that a dear friend of mine died yesterday.  i will miss occasionally talking to him, and how whatever was on my mind was his primary concern.

i wish - other than Master - i could find a person as loyal to me as that doggie was.

there are times that i absolutely HATE knowing what will happen before it does, and sometimes, like today, i am very pleased that something is going to happen.  congrats dude, you earned it.

in the parlance of the film classic Star Wars:

I sense a presence, a great disturbance in the force.......

but it will play out the way that it is supposed to....LOL

whew, sometimes i hate being a slave girl, sometimes not, but knowing that i am here to serve my Master is what makes my heart warm.  it is who i am, not what i am.  i have been a table, chair, footstool, dining table, and cum repository for both male and female.

i was talking to a slave girl this past weekend and it says it makes her so mad when her Master just cuts her off in mid sentence and starts talking, i asked why.  i am not here for my pleasure, of course some parts are fun, but i am here to SERVE MY MASTER, FOR HIS PLEASURE!

either you are a slave girl or your are a subbie personality that enjoys kinky sex.

whew, i am spent, almost an entire week of sexual service to Master and his friends, my sister slave girls, and the friends slave girls had quite a week.  i enjoyed it all, except for one thing, but i still complied without hesitation.  i never thought that i would ever say that i really could go a week or two without use, but i think i would like a break...lol.

okay, this was wierd.  when i write things in my journal about people, that are friends of mine in real life and i have met them face to face, and have their numbers programed into my cell phone, it doesnt mean that i am writing about people here on CM.  this is my journal, and i write about things that occur in real life, but they are posted here.  please do not think that i am talking about you, just because you have an account on CM, or because you know someone that i know.

juliette

i love football and am a huge football fan, i found the most difficult part of my punishment so far to be that Master and my slave sisters were watching the games all weekend on the NFL Network, and my cage was turned so that i could not see the television, or, something was placed directly in front of my cage so that i could not see the television.  that hurt me worse than any other part of my punishment so far, espically the detroit and cincinatti game, i really wanted to watch that one, as i think the Lions are poised to make a run into the post season.

it humbly apologizes for its transgression.

it promises to never interfear with others, or their lives together.

it accepts and appricates the beating that it earned.

it apologizes to Master for its direct disobediance.

it apologizes to its sisters for making them witness the punishment that it recieved.

it accepts the caging that it shall recieve for the next ten days.

it thanks Master for the time allowed outside of the cage for the next ten days.

it accepts the business pan inside of the cage for the next ten days.

it accepts the chastity belt it is now wearing for the next twenty days.

it accepts and appricates the daily beatings for the next ten days as a continued punishment.

it accepts and appricates the position of slave, and it thanks and appricates the caring that its Master provides in caring enough to correct through corporal punishment.

it is property, with no more value than a lamp, a chair, a car, a house, an object that only gains value through its Master who resides inside of the mind, body, spirit, tits, ass, and cunt, and only has life in its body to serve Master, and Master alone, breath in its lungs to serve Master, a heartbeat in its chest only to serve Master, for the rest of its life.  for only Master gives slave a value through service.

it was so happy yesterday to feel the excitement and pain as the TSR bar code was tattooed directly under its branding at the base of its skull.  its head is being kept shaved for one year after the collaring cermony, and it is honored.  it throughly enjoys the twice weekly head shavings performed by its slave girl sisters, and the total body groom once per week supervised by its Master, the combination of the waxing, and the shaving is wonderful.  it knows what baby smooth really is.  all of the hair on its body, from toes to head, except for its eyebrows, and the genital and anal waxing is amazing, not that it has hair around its anus, but the anticipation of the sudden pain is exquisite.  it also appricates the five whacks on each ass cheek after the shaving, performed by Master to remind it of who is in charge, is spectacular.  though it is not a pain slut, it demonstrates to it that Master owns and controls it, totally and fully, and the strapping performed instantly after the waxing of its bottom allows the pain of preventive correction to rest throughout its entire body.

it thanks its protector for the placement that has caused it to experiance so much happiness, and its Master for the caring and love.

this has been bothering me, so i will just lay it all out there........

so i have a friend, and his job can be a bit.....uhm.....dangerous.  he is traveling to work this weekend, and the last time i had this kind of a feeling, well lets just say, it was bad.  please be careful working this weekend!

i know that he occasionally reads this, and i cant call him, because he is asleep right now, because he is leaving at O'Dark thirty.

okay, now my confession, i am intituitive some say psychic.  no i will not read you, i only read people that i know, and i usually never tell them what i feel, think, or see.  the only exception is when it is really necessary, but i promised this friend to never tell him when i see danger.

it really burns my bacon strips when one friend allows someone to take advangage of him, and really will end up hurting him down the road if he keeps allowing it

Ever see a train wreck?  You know how you juSt cannot stop watching?  Well, someday, soon I think, that is going to happen to two people very close to me, and it will not be pretty, he will be fine, she will be shattered and broken, and she only has herself to blame.

it is getting read to teach it's first Hot Yogaclass of the day, 10 more of these today, 10 tomorrow, and 10 wednesday, when it is about 100* outside, maybe we should move the classes to the parking lot...lol

many have asked what it's limits are.....it has no limits.  the only limits are set by it's Owner....literally.

it

it was asked to clear it's work schedule for the entire weekend, fri, sat, sun.  it complied and was informed that it would be accompying Master for the weekend to Chicago for an event that Master is scheduled to participate.  it plans on making Master proud.  Master and it will not be joined by it's slave sisters, it is very proud that Master thinks so highly of it.

it

it has promised to post a journal entry about the night that it was collared, the branding, etc.  it appricates your patience, however it's time is no longer it's own to manage, so please be patient.  it has been told not to post the entry until Master has reviewed and edited out parts that are not to be shared.  the parts that are not to be shared will have an, "*," in place of the letters or words.  Master has already informed it that some details will have to go.

on an unrelated note, it is flattered by the requests that it pass along your interest to use it.  Master is sharing it, and yesterday when Master had a friend over to His house it was commanded to give Master's friend a blow job as a welcome, then it knelt in the corner with Master's friends cum on it's face for three hours, or more.  you all should know that it has been instructed not to pass along requests to Master for it's use.  Master does not have a collarme account.  Master is very particular about who uses it, and Master chooses, not it, and certainly not you.  it's use is by invitation only.

now off to work at the yoga studio.

it

Master is out of town on an overnight business trip.  it's slave sisters and it recieved an envelope and it's slave sisters and it went to different parts of the house to open our instructions.  it's instructions have made it very wett, and it just spied one of it's slave girl sisters putting on a strap on harness.  it wonders where it's other slave girl sister is.

it loves it's new family.

it

last night was wonderful, but the highlight of it's night was after, when Master walked up to it, hugged it, and said that He was so very proud of it.  Master told it to bathe, and cleanse it's holes, then took it to His bed, alone, just the two of us.  several times throughout the night it was awakened to satisfy Master's needs.

it is so proud to have this wonderful Man as it's Owner.  thank you Master!

it

stealing a quick moment for itself.  Master is hosting a picnic for the Fourth of July with some lifestyle friends today.  it, it's slave sisters, and two additional slave girls are to serve food, wait on the Masters and Mistresses in attendence, and provide sexual service as directed.  it is to be given a place of honor during the mealtime, later this afternoon, to have it's branding shown off, it's hair will be in a pony and suspended from the cieling, spreader bar between ankles, wrists attached to thigh cuffs, posture collar holding it's head in position.

it is so very honored!!!

HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY AND INDEPENDENCE DAY, LET US NEVER FORGET THE SACRAFICES LAID DOWN BY THOSE BEFORE US!!!

it

it loves waking up with a slave girl sister, so nice to eat a cunt in the morning.

it

it shall never forget last night.  the sizzle, the smell, and the pain of the brand.  the collar placed around it's neck.  a new name given and recieved.  the sexual satisfaction taken with it's body.

it has always been slave, it just is.  it was trained, it has served, but until last night, it was not complete.

thank you to it's slave girl sisters.  THANK YOU MASTER FOR ALLOWING A HUMBLE SLAVE GIRL INTO YOUR HOME, AND YOUR LIFE, FOR THE REST OF IT'S LIFE.

it

For all to know, it is slave.

owned property

it

Master will brand it tomorrow night at ten in the evening.  it will be caged from 10 tonight until then, except for several breaks.  it's slave sisteers have the same brand, and then it will be collared.  it has seen both the branding iron and the collar it will wear.  it is excited more than nervious.

it's slave sisters have been given specific instructions prior to tomorrow evening, as far as preparations.

it has been informend that it will be taken this evening prior to caging.

after the branding ad collaring, there will be a party where all invited may partake of it's body.  it understands that there will be eight in attendence, including Master and slave sisters.

it is very excited and happy!

it

Master had a friend over to His home last night and as it's slave sisters served dinner it was commanded to get under the table and perform oral on the friend.  later in the evening it serviced the friend with it's anus.

oh how happy it is.

it

was so wonderful to wake up in it's slave slsters arms this morning.  there is nothing like having a wonderful cunt in it's mouth, and it's cunt in hers for about an hour, and she really does know how to work an anus.

it

tonight after it returned home from the yoga studio, it was given enemas from my slave girl sisters and then caged while Master played with it's slave girl sisters, then it was taken up my ass repetedly, dildo, strapon, and cock. 

one of it's slave girl sisters and it has been excused for the evening.

it loves being used as a slave girl should be again.  it wants to thank it's former Protector for finding it such happiness,

it

waking my Master up with my mouth, then kissing my slave sister is a wonderful feeling!

i love teaching yoga, even if some of my new students are not focused...lol

off to teach my first yoga class, so excited!  Life Is Good

it is so good to be a true slave girl again, and to be treated as such.

while Master was a work today my slave sisters and i had a lazy sexual day of discovery in bed together, i love her freckles, and i love the way she tastes,  i so forgot how wonderful a strap on feels.

slave girl julie

It feels safe, It feels home.

My protector just called me, he has had a two and a half hour phone conversation with the poly family in Ohio.  I am traveling to them tonight.  I am to pack my things and go to them, tonight, and arrive in the morning for my tiral period to commence.  If all is as said that it will be, then I shall commence the trial period.  A good frined of mine in the lifestyle is following me in their vehicle to escort me, and make sure that all is as has been presented.  WOW, this is happening fast, but I am so excited, aroused emotionally and physicaly, and sad to be leaving my protector.  I thought that it would have been at least another week, but as a slave girl, i have no say.

slave girl julie

Breakfast with the poly family and my protector was wonderful and I am going to be traveling to them for a 4 - 6 week trial period within the next 10 - 14 days.  I am pretty excited.

I want to thank my protector for taking the time to get to know them and for making me feel safe.  This is the fourth poly style household that has been considered, and it is true, if you take you time, you realize that you dont make as many mistakes.  There was the pretend poly household in Wisconsin, with the slave girl that really should be a Domme, there was the poly house in Oregon that just wants to inflict pain, there was the poly household in Minnesota - well that one is just way out there.  Different strokes for different folks, but under it all, whatever happened to the premise that this lifestyle is supposed to be open, honest, and fun.

Thanks to my protector!

slave girl julie

Whew, just made the 11:30 curfew that my protector made for me, with 4 minutes to spare.

I have not had a curfew since i was in high school, it made me giggle.

Anyway, I had the best time this evening, and i really think that we have laid down a foundation.

I am having breakfast with them in the morning, and we will talk some more before they travel back to Ohio.

I really hope that my trial period will start soon, they are very nice people, honest people, and people that I would enjoy having them use me, and would be an honor to serve the Master of the poly household, and do as he commands.

Slave Girl Julie

SOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooo,

lunch went great, and they seem sane.  They have a home, and they all live there together, not two traveling back and forth.  The slave girl and I seem to have hit it off and they are taking me out for the evening for dinner and drinks, then maybe some dancing.  There will be no playtime tonight, which is okay, but there is plenty of time for that in the future.

Slave Girl Julie

My protector just called me and informed me that I am to have lunch with Him and meet a Master, his wife and slave girl, and their additional slave girl for this afternoon.  They live in Ohio and have driven up to meet me.  That is all that I know, but I am very excited, emotionally and sexually.  I am to ask any and all questions, and I am free to be myself.

It is a lunch meeting, and not a fuck meeting.  Just thought that I would clarify.

I will write more later.

slave girl julie

I want to thank the many females that have complimented my profile, and a few males too.  The rest of you, bugger off.  That being said, I have edited out the word Brain from my profile, after I recieved a photo of a penis sitting atop of a brain.

slave girl julie

just to be clear here.

i have a profile here on CM because i enjoy browsing profiles and reading journals.  i really am not seeking a Master or Owner, there is someone in my life that will decide where i shall go and who i will do next, i am a slave girl, with a protector that i have asked, a long time ago to find me a placement.

if you are rejected, do not keep writing me and whining about it it only makes you look weak and silly, and reveals that you really are not what you pretended to be.

you were rejected because it would not be a good fit for me, it has nothing to do with you, except under a couple a rare circumstances.

i am not going to travel to india, russia, japan, (espically japan), england, or anyplace outside of the United States.  yes i enjoy the great outdoors, but i will not live in a tent or a cage.  you will have to be able to support a slave girl.  that does not mean living in the lap of luxury, that means provide me with the basic essentials, food, shelter of some sort, etc.  if you want someone to live as a dog, a horse, a cow, or anything other than a human, 24/7 for the rest of my life, there is something seriously wrong with you, go and get help.  if you think that you are tough as nails and a real mans man, go away, trust me, you really have no chance with me, as i would turn the tables on you so fast you will not know what happened.  if you get your pebbles off by beating women to empower yourself, just because you can, go away, you are just a little boy who was picked on in school.  if you are hideously ugly physically obese, or enjoy knocking back 18 beers starting around 10 in the morning and ending around 2 in the afternoon, go away.  how could i ever respect you, when you do not have respect for yourself or your body?  if you cannot pass a criminal background check do not bother to contact me.  this lifestyle is supposed to be absolutely honest, and absolutely fun.  i do not care how much money you do or do not have, i care about who you are as a person.

i am not looking for prince charming, i am looking for a good, honest, and decient man.  of course i will join your poly family, as long as your poly family is a true poly family.

i do not expect to just be used sexually and not contribute.  my earnings will become yours, i teach yoga and i am a personal trainer, however, i will not support you.  i am not a stripper or a prostitute, i am a slave girl, please do not forget that.  i will eagerly clean your house spotlessly, as cleaning is actually a fetish of mine, espically if i am doing so naked.  your dinner will be on the table every night at exactly 7:00PM and it will be delicious, but it will be healthy, including a dessert.  if you order me to eat out of a bowl on the floor, of course i will do so, but i wont be happy about it.

a relationship between a Master and a slave girl is just that, A RELATIONSHIP. 

so, get past the outside, and understand that yes there is a person inside of my body, living, breathing, THINKING, person, and before you contact me, you need to think, so yeah, she may be fun to fuck, but what are we going to do the other 17 hours of the day.  my Protector has a saying, "The kink is not the lifestyle, it is the bonus."

if you contact me, please remember that i am unowned, that doesnt mean that you will own me, and please remember, who i go and serve, hopefully for the rest of my life, will be decided by someone else, however i will have some influence.  i am a slave girl, but you need to remember, i will not be the slave of someone that i cannot respect, and a man that i respect will decide where and who i will go to.

slave girl julie

SO, a loser who messaged me has blocked me and declared that i am a dude.  he was rejected because he talked in his profile about how many slave girls he has had, but they have ALL been amiciable break ups.

okay, red flag number 1, how many slave girls?  aparently this person cannot provide stability.

red flag number 2, amicable break ups?????  WTF  there are no break ups in this lifestyle.  there are dismissals, there is being excused, there is being banished, there is breaking the collar.  but last time i checked, there are no breakups.

then, after the vanilla boy poser sends me not one, but two e-mails about how he would have been great for me, he blocks me.

so vanilla boy poser, since i am a dude, what the hell am i going to do when i am at my gyno appointment tomorrow?

so vanilla boy poser, what the hell did i do this afternoon at the salon?

so vanilla boy poser, why the fuck do i buy tampons?

oooh, let me guess, i am going to the gyno because i am a dude with a medical fetish, and i loved the mani/pedi today, and oh yeah, that brazilian wax, well if i would have had a penis, that would have been slightly awkward, and i must buy tampons because instead of buying toilet paper to wipe my ass, i shove a tampon up there?

really?  really?  you block me because you know that this slave girl would turn the tables on you so fast it would make your head spin and your balls ache.

some people are just immature fucktards?

slave girl julie

Gawd, so bored, i wish someone would order me into the mount position and take my ass.

and i actually know the someone that i am referring to, so please dont blow up my bulk mail folder, not that it really matters

round and round they go and where they stop no one knows, LOL

and yeah, this post will only make sense to about 4 people

safe

safe

safe

safe

safe, about to go to dinner

safe

Safe

safe, thank you for the phone consultation Sir

i am to serve,

slave girl julie

yellow, but safe

safe

i am a slave, but i am still a human, and deserve the respect due to a human.

slave girl julie

to be used again is wonderful.  to be a true slave girl again is wonderful, thank you and kudos to my protector, and my Master.

slave girl julie

WHOO, HOO, i just got off of the phone with my protector, and i was informed that he may have a poly family with their own slave girl that he is considering placing me with on a trial basis.

i am slave, i am here to serve,

slave girl julie

last night was awesome!!!!

unfortunately i had to return home early due to a family emergency with the Mistress i was serving.

i am sure all will be well, however to be a true slave girl again was exhilarating!!!

it s what i am,

slave girl julie

safe

my Protector has instructed me to travel to serve a Mistress and her slave girl this weekend.  i will be on and off of the computer over the weekend. 

it is my honor to serve, as it is my purpose,

slave girl julie

The wonderful man that I have been under the protection of and I were talking tonight about what is to become of my life in the near future.  I shared with him my concerns, my wants, my desires, he listened, then spoke softly and calmly.  He then hand wrote a note, came into the bedroom that I occupy and placed it on the pillow next to me.  I reached for it and he said, wait until i depart.

The following is the contents of the note.....

____________________________________________

Earlier this evening, the slave girl under my protection asked when it would be time, I said, “Soon.”

It Is Time

It is time for you to begin again.  Begin to serve, begin to become a slave girl again.  Everything that a slave girl means will again happen.  it is time to begin to live your life as a slave girl again.  To hold onto the reality of your Master or your Mistress, and realize that your entirety is no longer your own.  For without the proper ownership, you are nothing.  That is what a slave girl is.

A slave girl knows her place, and knows how to live within her place, within her own skin, so to speak.  Your limits are your owners limits.  Your being in your owners presence is your absolute honor. 

You have been trained, so long ago, and it is time to leave the nest, time to leave the safety of protection and begin anew.  With a new owner.  The owner will be honest, kind, strong, demanding.  The owner will be experienced.  The owner will be of my choosing.

Your service to this owner will be a reflection of your life with me.  Your new owner will be pleased with your obedience, and service.  For in this service, you honor me.

In this honor you will hold yourself to a higher standard, you will hold yourself to my standard.

The standard that you serve, and service your new owner will be my pleasure and my pride, my pride in your training, my pride in your obedience, my pride in you.

You are a slave, you are to serve, and you will make me proud, and know always in your heart, that you are my slave, and your service is to me, for you will always carry me in your heart, and you in mine.

Master, Owner, Friend.

Now, do your job.

_______________________

He is and forever will be the man that i love, the man that i serve, the man that owns me, the man that will forever in my heart I will call, MASTER

all i have to say, is just when you have thought that you have read it all, heard everything, seen everything, you realize that there is a level of depravity that is beyond words.

exhibit A, the e-mail that i just read...  you guys be the judge.

all i have to say, is jsut when you have thought that you have read it all, heard everything, seen everything, you realize that there is a level of depravity that is beyond words.

exhibit A, the e-mail that i just read...  you guys be the judge.

There are many things that I have learned from my protector.  I have learned that the life is not the kink, that the kink is the bonus.  I have learned to be absolutely honest with everyone, espically myself.  I have learned to trust, espically myself.  I have learned that I may not understand what the Masters motives are, but Master will always know best, and have my best interests at heart, because in the end, I will know and understand that Masters motives are to make me a better slave girl.  I have learned that no matter what, through it all, there are very few things that I will have control over, but in giving up control to Master, I am living the life that it is my purpose to live.  I have learned that when a slave makes a promise, she must follow through on it.  I have learned that I was, and will forever always be titled, and named, SLAVE, and as I walk through this journey called life, I may cast my eyes downward, but I will always hold my head high as a slave.

i wish you all well,

slave girl julie

it is a total frickin mystery to me why little boys pretending to be all grown up men, will send you friend requests without ever messaging you.  i would ask for someone to explain that to me, but i would get a bunch of justifications from a whole other group of little boys pretending to be men.

Some nights, when I wake up, a little scared, like a scared little girl, I hold my pillow, and then force myself to relax, knowing that my protector will be there if I call out.  Thank you.  I know that it will soon be time for me to move on, and when I do, I will carry you with me, forever, always knowing that all that I have to do is call out to you, and you will always protect me.

--slave girl julie

I read something yesterday from another sub/slave girls journal, and it really hit home with me.

she wrote.....

Word to the wise:  Just because he says "you belong to me" doesn't mean he loves you.

i learned this lesson the hard way, a little boy that pretended to be a man, that pretended to be a master. 

there is a fine line between use, and abuse. 

yes, i belonged to him, but when i called my former Master and told Him i was in distress, he dropped everything, came and got me, ignoring the protests of the little boy, took me to the hospital, cared for me, has held me in his strong arms while i cried over the loss of my baby at the hands of that little bastard, soothed me while my brusies subsided, and stood beside me when i had to endure the legal process of that pretend dom.

he has protected me since he rescued me, looked out for me, fed and clothed me, kept me from not making mistakes, and the entire time, even thugh i have offered myself to Him, wanted to feel His power and control over me, He has not once used my body sexually, because He knows that it would not be what i really need, even though i crave it so.

i am to be used again, by both male and female, but i know that i will be kept safe, and protected, that this use is necessary for me, and that i shall submit and comply.

yes, just because you belong to someone, does not mean that they love you, or care for or about you, but sometimes, every once in a while, a Master comes along that actually puts the needs of the slave girl ahead of his or her own, and even though from the outside it appears that the Master is selfish, the role of the Master is much more dificult than that of the slave.  all the slave has to do is follow, the Master needs to lead.  and finding a leader is difficult.

thank you all for your support and kindness in this difficult time that i have endured.

slave girl julie

getting back into the swing of things, and feeling pretty good about myself.

thank you for all of your well wishes.

slave girl julie

so actually going to work out this morning, 2 hours of cardio and strength training, then 42 minutes of hot yoga

this is going to kick my ass

j

hello everyone,

i just recieved a piece of CM Mail, and i have to say, well you decide,,,,,

I a powerful, confident,creative,and witty dom, who has a firm grip on reality. I am controlling and demanding but I always remain in control of myself. Out going and charming and physically and psychologically in control. Not threaten by a womans courage or her intelligence, and see these traits as admirable assets for the woman I choose. I am someone you can feel empowered to surrender yourself to and feel energized and elated about your submission. JT

my reply was simple,

oh thank you, i needed a good laugh,

julie

I read something today.

Dreams are like butterflies, there are a million different ones, and each one is different.

My dreams are changing, and my life has forever been altered, but I am still me. 

Such bright sunshine today, a day full of hope and promise

slave girl julie

preg update....

i love my friends and family, and i appricate all of the well wishes.  i feel i need to post that i lost the baby.  these things happen, and this is life.  it still hurts.  i would appricate you not sending condolances, and just allow me to hurt and heal and work through this difficult time with my friends and family.

thank you,

Julie

preg update....

i wrote asking if anyone knew why popcorn was making me hurl, and i recieved some nice responses, but it wasnt the popcorn that made me hurl, it was the jalopieno pepper, mayo, mustard, yellow and brown, peanut butter balogna, and bacon sandwich i had about two hours earlier, and i hate jap peppers BTW, lol, but i just had to have them.

PREG UPDATE

does anyone know why i cant eat popcorn?  i hurl, big time.

preg update

ARGH, WHAT THE FRACK HAPPENED, I FEEL LIKE I AM A BLOATED BEACHED WHALE

The other day Master came home with a fetal heart monitor.  You can buy them online, or as Master did, Babys r us.

Amazing to hear the heartbeat every night.  I can listen for hours.  But it seems to me that the heartrate has a strange echo maybe there is more than one, oh boy!

this morning i hate being preg, so sick this morning, but i know i will love ti this afternoon.  i am really hoping to hear my babys heartbeat for the first time at my docs appointment!

yea!!!!!!!!!!!!!, i was able to give my Master his morning blow job and i didnt hurl.  oh happy day. 

i know, that sounds so wrong, LOL

the following in an e-mail note that i sent to a fellow slave girl here on CM, i am using it as a preg update.

it really isnt that my tummy is sick, i will smell something and blammo, i hurl.  coffee espically.  i loved taking coffee to my Master every morning.  now i cant even make it, the smell just makes me blow.

but just waking up in the morning has been better the past few days has been better, as the morning sickness is subsiding for now.

the one thing that i am having trouble with is that i am not able to swallow my Masters cum, and for the past couple of days i have not been able to give Him head, as cum or the smell of it makes me violently ill.  so i have participated in Master receiving head from my slave sister, who is there to pleasure Master during my pregnancy.  i asked my OB straight out if i was not going to be able to go down on my Master for the entire preg, he said most likely.

i am being fucked vaginally and anally daily multiple times, and i really enjoy eating my slave sister in the middle of the night, waking her up to do so.

anyway, it really is not as bad as i am making it out to be.

you take care of you,

julie

PREG UPDATE

i just have to say, i am so ready to quit morning sickness, and smells that just make me hurl.  i loved making coffee for Master in the morning, but now i cant do that anymore, because i am throwing up.

sooooo............ 

i am so ready for this to be over.

big thanks and kiddos to my slave sister for holding back my hair, rubbing my back, and picking up the slack.

oh, it is so cold here in michigan, but i loved the kid rock concert tonight.  thank you Master for taking us.

So I was very unsure about how this new dynamic would work with Master bringing in a slave girl for His use dring my pregnancy.

I have discovered that her duties are no only to augment my service to Master during my pregnancy, but there were several things that I did when we were in Hawaii that I would need to atone for. 

When Master told me that I need to be punished for my misdeeds, my cunt automatically got a little wet, and I automatically assumed my punishment position.  Master told me to stand.  I was confused, as He forced the new slave girl into a punishment position, locked her in place forcefully then strapped her bottom. 

Master then explained that he would do nothing to risk the life of our baby.

Knowing that you are loved by your Master, nice.  Feeling loved by your Master, nicer.  Absolutely knowing, feeling, and observing the actions of your Master, priceless!

Thank you Mike, thank you Master.

home finally, and holy shit is it ever cold!

Master told me this morning that after we return tomorrow, there will be a new slave girl waiting in our home for us.  one that is being loaned to us to help me during my pregnancy, and take on several duties that i will be unable to perform.  it will releave stress during my pregnancy.  i asked if she would stay on after the pregnancy and i was told that Master would decide this when the time is right.

My Master Loves Me!!!

see you all back home tomorrow!!!

julie

hello world,

i woke up extra early this morning so i may watch the sunrise while standing naked with my Master, Husband, and future Daddy of the baby in my uterus, holding me by the wrist in water knee deep.  Today is our last full day in paradise.  o all of our friends back home, see you soon, and to Masters friend Mark, WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN SIX INCHES OF SNOW FELL OVERNIGHT!!!!  Darn it.  See you all saturday night!

Julie

well three more days in paradise, then the long planeride home.  but even though it is cold back there, the kid rock concert saturday night will warm me up....

i woke up early in paradise to sit on the beach and feel the sun rise behind me, warming my back and my skin, feeling the life giving heat radiatiing from the sun, just as my body is radiating life to my Master and Husbands child within my womb.

what is it with guys and football?  Master and i are in paradise, he wakes up first thing this morning and turns on the tv, i am giving him his mornign head, and he is yelling at the screen.  i guess things change when you are married and preg....LOL

j

I can tell you all now.

Master and I are now Husband and Wife, as well as Master and slave.  We were married at a beautiful simple beachfront cermony.  Mister and Mrs. Ohona are the locals that put the cermony together for Master and I, and the sunset wedding was wonderful.

Master and I will renew our vows at the cermony that i am planning in late may.

Thank you to all of our friends for your congratulations.

Julie

i uploaded some beach pics for my buds back home to get all envious about.

have fun back there in the cold.

J

ahhhh, another day in paradise!!!!  bliss!!!!

i so dont want to go back home, i could live here forever, but i have old friends and new waiting for me.

see you in ten days, AND HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE, espically Mark, Rebekkah, Nancy, Megan, Lisa, Courtney, Linda, Tommy, and of course my Master, and soon to be Husband and Daddy in seven and a half months or so, Mike, (but i always call him Master)

julie

okay, once you get used to the time zone changes, and discovering that morning sickness does not understand the term time zone changes, hawaii is really beautiful.

Master and i are staying at a secluded beachfront bungalo, and the beach is an amazing.

i love just lounging naked on the beach.

i am so lucky to have the Master that i have.  i am so lucky to have the friends that i have too!

i feel so sorry for you guys back in the snow and cold in michigan, and i hope that the new arrival back there is warming up nicely, LOL.

Master and i are going to see the volcanos in a helocopter tomorrow.  this is so neat.  **smooches to you all**

julie

hawaii is amazing!!!!

Okay,

My bags are packed, Masters bags are packed.  Four days in San Francisco, then eleven days in Hawaii.  I will occasionally be checking my mail while i am on vacation, but not often. 

I want to take a moment to congratulate my friend on his new slave girl arriving, I know that you two will have an amazing life together.

On a totally unrelated note......

                                                ........Yup, I am thinking I should wait to tell Master that I am preg until we are in Hawaii, or maybe I will tell Him Christmas morning. 

I am willing to bet a dollar to anyone that he already knows.

My Master knows me so well.

Merry Christmas Everyone, and a very Happy New Year.

Julie

okay,

this is so funny......

http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/12/09/christina-applegates-viral-pregnant-pole-dancing-video-pay-big-time/

I want to thank the CM community for the outpouring of support and congratulations about my upcomming marriage.

I want to thank a very special person here on CM who who will be joining her Master on the 23rd of December, who wishes to throw my bachelorette party, and yes, your Master said today that you may do that.  He said so when he was here visiting my Master.  I know that you will throw something nice for me.  I am also looking forward to a huge hug and a great big kiss from you, after you arrive on the 23rd.  Master and I will be back at the end of the first week of January.

Of course there has been the occasional fracktard telling me to get off CM, or telling me that I have no right to post my personal life here, or that this is not slave like behavior, but for me, this is a part of my life.  I have real friends here, real life people.  So the rest of you who have negative things to say, because I am giving your slaves or subs ideas, frack off, grow up, and be better Masters and stop acting like little boys, who are pissed that you will never feel my lips, mouth, tounge, throat, asshole, or cunt.

So I have decided to keep all of you real life friends updated on the plans for my wedding.

My Master told me that I can have any kind or type of wedding that I want.  He understands that I have been dreaing of this day since I was a little girl, playing with my Barbies, and dreaming of getting married to Ken.

Well I have a real life Ken, or rather, Michael in my case, however I call Him Master.

So we are going to get married out in the back yard, with the lake behind us.  The date is Memorial day weekend.  This week I had my first and second days of dress shopping.  I tried on about 25 dresses, and I finally decided on one.  I looked in the mirror and I knew that was the dress that I want my Master to see me wearing when he places the ultimate collar on my finger.  All I am going to say is that it is a very elegant dress, traditional with a modern flair.  Yes I will wear a veil.  I also have the shoes picked out.

I have decided that it will be a small affair, about 40 people at the most.  The essential people are going to be Master, his best man, Mark, I want Marks slave girl to be in my wedding party also.  We have decided that the wedding party will be formal, but we will all have fun.  I do want a Priest, as I am catholic.

So that is where things stand now, and I am just as happy about things as I was a couple of weeks ago, even more so actually.

Subs and Slave Girls, I am going to give you all a piece of advice.  DO NOT SETTLE.  You can all have this happiness, all that you need to do is give yourself permission to be this happy, Just make sure that you have the right Man, and that right Master.

If I do not place another posting before Christmas, as My Master is taking me to San francisco for four days and then ten days in Hawaii for New Years, Have a very Merry and Happy Christmas, and a very Happy New Year everyone.

Play safe all, and take care,

Julie

THIS SLAVE HAS BEEN COMMANDED INTO MARRIAGE!!!!  I AM NOT AVALIABLE TO ANY MALE EVER AGAIN.........AND I HAVE NEVER BEEN HAPPIER!!!

Wow, amazing.  What little boys that there are on CM.  So you have a tantrum when you are rejected, when I state up front that I am devoted to my owner.  Why would you ever want to be with someone who would not want to be with you?  Duh

Ladies, now that is another story.

Sometimes, you just never know who you will run into.  Today at the gas station, I ran into Santa Claus.  Trust me folks, this was no imitation.  He was the real deal, and I still beleive in Santa.  Respect the Clause!

I find it very interesting that the men on this site are so arrogant as to think that I am stupid, cannot determine what I want, cannot understand what I need, and have decided collectively that they know better than I do about what it is that I have, or desire.

Let me get make this very clear.  If you have a photo that does not show your face, I will never have any interest in communicating with you.  If you have a pic with a date and time stamp that is four years old, I have no interest in you.  If you think that just because you want to pretend that you are a Dom, does not mean that I will kneel to you.

I am happy.  I am happy serving.  I have my guy, and I have my friends.  No I am not married, but I will be someday, to the guy that I serve.  I will do anything that he asks.  Wash His cars or truck, or motorcycles, or anything else, naked outdoors for all the world to see, I will do it.  The only limits that I have are His, and His alone.  I will accept his shower of gold, anytime, anyplace.  If he chooses to beat me for his personal pleasure, I will submit and comply.  Trust me I am your dream submissive, but I will only submit to one man, and for all of you here on CM, IT IS NOT YOU!

No, I have no tats.  Yes I will be marked someday, but my guy will choose it.  Be it branding, tatts, angel wings across my entire back, whatever, it is His choice.

All mail from men goes directly into my bulk mail folder.  I am communicating with two intelligent males from this site.  My guy does not need to communicate with me here, he has my number, as well as unlimited access to my cunt, asshole, or anything else he wishes.  He also has the keys to my front door, and has access anytime he wishes.

Trust me, on this one little boys who pretend to be all grown up, with a puffed out chest Doms, you cannot handle me, not that I am a discipline problem, actually I am a very good little girlie girl, but 99% of you have no understanding of the kind of man that I need.

It is possible to be an intelligent woman, and still submit, and know her place as a submissive.

Now, for all of you girls out there.  Yes I would love to play with some of you, and include my guy.  so feel free to send me a note, not just a friend request.

Have a great weekend girls, and all of you pretend Doms, fuck off.

Julie