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The profile below is 8 years old. Read it with a grain of salt.
Original profile below.
Please read the whole profile before messaging or dismissing me. You might be surprised at what you find.
For purposes of discretion, I cannot upload a photo to my profile at this time. This does not mean that I wont be willing to share some in private messages.Who am I?You can call me squeak, for now. To say that I am quirky would be an understatement. I am a 25-year-old female, in all senses of the word. I have a submissive personality in day to day life, but within a relationship I would be a slave. In play, I am a bottom, and usually a fairly heavy one, although I do have a service top side that comes out on very rare occasions (very rare). I am definitely a masochist, as well as a service-oriented being. I am kind, caring, compassionate and fiercely loyal, to friends and lovers, and sometimes even complete strangers. I have discovered that I seem to have an innate ability to almost always see the good in others. You can call it a blessing or a curse, depending upon the situation. I am literate and intelligent, although sometimes Im not all there. I love all genres of music (though some more than others), I immensely enjoy reading (mainly science-fiction, fantasy, and yes, young adult novels - guilty pleasure), and I have recently started to enjoy hiking, though I am a beginner for sure. I am the homebody type I like to cook and clean, take care of my home, my mate and my child(ren). I am wanting to go back to school. In an ideal world, I would be the good little housewife. I consider myself fairly seasoned, at least for my age, though I am the eternal student in all things. I take this stuff pretty seriously, in that its not a game to be played, its not a joke to me, its not a fad, it is life, and who I am. That is not to say Im a serious person. I have my playful tendencies and a sense of humor. Im not small, by any means. It is something I am working on (Ive lost 50 pounds in the past year), however, I will never want to be tiny, so if you are looking for a stick, or have a problem with larger girls, pass me by. If you are a chubby chaser, you will probably want to pass me by as well. I will always be thick, even if I get down to my goal weight, but I dont want to worry about losing your love if I lose weight. Anyway, enough about me. Im horrible at talking about myself anyway. If you want to know more, feel free to ask any question youd like.What am I looking for in a potential mate?A dominant male, or switch who can be dominant with me a majority of the time, who is older than me, but not by too much. Id say within the 25-42 age range is probably ideal, likely somewhere in the middle of that would be best. Someone with a fair amount of knowledge, wisdom, and experience of Ds, Ms, SM, discipline, and the like. Someone who has at least some sadistic tendencies. As I have said before, I am a masochist and I need my fix, so someone who isnt sadistic at all is probably not for me. On the other end of the spectrum, a very heavy sadist may not be for me either, as my pain tolerance varies widely from day-to-day. Ive had a lot of people ask me how this works, so I guess I should explain. I believe very much in energy flow in all things. If the energy between myself and my playmate is good, and we click, and Im in the right headspace, I can take quite a bit of pain. On the opposite end of the spectrum, if the energy is all wrong, we dont click, or Im in a horrible, rotten mood, I cant take anything at all. Hopefully this helps explain that.
I need to be tied up, beaten, and even used and abused on a regular basis. I also need someone who can be tender, a cuddle slut, and romantic and spontaneous.I would prefer someone who is single, and looking for a monogamous, long-term relationship. Id love to get married one day. And I want to be in a romantic relationship with my dominant as well. I am not seeking a couple, and I do not submit to women. I am not a beta, so if you are a couple looking for your unicorn, its not me. I want to get married one day, and have a family. If the mere thought of marriage andor commitment scares you, then you should probably pass me by. I have my insecurities, and a good relationship with my one needs to be very well-established before anyone else can be brought in.As far as looks, Im not into men who are extremely defined, muscularly. Im into slender men, who are strong, even if not defined. If that makes sense. Long hair looks good on some guys, and I like it when it looks good. But sometimes short hair looks good, too. Especially on soldiers. I am the only one that can say what I am attracted to, and its not that easy to explain, so even if you dont think you fit the mold, so to speak, as far as your looks, but you fit the rest of my profile pretty well, then it cant hurt to message me. Its hard to describe physical attraction preferences to begin with, especially when you sometimes find yourself surprisingly attracted to certain people. Hygiene is a must, though.A military man would be a huge plus, especially a soldier in the Army. I have a thing for fit men in unis. Being Irish or Scottish would also be a big plus, as would having a love for all things Celtic. You also get big points if you can rock a kilt. Accents are nice, too. None of these are requirements, just earn you bonus points.
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http://www.reddit.com/r/sex/related/150svo/herpes/ |
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Guys, can you help me out here? What's the nicest way to tell you I'm not interested? I always feel bad, because I want to respond to every message, but sometimes I just know right away there's no chance of it happening. So what is the best way to convey that to a guy? I don't want to say "Sorry, I'm just not interested," unless that's what you'd prefer. Help me out here. |
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I love it when guys can be honest with me about their lack of interest. Man up, will you? It's not going to kill you to send me one sentence saying "I'm no longer interested." Look, I just made it easier; now you can cut and paste! What kind of Dominant can you possibly be if you don't even have the balls to do that one little thing? |
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So... I'm very shy. If I view your profile, it usually means I like it. If I add you to my favourites, it definitely means I like it. If I don't contact you after doing either of the above, it means I'm too shy and nervous to do so. So... if you see me do this and you have even the mildest interest in me, please feel free to message me. |
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This is becoming very frustrating and making me even more lonely. |
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So, a little gift for you all, here is my interest list from , copied and pasted:
Into: enforced bedtime (receiving),
24/7, ab/dl, abrasion play (receiving), accents, adult baby, affection
(everything to do with it), aftercare (everything to do with it), age
play, anal (receiving), anal beads (receiving), anal sex (receiving),
animal play, armpits, artistic cutting (receiving), asphyxiaphilia
(receiving), attention (everything to do with it), baby girl age play,
ball gags (wearing), bare bottom spanking (receiving), bare handed
spanking (receiving), bareback, bbw, bdsm (everything to do with it),
begging, being daddy's little girl, being used as a slut, belt spanking
(receiving), belt whippings (receiving), ben wa balls (receiving),
bibliophilia (everything to do with it), bisexuality, biting (everything
to do with it), bizarre fetishes, blindfolds (wearing), blood
(everything to do with it), blood drinking (everything to do with it),
blood play (everything to do with it), bloodplay (everything to do with
it), body writing (everything to do with it), bondage, bondage
equipment, bondage tape (wearing), bottles, breast bondage (receiving),
breast spanking (receiving), breast/nipple torture (receiving), breath
play (receiving), bruises (receiving), butt plugs (receiving),
caging/confinement (receiving), candle wax (receiving), caning
(receiving), caressing (everything to do with it), chains (wearing),
chocolate (everything to do with it), choking (receiving), cling film
(wearing), clothespins (wearing), clover clamps (wearing), collar and
lead/leash (wearing), collars (wearing), coloring (everything to do
with it), coloring books, compassionate aftercare (giving), consensual
nonconsensual (everything to do with it), corner time (receiving),
cornertime (receiving), crawling, crayons, crying, cuddles (everything
to do with it), cuddling (everything to do with it), cutting (everything
to do with it), dacryphilia (everything to do with it), daddy daughter
(everything to do with it), daddy daughter roleplay (everything to do
with it), daddy/babygirl (everything to do with it), daddy/daughter
dynamic (everything to do with it), daddy/girl (everything to do with
it), daddy/little girl (everything to do with it), dark age play
(everything to do with it), decorative cutting (everything to do with
it), degradation (receiving), dildos, discipline (receiving), domestic
discipline (receiving), domestic service (giving), domestic servitude
(giving), double penetration (receiving), dragon tails (receiving), duct
tape (everything to do with it), edge play, emotional sadism
(receiving), enemas (receiving), energy play (everything to do with it),
erotic photography, eye contact restrictions, face fucking (receiving),
face slapping (receiving), fear (receiving), fingering (receiving),
fishnets (wearing), flogging (receiving), food play (everything to do
with it), force play (receiving), forced anal (receiving), forced dirty
talk (receiving), forced nudity (receiving), forced oral, gags
(wearing), gloves, gorean slave positions, goth, gothic girls, hair
pulling (receiving), hairbrush spanking (receiving), handcuffs
(wearing), high protocol (everything to do with it), honesty (everything
to do with it), household items (everything to do with it), humiliation
(receiving), ice (everything to do with it), ice cubes (everything to
do with it), ice play (everything to do with it), impact play
(receiving), impregnation (receiving), inflatables, intelligence
(everything to do with it), kilts (watching others wear), kissing
(everything to do with it), kitten petplay, kitten play, kitty play,
kneeling, knife play (everything to do with it), knives (everything to
do with it), latex gloves (everything to do with it), leaving marks
(everything to do with it), licking icing, lollipops (everything to do
with it), love (everything to do with it), makeup (wearing), male
supremacy, masochism, massages (giving), master/slave, masturbation,
mental bondage (receiving), metal (everything to do with it), military,
military men, military uniforms (watching others wear), mind fucks
(receiving), monogamy (everything to do with it), name calling
(receiving), obedience (giving), obedience training (receiving),
objectification, orgasm control (receiving), orgasm denial (receiving),
otk spanking (receiving), pacifiers (everything to do with it), paddling
(everything to do with it), pain (receiving), pet names (everything to
do with it), petplay, photography (everything to do with it), piercings,
pigtails (wearing), popsicle play (everything to do with it), power
exchange, power struggle (everything to do with it), pregnancy
(everything to do with it), pregnant sex (everything to do with it),
protocol, pudding (everything to do with it), puppy play, pursuit,
take-down & capture, pussy spanking (receiving), rape play
(receiving), rape role play (receiving), rape scenes, rape/being taken
(sexually), remote-control devices, resistance play, restraints
(wearing), riding crops, role play, romance (everything to do with it),
rough sex (receiving), rubber gloves (everything to do with it),
sapiosexuality (everything to do with it), saran wrap (wearing),
scarification (everything to do with it), scent (everything to do with
it), schoolgirl uniform (wearing), scratching (everything to do with
it), sensation play (everything to do with it), sensual domination
(receiving), service (giving), service topping, service-oriented
submission (giving), sexual objectification (receiving), shut up and put
your face in the pillow - this is not about you. (receiving), single
tail whips (receiving), sippy cups, slapping (receiving), slavery,
sleepy sex, snuggling (everything to do with it), spanking, speech
restriction (receiving), spiritual bdsm (everything to do with it),
spreader bars (wearing), squirting, struggling (everything to do with
it), stuffed animals (everything to do with it), submission, subspace
(everything to do with it), swallowing, swords (everything to do with
it), taboo, talking dirty, tattoos (everything to do with it), tearing
off clothing (receiving), tears, teasing (receiving), teddy bears
(everything to do with it), the rocky horror picture show (everything to
do with it), thumb sucking, tit slapping (receiving), toes and feet,
total power exchange (everything to do with it), touching (everything to
do with it), toys (everything to do with it), uniforms (everything to
do with it), vampire gloves, vampires (everything to do with it),
vampirism (everything to do with it), verbal humiliation and
degradation (receiving), vibrators, violence (receiving), wax
(receiving), whipped cream (everything to do with it), whipping
(receiving), whips, wireless remote control vibrator, writing erotica.
Curious
about: 1950s household, abduction (receiving), aftercare for tops
(receiving), anal hooks (receiving), anal training (receiving),
auralism, bastinado (receiving), bath brush spanking (receiving),
bathroom use control (receiving), bdsm photography, behavior
modification, bellydancing, body paint (wearing), body worship, boot
blacking, boss/secretary, breast whipping (receiving), breeding,
chastity, cilices (wearing), clit spanking (receiving), complete control
(receiving), consensual molestation (receiving), consensual nonconsent,
corsets (wearing), costumes/dressing-up, covert bondage (wearing),
cupping, doctor/nurse play, dollification, e-stim (receiving),
electrical play (receiving), electrotorture (receiving), fire cupping
(receiving), fire play, fisting (receiving), forced age play
(receiving), forced enslavement (receiving), forced lactation, forced
orgasms, forced servitude (receiving), forced silence (receiving),
forced submission, formal service, fucking machines, glass dildos, gor
(everything to do with it), gorean (everything to do with it), gorean
principles (everything to do with it), gun play, hair bondage
(receiving), hoods (wearing), ice dildos (receiving), impregnation
fantasy, incest play, inflatable dildos, inflatable gags, inflatable
vibrating butt plug, interrogation (receiving), kidnapping roleplay,
making home movies, masks (wearing), medical play, mummification
(receiving), muzzles (wearing), nyotaimori, old guard slavery, outdoor
bondage, outdoor sex, piggy play, play rape, posture collars (wearing),
predator/prey, predicament bondage (receiving), psycholagny, public
humiliation (receiving), resistance bondage (receiving), rituals, ruler
spanking (receiving), sacred sexuality, school teacher/student play,
sensory deprivation, shackles (wearing), shibari (everything to do with
it), slave bells (wearing), sleep assault (receiving), spitting
(receiving), sploshing, strap-ons (wearing), suspension, suspension
bondage, tens unit (receiving), tribal fusion bellydance, triple
penetration (receiving), vaginal stretching (receiving), violet wand,
wartenberg pinwheels, waterbondage (receiving), watersports, wet and
messy, wolfplay.
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| Age: 50 |
| New Britain,
Connecticut |
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