Wow, it's been over two years since i've met
Ma'am; and i've been absolutely and unmistakably Hers' for nearly the entire
time.
I've been collared by Her for over 6 months now
(though sadly, the collar itself did not enjoy a very healthy lifespan; actually
falling apart while later watching the same movie that She and i were watching
when She bestowed Her collar upon me... spooky, ain't it? But while the
physical device is temporarily absent, that does not change the truth and
emotion behind it.) and it's made me a horribly happy boy.
Alot has changed in and with the family since i
climbed aboard this long, strange ride that i'm on. i have grown as a man and
as a submissive whilst under Her guidance. And guidance it is, She does not
micromanage or control every little aspect of my life. She has laid out a small
number of simple ground rules and allowed me to make most of my own decision
from there, always sure to be there for me when i need Her support and
advice.
I love Ma'am and the family She has brought me
into; like any family we have our drama and disagreements, but we are always
there for one another. And isn't that what family is really all about? Not
always liking each member, but loving and supporting them. Actually greater
than blood, for this family is one that i have chosen to be with and that counts
for alot with me.
Well, nearly two years of being with Her have
passed; and now we will be moving to Pennsylvania together, where i will be
living with Her and Her Husband/Dominant who i love as i would an older brother
and close friend.
As a submissive and one totally in love with,
devoted to and needy for His Owner; i am counting the days with baited breath,
i'm so fricking eager for the move that i sometimes annoy myself.
As a predominantly solitary and emotionally
distant person, i'm terrified at the thought of spending so much time near and
around someone that i am connected so strongly to and that i can't just walk
away from on my own whim.
i'll be starting a new life, different from
anything i've ever known before. Living north of the Mason/Dixon for the first
time in my life in a place that actually have all four seasons along with the
weather associated with them.
So... i just felt the need to update a little;
sorry for the rambling nature of this little slice of life. So much going on in
my life, and so many different emotions within about all of it. i'm a new
person, about to enter a new life; let's see if i'm up to the challenge.
At least this time i won't have to do it alone.
