sadly my master has 'disappeared' just as things were supposed to happen :(((  I have tried contacting him but have had no response..... soul destroying..... but i am what i am and need this to be so if anyone is truly genuine please please get in touch.. but be honest ! 

Master has unfortunately had other commitments and has not been able to make this week after all :((    A date will be re-arranged for as soon as is possible and will be posted here. I have waited this long for my life under such wonderful dominance and control ..... I cannot be anything but patient and grateful to Master that it will still only be a matter of days until it all begins :)

I have just spoken with Master and he has advised me that the date for my 'sissy journey' to finally begin is week starting 20th May. I am so excited !!!

Master has instructed me to advise all that I am now back from my extended travel and that for all who are still interested, the TC-day (Total Chastity) is fast approaching. This will now definitely be taking place over the next 2 weeks and I am truly counting down the days until at last i am started on my journey towards sissy slut chastity under my Master and with no way to ever go back. More details of what is planned and will be are contained in previous journal entries below and of course Master is always eager to hear from anyone of any new suggestions or thoughts as to my future 'shaping' and use. It has been an extremely difficult personal period for me over the last month or so and I am so eternally grateful to my Master for his patience and most gracious understanding. The time has now come for it all to begin in reality..............I am so incredibly excited and at the same time just a little 'nervous' but my future is fully in Master's hands and I am so VERY grateful xxx

Well my little gurl has landed back in the UK. Let the fun begin!

Well my submisive has taken the first step on a long journey to become an owned complient submissive girl. He has had his belly button pierced as a first step. Think of the humiliation he had to go through going to a piercing studio, dressed as a male and asking for his belly button to be pierced. Not only that to have a very girly dangly piece of jewellery put in it. How humiliating must that of been.

She will be totally modified with a photo album and video record. She will also record her feelings at each stage to help others who may be considering this drastic change in body modification both mentally and physically.

There will be lots of surprises along the way which she will experience. Others may even be invited to be present to watch and hear her commitment to myself and her own future.

She will be made to discard all her masculine underpants and replace them with a full range of feminine panties. All her underpants will be cut-up and thrown away all on camera.

To others it may seem severe the journey about to be undertaken, but as always the first step is always the hardest, and most of all it is Masters wishes.

Master

As there is a short delay until the day of my final 'imprisonment', Master instructed that he wished me to show my commitment by having my belly button pierced and posting a pic on my profile to prove it was done (see profile pics). When we meet for my chastity, Master has also advised that he will personally be piercing my ears, both nipples and possibly also my foreskin. I am to have no say in this and it will be done while I am restrained and helpless and all will be filmed. Thank you Master

Sadly due to unforeseen, but very serious personal issues my progress into owned chastity is to be delayed for a short time :((   Master is fully aware and is very understanding, thank you so much Master.  Further update will be provided when possible

My Master continues to welcome views and thoughts from all so please drop a message. 6 days now until my permanent chastity arrrives. Today Master informed me that he will also be plucking and shaping my eyebrows into a totally feminine shape, even though I will still have to work as a male in the short term ! This both 'scares' and excites me as I have no idea yet how I will explain such a look, but I am to have no choice as it will be done while I am restrained and unable to prevent (gulp). As with everything else, this will also be filmed and posted on the internet

My Master continues to own, open and read all messages. Master always welcomes feedback. The day of my permanent chastity and ownership draws ever closer. The fact this will also be filmed and posted on the internet for all to see is both scary and exciting..... yet I am elated at knowing it will be and that I have no choices in this. Master has also just informed me that I am to be started on a regimen of hormones as he wishes my progression towards permanent and irreversible feminity to be progressed as quickly as possible.I am also to be pierced and ringed wherever Master so desires..... again all being filmed to prove how serious and genuine this is.... THANK YOU Master, thank you xx

My Master continues to own, open and read all my messages. Master would welcome feedback on the contract he intends to have me commit to. He instructed me to place it here for all to view, but it is too large :(  If anyone wishes to read and perhaps suggest additions I am to send on and he would be eager to hear as soon as. The date for my chastity confinement is now set for 13th March. All will be filmed and posted on the web for all to see. I am counting down the hours :)

My Master will continue to open and read all my messages. He desires that you continue to write and possibly even provide further suggestions as to my development, progress and use. Master has now purchased the chastity and ball stretch devices he is going to use to lock and seal me away... permanently ! These are shown in my attached pics on my profile. Master has also produced a contract that he intends to have me read out as he films the lead up to ands moment of my chastity. This will be the beginning of a wonderful journey into total controlled sissy subjugation. I am counting down the days until this happens.

My new Master will open and read all my messages. He desires that you continue to write and possibly even provide suggestions as to my development, progress and use. Pics will be updated by Master periodically to show same. My initial meeting will see me filmed before during and after being placed in permanently locked chastity and locked ball stretcher. I am counting down the days until this happens and I begin my journey at last :)

the world is a much smaller place now ..... is there anyone genuine out there, ANYWHERE, that would actually consider me and make this happen  ?

so many timewasters :(((  anybody real out there willing to make this happen ?