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5/31/12 - UPDATE: I HAVE GRADUATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am finally done. I have now joined the ranks of those looking for a REAL job. I have one that will keep me busy through the summer moving back with the family until I figure out where I might end up. I apologize to any and all to those that I didn't respond to or the conversation on my end stopped.

9/12/11 - Update: I don't seem to slow down. Right now I am taking a full load of classes and holding down two jobs. And I don't like the way my body looks so I have been doing to the gym at every chance. I won't be getting on here much because it will take away from those things. If you are ok with messaging when ever i get the chance or your a night owl willing to keep me company during all-nights, please let me know. Otherwise I am really sorry. I don't mean to not respond efficiently but right now I am just not able to. I hope to carry on a few conversation here or there but I know right now I can't commit to much. Please Forgive Me.
I am completely new to this. I am a virgin in every sense of the word. I am looking for someone that I can have a relationship with that will start out slow and last a long time. I want someone that will control me so that I know that I am free because they will always protect me, push me, and make me better. I want to make a better picture of who I am and what I am looking for. I will not friend you if I have not talked to you. I am open to getting advice from those older and wiser but I am not looking for a sugar daddy in any way shape or form.
SURPRISE: I want a relationship, this whole meeting someone online leaves me open to creepers. No not everyone is a creeper but it will take time for me not to come to that conclusion. Please don’t expect me to just be willing to meet you at a hotel or your apt because it won’t happen. After a while I would hope to meet in a neutral location like a book store or shopping mall. I am not willing to relocate now, there for I don’t want gas money. I am currently in college with one year left. That means when I start looking for a job it could be anywhere. Please don’t message me if you are looking for a wham-bam-thank-you-mama. I have stayed I virgin this long because I avoid those kinds of relationships. Please don’t message me with the whole “you’re a slut, you should worship me, blah blah blah, you had better message me right now”. Not gonna happen. Maybe that kind of stuff is ok once in the relationship but that would be decided upon by my Master. One line messages start to lose my attention quickly….be a conversationalist. Ask questions if I feel like I have to force information out of you, it will get pretty old quick. If you don’t ever ask questions how will you ever know anything about me. Me: I am not a stick. Depending on how much I have been stressed lately I might have a few extra pounds. I like the way I look but I am always looking to improve myself. I try to go to the gym or run on a regular basis. I have hit like that plateau and just can’t seem to find the time to push myself past it. I have DD’s and a butt that makes finding a good pair of jeans like a treasure hunt. I love to read books. I don’t like to watch scary movies, but I do like to watch movies. If just at home even if I have seen the movie I have tendency to get up and move around during the suspenseful parts of the movie. I love to snowboard. I am getting into hiking (getting to the top is the best part). Right now I am working almost 50 hours a week and taking two classes. I have goals some I am willing to change like where I go; some I am not going to change like who I settle for. I love to cook anything from hamburgers to shrimp scampi. I can’t spell to save my life…just not really my strong suit. I love to challenge people so I am looking for someone that will do the same for me. I am very much into snuggling even though I don’t have a serious boyfriend at the moment I still snuggle with friends all the time, physical contact is very important to me. What I want: I want someone that is bigger and stronger than me. Someone that can physically hold me down when I am being a brat…because it will happen. I will not accept abuse but will submit to punishment. Someone that will hold me close when I see something in the dark (I do have a slight fear of the dark). A Master that will punish me when I don’t meet the expectations that he has set for me. I do not want a selfish asshole. I am more than willing to give my Master massages everyday when he comes in the door. And get him a beer while I sit at his feet or lay in his lap while he watches sports or the news. I want someone who will celebrate with me when I overcome something and reward me when I do something right. I want someone who is confident in their choices but still able to admit if they have been wrong. I have no experience but I am willing to try most things but I will have to be in a safe environment. I want to give someone my all. I want to be able to go out into the world or with friends and have a good time knowing the back of my mind that I have someone to come home to. IMPORTANT: You have a life and so do I. There are going to be times when you are busy and can’t talk just tell me that. Don’t ignore me then when you have time again expect me not to be hurt. If I make time for you but you can’t do the same that means I am not worth anything to you in my mind. And I am not ok with that.
femmeh
 
 Age: 24
 Philadelphia, Pennsylvania