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*Age Rage: 24-32; Must be taller than me & have pic*

Sometimes in life we can live a life while coveting anther. That is what I have for sometime now. I have always found submitting yourself to another in body and mind fascinating. I'm a person that always has to make decisions and lead and direct my busy life with precision. For once I would like to give that control over to another. I suppose that is what intrigues me. I've always had to take control in relationships as well. That is why I'm looking to experience a new side of life being a sub. To be strong enough to weild me, but to be fair in judgement of punishment and care. Almost like a posession in a sense. To feel own and belonged, but never visiously harmed.

Real world perspective of myself:

Well you pretty much have to get to know me.

I have always had the perfect good girl image with the trouble making friends when it's quite the opposite. I would rather call myself reserved rather than "good".

I don't do drugs or drink (that crap isn't for me), but if you do good will to ya.

I'm an adventure junkie all around. So far my list of things I have done or like to do are: snow boarding, ice skating, fencing, water rafting, paint balling, softball, horseback riding, boxing, sky diving, ballroom dancing, I play trombone, choir, write, any art, and travel in general. I’m a bit anti- social, but when if comfortable I can talk for hours which usually ends up with me losing my voice. I don’t really go out clubbing or to bars, but have nothing against it. So pretty much something new and exciting comes along I’m there.

Also at the moment I’m trying to get my motorcycle license because it’s awesome to ride and soon to learn to shoot a rifle though I’ve been told I should’t because of something like “being a danger to society” or something like that… I don’t remember lol.

I have been perceived as the religious freak, but I''m not. I am fully involved with the church , but by no means will I preach to you or force you to believing in my ways. It is because of my faith that I have high morals for myself and those close to me, but we all have our faults.

I'm an analytical thinker if you couldn't already tell. Too much for my own good really.I'm quiet and opinionated or can even be described as brutally honest. I may not always speak them, but they're there.I do not take being lied or degraded very well and that could be told by the deathly silence I give off. Believe me I'm a tough judge in character to where you burn me you might as well say "welcome to hell".

I will always fight for what I believe in no matter the length in time as long as there is still hope, but like any other human being I can only hold out so much.

I will never deem myself
-smart
-nice
-strong
-beautiful/ ugly
-passionate
-souless
-funny
-depressing

It is you who makes a perspective on me and how you see me negative or not. I can only do my best because when the time comes when I fall, I need to look forward and pick myself up again.

No regrets
Trust only yourself as people go by in your life
Live life as though it's an ongoing adventure.
In God I trust, all others must pay cash.

10/5/2008 12:24:16 AM

Fairly often I get asked as to why I see myself as a sub, so I shall explain overall my perspective.

I know it seems as though I would rather be a Dom., but honestly I have to be clear thinker always making the decisions when it comes to my life, but I do not wish it in the bedroom. Also in my previous relationship I've always had to be the dominate one because they would never take the initiative, so I didn't have a choice.There are times in life where you want to give up your control to someone or something else. I prefer to be dominated for the reason of I love to feel wanted and useful to the one I'm with. I hate failures and like to have everything in order, which is a good quality as a sub/ slave. I want to be able to trust someone to care for me a way that a Dom should and I will do the same as a sub. I do my best to please a person and I love praises. I suppose it could be best explained if you think of me more of a trophy wife. I'm an object that is loved and cared for with the willingness to perform her best to please her master. 

My nature in the real world is to be competitive and out there, while my inner nature is to be submissive. In fact to be able to follow orders and do them correctly and make a Dom proud is hard work over all and something to strive to be perfect at. It takes time to gain such a trust and be able to have that connection to achieve complete submissiveness and dedication in fulfilling your master's orders.

It seems, to me anyway, that most here are looking at BDSM more of role playing rather than a life style. Few people realize that it goes deeper than that something as simple as kink fetish. It's about trust and the ability to understand that what a master does is in greater purpose for the both of you and knows your limits emotionally and physically. There are some aspects that can just be a fling normal D/s kink, but there other levels to it especially when entering M/s relationships. Myself I would prefer to be in a M/s relationship eventually when I feel it's right. Nothing better than a collar to remind you, you are being cared for as wells being owned... Belonged. I would live to meet the orders a master give to obtain the praises and feel of an accomplishment of pleasing my master. Not the please of myself, but of my master. It is a complete level of devotion that few achieve. 

So all in all, although I'm a strong person individually, I crave the willingness to hand my control over to someone else for once in my life that will be just in punishment and care.

I'm here to be used, punished, and loved.

-Silvia

10/2/2008 11:18:33 PM

OK, to start off with is congrats to any of those that actually read my profile. I tend to write a lot since I don't talk much.

Overall I just wanted to say that I'm new to the scene and that it's something I'm considering allowing a Dom teach me/ ease me in. As far as my restrictions go and who I'm looking for, I'm always negotiable in certain cases. So if you see I dislike something and have a requirement, ask me because those are more like guidelines of an ideal person for me.

Feel free to ask me questions and I'll see about answering them. I'll write how I see myself as a sub next time. This is more of an intro and say ello.
 

-Silvia

xxDarkDesiresxx
 
 Age: 34
  Ohio