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Im not looking for anything or anyone specific. I have My girl. We always entertain the thought of adding to our family...but only if it fits for all involved.I firmly believe in honor, integrity, respect, loyalty, and duty. There are dictionary definitions to each term more importantly there are definitions which encompass the feelings of My heart and My life. Those are the ones that are important for my family to possess and carry on, for each of them and all of us.
Ive been described as an old soul. I can sit back and look at life for what it was, what it is and what it may become. I tend to look at the world around Me. Im a searcher, a teacher, an empath. I spend My time watching and learning about people, those close to Me and those passing by. Its what I do.
It has taken Me many years to be what I have become. It wasnt easy and most of it wasnt pretty. Ive learned a lot from many people Ive taught many people as well. Life is about learning and discovering. When you quit its not worth living. The importance of life is to not settle for things that you dont believe in. Remain firm and strong in your beliefs there will be someone who will cherish those as much as you do.
May you find what you seek on this journey.May you end up with a fulfilling life which you cherish. May you find that one who will cherish you just as much as you do them. MsTasha
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This is just a bit of a ramble but something that I am extremely passionate about and that I seem to be seeing over and over again. Why is it that people say they live by honor, integrity, nobility, etc., and then do something to show they don't? It's one thing to say this and try to hide the fact that they don't...but when people tell Me this and then tell Me how they aren't living it, it just exasperates Me to no end. I am not going to think you are cool for living a less than honorable life, especially in the life. Figure out what you want (both Dominants and submissives) before you go messing with someone elses life. There will come a time when you will lose at your own game. |
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Santa asked Me what it was that I wanted for Christmas this year. That was a hard question; I have pretty much everything I could ever ask for. I sat down and I thought hard about this. What is My every wish? The usual things came to mind: books that I haven’t bought yet, toys that help to put that glimmer in My eye, music that fills My soul, outfits that beg for a second look, and shoes to die for! Yes all those material possessions are nice, but what I REALLY want for Christmas, is that which I can’t have right now…My girl by My side looking into My eyes. To see her beg without saying a word, for Me to do as I please. To do as I please and then to hold her close and let her come back to Me, safely in My arms…is that too much to ask for? Some would say yes, others would say no, all I know is that is not reality right now, but it is a wish I will hold onto long after Christmas has passed. |
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Thank you to everyone who has sent emails for one reason or the other...I do appreciate your kindness and your nice words. At this time, My search has ceased for My special one; I have found her. As I am focusing My energy on her, I am seeking nothing more than friends. she will be the one to share My life with Me and to be at My feet with great adoration from Me. I wish you all the best on your journey through life and that you may find happiness where and when you seek it. |
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I sat beside you, looking into your eyes, into your soul, looking for the answers I hadn’t been able to see. I had heard them in your voice, but I wanted to see them in your soul. you looked at Me nervously; quickly looking away…was it to hide your soul or to hide your anticipation? I knew as the night wore on you’d come around; you would be able to look into My soul as well. I knew that if you looked hard enough, you’d see the complete love and adoration I had for you, as My girl.
I struggled to give you the time you needed to feel comfortable; I just wanted to hold you in My arms so that you could feel the safe place to land and to be loved. I also knew that this was on your time, without the complications of our D/s relationship, this wasn’t something I could make you feel, you had to feel it for yourself... given time you would.
I could not erase the smile from My face. You made Me so happy, so proud to have you as My own. your laughter filling the room, your chatter, filling My heart. I couldn’t imagine a better place to be, other than you by My side.
I remember the first kiss, so soft and tender, with so much passion harnessed within us both. I thought to Myself about the first time all that passion would come pouring out, never to be caged within us again. To feel the tenderness in your touch as I held you close, the energy between us was simply amazing.
I didn’t want the night to end, thus I knew I would have to give up My girl until the next time. I tried not to think about the feelings of missing you even more, that I knew I would have.
As you left, all of the thoughts of what was to come were overwhelming… our next visit, what we would do, what the future holds, where we will go, the passion that would grow... |
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"Should have come to the party" This really does mean something to someone and they know who they are. Hugs to you both! |
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You come to Me, crawling slowly on your hands and knees, sheepishly looking into My eyes for the unconditional approval. I smile at your timidness, the fear in your gaze. Not fear of Me, fear of the unknown, the next corner we will turn and what that will bring. As I look into your soul I see the anticipation of life. The adoration for Me shines like a brillant diamond. As you look into My eyes, you see the love and care that I give for you, unconditionally, without fail, without expectations.. except that of your submission. Your hardened face turns to a soft smile with My approval for you. your heart speaks to you, telling you this is a safe place to be. you yearn for more and battle with giving more. It is a love/hate battle, one that you want to overcome. Everyday the battle lessens, the submission increases and the emotional pain and raod blocks are slowly torn down. The process of this time in your life is liberating. you are able to explore where you want to go, who you want to be, why you want to serve Me. It comes together in a beautifully painted picture, one that could be sold at the auction for millions. your life is a freshly painted oil, beautiful and elegant, dark and light, abundant with innocense and the serenity of natural essence.
In the morning you wake with renewed devotion, having slept curled up at the foot of My bed for the night, the place where you so strongly yearn to be. you follow your daily routine without fail, meeting My every expectation. you strive to please Me, to never disappoint Me, while knowing that even you are allowed mistakes. you are hard on yourself, more so than I could ever be on you. The need to be My everything is self encompassing, it is your hearts desire. |
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Do you dream...
Do you dream of being the lil boi at My side,
You are so shy that you must hide?
Do you dream of asking Me to hold you tight,
These desires you must continually fight?
Do you dream of a darker side,
Where this side is like being caught in a tide?
Do you dream of being at My feet,
This place where our eyes will soon meet?
Do you dream of being loved in a strong way,
Where your submission is the only pay?
Do you dream of living your desires,
At a place where they are safe unlike that of wild fires?
Do you dream?
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