Unaucht

No one is perfect. Even a trained submissive of 6 years. I am at times not as strict as I prefer to be, but this is because I know her limits. I have broken her, but do not want to damage her, and render her useless.  There is a fine line when it comes to Dominance and submission. And that line is that no matter how tight those knots are, no matter how red her sweet little ass is, and how silent she can be. She is still human. It is this understanding that I strive to continue her training.

she impresses me each day with her subtle surrender to my power. Although she makes her mistakes and displeases me quite often, and sometimes more than I am wiling to tolerate, she always returns, willing to test her limits and her endurance before me.  That drive I can only assume is from her undying love to Me, her Master.

Aside from this, I am quite discouraged with other members of cm. I have reached out to many people attempting to befriend them.  I am respectful, and even use etiquette. It seems that cm is more of a dating service, rather than a social arena. I am finding it hard to find someone who can challenge my thoughts, and perhaps provide me insight and wisdom.  I can understand if obviously those who I have reached out to have busy lives, and other things to do. I am quite busy myself. But don't waste my time.  And on another note, those Dominants I am reaching out to, in attempt to befriend. Trust that I am a Dominant. Do not try to top me, just to see if I will submit. In my opinion, with exception to experience, Dominants are equals. Just because you are Dominant, doesn't give you an excuse to display your Dominance to me. It only shows me your insecurity and your lack of seriousness in this lifestyle.

Mind games can be quite interesting. Especially if played correctly, can result in the utmost surprise on behalf of your submissive. In this state, your effectiveness increases, and the bond of power submitted to you becomes stronger.

My submissive craves my attention quite often, and as often as she expresses her cravings, it can be quite tiring. I work very hard, as I put in long hours each day to provide for my submissive. When I come home exhausted, she is there begging for my Dominance. I briefly tell her that I am not interested in her spoiled cravings, and ignore her. I do not put her to bed, and I do not bind her limbs. She lays there frustrated, and complaining quite furiously. The time goes by, and she believes that I am sleeping. Her breath heavies, and sighs escape from between her lips every 7-10 seconds. It is then that you Snap! Force them down, request them to submit. Don't be kind, and don't hesitate. Continue to Dominate without allowing them insight to which direction you are to take.  It is then that you may express your dissatisfaction with their spoiled behavior, and may point out that they are the slave.

If you read my submissive's journal for this day, you will see her side to the story. I have read it and am quite impressed with her observations. I enjoy seeing her submissive side even in writing.

My submissive miamortis.  Such a good girl.

Today, I took my submissive, miamortis, to our second munch, the Pleasure Bound Munch in Sacramento. I was very pleased in how we were welcomed. And found that everyone who attended, to be very kind.

I am excited to find out that we are invited to a pleasure party. Being new to the social scene, this would be our first. I have always been curious how she would react to this social scene. Most importantly, I have always wanted her submission under greater and intensified unconfortable situations. You see my miamortis is timid, and extreamly shy. I am curious what limits that her trust will allow me.  It is because of this curiosity, that I am very eager and excited to attend.

I am yonger than the other Dominants who I have seen over the last two Munches, and I am not sure how we will be thought of as a younger D/s couple.  Because I hope to become better aquainted with other Doms, as I have been wanting friends who practice the same lifestyle, I am nervous, and fear how we may be looked upon.  I suppose in the end it means little, as this new social movement is for myself and my submissive.  I hope to be humble in these new experiences with my miamortis. Most importantly, I hope that I find her submission through these new experiences, to impress me, and continue to make me proud.