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Hetero Female Submissive, 44,  KC area, Missouri
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Seeking structure, guidance, my everything. As an additional FYI if you are a male submissive or any male under 40 you go straight to bulk. I am not interested in finding anything..let alone the crap some of you if I would even if I could tie you up and piss on you all the way over in Delaware! Don't be so stupid! Seriously... I am not extreme at all! I am more like a daddy's girl type. No, I won't act five! Although I do have a temper and tend to let it take over way to often and the five year old takes over. I can't help it lol not when I am so mad! But age play is not on my agenda ? I still have a child at home and help my aging father. I will not relocate. Nor do I do long distance. ? I am loyal, honest, a major pain in the butt sometimes, but I love with my whole being. Am I obedient? Nah I am a brat, I am stubborn and outspoken.. Sometimes if I think it, I say it. THAT is not always good! I don't always think before I say something. But in general I am a good person. I desire to submit but find it very difficult to just follow along. I desire structure and someone who has the time to give it. I do like a lot of attention from that One..if I could just find him.? ? ? I don't want a play partner or visitors for play dates! Nope, I want it all. Maybe I should go to e harmony but quite frankly some weak little man is not going to cut it. I want someone stronger, more dominant but not overbearing and bossy. I want someone patient that can guide and give me the guidance and structure I desire. The mix of vanilla and kink. I want it ALL. I am greedy and picky. I probably won't find it here, but a girl can dream :) I expect a lot..if you don't really have time for me or we can't 'date' or anything... Don't waste either of our time.. Its valuable ;p ? If you want to know more ask....I might tell! Don't be generic though and say. "Tell me about you" if you really want to really need to take the time to ask. ? its all just a dream, but its mine!












 Submissive Female

 KC area 


 5' 3"

 500 lbs






Actively Seeking:


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Journal Entries:
7/14/2014 7:17:07 AM
Put forth some effort, prove you have interest. I cannot do it all. If you have time to be here, you have time to email or text. Especially if I have have put forth most of the effort for communication! Otherwise take your little boy games elsewhere!

7/7/2014 9:23:24 AM
Lovely weekend of camping and being outside! Fishing and just relaxin and enjoying the fantastic weather! Nice fireworks too! Definitely could have done without the high winds! I felt like Dorothy flying away in my tent!

6/16/2014 8:54:18 AM
Gotta love it when they play games....don't tell one girl all over the net they are the only one..then go after another...not real bright!

5/22/2014 6:34:20 PM
Cmon guys..don't request to be in my circle of friends if you are not my friend! I will delete. If I do not know you then you are not my friend. I do not feel the need to collect friends on my profile! Get a life!

5/8/2014 7:05:45 AM
When a girl gets what she needs she submits to everything else- because everything else doesn't matter

4/28/2014 9:55:04 AM
I don't even know what I want anymore..or what I need... I just feel lost I guess. I don't seem to fit or belong or there

3/24/2014 8:32:23 AM
Totally amused by the Hypocrisy of others... It makes me giggle

3/5/2014 2:21:01 PM
Where is that elusive daddy who can guide such a girl...oh..yeah..they Don't exist lol

1/29/2014 12:11:16 PM
The year started so far 2014 has turned into the worst year ever...2014 can kiss my ass

1/6/2014 11:06:45 AM

I think its going to be a good year regardless! My workouts are going good, working up to really getting those problem areas! Its gonna be harddddd.. I won't ever be tiny but I can see the changes and I like them! I am trying to have a new outlook and working on stepping out of my comfort zones..should be interesting.. Hopefully it won't be disastrous LOL HERE WE GOOOOOO

12/6/2013 9:10:59 AM

For just a minute.. I got excited.. Then the reality.. They weren't different then any other here... Very disappointed... :(

12/5/2013 7:56:35 AM

I am one grumpy snarly girl!

12/4/2013 4:41:26 PM

My thoughts are in a dark desperate place... Not fun thoughts ugh

11/11/2013 8:46:13 AM

Happy Veterans day! Thank you Veterans for your service. Not just today but every day! To those who served, those who serve and those who will serve! You have my gratitude now and always! 

9/30/2013 8:07:39 AM

Ah Monday! I hate you! Lol


Here we go again! This should be interesting.

9/20/2013 9:39:35 PM
Such a nice night out! Pedicure, dinner and an art walk... And absolutely beautiful weather! Loved it! This is how Fridays nights should be! Lol

9/15/2013 11:53:59 AM
Its funny when the facts show someone was a player..and you confront the all of a sudden you're the one in the wrong....amusing! Normal for CM though....Sooo tired of the games people play.

9/13/2013 8:39:33 PM
Another Friday night at home! I am rocking the single life...OK not so much..ugh!

9/6/2013 5:59:12 AM
Ugh..worst thing to do all year..update my age! Nooooooo... I think I might change it to 29 lol I go...43 today... Oh happy happy happy...

8/24/2013 7:33:33 PM
Had a very off week! Time to hit the gym again tomorrow...can't let the downfalls of life keep me down and ruin the work I have done!! Onward And upwards

8/12/2013 5:35:00 PM
Some days I just wonder why I bother..blah

8/10/2013 4:21:23 PM
Apparently I am to negative..haha mostly I am just honest..sorry for those who have issues with honesty. You feel free to pretend to be what you aren't...I will continue to be me! You may go eat worms dude!

7/23/2013 4:16:49 PM
Ah. I am definitely a summer girl...loving all the sunshine! Beautiful weather...

7/18/2013 9:20:02 AM
I find it amusing when a dominants profile talks about all the idiot dominants..and how they are so different...when in all reality.. They are not any different..even in friendship their ego is overbearing... It does make me laugh :)

2/3/2013 5:23:54 PM

Not interested in anything more then friends.  And don't ask... then why are you here.  I am here because I want to be, because I have friends I like to keep in touch with and because I like to chat.  I don't have to be here looking for you to own me, to hook up or any such thing.


Now... have fun and enjoy :)

6/11/2012 8:47:43 AM

You might have loved me, if you had known me. If you had ever known my mind. If you would have walked through my dreams and memories. Who knows what treasures you might have found. Yes, you might have loved me, if you had only taken the time

11/11/2010 9:15:30 AM


To those who didn't return and those that did. To those who served, do serve, and will serve.  To those who fight for my freedom, I appreciate you and all you have and will do to give me that freedom. 

I thank you so much today, and I thank you EVERY day... God Bless America.

NEVER forgotten, ALWAYS remembered. 

5/10/2010 9:48:54 AM
I have waited, watched wished for and dreamed of the One I would give my soul, the One with whom I would feel whole.

But no one seemed to know my needs, to hear my pleas, to be the One who could send me soaring to the stars.

I have waited, watched wished for and dreamed of the One I would give my soul, the One with whom I would feel whole. But no one seemed to know my needs, to hear my pleas, to be the One who could send me soaring to the stars. The one who can ignore my scars and adore my heart allowing me to be a part of Him.

I have waited, watched, wished for and dreamed of the One who seemed deserving enough to give myself and all that I am to live for and do all that I can.

The One who could take my gift (as humble as it may be) and hold, mold shape it to be worthy of Him.

2/20/2010 8:12:22 AM

Women are angels, and when someone breaks our wings, we simply continue to fly.... on a broomstick.  We're flexible like that! :)

2/10/2010 1:57:58 PM
Not only is another world possible, she is on her way. On a quiet day, I can hear her breathing. ~Arundhati Roy~

11/11/2009 7:19:29 AM
HAPPY VETERANS DAY to all those who serve, have served, and will serve.  Thank you all so much!  You are my hero!

11/9/2009 9:10:26 AM

Let the world know you as you are, not as you think you should be, because sooner or later, if you are posing, you will forget the pose, and then where are you? ~fanny brice~

7/14/2009 10:24:18 AM
What the caterpillar calls the end of the world... the Master calls a butterfly.

2/18/2009 6:36:29 PM
A very creative Dom... emailed this to me... after reading the version i had posted... I loved it.. so i reposted... Thank You!!!!!!

When she stares at your mouth
[ Smile crookedly and make her look at your eyes wondering ]

When she's quiet
[ Stroke her hair ]

When she ignores you
[ Ask what the emergency is ]

When she pulls away
[ Pin her down ]

When you see her at her worst
[ Help her find her way back to her best ]

When you see her start crying
[Wait for her to finish before continuing ]

When you see her walking
[ Let her know that she pleases you with the way she moves ]
When she's scared
[ Hold her tight and tell her to trust you ]

When she steals your favorite hat
[ Make her wear it naked ]

When she teases you
[ Enjoy it ]

When she doesn't answer for a long time
[ Make sure she's still conscious ]

When she looks at you with doubt
[ Smile softly and let her know it will be okay ]

When she says that she likes you
[ask "like me to do what?"]

When she grabs at your hands
[ Find a good pair of cuffs ]

When she bumps into you;
[ laugh and slap her butt ]

When she tells you a secret
[ tell her one back ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ Move closer so she can smell your scent ]

When she says it's over
[ Ask if she's sure ]

1/2/2009 11:33:01 AM

Keep your eyes upon me, keep me in your sight, Help me down the crooked road, lead me to the light. The road I'm on is dark, I'm not sure if I know the way, Yet with you right beside me, I'm certain I won't stray. Protect me from the world, I know we'll make it through, Give me all the strength I need..... Let me lean on you."- author unknown


11/12/2008 7:09:28 AM

if only everyone could see this and understand it....

When she stares at your mouth
[ Kiss her ]

When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]

When she ignores you
[ Give her your attention ]

When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]

When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and dont say a word ]

When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she's scared
[ Protect her ]

When she steals your favorite hat
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night ]

When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesn't answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When she says that she likes you
[she really does more than you can understand]

When she grabs at your hands
[ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]

When she bumps into you;
[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]

When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]

When she says it's over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]

When she reposts this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

- Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Whose ass am I kicking baby

11/11/2008 8:53:56 AM
 Happy Veteran's Day to all the Veteran's... THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

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