TwiztedMister

While the previous journal entry still holds true, I'd like to add a comment. I was recently at a small party held outside, when a young man who happens to be uninsured, ran over my foot. To make a very long and painful story short, the toe was shredded, and the orthopedic surgeon says that it will likely be amputated. Joy!

Well ladies, I've decided to stop looking on here. I've had an account on CM off and on for the last few years, and all I seem to draw are men, ts's, and scammers. Not being negative, just noting that the ratio of men to women is pretty far beyond anything that could give a real, normal Joe a chance. I'll still be receiving email notices, so feel free to write, but I will no longer be initiating contact with anyone. Hope you all have a great time, and find who /what it is you're looking for. Take care CM!

I had my first fisting session today. I have to say that it was a lot of fun. I've been wanting to try that out for quite some time, but so many women seem to be uncomfortable with even the idea.

So maybe this is a bad place to post this, as some potential relationships starting here may be threatened by what I'm about to say. Unfortunately this is the only place I believe I'm safe enough to express what happened two days ago. I'm a dominant personality, I've always known that, but the way I was raised goes completely against this. I've always tried to hide this side of me, however two days ago I tried something I thought I'd never do personally. I'm 420 friendly, but have only done it once myself. Two days ago I was hanging out with a female friend of mine who happens to be a switch, but loves to show her sub side to me. It's something of a game of flirtation between us. She decided it would be fun to bust out this K2 stuff, and then give me something of a lapdance. So I try this stuff, and in the end nearly rape her, only stopping when I realize I've lost control over myself. Being a Dom, it's incredibly important to me that I'm ALWAYS in control of myself, and my immediate surroundings. This bothered me greatly, and it's difficult to talk to my vanilla friends about it without freaking them out. Has this happened to any other Dom /Dommes? I'd like to hear your opinions and experiences on the matter...

So, I'm thinking about giving up on the search. I'd still really like to find that something that I just can't live without, but it just doesn't seem to be here. It's too bad really, as I think I have so much to offer that one sub/slave girl out there that I've been looking for.

Merry Christmas folks, or happy holidays, whatever floats your boat.

Is it too much to ask that if I put forth the effort to write out a real message, pertaining to a specific individual, read your whole profile, and take time and energy to adhere to your "demands" of don't say this, don't expect that etc, that you at least reply to my message, even if it's simply "No thanks"?

Off to the strip joint, friend wants company, and who am I to say no to tits n ass? Ha!

Obviously from my previous journals one could tell, this is turning out to be much more difficult than I at first expected. There is a lot of fantasizing and cyber-ing going on, but not much really past that. It's unfortunate, and disappointing, to say the least.

Hey look, another twat that pretends she doesn't read your message.

Is anyone on here for real, or do people just join to fuck with other people's heads?

I realize that the girls on here get a ton of messages, and it often times takes a while to get that first response. However, if you do respond while we both happen to be online, and then suddenly decide that you don't wish to speak anymore...Say it! Don't just read the last email and never reply again. That's rude. Might as well have just said "Hey, fuck you.".

Changed my profile around quite a bit recently. Some kind and not so kind individuals pointed out some things that really made sense. I can be blunt, and sometimes unintentionally rude, so I've dulled down the profile a bit.

I'm beginning to realize that while there are a select few individuals on this site that are real and serious about the lifestyle, 90% are fakes and flakes. If you're not sure if you want the life, don't put in your profile "Need a Master, willing to relocate, iso TPE, 24/7". It's BS and a waist of our time...

I'm curious about rape/abduction, if this is something you share, I want to hear from you.

I can't say it enough times, I'm not playing games. If you're getting your kicks from playing out some fantasy via the internet...Gtfo, I don't have time for you. I'm looking for a partner in crime.

A few things about me personally:

-I'm extremely tall

-Yes I'm hung

-I have some taboo kinks, don't like it? Don't message me

-I'm a ginger and Irish, don't like it? Meet me in the alley in 5 min

-I'm the crazy mofo that brings a knife to a gunfight, and comes out unscathed