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About VelvtKnght
Knight in tarnished armor seeks damsel to distress :)
**not** actively seeking at this time
"Chivalry and Refined Debauchery... together at last!"
I am looking for a sincere, totally committed, submissive female, for what will hopefully become the real life LTR we both seek.
I have no ego-driven desire to 'conquer' you.
Rather, I would tear down walls and slay your dragons and demons, in order that we may become all we can together.
While I do feel that I am head and shoulders above the crowd in the most important aspects, I bestow no Grand Titles of Accomplishment upon Myself; if you are impressed by titles, then you are not for Me
FAQ answers: I am divorced I am not currently in any type of committed relationship. My children are grown, and on their own
you are: (1) a sincere female only... as originally equipped !! :) (2) not married; not involved (3) definitely NOT a 'brat' !!
Exactly what a successful real life relationship should encompass, and what it takes to get there, will be defined by your needs and Mine.
The most important erogenous zone is the one located directly between the ears. Sexual attraction is an attitude and a mindset, not a dress size.
The ultimate realtionship (for me, anyway) is one in which BOTH partners truly give their all for the other to the best of their ability, yet, paradoxically, each also feels like they are getting more back than they give
As far as either vanilla or 'bdsm' interests are concerned, our preferences are better discussed than matched on some arbitrary checklist.
Over the years, I have tried certain things I never thought I would - and found I liked some of them, a LOT
It just might take the rest of our lives to figure it all out... (thoroughly lecherous grin)
So, why is a nice girl like you not already with a Knight like me?... and, why did I havta write all this just to find the one I really want? I'm a Dom after all... you should simply appear for me just because I thought about you; I really shouldn't even have to ask :)
And we better get this straight right now regarding sports, and TV in general...
I will be much better entertained by focusing my attention on you..... (evil smirk)
*Extra Credit if you are also attracted to my red and white mechanical significant other (see photos)
he is currently happily owned and not seeking; however, I may permit a limited poly relationship if I can take pictures
BUT... So far, at least, the more I meet women, the better I like my truck... do you have what it takes to change my mind?
If you've read this far, perhaps we should talk.
**Double Extra Credit**
.... if you like :)
(or, love to hate)
being naked in private for your Man...
Often :) :)
If you've read this far, and you're actually with me on everything - just attach yourself to your email :)
WARNING: Any institutions using this site or any of its associated sites for studies or projects - You do NOT have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current and future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications. It is recommended that other members post a similar notice to this.
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The Difference
The smallest genuine act From one to Another which is truly from the heart
Be it just a glance An act of consideration Or kindness
The serving of refreshment
carefully chosen words or pictures
or a true embrace however brief
Trumps a Lifetime of 'expected' or 'obligatory' sex or service
For such sex or service can Never be Inspired nor Truly Desired for the one who is oft so alone even though she is with Another
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An original short scroll penned by The Knight, quite some time ago...
My partner is first and foremost My best friend; she is my sounding board, my backup, and my shield. she thinks without question, that she absolutely has it all with Me, but I feel like I have even more with her. Although I was fine alone, she makes me feel so much stronger in the world than I ever have before.
My beautiful babygirl is always beautiful, always mine, and mine alone, just as I am hers alone. And she knows that. For certain. Always. No matter what. And that makes all the difference.
My wench displays herself for Me a little, a little more, or a lot, or completely... however I like, however I want... in the car... or on the floor, on all fours if I choose... her tits dangling lusciously, like ripe fruit to be picked as she moves for me... her ass shifting tantalizingly as I leer to my heart's content... or on a table if I wish... naked and mentally bound, she must not move, the position of her hands and her knees holding her open for My most intimate inspections... bound to the table on her back, with her arms and legs splayed, to be teasingly, erotically and incessantly flogged on her tits, her belly, her inner thighs, her pussy...
My slut does anything and everything for Me, anytime, and anyplace. No matter what. I may lead her on a collar and leash, naked outdoors, until I reach those 2 special trees, spaced just so... to bind her to those trees, spread wide open, with unrestricted groping and whipping access, both front and back... maybe I will make her pee for Me, naked, and as embarrassingly as I decide... or even choose to bind her naked with her hands over her head in the garage and get out the bucket, the car wash brush, and the hose?. And I cherish her for all that, more than she will ever know. Even if she thinks she does.
My fucktoy may just have to be thrown on the floor, and taken. Without even slowing down to take off that tee shirt. And again, for sloppy seconds... and yet again, as I continue to gangbang her Myself, for even sloppier thirds, as she is made to stay still, her cunt and ass in an ever-increasing pool of her longings mixed with My spendings each time while I recover... until we are both so spent we can no longer move... and don't ever want to...
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And it came to pass that the Man on Silver Mountain did read,
~two scrolls~
Though they were posted for all to see Only a privileged few could truly understand their significance
So Many experiences and influences are behind those scrolls... and probably many more than He could ever know...
How truly hard-won those words really are... and oh, what it took to write them...
He is proud to have been at least a part of that But so much prouder still is He of her achievement, and all that it means to her
~smiles~
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Thoughts on ?submission?, ?Dominance?, and valid reasons to make those choices?
First and Foremost, we must all bear in mind what I feel are the two Most Important Concepts in Life:
(1) No matter who we are... or what we choose to believe.. we are ALL here FOR EACH OTHER.
(2) "Faith is not acceptance without proof. It is trust, without reservation."
I had an excellent corporate position; basically at the top of My career path, when the economy decided to remind Me that Control is, at best, always both an illusion and a privilege... which is given, and sometimes taken away, whether O/one 'deserves' it or not... and it is totally up to U/us, how W/we choose to be there for E/each O/other.
I will find My greatest satisfaction and strength in a partner whom I will first seek to understand, and who will then choose to understand Me, as deeply as it is humanly possible for us to understand each other.
she, in turn, will know in her heart that she can find her greatest satisfaction in life, and have her ultimate fantasies fulfilled, in becoming the complementary other half of what I need in order to achieve Mine :)
That is neither selfish, nor controlling; rather, it is, in fact, the Best way for E/each of U/us to realize and achieve O/our fondest hopes and dreams.
I will cherish the one who will be there for Me 110% and without question, exactly as I will be there for her. This does not mean she should not have a say in many or most important decisions, but rather, that I will seek and value her opinion... in order that W/we both shall benefit as much as possible... for that is neither weakness, nor indecisiveness; it is common sense.
Labels are not important. What IS important; and the ultimate goal to always work toward; is achieving as deep and intimate an understanding as possible, of ALL of each other?s needs, wants, and desires? and the reasons behind them.
This is not what it takes to start a relationship.
It is what defines the path, and charts the journey?
And that is the only thing that really matters.
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A smile is a curve that helps to set things straight.
Anonymous
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It's not what you call me, but what I answer to.
African proverb
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Well, The Big Milestone has come and gone... and I'm still here... I had wondered if it was going to be more of a Millstone, but (smiling) methinks not... kept thinking I should post something then, yet it didn't feel like the right time... and it wasn't.
Today, it is.
I have been very much misjudged by some; I am thinking of more than one, but also one in particular; in certain aspects perhaps it's not entirely their fault; in other ways, perhaps it is.
All of us have experienced driving down a familiar road, or more accurately, a road we feel we are familiar with, and gradually beginning to feel that we have most certainly gone too far and missed a turn that we were looking for and needed to make... and if we don't turn around and go back, we will never get where we intended to go... sometimes we turn around several times and go back, yet we still don't find the turn we are searching for so diligently... but it IS dark, and it IS hard to see exactly where we are...
How sad to discover, if you had only pressed on a bit further in the direction you were already going, that turn was still just a little ways ahead of you... and marked by lighted signs, no less... but, you never let yourself get that far, because you were too afraid of making another mistake...
Anyway, I recently re-discovered I am simply too often too nice for My own good... I sometimes joke that maybe My submissive doesn't need a safeword as much as I need a 'go-ahead' one... and it's high time I cut that out and make it as decadently enjoyable as it should be for all
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Do Not Be Afraid that your Life will End
Be Afraid that it will never Start
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God determines who walks into your life...
it's up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go.
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The wise man is he who listens when he would prefer to speak.
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I had fully intended to post something entirely different, but often I am reminded I am not the one in charge of inspiration, and this is yet another of those times, so here goes... interestingly, this is the greatly revised and expanded finish of something I started at the very beginning of this year:
Bucket List Observations:
Exactly what IS important to me??
Usually I am certain... but then things happen which cause one to ask hard questions...
Where do you put your efforts? I know I do My best to put them in the Right Places ? the hardest thing for many to grasp, is that we are ALL here to serve EACH OTHER? Usually I feel I do My best and that is all I need to know; at other times I feel like all I really have is a bag of air?. I guess that just makes Me a human being J
It has been beautifully expressed as
?I was sad because I had no shoes?
until I met a man who had no feet.?
Please forgive me, I know I always have many intangible gains, but?. sheesh?
again, feeling those feelings just makes me human?
we must remember that The Only Perfect Man to walk the earth died quite some time ago, wrongly convicted of things He Did Not Do?
And, it is so hard to accept that a loving God?s plans could include seemingly horrific events for us?
Were these in fact actually God?s plan? Or are they the result of us not choosing wisely? Often, it does not look like nearly as serious a choice as it turns out to be. Do we really have choices, or is it just His Plan? Often, we would never even imagine the unbelievably horrible outcome of what seems like a very minor poor choice at the time that choice is presented to us? does that mean we really did not have a choice? I can see times where I definitely made the right choice, and others where the choice I made was clearly not the right one, yet I was spared the same outcome others had to endure in similar situations... is it just that I was judged able to learn better from realizing what COULD have easily happened later on , in safe 20-20 hindsight, than others were, so that they had a much harder lesson?
Steve P. ? almost 37 years later, and it still makes absolutely no sense to me? we had no choice but to accept that the unimaginable had actually occurred? and all that changed with especially those closest to him, because of those 2 tragic decisions that night? in the end, the first was a very bad choice, the 2nd was a fatal mistake? yet the first choice at the time it was made appeared to be worse than the 2nd? of course, the 2nd would never have happened without the first (and this one is very close; perhaps even more tragic still with one important other to me, late one night, but it was not a late night to her?)
Doug H. - hmm?. Wow? that?s almost too weird even for this site, and that?s going some J
And Ron T. ?
There is no emptier feeling for someone involved in Fire/ Rescue than when One of Their Own is taken while immediately reacting because of Who he is and trying to save someone he does not even know, who was only a split second before standing next to him enjoying the public event they were both attending? a classic WHY GOD?, if ever there was one? for he was the only one taken? ?it was just his time? you may say?. But, as always, it leaves us to ponder? WHY??? ?he was the quiet one who was simply always there, often doing drudge chores that others spent more time avoiding than they would have doing them? devoted husband and father; treasurer of his Christian motorcycle club; 35 years in the department at the time; I grew up with him and his future wife, and we joined the department the same year?
WAS this actually a choice for him? Or was it simply God?s Plan? If so, then did he really NOT have a choice? And God?s Plan for who? Just him? For his family? The rest of us? Everyone?
I and many others know it would not have been so much as a second thought for us either, were we in the same situation? That knowledge is both comforting and frightening at the same time?
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"Breathe" Pink Floyd
Breathe, breathe in the air Don't be afraid to care Leave but don't leave me Look around and chose your own ground For long you live and high you fly And smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry And all you touch and all you see Is all your life will ever be Run, run rabbit run Dig that hole, forget the sun, And when at last the work is done Don't sit down, it's time to dig another one For long you live and high you fly But only if you ride the tide And balanced on the biggest wave You race toward an early grave.
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And so it came to pass that The Lady of the Lake and The Man of Silver Mountain did meet face to face once again...
Somewhat better settled is He now with what transpired for the lyrics below describe to a tee His feelings of earlier yesterday... Still yet at this hour, however He stands by His Observations on certain things But He Knows that, Only time can possibly tell and maybe it will, and maybe it will not How accurate they are Such may matter to one... or to both... or seemingly to neither yet matter it shall, and to both whether in the future, it seems to or it does not...
As The Headlights of The Midnight Express continued to pierce their way in the Dark and The Black Beast pressed ever onward toward the Top of Silver Mountain These words played with considerable force and although somewhat sated was He after a very productive and frank conversation He must remain true, yet quiet, for now to His Instincts on some things Whether others think Him wise or closed-minded Intuitive, or simply stubborn All Shall Be As It Must And Friends Regardless, They Shall Be
And Turn This Up.. if it's too loud, you're too old :P
"Walk Away" The James Gang
Takin? my time, choosin? my lines... tryin? to decide what to do... Looks like my stop... I don?t wanna get off. Got myself hung up on you.
Seems to me, you don?t wanna talk about it. Seems to me, you just turn your pretty head and walk away...
Places I?ve known, things that I'm growin' don't taste the same without ya. I got myself in the worst mess I've been and I find myself starvin? without ya..
Seems to me, talk all night, here comes the mornin? Seems to me, you just forget what we said and greet the day...
Seems to me, you don?t wanna talk about it. Seems to me, you just turn your pretty head and walk away.
I?ve got to cool myself down, stompin? around, thinkin' some words I can't name ya. I'll meet you half way, you got nothin' to say, Still I don't s'pose I can blame ya.
Seems to me, you don?t want to talk about it. Seems to me, you just turn your pretty head and walk away...
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The Velvet Knight offers the following with tongue firmly planted in cheek for the Lady of the Lake is indeed an exceptional woman; not just a good one she does however, when it is fitting to do so know quite well how to play an evil one and this was just too fitting when it played last night (here excerpted to the most striking lyrics )
I drank the potion she offered me I found myself on the floor Then I looked into those big green eyes And I wondered what I came there for
Shes just a devil woman With evil on her mind Beware the devil woman Shes gonna get you Shes just a devil woman With evil on her mind Beware the devil woman Shes gonna get you from behind
So if you're out on a moonlit night Be careful of them neighbourhood strays Of a lady with long black hair Tryin to win you with her feminine ways Crystal ball on the table Showing the future,the past Same cat with them evil eyes Youd better get out of there fast
Shes just a devil woman With evil on her mind Beware the devil woman Shes gonna get you Shes just a devil woman With evil on her mind Beware the devil woman Shes gonna get you...
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Sometimes it is Easy to write Sometimes it is not
Sometimes I feel I absolutely Must write yet I have no idea what to say
Although that does not happen often The feeling was certainly there From earlier today
And yesterday... And the day before that... And the day before that...
How is it possible That The Greatest and Most Unimaginable Joy and The Darkest and Most Unfathomable Depths Can be part of the same experience?
Only When It Is Real only when it is real
Often Fairy Tales Can Come True But Only When You Absolutely Believe
To Keep Them Real you Must Believe and believe and believe and Keep On Believing
That alone, makes All the Difference
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~A Day of Hither and Yon, and Thoughts and Smiles~
Up on the Mountain, in The Castle Carriage House, and in His village below, for The Man on Silver Mountain it had been a day of sunshine, and accomplishing a number of satisfying and unhurried tasks.
He smiled as He read the words posted by the Lady of the Lake; He had thought of her often throughout the day, knowing she was exactly where she needed to be, doing exactly what she needed to be doing, and only checking His sources from time to time, just to be certain He had not missed any Unexpected Messages.
The morning had been a time for some unpressured thinking, and taking care of a last few mundane but necessary personal items on His 'To-Do' list. Then, at lunchtime, He felt privileged to be able to brighten His daughter's day a bit; often, that was not so easily done:)
The afternoon found He and His son assisting each other with tasks each needed individually, but which were completed much more easily together. And in the middle of these tasks, as a special treat for Both on this sunny day, His son was proud and excited to finally formally introduce Him to the wonders and workings of the Big Blue Mechanical Dragon-Slaying Machine. His son's passion for this calling reminds Him so much of Himself at the same age; in that He rightfully takes Great Pride.
After a 2 hour break from it all, unplanned circumstances eventually found just the three of them brought together to share a pizza, and a bit more conversation. Some might think this common and unremarkable; it certainly is not. Only now, and knowing of the trials of The Lady of Music as well as The Lady of The Lake, and others, can This Knight truly begin to appreciate just how special this is, and just how much the efforts He was directed to make, at an earlier time of trials of His own, helped lay the foundation for it.
Throughout all this, His thoughts went back to The Lady of the Lake, of her Ways, and Those Shared Moments, and He Smiled the Smile she has mentioned before; He knows the Shared Moments will return, in their time...
for she has made a good choice...
and
So has He 
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He has sent her a scroll, but had she read it? The Lady of the Lake understood Him so much more than others, as He also strove to understand her... the scrolls did not always express everything perfectly, but He hoped His Quill had been guided well...
High Up on Silver Mountain, The Valiant Knight had seen the Lady of the Lake riding her favorite horse nearly every day, and again in the shadows nearly every night at dusk, exploring the Fair Meadows at the base and up Silver Mountain as far as she dared... wisps of steam from the horse's nostrils were clearly visible as her trusted four-legged companion expertly picked his way at her direction... He knew she felt her horse had just found a lucky trail by chance the day they had galloped up Silver Mountain earlier, and although He knew All His Meadows were very well-kept, He also knew she would not be satisfied until both she and her horse found no big rocks or hidden sinkholes in those other, less obvious parts of Fair Meadows they would surely need to use on other days' journeys...
The Man On The Silver Mountain could not help but feel how closely the lyrics fit the Lady of the Lake, as she kept checking the terrain for hidden rocks and covered mud pits day after day and night after night...
Desperado, why don't you come to your senses? You been out ridin' fences for so long now Oh, you're a hard one.. I know that you got your reasons
These things that are pleasin' you Can hurt you somehow
Don' you draw the queen of diamonds, boy She'll beat you if she's able You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet
Now it seems to me, some fine things Have been laid upon your table But you only want the ones that you can't get Desperado, oh, you ain't gettin' no younger Your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home And freedom, oh freedom well, that's just some people talkin' Your prison is walkin' through this world all alone
Don't your feet get cold in the winter time? The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine It's hard to tell the night time from the day You're losin' all your highs and lows Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away?
Desperado, why don't you come to your senses? Come down from your fences, open the gate It may be rainin'... but there's a rainbow above you You better let somebody love you, You better let somebody love you, before it's too late
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Mirror, mirror, on the wall This Valiant Knight sees He must slay many remaining Dragons... both real, and also imagined on the Quest for His fairest one of all
The Lady of The Lake peers intently into the Mirror straining those pretty eyes both jade and sadly, also so jaded in order to see Were all those pleasant feelings merely sweet smoke and shadows... was He truly as He seemed? Or was it really just smoke, and shadows, and the Mirror playing tricks on her, as many other times before Would the Mirror tell a different tale in the longer and colder light of The Day?
she had thrown down the Gauntlet 'Prove it to me' she had said, for if empty words and broken promises were like pennies to her she would have been very wealthy long, long ago...
Though the Mirror tries its best to change and distort what is reflected back to her The Knight high on Silver Mountain knows He can Only Stay True to His Course 'Deeds Not Words' are His Lance and His Sword of Choice But His Green-Eyed Angel Can only Trust that which rings True for her In her Own Time, and In her Own Sight
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How Profound I should receive this today from a friend far away The first lines were a little too much like "The Notebook" for Me to dwell on tonight But, as for the Rest of it...
Learning To Dance In The Rain
I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arm, and thought,
'That is the kind of love I want in my life.! '
True love is neither physical, nor romantic. True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.
With all the jokes and fun that are in e-mails, sometimes there is one that comes along that has an important message.
This one I thought I could share with you. The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything they have.
I hope you share this with someone you care about. I just did.
'Life isn't about how to survive the storm, but how to dance in the rain.'
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'You can tell how big a person is by the size of what discourages him'
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An inside joke I expect no one to understand.. Yet, how curiously these words fit Me now..
"Oh... How can you be in 2 places at once when you're not anywhere at all..."
"dum, dum, dum, dum..."
"I think I'll take this ol' baby out for a spin on the freeway.."
'Beeeep.... beeeeep.....'
"Shadow Valley Condoms... if you lived here you'd be home now..."
Priceless. I really have to chuckle.
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"Seek First to Understand
Then to be understood"
"The key to understanding is listening with the eyes and the heart."
Stephen R. Covey
Sometimes, I forget to do that.
It is too often easy to drift off track.
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The Knght high upon Silver Mountain had anxiously scanned all the day and well on into the evening..
His Blue Eyes Always toward that realm so near and yet so far where dwells the lady of the lake...
Searching for What, exactly He was not at all sure But keep searching He Must..
Knowing He would recognize for certain When the time came for it to appear
Why He felt such Need to keep checking He knew was neither to be questioned nor understood But only by Faith, to be accepted
And it came to Pass that a scroll from the lady appeared so thoughtfully written in Faith Also by her just as by Faith He had This Day maintained His Watch..
she acknowledged again All the positive things taking place and pondered if perhaps these many things should now somehow be accounted for or labeled, according to some intention...
'Is it Love?'
or
'Is it Lust?'
or
'Is it His Domination... taking over her submission?'
Why indeed, does it feel so much better when T/they are T/together, than it does when T/they are apart?
When these musings He read The Knght's Blue Eyes instantly came Alive He Smiled the Smile reserved only for the lady as He penned these Words to her on His glowing Silvery Scroll..
"There is but One explanation My green-eyed angel My lady, My Chosen one..
that if This All is indeed as Right for B/both of U/us as it truly appears to B/be
then rightfully so It should encompass all three..
The Love... The Lust
And... The Dark Fantasy
'tis Not O/ours to question nor to dissect nor even most especially Not O/ours to understand...
'tis only O/ours to A/accept By Faith and to Be T/thankful for having been C/chosen to receive such So Grand"
Him
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Sooo...
Last night, on My way home I temporarily lost My way, in the dark...
Stepped back, found it again And Then Instead of skipping something which would have been very easy to do Decided to stop and get a water in order to keep Myself better on track with things she knows are important :)
And, as I pull back onto the expressway Knowing I had made the Best Choice only via thoughts, not at all totally Mine but so very positively influenced by she who is now so important to me
what song, perchance should come on loudly and immediately but 'Green-Eyed Lady' :)
Happenstance? Coincidence?
Hah!!
I think Not
Him |
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"What a Long, Strange Trip it's Been"
These are My things... surrounding Me... most of them, anyway... Some from the distant past of My youth No one could ever have guessed One Day, they would serve Me again and... Some of My Father's Things... Sorely missed is he Every day I appreciate more the Foundation he gave Me
Some Things Here meant so much to him and now as well to Me, and to Mine Own A proud yet never boastful Legacy which I am certain he smiles down upon
And Never More So, than Right Now This Very Time, The Present... These Last Few Weeks... I Now Truly Understand How Very Much These are indeed just things No matter how symbolic or important is their meaning
Much has happened to bring Me to This Point at This Time
Tho just as the Beloved and Totally Devoted Fire Horses of Days Gone By I still respond to The Call The Excitement The Bells, and The Smoke Albeit a bit slower and more carefully than in My exuberant youth
This Dedication to Purpose Devotion To Duty DEEDS NOT WORDS
Has taught Me So Well Its' True Value In many other pursuits
and Doubtless Prepared Me For That High Calling I now willingly and joyously undertake
she is so strong and at the same time so fragile...
'Handle With Care' just barely begins to express it Yet, I also already feel she truly has My Back and Woe unto Any and All Who should fail to respect that fact
Precious Few truly understand her at all
Precious Fewer Still are even close to capable of appreciating all that she is and all that she offers to The Right One...
she feels I ask so little of her...
I feel she asks so little of Me...
And Is That Not Exactly As It Should Be?
So... these past several weeks From the Time of First Glance
The First Locking of Gazes...
From the First Embrace The First Conversation, and Meal All immediately felt so Right, and so Natural it was as if it had always been...
and, perhaps, may now go on to become
always to be
So... These Comfortable Feelings of the past 3 weeks or so Like a favorite old pair of jeans Like comfortable old shoes
As if What is Now Has Always Been that Way
Will it Continue? Only Time Will Tell
But now I truly feel for the very first time I fully comprehend what others meant when they said
when it's right, you will know...
we cannot explain
But, you WILL understand :)
Here The Velvet Knight Bows Deeply and with an Elegant Flourish for He knows His Writings come strictly from the True Inspiration that only His green-eyed angel provides :)
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Green-eyed lady, lovely lady, Strolling slowly towards the sun. Green-eyed lady, ocean lady, Soothing every raging wave that comes.
Green-eyed lady, passion's lady, Dressed in love, she lives for life to be. Green-eyed lady feels life I never see. Setting sons and lonely lovers free.
Green-eyed lady, wind-swept lady, Rules the night, the waves, the sand. Green-eyed lady, ocean lady, Child of nature, friend of man.
Green-eyed lady, passion's lady, Dressed in love, she lives for life to be. Green-eyed lady feels life I never see. Setting sons and lonely lovers free. |
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A best friend I have known since age 7 forwarded this to me today exactly as she received it earlier in the day. With all the positive things that have happened for me over the last few days and several pretty amazing ones today alone, I am in awe....
MEMO
To: YOU Date: TODAY From: GOD Subject: YOURSELF Reference: LIFE
This is God. Today I will be handling All of your problems for you. I do Not need your help. So, have a nice day. I love you. And, remember.... If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do Not attempt to resolve it yourself! Kindly put it in the SFGTD (something for God to do) box. I will get to it in MY TIME All situations will be resolved, but in My time, not yours. Once the matter is placed into the box, do not hold onto it by worrying about it. Instead, focus on all the wonderful things that are present in your life now. Should you decide to send this to a friend; Thank you. You may have touched their life in ways you will never know!
Now, you have a nice day. God |
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He knows of her needs
some, or perhaps most
even better than she
and that is exactly
how it must be...
never in One Direction Only, but B/both
in the B/best M/mutual connection
between a she, and a He
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With but one last candle lit and just before retiring a tear had come to the Knight's eye.. a rise of emotion he decided he must process if ever he was this evening to sleep...
she must have felt Him struggling for at the same time he was putting pen to paper to try to make sense of these nagging feelings that others would likely find very silly it was at that exact moment she who understood Him best sent a brief note telling Him to worry no longer about tonight's rhythm of her breaths she would be fine until the 'morrow when she would seek The Healer's powerful touch
feverishly He wrote on into the night why? because somehow, for some as yet unknown reason He simply must... He must understand this feeling...
As finally He reached the Last Lines Large tears were welling in those clear, true blue eyes behind that dented shield and battered helmet
For this journaling had taken Him down a Path He truly never expected
Would she read and understand? Of that, there was no question |
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*~*Ode to an Olde and True Friend... And, A Connection*~*
written only for those who truly understand...
Today I took a random ride a brief trip to nowhere and was excited to so unexpectedly find... My old friend Pete!!
Not only had I always been there, from well before his birth through his 1st Proud Service, tremendous teething pains, and more..
We had gone through so many dark and tough night fights together sometimes both freezing our very spigots off :)
We had Proudly and Grandly Presented Ourselves to adoring throngs at many Gatherings of Honor, and Joyous Celebration..
But, All Those Days have passed....
Alas now, though still exercised... he is put out to pasture to dwell no longer among his birth kind but amongst those, who while they are indeed just as hardworking, and essential as he they almost always are born so very plain and lackluster... he outshines all his new others, his coat has not yet lost its' sheen and, they have allowed him to keep all of his fancy markings thus far proudly still he provides his service, but these days at a much slower pace..
Tonight I find myself wistfully wishing I could ride him just once more his once mighty muscles roaring... just one time more giving his all to the full gallop, as he had so often done, just for Me in Days Past... Leaving the commoners in our dust as we blazed by in a loud and sometimes frightening flash THAT was what he was born for...
Sometimes I feel, in the end... I was the only one left who truly understood why he faltered and shook under those New Ones, who had not been with him since well before his birth...
I patted his short snout and wished him well in his rest... just then I swear, I heard a small creak in his old suspension..
why am I so emotional over this cold collection of metal?? was... that... a small flicker of red I just saw there, from the old square front flasher right there, on the Driver's side... My former throne of glory? yet I can see his Master Switch is Turned Off so how could that happen? somehow, that short little flash must have been willed from within...
how and why indeed, can one become so emotional over a collection of castings and stampings and welding and paint?
All I know is how I feel
And I now know at least one very important other who understand this feeling herself, all too well... and even seems to understand Me, more than I thought might be possible...
With Utmost Honor and Respect for The Memories V.K.
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Finished with idle picture & music puttering
and finally feeling a bit sleepy Himself..
It is time for the Knightly Rounds...
The Drawbridge had Long since been raised
Double-Checking Each Door
Securing the Locks
Turning out the Castle Torches
one by one
He also retires for the night
but even in much-needed sleep
His ear listens closely for her breathing
and for any slightest sign of distress..
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It had been Simply one of those Cruel Days for her Hard to Breathe Impossible to Rest..
(treading very lightly in sock feet so as not to disturb...)
carefully leaning over her to check her breathing..
and finally satisfied of that for the night..
He tucks those covers in Comfortingly Snug, as only He can do..
~now secure that she can ring and He will always answer, she rarely needs to~
He smiles and ever so lightly kisses her hair
Glad that she seems at last to be getting some sorely needed and more peaceful slumber...
Tomorrow she must brave the maze to reach the dwelling of the Famous Healer there to receive His potions, teachings, and advice...
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OK, so in addition to a previously unexpected job interview today, over the weekend I confirmed that a very surprising exchange of Fuzzy Easter Bunnies actually can be integrated with a flogger or two and a substantial amount of old-fashioned mushiness.
and just to keep this interesting My thanks to ZZ TOP for the snippet of lyric:
She gets a charge out of bein' so weird, Digs gettin' downright strange. But I can keep a handle on anything, Just this side of deranged.
Keep Smiling :) it makes people wonder what you're up to...
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Greetings m'lady,
thou potential chief cook, bottle washer... and
sole candidate for the Most Important and sought-after potential duty opening of all: that of becoming the one and only Castle Personal serving wench:
The Royal Castle Management Staff of One
hereby advises thee that the Final Interview
will be both as Hard and as Easy as can be M/mutually agreed upon
Thus, Now that It Has Been Spoken
So Shall It Be Done
~*This Document Officially Entered This Day, with His Mark and Seal*~ The 20th Day of March, in the Year of Our Lord 2009
(signed)
Velvet Knight, awaiting His anticipated appointment as Full Lord of the Realm and Keeper of The Gate |
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To m'lady stormie one... with No Apologies whatsoever 
After such a wonderful night of Test Driving...
Feeling honored to begin getting used to The Controls of My potential new rig.. over many roadways and Interchanges.. some familiar routes... some new terrain.. some ways well-lit; others deliciously dark...
This 3rd Test Drive was Most Exhilirating yet..
IT was SO HARD when I woke up this morning...
that I forcibly took Matters into My Own Hand, so as to try for additional slumber..
But, alas and alack.. 'twas pointless.. for as you may sometime soon see..
All that resulted was the unplanned arrival
of yet a 2nd Load of Morning Lumber for Me..
And This 2nd Certified Oversized Load..
is Now Backed Up Big Time at the Dock, as The Driver awaits His appointed receiver..
for the Bill of Lading that Comes with This Load clearly states, for A/all to see
that she.. is the only person allowed to receive Proper Delivery
Am I Truly Speaking her language?
W/we both soon shall see
And should all the above make little sense to anyone else, save for W/we
At the same time that means both Nothing and Everything, between she and Me
The No Longer Unnecessarily Humble and Very Valiant Velvet Knight |
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**A Disclaimer to anyone who was NOT on the phone with Me for quite awhile this afternoon beginning at exactly 3:48PM? with the time it took to write My previous post today, I must respectfully insist? that you have no business reading this one first? and?..... even if you were, at least tell Me you read the earlier one first :P
~~And So It Came To Pass~~
That The Eagerly and Trepidatiously Awaited Time Now Finally Draws Ever Closer
Even More Bold Words
He Posts Now
For she to see, and Look Over J
T/they have B/both, yet separately Long Sought The Holy Grail The Silver Chalice That is at the same time All Things Worthwhile.. An End That is a True Beginning.. The Prize that is The Journey.. Solace for weary seekers of The Truth
Not an unrealistic Fairy Tale... Oh, Yes... a Fairy Tale To Be Sure (smiles...) But one written Only for, and by T/those Who are B/brave and W/willing E/enough to E/endure to go well beyond unrealistic to travel T/together from safe havens and dense woods, found by calming lakes... not to abandon these things... but holding them ever close to the heart.. Thereby drawing even more strength... to climb Silver Mountain T/together? yes, to the Very Top...
And... Then what? Does there the journey stop?
No, the J/journey never ends...
For if even beyond Silver Mountain should ever the P/path appear to lead This Valiant Knight will not fear to tread but go Forth Willingly So long as she still stands beside Him T/together T/hey Shall B/be |
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His Last thoughts that night And His First upon awakening
Were of the unfailingly strong yet dangerously vulnerable, and fragile Lady of the Lake... had her soul found at least a calm moment? or some brief form of respite?
Remaining Very Concerned, yet quietly self-assured this morning was He, for This Day The Great Truth which he had been aware of forever had been revealed to Him.. once again
At Times of Great Importance such as this It reminds Him without question, that It Alone is the Foundation of All That is Good Nothing in this life can ever overcome it Indeed, on this earth no higher power exists
This is quite simply as It has Always Been yet Today it is once again New Yes... Fresh and New Once Again
He Smiled to Himself Now with this found again Knowledge He was more Certain than Ever of that which she ultimately seeks.. For It is what He Seeketh also Not two separate goals but O/one and the S/same
(here we come to a brief pause.. for a well-earned, self-assured smile)
That was all very nice Indeed, truly inspiring..
But
The Man on Silver Mountain
Must Always Acknowledge and Learn from the Past Remain Grounded In the Present And give the Future all due consideration.. (and absolutely no more... but also no less)
With All These Things Firmly in Mind His thoughts returned to Right Now.. He could wait no longer to see and so diligently returned to the Silver Mountain Telescope to check on The Lady of the Lake and her world...
At first even more concerned still when he saw her favorite thinking spot empty He quickly looked closer then smiled at what he found there below For it was then He saw very subtle, yet encouraging evidence of what looked to have happened..
Bits of dust and dirt brushed away as she had gotten up fairly swiftly.. yet carefully..
and with distinct signs most imperceptible to all but The Few Who truly see Them that her chosen movement had been neither in haste, nor borne of frustration but rather, based on feelings perhaps becoming somewhat albeit still cautiously, but finally.. just a little bit closer to some sort of explanation
He smiled so Proudly and so Broadly for it was most evident to He that she had found her own conclusion and could finally move once again by her own choice, from that comforting spot
He Positively Beamed :)
He had done all He could think of to allow her, for herself to see that the answers she sought were not to be found in those books or those pages... no matter how closely they were scrutinized and perhaps now she could even see her long hungered for safe and protected freedom as an actual... though yet still cautious.. but maybe... just maybe... dared she even hope?
a real possibility???
And though her comforting spot was empty something told Him to look not so far away to the deck of the old Home nestled snugly within all the protective trees..
ahh.. there, for the first time in over a week she was finally again looking directly at Him their eyes met only briefly just then but never more understandingly...
The Several Very True Times last week That they securley Locked Gazes had been truly intense.. but... felt... very genuine Often such seem maybe too good to be True And although these are the things, that, well.. are ever so fervently wished and hoped for to be blunt, they are so often the very things second guesses were made for..
Now such understandable second guesses (make ye no mistake - on B/both S/sides!!) appear at least to have withstood this first test of time
So, not from behind the screen nor the phone, E/each must soon truly look Into the R/real E/eyes of each O/other And see what that shall Reveal..
Only Then Can He Truly Speak to her In the way she can Fully Choose to Listen
will she run? a possibility of course but, He thinks Not..
He Knows she absolutely wants to listen.. but only to that which rings true for her and even then, only from One who she is as sure as she can be Will always Encourage her Embrace her, and Empower her to be all that she can be.. while allowing her always to be totally herself to grow safely and feel protected no matter what may come T/their way This O/one will strive Every Day, Always to make her feel her Absolute Best that she has chosen to place her trust in Him And He Will Make Sure A/all Others Know how Proud He is, that above all the Others she has freely chosen to honor Him with all that she has..
she will have made herself certain that He would never force her in any way nor in any way knowingly mislead her for any sort of selfish gain... or any attempt at very temporary and exceedingly foolish fleeting pleasure..
yes... she would know beyond any doubt that Such thoughts never even enter His Mind
{Indeed, How foolish are those who can not, or will not, understand what she is moved in her heart to give freely will bring Him More Joy and Happiness than even He can probably withstand }
(very fond visions here of a certain picture once sent to him, which, while he was able to eventually at least answer at the time, albeit after regaining His composure, He gleefully acknowledges that she 'got Him, but Good'... and it will likely never be topped This involved red satin sheets and their subsequent resting places, once he earned the privilege of personally encountering her considerable prowess in demonstrating that, yes, lesser ones might know what He needs... but she knows what He WANTS.... )
*ahem*
As the time draws ever closer that He must come down from the Mountain to replenish His goods He looks forward to finally meeting in person the real inspiration behind all of These Words
While He understands her apprehension there is nothing she should fear He learned long ago never to judge by any appearances at all... and that the most suspect of all appearances, in particular, are the ones who have the brightest and most "appealing" - in 'polite' society's estimation, anyway... decorative outer packaging.. Most often, when one pulls off the colorful ribbons and bows, for the first peek at what is truly inside... there is not only generally nothing of interest to be found, but, many times... absolutely nothing at all.
Nor should be nervous about what to say.. for anything from 'Hello', to shy silence, to perhaps even something risque' and any or all else will be appropriate and welcome, that day
Well... 'tis now 5:30PM.. I started this missive much earlier but was most pleasantly distracted by the very inspiration for these verses live, on the phone, by her voice.. in person
W/we discussed quite a bit more and I was gratified to learn many of my observations were well founded perhaps I do know Myself and abilities even better than I take credit for Watch This Space, to see how this all further develops
And for now, for any of those who have remained with Me thus far and have any further interest I offer the following which I had been saving for tomorrow but Boldly present now instead of further delaying...
DEEDS NOT WORDS
This is The Great Truth He spoke of being reminded of, earlier Such a short simple phrase Not even a complete sentence.. yet matters that not... a full sentence is not needed.. For if A/all do T/their V/very B/best to live by It Those 3 words say it all there is no need for all the rest
It makes absolutely no difference be Y/you Master or pet submissive, slave, spanker, spankee interested shy explorer.. accomplished V/vet even Very Vanilla... or anything in between all these extremes Male, female, TS or TG confused, metrosexual, poly, triad or more and again any variation of all the above..
If that one short phrase is YOURS that YOU LIVE BY then you by definition include The Golden Rule, *The Ten Commandments, The Declaration of Independence The Constitution... and still more (need I go on?)
*Oh, Lest I be Misconstrued... by those of you who think there may be no God or Supreme Being... This One has Personally Observed Many Times, through one of His callings: This virtually inarguable truth:
"There are few atheists inside a burning building"
I ask that you consider that carefully.. Should you still choose to keep your differing opinion, then Mark These Words Well..
Someday you will likely find that you are undeniably not in charge of nearly as much as you think you are.
With Much Thanks for the Inspiration From m'ldy s. of the Lake together with The Man Upstairs
most respectfully submitted,
Velvet Knight dated this 19th day of March, the year 2009
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It was not... and yet it was The Concern, of the Man on Silver Mountain
He knows she must read always at her own pace and in her own season
But
the woman beside the lake normally found happily enjoying Mother Nature and liesurely reading
had been grievously vexed of late
Though they had yet to meet she felt no less befriended
there had come a great disturbance within her deep safe cave of water and this she had no control over but vowed to see through, by helping another
Coming down from the Mountain under the moon, while she slept He felt the matted grass where she earlier sat, and nearly wept trying to make sense of it all.. both good fortune, yet needing quiet and careful evaluation While at the same time, though not hers directly came this unwelcome new twist demanding much of her attention
there was only so much of her to go 'round, that was true
what to do.. what to do..
the Silver Mountain Man sorrowed the tears in His eyes slowly ran down His Face as He sat there in that same spot to experience as best He could for Himself all she felt tugging on her soul at this time
Virtual Hugs on both sides so heartfelt and genuine had been graciously exchanged and gratefully accepted by both... yet so much still weighed on her mind And that sorely vexed Him as He sat
strong as the 50 foot timber was she this He knew yet delicate as flower petals barely touched with morning dew
the slightest supportive touch on the now exposed fragile petals might well be too much
yet to offer nothing could allow the mere weight of morning drops of dew to pull some of the fragile petals down and maybe even to crush some whether she could know or not... this He knew
A delicate balance it was 'twixt He and she All He can ask for is that she simply allow it to be
and then to unfold as it will supporting those delicate petals in the way that holds them safe and yet lets them be free to blossom
for there comes a time when books and pages are not nearly as real as unexplainable emotions and undefinable feelings
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Watched 'The Quiet Man' last night with my married best friends - which they do every year on St. Pat's, 'cuz she's a red-headed Irish lass:)
If ever there was a movie about Virtue, Integrity, and Honor, triumphing over useless money and foolish tradition...
And that older woman, handing a stiff branch to John Wayne as he hauls his new wife back, refusing to let her run away from her issues... (thick feminine Irish brogue on..) 'And here's a switch, with which to beat the looovly lady'.....
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Friends for now.. Yes, that I can certainly be...
Best friends, and much more, perhaps, Someday it can be...
If and When that Day comes
I know, for sure, she will swear she is one
who would gladly take bullets for Me,
Rather than I be undone...
in any way,
by anyone..
For that, F/friends, is her... Indeed... 'tis All of her being...
simply she...
And On That Day, Likewise, she Will Know... as will Y/ye!
that This Too Shall Be:
Any Threat of Harm, Any At All that should ever be Will not be Against Me.... or her.. but rather... Against W/we
And As Such, They Must First ALL Pass Thru Me Before the strongest of them cause e'en the slightest of harm, to she
Words by Velvet Knight Inspiration for such.. young-hearted lady s. of the densely wooded lake, not far from Silver Mountain...
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"Never stay with someone who thinks you're ever an interruption... unless you really are."
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(shakes head) ya know... If it can found in both The Dom Pocket Guide.. AND The Very Vanilla But Manly Men Manual... then it's probably... drum roll please... COMMON SENSE!!!
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Favorite Quotes
"Faith is not acceptance without proof. It is trust, without reservation."
"There are few atheists inside a burning building."
A smile is a light in the window of the soul indicating that the heart is at home. ? Unknown
"Half of analysis is anal"
"Confusion is always the most honest response"
"The mass of men live in quiet desperation and go to their graves with the song still in their hearts.? H.D. Thoreau
"In everyone's life, at some time, our inner fire goes out. It is then burst into flame by an encounter with another. We should all be thankful for those people who rekindle the inner spirit." Albert Schweitzer
"If you think that something small cannot make a difference - try going to sleep with a mosquito in the room." -- Unknown
(1) My mind is a raging torrent, flooded with rivulets of thought, cascading into a waterfall of creative alternatives...
(2) Gol-darnit, Mr. Lamarr, you use your tongue purtier than a twunny-dollar whore!
Hedley Lamarr - "Blazing Saddles." |
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Man on the Silver Mountain
Ritchie Blackmore?s Rainbow
I'm a wheel, I'm a wheel I can roll, I can feel And you can't stop me turnin'
Cause I'm the sun, I'm the sun I can move, I can run But you'll never stop me burnin'
Come down with fire Lift my spirit higher Someone's screaming my name Come and make me holy again
I'm the man on the silver mountain I'm the man on the silver mountain
I'm the day, I'm the day I can show you the way And look, I'm right beside you
I'm the night, I'm the night I'm the dark and the light With eyes that see inside you
Come down with fire Lift my spirit higher Someone's screaming my name Come and make me holy again
I'm the man on the silver mountain I'm the man on the silver mountain
Come down with fire And lift my spirit higher Someone's screaming my name Come and make me holy again
Well, I can help you, you know I can
I'm the man on the silver mountain I'm the man on the silver mountain
Just look at me and listen I'm the man, the man, give you my hand I'm the man on the silver mountain
Come down with fire And lift your spirit higher I'm the man on the mountain The man on the silver mountain I'm the night, the light The black and the white The man on the silver mountain
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Can you still appreciate holidays or other times that were special to you through the eyes of a child? |
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Before Enlightenment - chopping wood, carrying water; After Enlightenment - chopping wood; carrying water |
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Moving... ugh... Drat, where is that subbie when I need her!! Mark well my words, wench... someone is going to pay dearly for this!!...
Ohh....... that's right, I don't have one (: |
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"Chivalry and Refined Debauchery, together at last " |
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I did not go into this expecting it would be easy, just worth it. |
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OK, this is what I was thinking of: "Thus a man of knowledge endeavours, and sweats, and puffs, and if one looks at him he is just like any ordinary man, except that the folly of his life is under control." It is from "A Separate Reality". Taken by itself, it does go along with my thought process, but after reading what else goes with it orginally, taking it by itself is also perhaps dangerously out of context. |
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I have been reading Deepak Chopra's "Why is God Laughing?"... it is far more profound and dead on than I ever could have imagined.
There is a dusty old quote I can't quite recall now about an enlightened man sweating and puffing as if what he did really mattered but recognizing that it really didn't. I do remember that it made some sense but not quite all the way. Now, I think I understand.
Why couldn't I have to gotten to the part that really opened my eyes a couple of days ago, instead of late last night? I guess maybe I wasn't ready to hear it until then.
Ya know, just like the guy in the book, (and most people) I had thought I was doing pretty well for what I have been through. The brick to the forehead was not very pleasant, but the pain was temporary, and now I am in an even better place with myself than I have been in a long, long time. And that's the whole point and purpose of the book.
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'The size of a man is measured by the size of what makes him angry.' |
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FIRST MEETING
They had met online almost by chance and ended up talking for months, first in emails of course, and then on the phone or sometimes by cam. They were both all too aware that something may seem very real at the point they had reached, but could instantly disappear when it is to become a face-to-face reality. Yet, she mused, this time it honestly felt right... it had gotten to the point that almost every day she had to fight the urge to say "enough anticipation... let's meet, and not just for coffee...."
her mind was screaming 'BE CAREFUL', yet what He had proposed didn't scare her nearly as much as it intrigued her... no, that wasn't it AT ALL... she felt compelled to do exactly what He said - and wasn't that the way He SHOULD make her feel? If it was right? Which it felt more and more that it was. Still...
And then, there was His final remark, one that must have had some significance but almost seemed like an afterthought. "In fact, if it goes really well, everyone who sees us leave will know we are definitely together." What could that possibly mean... just leaving arm in arm or holding hands on the way out didn't seem like the kind of thing that warranted a remark like that.
Almost shaking, but doing her best to maintain her composure, she was surprised to hear herself saying to His voice on the phone "OK... yes, of course that will be fine... no, honestly, I do not feel pressured at all... how could i?"
This seemed so crazy... why was she shivering inside as she recalled His instructions? After all, He had been a perfect gentleman, and had actually said nothing sexual at all... oh, but what was left unsaid made her mind thoroughly perplexed, wondering what on earth He had in mind.
He had been quite specific, yet in some ways purposefully vague... there was no pressure, save for what she was putting on herself... and He knew it, didn't He! Well, there would be no backing out... oh, who was she kidding... she had no desire to back out!
They had agreed so long as it continued to be a mutual feeling upon meeting face to face, He would be in charge; she would be prepared as He requested, and do exactly as He asked, no matter what. If she felt uncomfortable about anything, He would stop immediately. The most intriguing thing to her was that He had said, while embracing and kissing upon this, their first meeting, was certainly right, other than that, He was not going to touch her. And, of course, she was not to touch Him sexually without His explicit request.
Although it certainly wasn't complicated, she prepared and dressed herself exactly as He wanted. After all, she said to herself, if things went as well as she hoped, there WOULD be a quiz :) First, a fresh shave for her legs, underarms, and most important, a complete and thorough shave for her pussy. Sigh... she resisted touching the velvety smooth skin even though she could feel herself starting to dampen at how exposed and yet how good it felt. Good thing He had not asked her to go without panties! He had been very explicit about that, and the bra, too... He obviously planned on seeing them... or did He? Maybe He was just trying to make her feel her best... no, there had to be more to it, otherwise why would He specify a top that unbuttoned? But still... that wouldn't account for the panties...
OK, on the way to the restaurant. He had left whether to wear a dress or skirt and top up to her, requiring only that the top unbutton, with five or six buttons maximum. Other than strict obedience and a well-shaved pussy, His only additional requirements were very white, very feminine bra and panties. They did not have to be a matched set, but the bra was to be minimal, and somewhat frilly, yet not delicate or ornate. The panties were also to be somewhat frilly but not fussy, minimal, but bikini style, definitely not a thong.
"you look perfect" he assured her. He looked so nice in His dark blue pinstriped suit - she felt underdressed... or maybe it was just finally being there in front of Him. The initial hug was everything she had hoped for and more. Dinner was the furthest thing from her mind, but He was as intent on the menu now as He had been on her all evening. The soup and salad were good but she barely noticed. The conversation was grand and at the same time just a blur. Finally, although His tone barely changed, she felt His first instructional words touch her directly between the legs. "I want you to go to the ladies' room. Take off your bra; when you come back, have it folded carefully and discreetly in your hand, and pass it to me. Before you come out, assess yourself well in the mirror, and unbutton that lovely top as far as you dare."
The top she had chosen was silk; she loved the way it made her feel. Now, of course, her bare nipples were like pencil erasers with the touch of the fabric and the situation combined. Did He want her to look slutty? This was a nice place after all, and He was impeccably dressed... but they had discussed how much that type of exhibition would excite them both. Maybe it would be best to be just a little conservative... go for naughty, but stay this side of slutty. Yeah, that's the ticket... It was meant to be worn with the top button open, so she deftly unbuttoned the next two, and critically checked the mirror... yesss... it felt naughty, but kind of under control... showed the curves and still left almost enough to the imagination to get past the diners she would encounter on her way back to the table...
Still tingling between the legs, she leaned over to palm her bra to Him. As she did so, her hard, sensitive nipples grazed along the fabric, making it all the worse.... umm, the better... how she wished she could rub them... or better yet, have Him pinch them unmercifully...
"Hey, slut" He grinned and whispered, so no one around them could hear... "you have to let go of it"
The entree had arrived, and she reluctantly sat back down. Before she could pick up her fork, however, He stopped her. "Very nice" He said. "I approve." She felt a wave of relief at making a good choice with the amount of exposure she had chosen. They began to eat, and the good conversation continued.
Then, when they were about half-finished with the entree, He said "I really do enjoy that look across the table. Now, unbutton the next two."
Caught completely by surprise, she had the classic, deer-in-the-headlights reaction.
He smiled and simply said "Now."
One more button would have been kind of slutty, but manageable, albeit with great care in moving.
TWO, however... that was another matter entirely! Slowly, she felt her fingers releasing the next button, and then, finally, the fifth one out of six! The vee in the silk top now extended below her breasts, ending just above her belly button. Suddenly, it felt as though everyone in the dining room could see exactly how far her top was open. Of course, He was the only one who could actually see, but that didn't change the feeling a bit! If she moved just a little too far....
"Well, I'm really enjoying myself, and you are too, I see. We'll finish this and relax a bit before I'm ready to decide about dessert. But first..."
Oh, my gawd... He's going to ask me to get up... someone will certainly see...
"you will go to the ladies' room again. Be very careful to keep your top from opening too much, but you are not allowed to use your hands. you are to take your panties off, and bring them to me exactly as you did the bra."
The feeling between her legs was that much more intense as she got up to do as He asked. Very, very carefully she made it to the ladies' room, trying not to attract too much attention... it was worse going back. Although the dress she had chosen wasn't particularly short, it was not tight, and that made the sheer volume of cool air caressing her bare ass and pussy as she walked almost unbearable. When she finally reached the table and gave Him the panties, He smiled at her approvingly, and said "Sit."
As she watched, He brought the panties to His face, cupping His hands so no one could see what He had, and lightly inhaled her scent. He brought them down again, and what He did next took her breath away. He very carefully refolded the panties as if they were a napkin, and placed them on the table IN PLAIN VIEW. Because they were very white, and not too fussy, they almost looked like the napkins on the table... BUT THE WAITER WOULD CERTAINLY REALIZE THEY WERE NOT!
The waiter brought the check, and noticed the panties right away. A brief puzzled look quickly gave way to a knowing, almost conspiratorial half-smirk as the waiter glanced first at Him, then, acting as if he had picked up an unexpressed cue, looked directly at her. Instantly, she felt as if the waiter could see her bare, exposed pussy right through the table. The waiter thanked Him warmly, and left. Fearing she might have wet her dress during the napkin encounter, she was debating just how to get up gracefully. Concentrating on that, and having totally forgotten about His final remark when she had agreed to His conditions much earlier in the day, to say she was completely unprepared for what followed is an understatement.
"I am most pleased with the way you have conducted yourself this evening. As I promised, it is only fitting that when we leave, everyone will have no doubt in their minds that we are together. That said, I have one more instruction for you." He handed her a leather tote bag. Somewhat puzzled, she awaited His instructions once again. "you are now mine, and so that there is no doubt of that to anyone here as we leave, you will go to the ladies' room one last time. you will take off all of your remaining clothes, including your shoes, and place everything in this tote. I will walk you to the ladies' room door, and I will be waiting for you when you come out."
her legs felt like rubber as they started toward the ladies rest room; her head was absolutely spinning. she wanted desperately to please him, but how could He expect her to walk out of the rest room completely naked? The entire evening had been so intense - especially since He had never touched her at all - the incredible emotions, the knawing fears, and arousals had all occurred in her mind, stirred only by His few simple words. But this... this was too much... yet, she had to try?
They had reached the rest room door. Turning toward Him, her eyes pleaded for Him not to make her go through with this. Unyielding, He looked straight into her fearful gaze and simply said "Well?"
she turned back, and started through the doorway. Feeling as though she might faint at any moment, yet determined to follow through for Him, she used every ounce of her being to press forward. It was then she felt His hand on her shoulder. "Here - you'll need this" He said, handing her His blue pinstriped suit jacket.
And so, she did leave on His arm... with her arousal running freely down both legs. They were obviously together... He, impeccable in His neatly pressed shirt, perfectly coordinated tie, and blue pinstriped pants... she, on His arm, wearing nothing but His matching blue pinstriped jacket; looking positively intoxicating from both the front and the back... the vee at the front wide open almost eight inches across at the top, and closing with one button just above her navel... from the back, the jacket ended right on the line dividing her legs and her ass... from each side the relief cut showed titillating flashes of naked hip at every step.. some swore they even saw her bare pussy flash at times below the single button in front.
she neither knew nor cared.
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Female Dominant, 39, Fernandina Beach, Florida
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Male Dominant, 43, west, Kentucky
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Dominant Couple, 33, Tampa Bay Area, Florida
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Female Submissive, 43, london
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Male Dominant, 48
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Male Dominant, 45, Atlanta, Georgia
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Female Dominant, 55, Billings, Montana
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Male Dominant, 51, orlando, Florida
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Male Dominant, 57, HunterValley
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Female Switch, 36, Chicago/NW IN, Indiana
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