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Well its that time of year again :o) ... boy and I will be making our way to BBB for the May event.
Can't wait as I know a few of O/our friends are going ....its lovely to be going to see everyone again, its been WAY too long ...but life gets manic.
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OMG .. Today has been totally Amazing. Today boy proposed and I've accepted ....so I am now proud to say that I'm Engaged to jinheels :) Life is SO good and just keeps getting better by the second. Thank you baby for making Me so happy.
x Nova x |
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Finally has decided to delete Certain People from Her life as they are poison. My life is better for not having them around any longer.
It wasn't a decision taken lightly but its the only way to move on and not be held back or hindered by them!
This is the starting point of a Fresh New Life with the man I adore and love. he has given Me his utter submission and I promise to treasure and nuture it for as long as he wishes.
I can't wait till tomorrow to be with boy again :O) You are more special than you even know. So supportive, caring, loving and kind x
x Nova x |
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Well what can I say its been a Fantastic Weekend with one thing an another!
The most important part was that boy became My collared sub this weekend :O)
Also this weekend was O/our first visit to Ann & Roly's Evening party ...it was excellent :D and will become a very regular club for U/us, and Thank You to everyone who made U/us feel sooo welcome.
X Nova X |
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Looking forward to yet another lovely weekend with My boy. This weekend is going to be VERY special ;O) details to probably be posted over the weekend.
x Nova x
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Another wonderful weekend over all too quickly. Next weekend boy will be another entirely New Experience for U/us both ;)
x Nova x
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Uber excited as boy and Myself are going to BBB in November ...meeting a few peeps who I've spoken with for years but never got round to actually meeting r/t :D can't wait!
Also as its a weekend with boy and making him look so preddy :D am sure piccies will follow shortly after the visit.
x Nova x
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Another weekend that is over way too quickly. So many things learnt this weekend on both sides, and all this does is make things stronger and better if that were possible :)
This Lady is truely lucky to have her boy :D
x Nova x
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Mine is coming back home and should be here shortly where he belongs x x x
x Nova x
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This weekend ...simply ....bbbrrriiiiilllllaaaannnnntttt :D
x Nova x
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Just to make things clear :)
I no longer need to look for anything as I have ALL I want in My j. Thank you for your kind words and requests but I am NOT looking anymore as I have Found My one.
x Nova x
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Always makes Me smile that those that Don't like Me make such a point of keep looking at My profile. It shows so much
x Nova x
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Changes have happened drastically this past week, but for the BETTER ;)
I am now SO Proud to Announce that I Own Jinheels. A true submissive who understands his place in My heart, My life, My world.
x NovaCane x
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This girl just for the record is free and venturing back into this scary world which holds so many adventures. Who knows where the road will lead me :)
x nova x
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Was excellent catching up again Drew had a lovely time as ever ~mwah~
x nova x
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As someone kindly pointed out that i was sounding a bit bitter ....hows this for cheery and happy :)
oh what a wonderful morning .....oh what a wonderful day ....oh what a wonderful feeling everythings going my way :)
And just count yourselves lucky i didn't sing outta key ;) ~lol~
x nova x
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Ain't it Funny when Someone slags someone else off then you see them together....Doesn't it make you wonder what they say about you???
x nova x
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To save everyone asking what was wrong ...da bunny had pneumonia :( was very poorly but is feeling much better now :) can move and breath at the same time ~lol~
x nova x
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da bunnies back ;) this bunnies been poorly since well before xmas but now feeling stronger and better in so many ways. thinks she can face things again but only time will tell....so be nice and i may stick around :)
x nova x
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Updating pics ....sorry if they don't show for a while xx
x nova x
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Finally got round to putting back some pics i'd deleted :) for those that requested to see em ...have a peek :D
x nova x |
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ok haven't added anything on my journal for a while :) so thought i'd just update a lil bit.
I've had lots of lovely messages and some not so lovely :( but hey such is life!
For those that bother reading what i'm looking for i appreciate Your kindness. Also for those that can't read ...i'm not even gonna bother putting anything down ;) ~lol~
Bit of a random rant i know but thought i'd just let everyone know i'm still around ...just taking a back seat for a while.
x nova x |
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I'm waiting for a new piccie to upload so i apologise for no pics showing on my profile for a while
x nova x |
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hhmmm now where to start ...rant first or not ...tough choice ...but sorry folks i'm in the mood for a good rant right now! Today i was meant to be meeting same Dom that had stood me up the other day, had given a valid reason for not meeting so decided to give him another chance but had made it clear that IF anything came up this time that was it. So all confirmed this am ..place...time ....location blah blah blah everything was fine. Then whilst i was working this afternoon i got a phone call...saw the name and thought :) yay just checking i'm still gonna show ~lol~ but ohhhh no ...was him calling to say he'd lost his voice ~probably would of sounded better if he wasn't talking on the phone to me~. He said it wasn't worth him driving down here to chat if he couldn't talk....my reply was simply ...stop waisting my time then and don't bother contacting me. I know he's probably going to read this journal entry but i don't care. You can't mess around with people's emotions that wrong and not what this is meant to be about, yes i'm hurt , yes i'm upset but hey nothing lost on my part. Whereas on the other hand i've lost all respect for someone that claims to be a Dom/Master and who has such little manners and yet claims to be something special in the big wide world. Just hope he doesn't treat business contacts like this otherwise he's gonna reduntant soon!
Right sorry about the rant peeps but i had to be said :)
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~ok~ i'm in the UK so to all those from overseas whose sent messages thank you but i'm not willing to relocate and i'm not looking to help people get into the UK :P
right now thats done :) i am reading my messages but due to the amount please give me a chance to reply and sorry i'm taking so long ....after all i'm only a subbie so give me a lil bit of leaway :)
x nova x |
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I fiirstly have to say thank you to everyone whose sent lovely message to me xx my inbox is filling up rather rapidly ~lol~ which is why i've had to do a reply on here rather than personally :(
Life goes on and we'll see what the future brings :)
x nova x |
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OK lets have a lil manners check here " A SO called Dom" was meant to be meeting me for a coffee yesterday. The time and place arranged and agreed...i was there at the agreed time. I waited there for 15mins, then called and text to see if there had been a problem, neither was answered or responded to. Now that to me is just "Bad manners".
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Ok ...surely people that are inteligent enough to create profiles and read the terms and conditions can understand the word OWNED :S or possibly not in some cases.
I don't respond to messages from people wanting me to be there sub...i'm already taken ...aka ...with someone....OWNED ...ya know not available anymore.
x nova x |
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Have had a lovely weekend with Master :) and feel closer to Him for it. He's made me feel so good about myself without really trying, He was just being Himself. Previous relationships have been solely based on the bdsm side of things, now i have both worlds coliding with a huge bang and its shaken me to my core although its not as scary as i thought it would be. Master has a way of knowing what this girl is thinking before she herself knows. He makes me realise that i can do things with His help, guidance and support and for that i Thank You Master <<mwah>>
Last night was a prime example ..something happened which could of made me feel useless but Master turned it all around with such ease, made me realise just what i mean to Him :) Its a lovely feeling and long may it continue :D
x nova x |
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Ok can we have a show of hands for real people in the London area and not just photo collectors please!
Getting slightly disheartened by the shall i say lack of responses to message that i've sent out...if someone sends you a message and your not interested how hard is it to reply saying ...no thanks
two words are all it takes :S or is it just myself who was bought up to show manners??
ok rant overwith now :D
x nova x |
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Never before has this girl felt SO utterly loved and cared for by another. She finds her mind wandering to Daddy so frequently throughout the day which brings a smile wiping across her face :) its reassuring that Daddy is always there ...always available to talk to His little girl. If she's worrying Daddy seems to know and there is a text to her phone or just a quick call to see how His girl is doing. It feels as though He's in her mind, knows her wants/needs/desires even though she herself is frightened/ashamed to say them out loudly. Daddy just talks to her...doesn't push....doesn't rush....makes her feel SO special that she has the confidence to ask for things she NEVER thought she would be asking for!
Daddy has opened this girls eyes so widely in such a short space of time, she can't begin to imagine what the future holds...merely wonders how lucky she is to have been found and accepted.
Thank You Daddy ...I Love You xxxx
x slave nova x
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OMG unexpected visit over to Masters, work was light so got the afternoon off everything just fitted into place totally :)
Was so excited as We'd both thought We would see each other till well after i get back from holiday! ~huge smiles~ so being able to nip over and see Himself was lovely :D
Driving over i was SO nervous and excited as Master had been busy buying stuff online but hadn't told this girl what He'd purchased...some bits He said i'd like other bits maybe not ~lol~
When i got there i got the biggest hug and kisses :D which i've missed so much. Then i was told to close my eyes and hold out my arms....*nothing crude so don't panic* ;) Master placed some bags on my arms and then allowed me to open my eyes :D it was new outfits for this girl woohooo clothing :D:D
this girl now has a lovely basque which is black with red buckles ;) and a black one aswell, also a REALLY cute maids outfit, lovely new black n red collar which matches the basque totally :)
I was told to go change and came back out Daddy was very pleased with how it all looked together ;) ...ok time elapse now ...cos sorry but the inbetween stuff is personal ;) needless to say i'm smilings loads by now :D
Daddy had to nip back to work briefly so i said i would go out and get something for dessert as We'd had a lovely lunch by now ...i went to go put my skirt back on and OMG what's that mark on it....*dirty minds* NO WASN'T THAT ~lol~ looks like ....omg ...its bleech :( ...a once lovely black floaty skirt now has a horrible tiedie effect on it :( ~sobs lots~ ...didn't help that Daddy was finding this utterly amusing ....and even took piccies of my poor skirt :( ...sobs some more, i had to still go out wearing the skirt to Tesco's ~looked like a right pikey princess~ but did get some yummy dessert ...strawberry cheesecake mmmm didn't make it all better but helped a lil bit.
Even though my skirt is ruined ...i had a wonderful Afternoon with Daddy :D so Thank You Daddy mwah xxxx
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24Hours and counting :( till this girls BAN cums *punn meant* into force ~sobs softly~
What seemed so amusing at the time has totally and utterly backfired on me :(
When i was playing with myself and Master was saying a orgasm ban for my holiday seemed nothing and totally manageable. Then i got cockey ....yeah bad move i know i know...but at the time i was flying high and it didn't matter it then jumped from holiday only to 3 more days...then it went to 5 ...then stupidly i didn't stop to think and was talking myself into more days ...so now its ended up at 14 days :( not quite sure how but won't argue as it will only increase the days i'm sure. I also thought for some strange reason the days would be tagged on AFTER my holiday which isn't that bad....but NNNOOOOO i've gotta do the extra week BEFORE my holiday :S not so funny now :(. Now i've tried the i'm sowwy ....i'm really really sowwy...with cherries on top and everything and NOPE Master aint budging on the BAN....damn it... its not funny so if ya laughing reading this ....stop and think of this poor girls suffering...because even tho she's not allowed to cum in those 14days ....Master is not going to stop teasing her....she just has to resist :( seriously at times i really wonder why i've fallen for such a Sadist.
x slave nova x
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Ok .. i know a few are wanting an update as to how things are going with my Master and i. Well here goes ;) i'm being trained in new levels of submission and finding i have a very very slutty side to my nature ;) ~lol~ i'm also now a Daddy's girl :) which is a totally new experience for me. Daddy loves me very much and is putting up with a nervous girlie at times with care and encouragement. This girl has shown via her phone calls to Daddy just how dirty and perverted her lil mind truely is ;)
Master has ordered this girl some new clothing :D woohoo which i'm sure will be making its way into the picture side of my profile VERY soon ~lol~
Also this girl is being allowed to explore her bi sexual side, this again is due to naughty phone calls this girl has made to Master ;) what can i say i have a VERY active imagination *girlie porn is so hot* which also may explain a few things ~smiles~
Well thinks thats about it for now...oh ...and this girl also remembers to direct people to read Master/Daddy's profile as it explains how this girl got a lil bit cheeky n cocksure which has UTTERLY backfired on her :( ...sowwy Daddy ...wonders if that one will work :D
x slave nova x |
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Why do people try adding you to there circle of friends if you've NEVER spoken to them?????
x nova x |
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Master now Owns every hole this girl possess ~smiles~
Sunday was all too short but oh so worth while and SO enjoyable.
x nova x |
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seeing if my pic will upload ...third time lucky :S
x nova x |
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Just wondering whether i've made it clear enough on my profile that i'm taken and with Someone now because i'm still getting mails with people *i use that term very loosely* trying to pick me up still????
For the record for the hard of reading
I AM OWNED BY INTIMATEDESIRE :) :) :)
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Ok ...gonna give you all a giggle. I was at my daughters sports day on friday...yeah nothing overtly funny about that you may think ahhh but i was forced into doing the sack race :(
I was doing really well UNTIL i got to the end of the course...and stacked it in complete style of course ;) landing on my wrist which hurt immediately. Fobbed off that i was fine but grimacing thru the pain*which wasn't the nice kinda pain either* sent my daughter home with nanny and then took myself off to Minor Injuries who think i've fractured my scaphoid :( which i've done before. So now have had in cast till 30th June when i have to go back to fracture clinic and get it re x-rayed to see whether or not i've fractured the bone in question.
The giggle part comes that...I DIDN'T EVEN WIN THE SODDING RACE :( ... damn it
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Well what can i say other than things are going REALLY well for me atm :D
Feels a very lucky girlie to have found Someone that connects with me on so many levels not only D/s but in my nilla life aswell.
Thank You Master
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~smiles~ Well another wonderful day with Master :) now i have one piece of advice...NEVER listen to your mates cos they give shite advice and will get ya into trouble at the drop of a hat ~lol~ and always be a GOOD girlie cos Masters can be evil ;)
x nova x |
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~smiles~ and happily puts that this girl is Owned by Intimatedesire :)
x nova x |
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woohooo Sunday at last :D
Today was VERY interesting ;) and all i'm gonna say is ppuuuurrrrrrrr :D
will be updating shortly ;) just gonna keep everyone in suspenders a lil bit longer ~lol~
x nova x
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Thank You to those who have shown an interest in this girl, but just to make it TOTALLY clear i'm meeting Someone Very Special tomorrow so i'm NOT looking for anything other than friends :)
~smiles and feels all excited~ but the Special Person knows how they have made me feel so far, this girl can only imagine what it will be like in person.
x nova x |
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3 more sleeps till Sunday :D smiles and wiggles with excitment
x nova x |
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Smiling as finally get to meet on Sunday :D woohooo
x nova x |
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da bunnies happily chatting with someone Very Interesting :)
~smiles~ just cos it makes them happy
x nova x |
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WOW ...what an amazing day :) had a fantastic time and it was lovely to see so many friends there today :D was suspended by a very good rigger friend so that cheered me up NO END and also had an arm tie aswell afterwards...wasn't i the lucky girlie :) yay me ~lol~
Also met some new friends today aswell which was cool.
x nova x |
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this girl is looking forward to sunday....bbb and seeing my mates again :)
x nova x |
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Found out the reason this girl has been feeling so rough over the past few days...i've got severe food poisoning :( ... but thankfully i'm on the road to recovery :)
x nova x |
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ok quick up date...atm the moment da bunny has an icky tummy bug and is totally washed out. This girl is getting round to reading her emails so please be patient as i'm sick :( and not super woman ~lol~ altho her outfit is quite cute ;)
will update again shortly
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Things always look better after a few days don't they. Since my initial upset and shock i've since spoken with my ex Dom and We have agreed to remain friends. We had an amazing 16months together and neither can just turn our back on that. I'd rather have friends than enemies. We learnt so much from each other and now its time for us to move on, but its easier to do because We have a wonderful friendship now which i truely value.
x nova x |
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Just wanted to thank those for their kind messages of support. To those who sent messages trying to pick me up...please leave me alone for a while.
x nova x |
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this girl was released on sunday in not a fitting way...but as of 8.15pm tonight her collar was formally removed.
this girl is free but please give me some space
x nova x |
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So much for trust the collar i'm wearing...it obviously meant jack ...like the brand aswell
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Q. should a slave have feelings?
Q. should those feelings matter?
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Just thought i'd take a few mins to Thank this girls friends for throwing her the most lovely party :D and Thank You Master for making this weekend so memorable :D
x novaslave x
p.s. was lovely to finally put faces to names ;) |
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Thank You Master for making this girls birthday one to remember :)
this girl has been spoilt with time and attention for her 30th birthday, wants to be 30 again next year ;) lol and it wasn't as bad as everyone was leading me to believe. Have actually found a new calmer way which sounds silly but am more accepting now as certain things i cannot change so why worry over them. Doesn't make it any easier to deal with or any less painful so why not just be happy with what you have and stop worrying about what others seem to have!
Also thank you to my friends from here for sending me lovely hugs and msgs of support mwah ..means a lot to this girl xxx
x novaslave x |
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Why am i so feckin trusting ...will i never learn?
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decides to write one last journal entry as a 29yr old :( sobs softly
x novaslave x
can't say i'm half Masters age anymore :( not impressed and stomps lil paws ...*hard* |
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Sitting looking at the clock ...waiting to start work today and wishing it was this exact time last week! It was the weekend to top all weekends, this girl keeps remembering and smiling happily.
x novaslave x |
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mmm now that my head actually feels like it belongs to me i think its time i wrote about the weekend :)
Saturday was fantastic from start to finish :D ..had a lovely weekend with Master which in itself is always amazing, but this weekend W/we were going to ST and meeting another couple there. Well got to the club and it was so friendly(everyone) was saying hi and i didn't know them at all which put me right at ease from the word GO. It was also the first time nova was meeting her sis properly(Masters playpartner) whom this girl holds very dear to her heart and always will she feels.
nova was looking about and adores just watching Master talking with others ...makes this girl go tingly and melt lol. We all sat chatting for a while and then my sis turned up ...nova asked if she could go huggle and was allowed to :D it was lovely finally meeting her properly and getting time to talk rather than the brief encounter we had previously had at LAM.
This girl was totally overwhelmed by the evening ...play was amazing...this girl totally went to subbie space ;) past it about 100% and then into orbit lol ...nova was just curling against Master and knows she had a stupid smile on her face which if someone had said here's a million pounds if you take that grin off your face right now! she still wouldn't have been able to do so :D ...even thinking about it now makes this girl go again.
nova had the most fantastic weekend Thank You Master and congrats need to go to all who worked so hard to make ST the club it is :D your efforts have paid off totally :D
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Haven't updated my journal in a while...it was my grandmothers funeral on tuesday and the service was lovely(as these things can be). So many people turned up which was also comforting in itself. This girl wants to Thank Master for His support as ever but also my sis (mwah lubs ya loads) and her Master for allowing her to call this girl xx
Well i'm now focusing on friday cos i'm getting a new hair do :S not sure how it will turn out but fingers crossed lol ...and then its the weekend :D :D:D:D:D:D:D just slightly excited as going to ST for the first time :) and can't wait.
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nova is feeling slightly better today, she called Master yesterday after she was told about her grandmothers passing and just hearing His voice was of comfort to this girl. Was made to feel even better when Master came round last night :) ...nova has never before had a Dom that cares about her in such a way and isn't just here to hurt her without looking after her other needs aswell. Master allowed nova a night of doing what she wanted to make her feel better...the girl chose lovely whacky pain as her distraction (altho that being said Master limited it) as this girl is sure He knew nova was replacing the hurt internally with external pain so she knew how to deal with it. Afterwards we had a lovely cuddle ...just sat enjoying each other...talking about anything and everything. Thank You Master for just being there for this girl xx You know just what to do as always xx
x novaslave x |
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why is it everything just starts going right and WHAM something happens to fcuk it all up again. Family bereavement.
x novaslave x |
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Everything is right with the world again :D Thank You Master xxx
x novaslave x |
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Ever feel like the world's plotting against you?
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Just got back from the doctors and its good news...wrist isnt' broken/fractured :D he says its tendon and soft tissue damage ...which hurts more and apparently takes longer to heal than breaks/fractures do...which doesn't figure but i'm no medical bod. this girl is just over the moon that its not as bad as minor injuries made out :) woohooo does lil hops about the place with joy :D
Thank you to all who sent this girl well wishes, it means a lot :)
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this girl has been in a wierdy mood all day...can't put my finger on why tho which is more annoying than anything else. this girl is worried about tomorrow afternoon and whether she will be in plaster or not...or whether the doctor can give her anything for the pain she's suffering with at the moment. Which this girl thinks is causing her wierdy mood...that and lack of sleep :(
this girl feels silly for being upset and not knowing why she's feeling this way. Master is being as supportive as Ever for which this girl is Thankful for and she will try to snap herself out of it soon!
x novaslave x |
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yay :D ..nova's brand has been refreshed ..does lil bunny hops about the place. this girl now has her beautiful P back again ...not that the original had fade overly that you couldn't see what it was lol. nova also had a lovely flogger session aswell ~sighs with deep pleasure~
x novaslave x |
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da bunnies in pain and not the good kind :( ...stoopid bloody dogs...thinks a new career choice is needed ...have a query fractured scaphoid...altho the splint is not helping ..this girl fears she will be in plaster by the end of the week ~sighs~ how will Master ever deal with a partially working nova ???? (pmsl private joke ;-) )
the girl is trying to stay positive that its gonna feel better before friday ...will keep you all posted tho.
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this girl has come to realise why things stay private for so long...that way they can't be harmed or poisoned by outside influences. this girl wants to thank Master,sazzy,Raven and DragonDrew for caring and helping this girl and making her feel better xxx
x novaslave x |
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This girl now realises that its a matter of having all the information which allows you to gain that inner peace :D half truths and half information just leads to mis-understanding which in turn feds those self doubting ideas which we all habor deep within ourselves. Its when you gain all the knowledge about issues that you can process and deal with everything. This girl is lucky to have a Master that can deal with her self doubt and boost her confidence with a glance, touch or gentle word ~smiles~.
x novaslave x |
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Isn't it funny that you can work these things out with a lil help from a Very Good Master :D
x novaslave x |
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This girl is perplexed which doesn't take much :P before any smart comments lol. Ok can handle the way things are but how do you deal with emotions that you know are silly surfacing without you wanting them to? This girl is happy with everything that happens in her life...but sometimes its hard to actually know something has happened rather than just knowing its going on! This girl would appreciate comments ...she knows she has no fears/worries but doesn't like the way certain things make her feel. So throwing it open to comments replies or feed back generally :D ...the girl wishes to find that inner peace over things for want of a better word she supposes.
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Its strange the girl has never before truely realised how you can learn from what could potentially have been a bad situation! The difference in keeping it as bad situation is not talking about it and working through why things happened...if you do that it changes totally to a positive experience where you didn't get the reaction you set out to gain. It does make you a stronger person and helps you grow! |
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Always makes this girl wonder why people put on there profiles Safe and Sane ...as if you'd put Mental nutjob if you were one lol.
oh and the tumbling bunny is now feeling better :D
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well another first for this girl...decided this morning that she wanted to get her ear pierced at the top ...so sent Master a text asking whether He approved....He replied it will hurt...so nova sent one back saying the girl enjoys pain ;-) and that Master can choose which ear the girl got it done in. Master picked left ear...so nova now has a piercing in the top of her left ear :) will try and get pics on profile soon.
x novaslave x |
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Another year over....wow that flew past...thinks this coming year will hopefully be even better :) has a good feeling about it :)
x novaslave x |
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Well its that time of year again to wish A/all the perves and pervettes a very Happy New Year...may it bring you A/all you wish for and the stuff you actually want aswell lol.
HAPPY NEW YEAR - roll on 2009!!!!
x novaslave x |
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Just wanted to wish you A/all a Very Merry Christmas and Happy New Year
x novaslave x |
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nova has to update today :D ...the girl was given the most beautiful present last night by Master for her xmas pressie....nova got her tag...with Property of Plasmac on one side and on the other it says nova and her slave registry number :D
nova would like to take the opportunity to Thank Master for a wonderful year and His support and guidance has been invalueable to this girl she can't thank Him enough xxx |
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the girl thought it a good time to update her journal...nova was taken to a head place last night where she hasn't been for a while...although she was scared it excited her...although she felt fear it was strangely calming...because the entire time she knew she was safe as Master was taking her to a place He knew existed in the girls mind but wanted to show she could be taken there and more importantly brought back from that place unharmed and feeling stronger for doing so. ~smiles~
At the time nova was worrying whether she'd crossed a line with her cheekiness or whether it was a punishment but the girl remained as always subserviant to Master knowing He was doing this for a reason! Afterwards we talked as always and the girl told Master how she'd felt and He understood but was pleased His girl had trust as ever in Him to allow Him to help her conquer her fear and return stronger and more empowered. :) nova is truely a lucky girl to have such a Master xx |
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the girl has a stupid smirk on her face this morning after last night :) ...it was lovely seeing the other side of Master. It was pre arranged what would happen (partially ideas more than what was going to happen). nova craved hard use and :D omg Master delivered His promise smirks and wiggles lots from the girl. nova had also asked Master if she could be allowed to wear a branding mark...last night nova had a P branded on her left thigh which looks fantastic ...the girl is truely lucky to have such a Master. This morning the girl has lovely marks to remind her of a wonderful evening...ty again Master for allowing nova to show you her darker side aswell x novaslave x |
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hhmmm now where to start...the weekend didn't look like it was going to be all that good when i got up this morning...although Master has totally spun that idea round on its head! Master has named His girl on His profile :D...da bunny is slightly shocked, amazed, overwhelmed and most of all Proud to be His girl. Master and nova have both changed a lot in the time we have been together...nova didn't forsee most of the things happening to her but has had the support and backing of her Master throughout for which the girl is eternally greatful for. nova as others had had bad past experiences...Master has shown the girl how things should be done...they can be harsh...but balanced with that caring side it makes it a pleasure to serve her Owner.
nova truely has a Master in a Million and this girl is blessed to have been accepted as His slave :D Thank You Master xxx |
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Now where to start...haven't written in here for ages. I've been utterly spoilt this weekend by Master :) ...nova was taken out for the weekend on Saturday Master and nova went to a lovely club in London where the music was fantastic, people were lovely and a great time was had by all :D. It was lovely as nova was allowed to wear her collar all weekend which is really special to her. On Sunday Master took nova to LAM where she hadn't been before...it was lovely meeting some of Masters friends for the first time...it was also very exciting as nova was wearing lovely clothes that are pleasing to Master :) lol. It was a very special weekend and nova just wanted to say a Very Big Thank You to Master xxx |
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Have had a lovely day today... finally got to meet a friend off here who i've been talking to for nearly 2 yrs now, Thanks DragonDrew was lovely to finally meet up and thanks for being a complete gentleman definately have to do it again sometime soon.
x nova x |
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nova is pleased that she has been able to change her profile fully now :) and wishes to Thank Master for allowing her to do so.
nova feels great pride showing Masters name on her profile and will do her best to please and make Master truely happy to own this girl.
x novaslave x |
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Went back last week to the hospital and have got the all clear :D the biopsy came back and its all good.... it was a damaged saliva duct so no more worrying. Thanks to all who have sent me lovely msgs and well wishes, its nice to know that others care enough to bother sending msgs to me.
x nova x |
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Just thought i'd do a quick update :-) i've had to go back to the hospital cos my stitches got infected :-( have no idea how but i'm now on antibiotics but they are working and its clearing up nicely.
So feeling loads better and getting back to my usual happy self again :D
x nova x |
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Well have to go back on the 28th August for my results but the lip is healing ish... stitches will take about 4-6weeks to disolve did make sure i didn't need to have them taken out :S couldn't have done that, was bad enough having them put in lol.
Just wanted to say thank you for all who have sent me well wishes :D its really kind of you to do so, and does mean alot to me thank you.
x nova x |
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Hiya just to let my friends on here know i'm ok, have had the op on my lip..which is bloody sore just have to heal and wait for the biopsy on the lump they removed.
Am amazed i was able to go thru with it ...i hate needles r/t have horrid phobia about them, so a needle for anaesthetic in my lip was a big go at self control which i managed to do... Master did help lots gave me some good advice.. just go into definant mode like when i have a go at you... giggles... well it worked... was awake for the op and didn't freak out... nearly passed out but hey it wasn't nice hearing them do there stuff!!
So am taking things easy and will get round to replying to msgs shortly
x nova x |
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Things have been a bit manic this week hence my lack of luster to write my journal. personal issues have brought nova crashing down... making her realise how important life truely is.
nova also due to problems wasn't thinking fully and managed to shut her thumb in a door ... making it close fully :( silly nova lol
hopefully things will start picking up and ty Master for your visit on Wednesday night :) totally took nova's mind off things ;)
x novaslave x |
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mmmmm Sunday Master took nova out to cheer her up and managed that totally :)
Weather was naff but still managed to have plenty of fun... and didn't realise i could fit in the footwell of His car... that should cheer up journeys in future ...lol
Had open air play.... well sunroof open counts doesn't it?? Was slightly daring in a car park...if you go down to the woods today your in for a big surprise.. need i say anymore? You know you want me too but i'm not like that sowwy. |
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nova counts herself as a truely lucky slave as she has a very caring Master :) nova was feeling down because of her knee pain... Master thoughtfully cheered her up with a visit :) early morning visit.. lol TY x
nova's now a smirking happy slave again :) |
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mmm naughty nova hasn't update her log in a few days :(
Master visited last night and nova was rewarded for her honesty about playing with herself without permission whilst she was told not too :( but there were extenuating circumstances... such as very good porn that she found. ;) nova sent the link to Master but had to text him straight away as she felt guilty for disobeying his orders :(
Master laffed at his horny slutwhore... and was pleased she had been honest but was disappointed she had disobeyed him.
Master has since seen the clip in question and now understands why nova failed :) lol
Ty for your understanding Master... nova will try harder next time :) xx |
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wow had lovely week away on holiday... Master managed to visit nova whilst she was away... lucky lil slavegirl or what :D
hence my diary entries haven't been up to date... as didn't have pc on holiday was totally lost without it.
Am back now so hopefully will be back on track again, but had lovely time weather was fantastic :)
x novaslave x |
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Yesterday had to go to docs cos my knee has been badly swollen for a while now.... docs sending me for x-ray and referring me to Ortho Consultant... oh and to top it off have to see Oral Surgeon(no kinky ideas lol) about a cyst i have to have cut out of my mouth :(
so its not going to well at the moment.
x novaslave x |
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yay day off so spending the day relaxing for a change...so thought i'd use my time wisely and making every attempt to keep this diary up to date :)
x novaslave x |
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mmm not sure how good i'm going to be at keeping a journal going but will try at least :)
Its funny i can keep a private one for Master going without any trouble, but open journal that others can read... not so sure about.
Also not so sure that my life is anyway exciting enough for others to read about, i will at least try to make things interesting.
Ok .. here goes nothing
Master visited last night :) yay me, we had a sort of nillaish evening watched some telly then put a film on ... Master then decided He wanted to thrash His nova. nova had the rush of her life... as we'd played on Friday evening and we had played heavily so didn't take much to make nova go over the top last night. ;-)
One huge thing i have to thank Master for is His aftercare... which i hadn't been use to before with others. But it does make it so special that He cares so much to look after nova once we have finished our evening.
God this is sounding mushy and i haven't meant to make it this way, so sorry but happy that i have a caring Master/Owner at long last x
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