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	I am many. I am a kaleidoscope in action. It all depends on who I am with and what he or she brings out in me. It also depends on my mood. I love to top and bottom although my heart is more submissive and to a select few...slave. I also enjoy female subs and strong willed masochistic men. I am currently not looking for anyone specifically but if someone comes along that catches my interest I am more than willing to see where it goes. I am specifically not looking for a sissy boy so please if you are one look to another. I am always looking for friends whether someone who is brand new to the life style and wanting to learn or someone who has been around for a long time and just searching for a friend. I do not spend a lot of time online so if you do message me it may take me some time to get back with you...but I will answer all messages even just to say I'm not interested. Hope all goes well in everyone's life and enjoy what you have.

11/24/2008 6:12:16 PM

For those that have sent me messages over the last couple of weeks i do apologize if i haven't gotten back to you. My internet has been down and i have been unable to access my messages. I will do my best to respond as soon as i can.

9/28/2008 7:18:13 AM

I am currently not seeking a Master or poly household. At this time i am only looking for friendships and good conversations. I am willing to talk to anyone that is interested beyond trying to set up for a play/sex date. And Please do not send pictures of your naked sexual body parts. That is not a way to get me interested in you, it is a way to delete you. If you want my response to messages please send me more then one liners. I enjoy debating about this lifestyle, about experiences and knowledge of others. There is so much to learn beyond the physical. Come talk to me about the different aspects of this lifestyle, about Humiliation, Rape Scenes, Pain vs Pleasure, Role Play, Poly, Punishment...etc. No I don't want You to start talking dirty to me, those messages will be ignored. I want to know how you feel on these subjects, what your views are. If you want to know my thoughts then ask. I welcome most inquiries.

8/4/2008 6:08:43 PM

Creating a new name for a new profile isn't always easy. Trying to remember the name sometimes is the hardest part...lol. I have decided not to create a new profile here on cm but rather on .com. That seems to be an interesting site. Many of my friends are there and have been sending me invites. So here's to a different site.

7/7/2008 4:48:09 PM

WOW! I'm finally up and running. It has taken a long time to get the internet people to find me out here in the middle of no where land...lol. So much time has passed and so many messages to respond to. If I haven't responded to your message soon then please feel free to message me again. Hope every had a happy 4th...I know I did..:D

5/31/2008 4:34:22 PM

I would like to thank all of you who have sent me messages. Please forgive me in my slow response. Internet problems have kept me for responding as quickly as I would like to. I will get back with each one of you as soon as I can. smiles. Old friends are starting to contact me again now that I have my freedom again. New friends are keeping me busy too..smiles. Life is good when you can be happy without someone dragging you down with their unhappiness. I just don't understand why some people are like that. If they aren't happy then they have to make others misirable. I look forward to good conversations with all that would enjoy it too. Just give me time to respond.

5/20/2008 7:50:32 PM

As of my last entry...which I have now deleted...I have relocated and am no longer feeling the constant depression of the household of where I used to live. If anyone had read the entry in which I deleted I do apologize for being blunt although I achieved somewhat of what I tried to do. Get a certain person to stop viewing my profile every few days. There were many things that had happened over a period of time which I won't disclose at this time that finally took it's toll. I went to a Master about His slave and asked Him to put a stop to her snooping. He basically told me that she can continue doing what she was doing. So yes, I did write an entry which states the truth even though I could have worded it a bit better, intending it to make her stay away. It worked. That particular slave has not viewed my profile since. I would have never written about her if she only stayed away to start with. As her Master had said this is a public profile...I agree...though it does not mean she has to view it over and over again especially if I mean nothing to her. I just don't understand people like that.

Now since I have deleted that last entry and have left that depressive state behind I can focus on what I originally was going to do in this journal. Write about my experiences and how I got to where I am today. If I should happen to say anything that may upset anyone who may read my journal I apologize in advance...I am not out to hurt anyone, it's just my life and what I have gone through...good and bad. If you do not like it...don't read it. My story will begin again tomorrow...stay tuned.

2/28/2008 6:44:15 PM

Feb 28, 2008

I thought I might start a journal today. It's an amazing things these journals. You can write things down, how you feel, how you think, what experiences you may have and then go back days, weeks, years later and read all about them and wonder what were you thinking to do the things you did...lol. Anyways I have decided to start one and maybe someone out there that reads this can relate and know it is possible they aren't alone as I have often felt to be.

To start I will give a little history about myself. I started in this lifestyle R/T 5 years ago. Like most of us I played around and experimented since I was probably in my teens but didn't know others were out there with my same desire and thoughts. I felt I was weird or just had some sort of malfuction to want the things I did.

I entered RT while I lived in SF thanks to the persuation of my (ex)boss. He saw something in me and was convinced that this was the life for me. I searched and did researched for a couple of years, joined the bdsm community there and went to some of the classes they offered us newbies yet I still didn't venture out to really meet anyone or do anything. Then one day I found in an online forum what I was looking for. A mentor. I wanted to learn to be a Domme. I contacted Him and we spoke over the next couple of months and finally got up the nerve to meet Him in person.

He introduced me to the reality of this life. He took me to my first public party and I saw for the very first time what how this life really could be. Later on I had my first experiernces of play. Days later this mentor of mine asked me if I would consider to learn from the bottom up. Meaning would I become a submissive to learn. I agreed. Over the next couple of months I began to find out what was hidden deep inside of me. I found out that I enjoyed being submissive. When I accepted that part of me I truly began to understand this life and knew what I had really been searching for. So that began my life.
Over the next several entries I will cover my experiences over the last 5 years (not in too much detail just because I wouldn't want to bore anyone who may be reading this..llol) to bring me to the present I now know. Hope you find this of interest if nothing more...entertaining.

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