LadySilverfoxx

It has been awhile since I did an entry.  Lot of changes have occurred.  I am attending college.  What an experience!  Totally different from the first time I was in college.  It's definitely a different world.  With the internet now in existence, there is even more to learn.  I definitely am thrilled that I am in the 21st century.

I thank many of you who continue to communicate with me.  Please if you send me a message and write back immediately asking for a response, my response will be a block.  If you do not have patience concerning a dumb email, you wont have patience for important things.  That to me says you are not good submissive material for me.

WHERE HAVE ALL THE SANE MEN GONE??

     Abner tossed fitfully as  he  tried to sleep.  His experience with Syrene  troubled him.          It  wasn't that she used him as she had that twisted his mind into knots.  Not at all.          His concern went deeper.  Her treatment was more than abuse.  She  reached into his      soul.   He experienced more  than an orgasm at Her urging.  In a strange way, a part        of who he was came alive.  This  was what confused him.  He  never fantasized about        such nonsense.  When he decided to have  a  woman, he  had her.  There  was                  nothing else to it.  He picked  a likely sheath and slid his dick inside.  The ole slam, bam      thank ya Ma'am. Want some cab fare?

     What he experienced with Syrene was much more.  She reached a place he never              knew existed.   While  she stroked that  dark recess. She owned him.. All he could              think     about was pleasing  Her, hearing and heading commands, reveling in Her              presence.  It     was eerie.  More, it was terrifying.

    excerpt from THE LEATHER ROSE by Abnaric Sabree, 2005

Please contact me if you wish to purchase this rivoting publication.

I do not accept friends request if you cannot take the time to say anything to me.  All who are on my friends list have talked to me and or met me real time.  I am here to meet and chat with people in BDSM..  Collecting profiles to place on your profile without conversation with them says a lot of nothing.

Lets see... It's early afternoon and I am getting ready to go and meet some lifestyle friends. It does not get any better that that.  

Since its predicted the world will end in 2012, what are the procrastinators out there doing?  Better get off your butts and start a little living.. Not much time left!!  *evil grin*

HAPPY NEW 2012

Be safe out there.  Nothing is more important than your life.

Here I am .. ending the year without finding anyone (submissive/slave) with the right mindset.

Everyone has a list of things they want done to them. They have a couple of things they will do for the Mistress (oral and sexual pleasure).

I guess BDSM has been replaced with kinky sex.  I guess BDSM is just a memory now.

Oh well,

This time I remembered to change the age on my Collarme profile.   Today, I am a young 61 and happy to say I am younger and wiser.  lolol  Its always fun, meeting the newbies of BDSM.  They keep me young.  I enjoy passing on words of wisdom even if I know they will seldom listen.  But, at least I know, they cant say, they didnt know.  :)

My birthday finds me feeling great and preparing for the move to my new place.  I feel like a Queen.  Hell , I am a Queen.  Its been a rough few years but it looks like the Queen will soon be sitting on Her new throne. 

I will soon unpack my leathers and prepare them for the various formal functions planned for the year.  I am definitely going to DomCon in Atlanta in October to enjoy the sights and sounds of BDSM!!

I wish to send out special shoutouts to those who have been my friends over the years.  I appreciate you!!  All my love to my BDSM family.   Here's to another year of pinches and hugs.

If you ONLY want to play without getting to know me fully, its gonna cost you.   I am looking for a sincere submissive but you have to want more than play.  If you dont want to take the time to get to know me and for me to get to know you, I have Pro Domme prices.  It's up to you.

Today is Friday!  The beginning of the Memorial Day holiday.  I am happy to see this holiday.  Its been a long time since I looked foreward to any holiday.  What's so special about this holiday?  I started a new job this week!!  I am off on Monday (grins).  Its great having a job again.   I know my dear late husband is smiling on me and is sending warm hugs from above.  :)  It's great having good news for a change.  Peace and love

Just when u think all is lost, someone comes along and rejuvenate your feelings and thoughts.   One of my long time subs paid me a visit and we had a blast.  Before arriving, he called me and asked what I needed.  Since we have known each other for years, I knew I could tell him.. He knew my situation and telling him was no problem.

He arrived with a gorgeous smile on his face.  It's nice when a sub brings gifts and supplies.  lolol    Our greetings are always lots of hugs.. he brought a very nice salad and while I ate, he was under my feet.  I must say having your feet resting on a nice body and worshipped while eating is the best!!  After dinner, various types of play was done, rope bondage, impact play and other things.. NONE included sex.  he just wanted to snuggle and spend some time with his Mistress.  No pressures and no begging or head games.  Just a nice relaxed evening together.  That is what I call a gentleman sub.  

ALRIGHT!!  LISTEN UP!!

If you cannot read my profile then dont send dumb ass notes.  keep it moving. 

I am not interested in your social security/retirement checks.. not interested in your cars or your so called words of wanting to move in with me.  If you cant find yourself a job and dwellings where I am, keep it moving

I am looking for someone with class not a damn shopping list of what YOU want me to do for you.  keep it moving

If u are willing to put yourself in danger because of some stupid video u saw or some out of reach fantasy, then u are not what I seek.  you are a tragedy waiting to happen.   keep it moving.

 YOU ASK WHAT I SEEK ... PLEASE READ BELOW!! 

This was not originally  written by me, but it expresses exactly what I seek..  If you believe this is just too much for YOU, no hard feelings..  I wish you well on your search.  I am serious and I am quite sure that I will not settle for just anything.

In regards to what is needed from a submissive partner in a FLR, I look for Maturity, Open Mindedness, Self Awareness, Generosity, Emotional Availability, Confidence, Dutiful and Respectful attitude.

Maturity- Regardless of age, years of experience do not translate as Maturity if you have not gained some self awareness and the ability to communicate your needs. I believe your maturity level reflects how patient you are when things must enfold in their own time when it is right.

Open Mindedness- Self explanatory really, the fact that the submissive would be willing to consider new ideas, try new things and be resourceful means that he/she will be even more flexible when it comes down to enjoying and experiencing "the new" in and out of the D/s dynamic.

Self Awareness- I cannot impress how much this means, when a man is self aware, it reflects the amount of thought he has devoted to fulfilling and being fulfilled. As important as this is, it is equally important to be a good communicator so that your needs are expressed.

Generosity- When a man or Woman is generous in all they offer, it reflects the aptitude of their willingness to sacrifice their needs to pleasure you, with all things: Spiritually, Emotionally, Physically, Economically, etc.

Emotional Availability- one who is emotionally available can find ways to support another human being and summon the strength that is needed to persevere when times get tough, also it reflects the importance of being open to a relationship and the emotions/ feelings that are required in order to share in the creation of any relationship, D/s or otherwise. If you still have some hurt or bitterness left over from a previous relationship, you have to question if this is the right time for you to seek another partner.

Confidence- is a good indicator in various degree that you/he believes he can to do what it takes to satisfy. But not only that, we all have insecurities. Know and be at peace with the the good qualities you possess so that you can have pride in your learning, approach and relationships with others. I have seen both confidence and humility exude from the pores of a few submissives with grace and poise. On the flip side, I have seen narcissism and insecurity ooze forth in an awkward, anxiety provoking manner that really does not translate into "I know I can please you and if not, I will learn."

Dutiful and Respectful Attitude- Really, if you think about this and all the other attributes that are listed, both partners must possess varying degrees of each for their own concoction to work. When one is dutiful and respectful, it shows the other partner and anyone witness to your exchange that you can hold in high regard, the needs and expectations of your partner.

Written by Lady Ess of PA

THERE ARE SOME GREAT LIFESTYLERS HERE ON COLLARME

Just like any lifestyle website there are some posers and there are some who are true to their word.

The posers ONLY want what they can get from you.  They say the right  BUZZ words and unfortunately many of us fall into the trap of believing them.  It does not matter how much experience you have.  Those buzz words can make the protective walls crumble.  You have to remain steadfast and not allow those words to weaken you.

I ran into a poser who said the right buzz words but he showed quickly  what he was.. but it did not stop me from getting help from a true submissive and even a Dominant who came to my rescue.. I wish to thank them and it proves that the lifestyle of BDSM is great..   To my sweet boy and my true Dominant friend,  good things will continue to come your way.  To the poser, I warn you, what goes around comes around.  Karma is a bitch.  NO DOUBT!!

1/3/2008 4:42:34 PM 
 
FINALLY MEETING - REAL TIME   Two and a half years passed before judy and I finally met.  There were plans in the past that never developed.  First she lost her job then when she finally acquired another job, her company sent her to various places other than where I was.  judy shared photos with me on messenger.  It was hard to believe that judy was a crossdresser.  Though I never saw her face, her body was hot!!!  she even allowed me to use her pics on my website.  Long sexy legs and exquisite outfits made her look like a runway model. Her barbie doll figure drew loads of traffic to the website.Time and real life passed when out of the blue, I received an email.  "I will be in your area this evening.  I am staying at the airport hotel, can we meet?"   What?  Is she for real?  The day after New Years and she suddenly pops up after months of no communication.  Though was so last minute, I wanted to meet her. We had been communicating via email, messenger and phone for sooooo long. I also appreciated that even with the legal battles that NCSF (National Coalition of Sexual Freedom) was going through with the government's new rules concerning adult websites, she trusted me and allowed me to use her pics on my site.Though there had not been any contact for some time, I could not pass on the opportunity to meet my barbie doll.After I came back home from my 9-5, I received a call from judy letting me know she would be arriving at the hotel around 8 pm.  I asked her if she had any of her wardrobe.   she told me just a few things because she did not want to draw suspicion from her wife.    I informed judy that I would bring my male slave with me.  After all, we had not met real time and my slave will be my protection.  judy totally understood.  Because discretion was important it was understood that we would have room service deliver dinner.  she had a two room suite. I chatted via phone with several of my friends while deciding what outfit I  wanted judy to model for me.  A few jewelry pieces, red hot stilettos and a slinky black dress were placed in a bag that I would take to the hotel. My slave and I arrived at the hotel.   I called judy to let her know we were heading up. After getting off the elevator, I knocked on the suite's door.  It opened up slowly and standing just behind it, was judy.  OMG, with a midriff tie front white blouse and short short red and plaid pleated skirt, black thigh high stockings and black high heels, stood the cutest crossdresser I had ever met.  she did not wear a wig.  Her short brown hair framed a flawless face.  she had long black lashes and straight white teeth.  What fun it was going to be to dress this barbie doll.After introductions, she and I went into the bedroom leaving my slave to watch television.  Aside from thinking what a great time I was going to have, she and I hugged and kissed as if we had known each other for ages.  We talked about everything from when we first met online to how we fared with the passed holidays.  We returned to the living room and, along with my slave, decided what we wanted to eat.  Room service was ordered and we returned to the bedroom.  I told judy to lie across the king sized pillowed bed on her tummy and spread her legs.  I finally had the priviledge of touching the body that for months, I admired on my website.  her butt was sooooo beautiful.  I cupped a butt cheek in my hands.  It was sooo sexy and I had to bend down and bite it, leaving my lip print on her porcelain cheek.  I began hitting her butt cheeks, watching them turn rosy redd.  she moaned and raised them higher begging for more.  My red polished nails ran across her butt cheeks and poked and prodded her hairless balls and cock. she loved how I teased her slim body and stockened legs.....TO BE CONTINUED.     

1/13/2008 10:18:57 PM  
 
FINALLY MEETING pt. II   More than anything, judy wished for a cock up her ass.  Her twitching hips and quivering body displayed hunger.  I got on the bed, behind her begging body.  I pushed her hips with the front of my body and simulated fucking.... I pulled her hips into my front, leaned over  and grasped her drooling cock/clit.  Her breathing and moans got louder as my hands squeezed harder.  Immediately I stopped and pulled away from her and the bed.  she whimpered not wanting me to stop.  Suddenly, the dinner knife came to mind.  I turned around facing the table, removed it from the tray and went back to the bed.  I told her to get back on her knees and spread her legs.  I stood by the bed.  Gently the cold steel of the of knife, was rubbed along her naked butt cheeks.  I moved inward and placed the knife flat on her inner thighs and  balls.Another  wonderful idea popped into my mind.  I moved away from the bed again and placed the knife in a glass of ice for a few seconds.   I removed the knife from the glass and began moving the the flat cold knife on her balls.  she jerked her body  and I moved the knife along her hard cock/clit.  Even through the knife I could feel her cock recede. Again, I placed the knife back into the glass of ice.  A few seconds later,  I moved back to her quivering body and ran the edge of the cold knife along her spin slowly moving down to her ass split.  I let the knife remain there and reached for her nipples.  While squeezing her nipples, I continued running the knife along her ass , cock/clit and balls.  Moving closer, her moans became uncontrollable.  I nibbled her right ear and proceeded to whisper that she was my little bitch/ cock whore.  her moans of agreement encouraged me to stroke her ass and balls.  Fingering her cock/clit caused her to shudder.  I removed my hand which made her beg for more.  Immediately she was pushed on her back.  her legs were spread and while fondling her cock/clit,  passionate kisses were showered on her lips.  squeezing her lips between my teeth brought moans felt flowing from her throat. I squeezed her nipples and moved my long nails along her flat tummy and throbbing cock/clit.I stopped kissing her. I asked her to show me how much she appreciated having me there by cumming for me.  I spread her legs and while she stroked I squeezed her balls with one hand and stroked her inner thighs with the other.  she begged to cum, but I said nothing.  she knew there was no cumming until I gave the signal.  her begs for release were ignored while I squeezed and stroked.  "Please Mistress," she moaned.   I remained silent.   "you cannot give me all you have hun.  you are not ready," I softly said.  The moans got louder.  The pleas for release were accompanied with tears streaming from her closed eyes.  When she opened her eyes, I stared into them.  "Are you ready my pet?  Are you ready to give me your best?  Give me what I want," I said.her face showed relief as she nodded yes.  her release seemed to be neverending.   I smiled and again kissed her while she shuttered and gyrated, I softened my grip. I told her to drink what she released.  When she finished drinking, I gave her a big kiss and hug, gathered my items and left the room. I strolled to the living room and motioned to my slave that we were leaving.   I softly smiled knowing that there would be other meetings with this one.  The next day, I received an email.  judy wants more, very very soon.........    

Isn't BDSM wonderful?  Just when I think its all fizzled out,  something wonderful happens.  The weekend was great and I once again had the opportunity to be around folks I truly admire.