Wish4You

Updating my profile.  Here are the thoughts from my previous profile, many of which should have been posted to my journal.



12/08  Update: Taking a step back.  Going inside--to heal and to reassess her direction.

These days she is in a time of quiet, rest and connection with the spiritual.



This was her last entry....
08/08  Through her days she finds many opportunities to share, support and love...in her family, in her work, in her friendships and in community and her heart is fullfilled and her spirit is joyous.




02/08  Through my exploration and searching, I'm coming to learn that love and giving may be found not only with a primary partner, but perhaps in a family as well. And that loving and giving is not dependent on a solid, bonded, exclusive relationship.

For a submissive with the true, lifelong heart desire to give, this may be found in friendships, in family, in her work, in play, and permeates every aspect of her life.

Yes, I am still searching for a Dom relationship, or perhaps a meaningful D/s situation, but in the meantime, I am looking to learn, to discuss, to share, to connect and to find new ways and new situations for giving.



2007  Here's the original profile posting

I am open for meaningful dialogue...especially with those in the San Diego area.

i'm searching for the One. They are Dom and capable and extremely rare and unusual for a lasting connection. It's not an easy search.

i'm a warm, intellegent, principled, heart-centered, giving woman in search of a deep, meaningful, strongly committed, value-based relationship in which to express her heart's desire in service and submission.
This is not an ad for sex. It is a step forward on the search to manifest into reality my life's purpose--to share my work and my love in support and service of a bonded partnership--as i walk this path leading to my life's fulfillment.

I am open to intellegent exchange with like-minded individuals who have insight and expreience in D/s and BDSM dynamics for mutual learning, growth, resource sharing and deeper understanding...especially those in the local area.

Here is a peek inside my heart...something I wrote several years ago now...and still I search


Soft and alone

She quietly weeps

Tears that gently fall

One

After another

Tracing her need

From eyes that do not smile

To hands that do not serve

To feet that do not move her

Toward her heart?s desire

She stands strong and firm

In her knowing

Of who she is and

Why she is

Alone with her convictions

And her purpose

To give

In complete surrender

Her gift remains unopened

Hidden like a secret jewel

It burns to adorn the hand

Of the

I have found much reward in these past so many months in choosing to actively pursue my fulfillment rather than waiting for it to find me.



Along this path I am finding others...open, accepting, supportive and willing to share...and finding wonderful opportunities to give of myself through the heart of a true submissive.

I am finding great value in this journey and am humbled and honored by these gifts from those whom I've met along the way.