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Friends:
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Note (7/7/11) - Currently single and happy with my situation for once in my life. Not really looking for anyone at this time. I've been looking for a long time for the right person. Someone who shares my interests, who I can talk to on an intellectual level, and joke around with, as well as submit to. Someone who can find the beauty in things, and at least tries to stay positive even when things go wrong. I'm looking for someone who loves me for who I am, and is attracted to me, even if I'm not a toothpick.

I'm quiet, tend to be a little shy, and I'm honestly a little slow to respond sometimes. However, I'm loyal and honest, and when I submit, I do so with everything I am.

I'm a computer geek, and a bit of a gamer. I'm into fantasy, some sci-fi, and both the goth & steampunk scenes. I love industrial music, as well as ebm, techno, rock, and metal.

As far as experience... I could say I've been in the lifestyle for almost 10 years, but that's a little misleading. I've certainly known that I was submissive for that long, and I've dabbled a little here and there, but the Dominants I've hooked up with haven't known much about what they were doing, or were really submissives on an ego trip, it seems. There were a few experiences where the person knew what they were doing, but they were few and far between, and not quite enough for me to consider real experience. Aside from some terminology, honestly, and understanding of theories, I'm still pretty new to all of this.

Mother of one, and my child comes first. If this bothers you, please move on.

Sorry, not looking for poly relationships. I've tried them, and I'm just not cut out for it. And, please, don't expect me to give you my yahoo or other outside messenger ID the first day, or even week, that we're talking. It's not going to happen.

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1/6/2010 7:47:41 PM
I came to a realization today... I need to find a better way of balancing the whole protecting myself thing and the need to submit. Right now, I'm doing a crappy job of it, and I'm worrying that it's going to get me in trouble in the long run.
Life would be SO much easier if I was vanilla, I swear! ;)

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brniidldy
 
 Age: 24
  New York