Natural is how it feels. i feel right at home undressing you, folding your clothes nice and neat so they do not wrinkle. Natural to be sitting on me knees before you waiting on my next instruction. G-d i feel so honored to be you’re “toy”. You could have chosen anyone, yet you chose me, how did i get so lucky? The time i spend being your toy makes me feel whole and complete. The emptiness inside of me is gone. Inside i am jumping for joy that i am being guided and molded into a better submissive/slave. But i do not dare let it show. Knowing that i am pleasing you pleases me beyond words. Knowing that you are taken care of and fulfilled fills me with pride. i am just in awe of your kindness and sweetness. Even when you are punishing me you make sure i know why and understood what was going to happen. i just wanted to be good and hold position and take what i deserved. It made me listen clearer. i received so much emotional satisfaction that i did not care that “you were greedy” as you said  
you were going to be. i did not need the physical gratification. Just knowing that what i was doing was pleasing you. i cherish every command. Natural is how i feel, this is who i am!