TwiztidFire

i feel overwhelmed with a lot of things going on in my life. It's as if i need some kind of release to get a grip and figure out how to manage the stress. Daddy has been searching for the right people to play with, and im being patient; but there's just so much balled up inside that i feel i may explode. Of course We talk and share Our emotions, and it does help immensely. It's just a lot to try to express, and im terrible at expressing my feelings thru words. So i write them out. They're a lot more eloquent on paper or computer screen than coming from my mouth. i think i should start drawing or writing poems like i used to and post them on the net. Getting positive feedback and constructive criticism from complete strangers somehow fulfills my need to be pleasing. It's like a huge ego boost when someone complements my work.