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	Hello everyone! Hmmm. Where do I begin? I'm not necessarily actively looking for someone to serve right now. But would enjoy the right playmate form time to time. Tried looking for something more for to long.. Did not work. Now with that said I can get to hopefully the fun part! ;) I call myself -J. I like to reminisce on the good occasions and possibly share a day dream to two! That is about it. Now if perchance a companion happens to appear that I truly connect and can trust someone also understands then there might be magic. But It's honestly doubtful.. Stay tuned for some yummy story's (with bad spelling) from what many have considered a retired "true submissive".. It sceem as though every hot girl on here is either fake or crazy!

1/5/2011 6:22:18 PM

A daydream. As I woke up I could smell your sweet perfume. I knew you were in the room before I even roll over. Its a comforting smell me to makes me feel safe. Never scared. But you know that. As I open one eye a burst of light comes through and I close it again and put the covers over my head. I bury my head in pillow knowing you are going to pull the covers. This was the norm. But this time when I opened my eyes it was dark again. "Busy day, girl get up". This was not normal. I sprung up on to feet. I was not to leave my bed unmade so i start to try make what I could see of it. From behind I hear click. Light from the closet came on. Your sweet face appearing out of the darkness. "Leave it and Come hear my sweets" I do. Holding up this very cute high cut sun dress. You smile. "Sleep well?" Yes Miss. Did you? sternly I here NO. Im sorry Miss what was wrong I asked. Looking up at here I see A smile. Ahh I say I can fix this! "yes my dear I was cold". Wake me next time giving her a wink and taking the dress I head to shower. "No time for that now missy." Thinking myself what could be more important then a clean sub.One of your main rules. I was to all ways be clean for her... I start asking 100 questions. She look at me while driving to who knows where. " your doing it again". I knew exactly why and what we were doing. Just what she wanted and she was not going to be telling me. I will let your mind take it from here.

11/8/2010 10:26:23 AM

So there I was sitting at my computer in a BDSM chat room. I remember the moment when I sat back in my chair and breathed this huge sigh of relief. "I'm not the only one".

I found this room that was for talking about BDSM. I sat there just reading. I remember a Master who "took" his slave in there to punish her. Told her what to do over his mic. It drove me wild! So everyday for about two weeks. When I got home from school I would just sit there and read. I would get messages "hey you want to play". I Never replied. I was still kind lost as to why I was this way. I wondered if all of these ppl where Just as messed up as I thought I was. I still hadn't lost my virginity yet let alone what these ppl were doing!

My dad being a single father (worked alot) and mother who was not around at all. I had a lot of time to myself. I did silly things like run thurgh the woods naked. I guess you could say I grew up very free.

I lived in a very rural area. The main socialization was mainly at school the not very serous boy friend and the kids you pretend to be friends with. I was quite. All ways thinking never really speaking. All ways bringing home the notes from teacher "she needs to be more involved" Although my grades where good. I was considered the good kid on the right path. So they thought.

Do you want to read more? Feedback is welcomed and appreciated. The more I see people are reading. The more energy will be put into wighting!

Thank you very much for reading

. J

11/5/2010 10:54:16 AM

Lady's you know when you where little and you started to get those feelings (for me) a little drip;) ? Well mine... The little tingle of the (what I was soon to find out) kegel.. Started when I pleased. And only to people I was attracted to.

The boy's I dated I got board with quickly. While seeing other girls get roses and being sooo excited I would act the same. But in the back of my head thinking. "but I didn't do anything to deserve these" .. Thinking back on that moment. Asking myself "what is wrong with me"! Things like this conflicted me. I could tell I was different. Hoping I was not wrong for feeling this way.

As time went on I notice not only got turned on by being told, pleasing, feeling a light sting but all so watching other girls get a sting. I found myself watching things like Daddy's dirty little girl promos. One day I was reading some comments of a video. It said something about Master/Slave BDSM yahoo chat rooms. And well that's how it all started...

Do you want to read more? Feedback is welcomed and appreciated. The more I see people are reading. The more energy will be put into writing!

Thank you very much for reading. -J