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macknife68

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Hello there. I am a single father of two adolescent-age girls. Self-employed and secure financially. I am not seeking to 'rescue' anyone, and I have no interest in talking to bored housewives. I am seeking a long-term live-in submissive, ultimately, and not interested in phone, cyber, or other ongoing online relationships. Due to my home life, I can not, and probably wouldn't even if I could, live some 24/7 fantasy lifestyle that is totally devoid of reality. People operate in the real world, and attempting to do otherwise is pretty much impossible, and to even try detrimental to well-being. I am not a member of the goatee and black vest club. I have no desire to conform to even that 'uniform'. I am simply me, doing what I do. I am not a paragon of healthy living, but I am not laden with illnesses, and expect the same in a potential companion. A girl I would find appealing is intelligent, articulate, sane, and outgoing, reasonably healthy and able to handle some level of physical activity. Submission and work does not end at the bedroom door, and discipline is not only enforced from without. I suppose I may seem cold and distant at first. This is natural caution on my part where I find myself trying to balance raising two children in a safe, secure and healthy home with my interests in matters lifestyle that exposes one to possible risks.
8/30/2009 4:53:37 AM
I have decided to start keeping something of a journal - perhaps as much to keep myself honest as to share it with the general public. I've no idea if it will be read by anyone, save myself. But I was a writer in the past and I think I might be able to express myself better through this format.

While today started pretty lamely, unable to achieve any of the goals I set for myself. I managed to do so later with some old-fashioned elbow-grease and refusal to stop. That being said, some things went terribly wrong today, as well. I meeting I had planned with a friend fell through - I think - It remains to be seen if it will happen.
GoddessLotus
 
 Age: 40
  Ohio