lauren99

I love creative people, you guys turn me on

Its been a long and painful road for me, finally pasted the 4 yr anniversary of the start of hell for me, but finally I do feel there is hope!  Thanksgiving night, I blew up and really had a violent melt down!  I know it was coming after a series of things triggered built up anger thats been in my system for years and years!

I think after all is said and done, when all the dust settles, the intial meltdown that night might be the one thing that will save me!  It really got me thinking and gave me time to reflect and just try and figure out how to fix everything.  Even though it wasnt an instant cure, since I've been doing better, still suffering from post tramic stress via sandy related, but otherwise im gunna get better and back to my old self!  Im fighthing as hard as hell to do it! 

I feel like the ultimate screw up in life!

This hurricane really changed my thinking, that really was an amazing storm

Hurricane sandy is expected to bear down on us as early as tonight thru wedsenday, this is a violent powerrful strom and I live on the shore and will go thru the ne quadrent of this thing, hence if u send me a message, please be patient if i dont get back to u right away!  Thanks

I want to give a special shout out to one of my great friends:             LadyClawtooth     she has got to be one of the most awesome women alive!  Thank you for being so amazing!

Moving out on my own was a great thing for me, I have the loves of my life with me now, at times its very hard, but honeslty I still would do it all over again :D

Yay!!!! Happy 26th Birthday to me!!!! Its official :D

Happy Mothers Day to all the moms out there!

One thing I do ask, if I send you a friend request, don't except it and disappear on me!  If you are not willing to chat with me every once in a while, then please tell me so, so I can continue my search with others!  That annoys the hell out of me!  If you except my offer to become friends I want to chat with you and get to know you on a timely basis, it doesn't need to be everyday but once in a while would be nice!

Thank you everyone for taking me up on my offer of becoming friends, I have met 4 wonderful people but I still want more!  If you would like to become friends with me please drop me a line

OMG Tonight was such an amazing night!  I was so sad to see it end so soon!  I've never felt so true to myself as I did tonight!  OMG it was so much fun!

Anybody want a BJ? 

I need someone to tie me up and force me to give you a blow job, I have a bad craving for a cock or a pussy!