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PureEvilGrin
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I am a submissive. The relationship and dynamic are what drive me. Submitting to another provides me with satisfaction and a sense of peace.
I am a masochist. I enjoy canes, paddles, knife play, bondage, sensation play, teasing and denial, orgasam control and all sorts of things. I believe the scene is yours to create and my place is to submit to you.
I find intelligence, sensuality, sparkling eyes, a sense of humor and patience all attractive traits in a Dom. I know you're in charge, no need to beat your chest to let me know. I'd like to enjoy your company during vanilla times as well as kinky times.
I'm independent and responsible for myself and do not seek one to own me or support me financially. I believe in open relationships. I do not seek a live in relationship, but do seek someone local so that we might spend time together and develop a long term relationship.
I top on occassion with a small "t" I'm not a Mistress or a Domme and am not interested in owning anyone as I do not see myself up to those responsibilities. I especially enjoy canes, CBT and paddles.
What are you seeking? Might I bring something to your life?
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Gushing... geesh.
Nothing like having a hugh multiple orgasam only to have what felt like urine exploding from me at my climax.
After he explained to me that it is physically impossible to urinate and cum at the same time, I thought it pretty cool that at 51 my pussy can be pushed to the point of gushing.
Must remember to pull out towels ahead of time and leave time to do laundry before leaving. |
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I've been pretty wrapped up in thinking about commitments lately. Someone had been looking to set me up with another as the man I have been involved with has not "made a commitment" to me.
Neither he or I had been disturbed by this lack of commitment. Things have been moving along just fine, and we have agreed that we want to maintain an open relationship without ties, but this has given me reason to think through the whole concept.
Having had several relationships where commitments were made and broken, it has not been something that has been high on my priority list. I've preferred to focus on the time together instead of the promises.
I have realized though that I am commited to him, I am his. It isn't a promise to him as much as it is a realization of how I feel about him.
He has not made any such declarations to me and that is just fine. He has made one promise to me that I know was not made lightly and it is one that I value highly and know I can count on. Meanwhile we can only just enjoy what we have and see where it goes. |
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Happy Thanksgiving. It is my favorite holiday. I'm a bit of a glass 3/4 full kinda gal as it is, but I really appreciate a day to reflect on all there is to be thankful for.
This year has been challenging but I am thankful to have found a great job. My health is good and my family and friends are well. I have added several friends to my life including one who has awakened my kinky, submissive, sexual/sensual side again. It had been dormant for way too long and I never thought I would revisit that side of myself. Formost I enjoy him and his company... but the rest is pretty hot too!
I hope all enjoyed the day and had what to be thankful for. |
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It was a difficult weekend.
Saturday I attended a funeral for a lifestyle friend. He never gave up and I don't think he was ready to go. He will be missed.
Later in the day I saw a wonderful fisting demo and was planning on going to a play party afterwards. My head got in a weird place and I said things I should not have to a man I care about and enjoy very much. I ended up hurting him when it was the last thing I intended to do. I need to work on communicating more effectively. I think we ended up clearing up my foot in mouth disease.
Fortunately, we did not end up going to the party and just had a quiet Sunday. |
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Sunday night I spoke with a friend who is a Dom and went through a rough divorce from his lifestyle wife recently.
He is now living with a new slave who adores him and happily attends to his every wish. He commented that while he appreciates her and enjoys her, he doesn't feel a thing for her.
Not uncommon I think. I hope my heart never gets that beat. |
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Sometimes you just know and it is just plain silly to ignore what your common sense is telling you.
Slaps self upside the head. |
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Nice weekend. I was able to get some housework done as well as a few chores around the house. Spent some time with friends this afternoon at MAsT and then a fun time with one of my favorite Dom type a guy taking a ride on the back of his bike.
It is getting a bit nippy in the Carolinas. |
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Between and betwixed.
Crossed wires |
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I've been spending a bit of time with one person the last few months. When we started talking, I told him I would always own myself. I still do. I was whole and happy when I met him. I still am.
Last night I agreed to be permanantly branded by him. The brand he had imprinted on me last night will only be with me for a month or so but the impression he has made upon me is pretty deep.
He is intelligent, creative, interesting, sadistic, handsome and hot. He is strong, caring, honest and transparent. He is not perfect and yet, somehow he is.
He has brought so much to me. He has taught me much about myself and always challenges me. He brings a fullness to my life and I am more content than I have been in many years.
I am his for today and will remain his tomorrow and tomorrow as long I continue to enrich his life and bring him pleasure.
Thank you Sir.
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Limits
I have them, just about every bottom does. Anyone sane. He laughed at the notion and basically told me he'd do whatever he wanted and would not be limited by my hard limits. I laughed.
I trust this man and love when he does the things to me that I love; inflicts the pain I love to feel.
When he does the things I fear the most, when he crosses the lines of my limits and I submit to his desires, when I receive no pleasure from the pain I endure and it takes every fiber of my will to not run away is when I feel most satisfied.
With this man, there are no limits. I am safe in his hands. |
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"That was fantastic!"
What a compliment.
I could not be more pleased that the pain and pleasure I received gave him pleasure.
It is such a good space. Complete freedom to let myself go, not knowing where I will be taken, being played to the point of not being able to tell between pain and pleasure, all of it feeling so very good and safe; and no strings.
Thank you Sir.
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I was speaking with someone last night about fantasies. He asked me what mine are and I could not come up with an answer.
I spent a lot of time thinking about that today.
Although there are things yet un-tried that I look forward to experiencing my fantasies are more about achieving a state of mind than experiencing specific acts. I yearn to trust enough to be free of self-restrictions; to be open, transparent and vulnerable when fearful.
I dream of that safe feeling while in another's control while receiving whatever he chooses to dole out.
I got pretty close last night. It leaves me soaring and with strength in my submission. Thank you. |
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| Age: 42 |
| Columbia,
South Carolina |
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