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AMERICA IS CLOSED (written by Mistress Ann) 
This is a public service announcement.
The bee’s have stolen our honey.
The brown cow stop producing chocolate mIlk. 
The land of Wheat has been processed down,
Into the self life of twinkies without the filling. 
OH NO MR. BILL 
Don’t Panic! We deployed Chicken Little to check the sky. 
Till then “All Men Are Created Equal” 
Please stay tune... 
While we take our commerical break.

So in the meantime, Let your Freak Kinky Flag Fly! 

Email time.. So I get this email wanting to learn foot worship from a 23 year old. Long story short: He writes back saying, LOL I thought you would do it for free.
Now lets make this life simple. If you were in vanilla dating world. Would you walk up to a woman (you didn't know) and say.. I want to worship your feet? NO you wouldn't. You would ask her out on a date first to earn her foot worship.
Now lets make life simple. Let's say you went to work. And your boss said, LOL I thought today you would work for free. Would this keep a roof over your head? No you earn the right to have a paycheck with your Boss.
This past Saturday night, I walked into one of my favorite bars to hang out with friends. During this time a vanilla man came up to me. Introduced himself and we were having conversations. When I left he said, So what will it take for you to have sex with me tonight? Really you crazy and wild vanilla people with your one night stand action. BDSM is wild & Bizzare to some vanilla folks. But this picking up strangers in bars for a one night stand I find bizzare out of vanilla people. End of story he walked away from Me. Knowing his hand would be his one night love affair for the evening. I don't lower Myself or My Standards to such behaviors.
If women are saying, I am a Mistress/Dominant/Queen/Goddess. Then know she will never be your given or your free time fun woman.
Life is simple. Look at Greek Mythology or the Renaissance Period of Goddesses and Queens. You will not find these women giving it up to all the men for a good free time. Its was the Warriors that earned her love. They Earned Her by giving tributes to her household, submittig their life, loyality, trust, devotions and love to Her.

I would like to say... Thank you for the very nice emails wanting to be My personal submissive/slave. Allow Me to say, I am very active in My local BDSM community. And yes I am personally in the lifestyle. Although I am an earned right. I am one very strict Mistress. Yes I have personal sub/slaves. They all have started off as clients first seeing me in Dungeons as a Pro Domme to know My Mistress side. If you are not willing to go there seeing My Pro Domme side before My Mistress. Then you aren't worth earning Me as a Personal. Now, I don't bend My Rules for anyone. I don't care if you are a young boy, or have a good tongue or have a big cock. I don't bend my rules for anyone not even for the Brad Pitt types. If you can't start at the bottom as a client and work your way up to my Personal household then you don't want to earn Me as a Mistress. I might be a  International Domme  but I keep my tributes affortable because I am not a fake money Domme. And I believe we as FemDoms are here to help provide you a safe, sane, consensual place of haven to learn, grow, train under a Domme. To later if you want, help you, if you want to know the community of BDSM being 24/7. -Mistress Ann 

yours2uze You are so welcome. You made a great toy for Me to play with as I see fit. Till our next time Evil Smiles 

Alabama submissive/slaves must be scared of Me. They only have the guts to peek at me all day on collarme. When instead they should be offering their balls on silver platters to Me. Evil Smiles 

If you are thinking about booking a session with me then I suggest you do it  www.Mistress-Ann.com or info.MistressAnn@gmail.com because I am heading back to USA my time in the EU is almost over. It was fun and I enjoyed it but its time to go home. 

May 6th-May10th I am in Holland taking appointments in private playtime traveling to submissives in others cities in Holland or Dungeon playtime at Doma Studios. 

This one time in Vanilla World: 

I use to be a crisis specialist helping Rape & Domestic Violence victims. (women and children mostly) 
40% of DV victims are men. Going by what is reported to the National Collision of DV. I do believe this rate is higher because men have an ego to protect. So I feel they don't always come forward due to the shame that its a reflection on their manhood. (btw: this is vanilla) 
Now by the National Collision of Sexual Freedom:
90% of sexual assaults are in our own lifestyle of bdsm 
In my travels of Domina across the USA and EU. I noticed since the USA has more small local community chapters in their cities to learn bdsm history, safety classes, Demo classes teaching how to play properly with the toys. More of the Dominas are indeed trained. There is always a few bad apples but they usually fade out quickly. 
But in the EU, there are not many local chapters where one can learn bdsm. So women have jumped to Domina. I've been fooled by some to be honest and entered the dungeon with some untrained Dominas. No one is checking the backgrounds. All you have to do is hit a key stroke. Wear the top designer. Attend the fetish parties. Dungeons do not check if they are trained. As long as your set up to pay taxes this is all that matters. It even came across my desk that some go so far to "Fake Clips" by adding a so called trained Domina into the picture to make them appear trained for clips. These bad apples in the EU don't go away. 
Take this into account: Vanilla average of abuse on men and then the 90 percent of sexual assults in our lifestyle of bdsm. 
Hmmmmm how many submissives are paying to be abused by an untrained Domina and failing to report it because they paid and consented to what they thought was a trained Domina? 
I bet the percent is high! 
There needs to be an non-profit organization set up by team board of FemDoms stopping this abuse towards submissives within our lifestyle. 
Welcome to my New Project Evil Smiles..

April 25-May 3 I will be in Holland doing private plays meaning I bring the dungeon to you with a bag full of goodies in your hotel room or Home. Dungeon plays I am in Doma Sm Studios in Den Haag. I am already getting booked up so act quick. Evil Smiles.. 

My book is published out on Amazon, Creative Space, and Amazon EU  "Relationship Residue" by Mistress Ann (pictures by Robert Darklight running through the book) 

http://www.amazon.com/Relationship-Residue-other-Mistress-Ann/dp/1481935844/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1363782249&sr=8-1&keywords=Relationship+Residues+by+Mistress+Ann

I made my first movie clip http://www.domasmtv.nl/

Next Month is Holland's FemDom Weekend ending in a slave auction. Yes unowned and newbies submissives are welcome to attend. This will give you the chance to met a Mistress leading into Ownership. Food, stay, everything included. Hosted by Doma Studios, Lady Claire, and Myself.  http://www.domasmstudio.nl/femdom-weekend/femdom-weekend-english/

I AM COMING TO HOST TWO ALABAMA USA EVENTS: www.bdsm-bootcamp.com  and http://www.couplesropeworkshop.com/

FemDom Event in Holland http://www.domasmstudio.nl/femdom-weekend/femdom-weekend-english/

MY USA EVENT FOR SUBMISSIVES  http://www.bdsm-bootcamp.com/

FEMDOM WEEKEND

This unique and marvellous FemDom Weekend starts Friday April 26th (enter from 7 PM) and ends Sunday April 28th around 7 PM.
On Sunday the slaves can be traded. The leading Mistresses (Lady Claire and Mistress Ann) as well as the invited international guest Mistresses can decide to engage slaves (if possible for them) contractly for having (at least) two sessions in the next year. In this way we bring Mistresses and submissives together and we hope it can be the beginning of new, nice and enduring contacts.
The weekend will be closed with a barbecue / buffet "on equal level" to sit and talk relaxed and comfortably about the experiences during the weekend.
Take with you:
* Sleeping bag, pillow, sleepingmat or -mattress,
* Toiletries (towel, toothpaste and so on),
* Your own collar, wrist- and anklecuffs, chastity device (of course not compulsory).
We care for:
Good food and drinks and many hours of pleasure with playing.
Conditions:
To give enough attention to the single slaves the Mistresses decided to limit the applications. So we advice to register early.
Admission fee is 600 euro. When you want to register as Femdom couple, the Mistress pays only a symbolical 1 euro.
Your participation is guaranteed as soon as a registration fee of 100 euro is transferred. The full amount must be payed before April 12th. It's possible to cancel your booking till April 19th. All you have payed except the registration fee will be returned in this case.
After registration we send you a sublist.
Doma is not responsible for loss or breaking of personal properties.
There will be a deposit for valuable things like wallet, creditcard, passport, drivers license, watch and so on.

http://www.domasmstudio.nl/femdom-weekend/

DOMA FEMDOM WEEKEND

During the last weekend of April 2013 (Friday 26th till Sunday 28th) DOMA SM STUDIO organizes a spectacular and unique FEMDOM WEEKEND in Holland (Zeeuws Vlaanderen, near the border with Belgium). The weekend will be closed with a slave market.
LADY CLAIRE and MISTRESS ANN will take the lead in a skillfull and Dominant way. Other guest Mistresses will participate too.
Subs and slaves from all over the world, experienced or unexperienced, with every kind of fetish, are very welcome. Femdom couples can also register and, if so wished, the Mistress can participate in playing.For information and registration, please mail to,
info@domasmstudio.nl 0031(0)703601822

Dates to Serve me.. 
January TBA: my book hits amazon "collections of Poems" with author and scene Magazine Columist Kirk Griffith with Robert Darklight photography. 
January 24-26 Doma Sm Studios in Den Haag, Holland -private play only for Amsterdam
February 7-9 und February 11-13 Doma Sm Studios In Den Haag, Holland-private play only for Amsterdam

February 14th-17th Bristols UK, House DuCroix to serve under Me. 
February 9th attending the Salems Fetish Fashion Project in Brussels. 
February TBA later for London to serve me
March 7th-12 Studio Wanda in Madrid Spain (before leaving for Spain and after Spain will be at Doma Sm Holland to serve me in March) (private play for Amsterdam) 
Summer 2013 TBA later Coming back to USA (for one month only in August) 

January 24-26 I will be in Amsterdam (Private Play Only) Den Haag for Doma Sm Studios for dungeon play. If you want to serve me book now..  www.Mistress-Ann.com

Merry Christmas and a Kinky New Year... Evil Smiles.. 

SUMMER 2013 I AM HEADING BACK TO ALABAMA (FOR ONLY ONE MONTH) 

Being raised in the bible belt way of Alabama under they eyes of Church of Christ being born kinky was hard for me. I remember feeling more comfortable in the gay community and under trannies in the early 80's. Now I was just a pre-teen I was not gay and I was not a lesbian. I just wanted to be a woman with a cock instead. A pure kinky girl straight out of the box.

But I remember when people would bash my gay friends by saying hide your young boys from gay men for they were all molestors. I remember my parents running me out to Docors because they thought, I had the aids virus because I kissed, hugged, drank after all my friends dying of Aids but back then it was called the flu not aids.

I remember not wanting to be kinky. Hiding back in my closet. I didn't want this hated myself. Hid myself this kinky from peers and community. But I was denying myself and I took others has hostages in bad relationships for not being honest about who I was really that is a KINKSTER in bdsm. I played in a dark closet of kinky during my relationship of vanilla. Living a Double lifestyle till 38 years of age.

At 38 I decided to come out of my closet totally... I am MistressAnnDomina to parents, vanilla's, friends, and I must say I lost many but gained many too.

The mojo show in Alabama friended me as a Domina on FB. First and foremost this DJ started his statement that he would "NOT" be politically correct. He started a thread on parenting today. Today during a national crisis I started a healthy debate on parenting on his radio show. Normally I would agree with him and his parenting views but today its indirectly throwing stones of hate thinking the shooters parents "Might" have done something wrong. I feel we should not have a topic of parenting at this time. Like mojo said.. We give into our kids today and give them everything they want and thats the problem today. Indirectly these parents were rich so his viewers will think well maybe thats what happened here they gave into this child to shoot many. He was not a child but a young adult of 20.

I never attacked Mojo or his family or his parenting thoughts. I just feel for the shooters parents for everyone is talking about parenting right now like that has something to do with it. Parenting topics during this time is indirectly throwing stones. What if it wasn't these parents fault. Not all good parents produce good kids. Not all bad parents produce bad children. Where is the shades of Grey of thinking? Which is not a book but an old Psychological term meaning not to think in black and white thinking. Not all kids are products of there parents that Mojo claims. I told him I agree over and over again with his idea of parenting and his choice to parent his child. BUT today should not be the day to have this conversation. That poor shooters family are victims too Father and Son lost 2 family memebers has well as innocent babies and teachers. Do we really need to find a blame? Or find the why's that will never truly be answered in this case. Or blame it on parenting?

Some good parents have drug addicts for children doesn't mean they failed there kids as parents. Some bad parents had awesome kids look at Oprah who came from a bad home life. We don't all have to be products of an enivorment or parenting. You make the choice in life of how you want to be when you hit an adult. Your path is up to you. just like that 20 year old man.

What happened to "Shit Happens" sometimes there is no why's.. no one to blame.

But then Mojo had his wife attack me sexually because I am bdsm. That she would have to watch her husband page more like I go around seducing vanillas. Or I am a sexual predator. Then go on saying its women like me that makes good men like her husband run to good women like her for a relationship. I need to put down my 50 shades of grey book. etc...

This black and white, Good and bad. Dark and light. Is bullcrap.. Life is a balance. There is a medium. I am sorry that Mojo's wife can't see that or his viewers as he allowed this personal attack on my sexuality rage continue. Till I personally just deleted him. As He tried to friend me again on FB and I said you have to be nuts sending me a friendship request again when I deleted you for your family starting "Hate" on my sexuality.

I find this sad today.. I can't be looked seen as a healthy person or parent or engaged in a healthy debate without my sexuality being used against me. He did nothing while his viewers, and wife attacked me. In my eyes.. That is just as guilty of doing hate yourself when its your radio show.

Do I regret coming out of my closet HELL NO! I will still fight for this right that just because we are kinky we are healthy individuals with healthy households in Leathers or Latex. Our bedroom sexual choices has no reflection, or baring on us. I got news for Mojo Shows wife in Alabama.. We have many good men in BDSM that I never need to vanilla men in any way. We should be allowed to debate a healthy debate without our bedroom being brought up.

Domestic Violence, Guns, Drugs, Rape, Homelessness, robbery, etc. All these crisis in our lives comes with No gender, No sex, No class, No race, its does not discriminate and it strikes without warning..

Mistress Ann

I am personally baning MoJo radio show in Alabama

November 9/10 I am in Doma Studios in Den Haag, Holland.  So book now...

I just Landed in Den Haag and at Doma Studios for today and tomorrow so book now.. 

Book now.. Oktober 23/24 in Den Haag at Doma Studios.. 

‎"Buried behind the Lines"

Caught in Temptation,
Under the airs of friendship,
Wanting to say more,
Passion building,
for his fingertips,
Hanging on his words,
Watching yourself fail,
In your delivery,
Leaving an image of yourself,
Buried behind these lines.

Hearing your Echos,
Of cheap words,
that left you drowning,
On your false pride,
Your mirror is reflecting,
Your true Image.
Where these words,
Couldn't in failed delivery. 

You look at Yourself.
And wonder,
How did you do this?

You think, 
of crawling through glass,
Just to come back.
To these original lines. 

You are stuck,
Mind is back peddling,
Retracing your reality,
Of what you've become, 
buried between lines. 

You look at Yourself.
And wonder,
How did you do this?

Not telling him, 
That you are buried,
Behind your own broken lines. 
Of unspoken passions for a friend. -Mistress Ann

 Belgium's Nylon Magazine is out!! Read a 3 pages article about how I live 24/7. How I got International from being an Alabama Mistress. My views on Foot worship, little ones, FemDom and so much more...   http://www.nylonzine.com/

I am in Doma Den Haag Oktober 23/24 so book now to serve me under my pure soft Leathers with Leather Boots.  Also bringing the New SpanksSticks Paddles with me to put a little latex on you with love... Evil Smiles.. 

A Viewpoint,
Is all she wanted,
Painting it with her fingertips,
Into his skin,
So he knows his winkles,

IN LOVERS ANGER, (Tips of dealing with Anger)
I am not sure why we are scared of this subject. Why it leads to break ups? Anger is pure Passion notice both hold the color of Red. So if Passion and Anger both are the color Red. Then it stems of the same branch off the tree. So why do we make life harder than it is? See, past another's Angry Words? Angry Words, for most women is only her "Fear"
talking out loud to her partner. "Fear" is a harder thing to admit out loud because most Women think its weakness or showing lack of self-esteem. Women hate to admit she has these things inside her especially a Dominant Female Led Woman. So she comes Red with Anger towards a partner. Angry Words are never meant to be Truths.. Its said off the top of heads with no filler on the brain stemming from a full stream of just passion flowing freely. Her anger is showing her loss of all Ambitions. That is Passion a loss of Ambitions. So men, you must see past this stop hearing "Angry Words" and see it as a Form of Passion. Words have no power of you, only you choose to give it life. So see it for what it is.. Anger is Passion, painted in Beautiful Reds. Relationships take work, its easy to leave, easy to shut doors, easy not to forgive a lover. Easy to Replace a Lover. But we learn nothing by leaving but when we stay….. "We Grow Together" For Anger passes. Past Anger there is always a sliver lining in that Dark Cloud. A healthy relationship must have "Angry Moments" it keeps Passion in our relationships.
Some Tips that apply to men and Women:
0) Breathe always.. Its just life..
1) Remember Soft Ego Strokes, this has to be a daily thing. It doesn't have to be in words, but show actions, that the partner matters everyday.
2) Don't Run, stay and listen to Anger… Listen between the lines of the words. You most likely will hear Fear talking not Anger.
3) Forgiveness for these Moments, Total forgiveness, if you are going to hold in a Partners "Anger Word Moment" than you need to leave the relationship.
4) Your the Gardner, so tend to the small. For its the small things that add up to big things, that lead to Anger.
5) If you say your going to do something do it! This Angers woman, A man of words with no actions or Actions with no Words. If you the man can't have both than work on you before dating. (By all means women must show actions with words to a man)
6) Remember This too shall pass, is it as just a moment. Anger might be a negative thing to some people. Which can over shadow the positive in the relationship, so try to remember it does passes the negative.
7) Men, you might be leading her in feelings she has not experience. Leading her to face her insecurities. That you might not be there for the long haul of a relationship. She might have baggage from a past. Or you won't catch her when she falls. This Fear, will come out as Anger. Some women really need to be told the words & actions of "YOUR THE ONE FOR ME" ( this sometimes happens to Men too especially with some Subs a Relationship, a Fear of falling to deep)
8) Remain Calm: Sit and say.. "are you ready to talk now?" Let's talk? Allow me to take you to dinner? Run your bath water, under candlelight, and while washing you, we will talk about this making you angry.
9) "Needs" ( this is not sexual need but emotional needs) When they are not being met "Our Needs" in our relationship. We can feel resentment, jealous, betrayed, cheated, here comes Anger again out our mouths..
10) Remember some of us are kinky.. So that Anger is some Passion. Grab her, Kiss her harder allow her to feel your strength. Thats when she need to feel your Dominance on her body.
The Flip Side: Offer your body for punishment to her weapons of choice.
11) Don't Deny your partner- This is how anger beginnings. By saying honey I have a headache not tonight. Or a man saying "I am going to watch a Football game or be with the guys"
If the body is yearning than its time to tend your garden. For your body must be hers, and hers must be yours for Healthy Sexual Relationship. So never deny..
A) This is more a vanilla view point
Please women, you can read a book, work your laptop, paint you nails, and multitask him going down on you or screwing you. They don't last that long anyway during sex..
Same for men, I don't feel like it/ honey, the football game is on.. Seriously same rule applies you only last a few seconds so get it up and off. Sometimes we just want to feel one with you, the emotional act. So when a woman wants it, ask you for it, its out of an emotional need as well as a physical need.
12) Face to Face Anger. Since many are doing long distance these days Thanks to internet. Don't allow this to end on phones, internets, FB, , Collarme, Ok cupid. Offer a Face to Face sit down to work it out. Using Skype is good for face to face if y'all live apart. You might find it the Anger is only in emails and not in Face to Face meetings. Keep Face to Face on Skype with weekly or monthly appointments. Anger is common in long distance its out of longing and missing the other. So take it for what it is.. A Missing. You might find out y'all don't fight or have Angry issues Face to Face its just the emails. So stop the emails, and which to Skype.
13) Never go to Bed Angry- My Grandmother raised me on this. I don't care how long the fight last, don't you dare sleep until the fight is over. Both Heads must hit the pillow in peace and understand always.

HOW TO DATE A MISTRESS

First, we make life harder than what it is..

1) Sub look at yourself in the mirror first. It all starts with you in a relationship because you serve us. If you are not right with you and your personal side of kinky than your trying to take a Hostage down your kinky guilt path. One of the leading causes for play gone wrong. (Shaming our playpartner for being Kinky is just crazy but all too common on both sides of our lifestyle)

2) Don't go straight into Kinky. We are here on collarme, so we know we are Kinky. We have each other Fetish list on what turns us on. Its just now a matter of chemistry in meeting face to face.

3) Don't fall over her feet. Stop the say anything factor. She gets that all the time on collarme. A Woman knows she is beautiful without you reminding her. She is beautiful because she is Woman. She has heard it all before, the stale old pick up lines.

4) Give The Truth, show respect by giving the "WHOLE" story. If you are just looking for kinky time. Than express that.. Some of us are looking for just that kinky not a relationship. But give us the right to know your intentions.

Meaning if you are seeing a vanilla girl, than you need to be honest with the Mistress. Allow her as the Dominant to proceed if she wants to go futher.

5) Don't say My Mistress taught me to do it like this! Look you don't go on a vanilla date telling the new girlfriend, well my exgirlfriend liked it like this way So I am doing it this way. No two Woman are alike. We are are individuals period.

6) You should.. Date your Mistress. Bring her flowers, notes, gifts, dinners, presents, introduce her to new things of her interest like example music, art, poetry, muesums.

7) Remember she is a Dominant always. If she likes you, you will know. So don't push yourself on her. She will make the first move and if she doesn't make that first move. Than go find someone else. We are a Dime a Dozen.

8) If your owned or under training.. We should ask the Mistress "If" we can play with you in proper respects. The Owner/Trainer should give us the "Full Story" on their subs. For a sub is a reflection of their Trainer/Owner so you are in this too for keeping the play safe and happy.

9) If a Dominant ask you to serve longer or stay. Stay! Be tri-sexual meaning trying anything once. You are given a safe word always "USE IT". If she is horny than don't leave the action. Never ignore a woman's word of "STAY" Seriously, its what an hour or more out of your whole life. Don't make it Drama.

10) Remember a Mistress is someones Daughter, Sister, maybe a Mother. But she is first and foremost a Woman behind this title of Mistress. Appeal to the Woman being a gentleman be respectful.

11) If you are just wanting to "Fuck" then say it.. Don't pretend to get close to her by earning her trust and friendship just for her piece of ass.

The best date I personally ever had was still in vanilla world. A man said, "Look, I am just dating you to fuck you" I laughed but said Thank you for that was not wasting our time. No, I past on the offer Evil Smiles.. But its still the best date ever and we are still to this day friends on FB.

12) "Give Time" to know each other. Seriously a Dominant knows she can stuff all your holes, take you at will. Allow her to make it on her time not yours for playtime. Some of us want to build a "Friendship" in building trust. We are laying down the foundation for healthy spiritual plays to help you grow with us.
Some of us like having playpartner in our lives for years not for just a night. Play scenes get better in time. Its so beautiful to see two old playpartners playing and not saying anything to each other just reading body language. That takes Time.

13) Forgiveness, if you can't give it to your Mistress, than get out of kinky. For Forgiveness is the key to any relationship. We all are human. We will hurt each other. Besides, making up is so much fun. Evil Smiles.. "Make Up Kinky" is some powerful stuff sometimes that is what makes some fond memories.

14) Kinky is just a small part of the picture. A Mistress is just being honest with her sexuality and her style. Don't make it Dirty! Kinky is artform of passion with endless possibilities. Because when you have "Set up House" in time than others can join in for the "Real Party" and not don't take away from your core relationship but add to your household.

A WOMAN'S IDEALS,

Her Ideals,
Falling from Grace,
was falling off that bar stool.
Last call,
Was showing her no forgiveness,
Ugly Lights,
Is her 5 minutes of fame.
Her blonde hair,
was an excuse for what was wrong.
Blue eyes,

I am in this month issue of Massad Magazine pages 36/39 read about Me in Doma Sm Studios.  http://www.massad.nl/massad_html_main/index.html 

RELATIONSHIP RESIDUE
Humming a Song,?that I believed, ?once belonged to you,?We use to sing it together,?Call it our Song,?Yet, this memory of mine,?is fading out….. ?And all that I have left is a Hum of a Melody. 
Sitting on platforms,
humming this Melody,
waiting for trains,
traveling on homeless tracks,
watching lovers,
sending kiss filled hopes,
to the next greets for tomorrows.
with my eyes shut,
Feeling only the breeze,
On the neck,
Where I think you use to kiss me.
Walking down streets,
Lost in translation again,
I am just humming,
Looking to buy my last supper.
Cooking as If I was Two.
Only eating as One.
A Bottle of Wine,
Is how I will bend,
My elbow tonight,
Only the spirits,
allow me to flow,
under this Starry Night,
Humming this faded Melody.
Drifting my thoughts down this river.
I am wondering tonight,
If thoughts are set adrift,
will it flow into the ocean,
reach you on your shores,
Are you singing the words tonight,
To my Hummed Melody,
Of what use to be our Song.
Talking to crisp fall air,
to send a cold shiver, 
just so you feel me once again,
down to your bones.
For I am trapped somewhere in you.
With this haunting hum melody.
My head,
will hit a pillow,
Arms stretched for the embrace,
of another "Nothingness Night" 
wearing that same vintage lace gown,
with no thoughts gone adrift.
In what's now the Wine-less hour,
So I will Hum myself to asleep,
In that hummed Song,
that Haunted my days,
Haunting more my nights,
In this "Relationship Residues of You"  Written Mistress Ann

Just did an interview today with Nylon emagazine out of Belgium today.  To know more about Me and My lifestyle in BDSM then read about it... https://www.facebook.com/nylonzine  

Xylene a Dominant from Zoetermeer Netherlands.. who is 22 years old and never been in our lifestyle. Never trained in our lifestyle. Beware for your safety subs.. This a woman giving Domina's a bad name in our lifestyle. subs please ask about a Domina's background before you go to them. Its women like Xylene giving us "Domina's" a bad name. This lifestyle can be dangerous without really being trained under someone as a Dominant. You can't just become a Dominant. You must learn in our lifestyle.  This woman came to me asking for a job. When she told me she had no training. I offered my advice on finding training, community before doing Domina. She in returned cussed me out because she didn't like my answer of not getting her a job the way she wanted it.  So would you subs would give your body and money over to a Doctor with no degree of education to be a Doctor? Then why would you as a sub give your body and money over to a Domina with no training at all.  I find that scary and dangerous... 

This Wednesday I am at DOMA STUDIOS book now for some Evil Play.. www.Mistress-Ann.com

http://domina-bizarr-studio.de/ is the dungeon I work out of in Munich

Chick Fil A is a Southern Thing

Parents belted my pants,
With a Bible Belt,
My neck is Red from slaps,
White is my Trash,
Of Rubbernecking Jesus,
By Hypocrisy,
With a Southern Draw,
Drinking their friend Jack,
Eating skins of Piggies,
Calling it,

Feb 18th-24th I am in Bristols Uk at House duCroix  http://www.houseducroix.com/site/

http://www.klapjes.nl/?p=6119

The Envy of The World

mask
leather
black

take
nothing
back

mask
leather
black

give
something
back

She enters
envy of the world
pompous poser players
attempt
to bring her down
attempt
to dismiss
her domme/inance

She moves
celestial like space
eery earthbound eavesdroppers
attempt
to larceny Her knowledge
attempt
to belittle
Her beatitude/ness

the man
in the mask
leather black
bends bona fide low

the man
behind the mask
leather black
senses and knows

true power
true grace
true royalty
when he sees it

She lifts him
mask and all
from the dungeon
dark doldrums dance
of the devotionally dead

Securely Safe Within
Her Mistress Magic
They Set Sail
They Soar- written about Mistress Ann by author Kirk Griffith

buy his books out on amazon and he is published in The Scene Magazine. 

I live in The Netherlands, and still find it funny!  How Dutch sub can be typical Dutch and judge me because I charge for a session. For your stupid info.. I only see my sub clients and they see more than my dungeon walls but also spend personal time with me that I don't charge for because I am NOT all about Money but the Lifestyle. So Stop being "GEEN KAPSONES"  with your "airs" Or the typical dutch cheap skate. Really if you Pay to date a vanilla girl in vanilla world of dinners, movies and etc.. Its the same as a Domina. But you get more with me than a vanilla woman. If you stick your head out again, I will chop it off. 

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Mistress Ann @ Doma Studios in Den Haag August 15th-19th. Book solo session or duel session under me and Soviet Mercedes. 

If you don't have anything nice to say,
Then don't say it,
if you choose to speak,
then don't be shocked, by the response,
For we all live behind windows,
surrounded by rocks,
For every step you make,
is an action, that will lead to an reaction. 
So think,
If you are having to prove yourself,
Speak outloud, Defend yourself, with your actions,
Get others to join your band wagon,
Your weak,
Needing others to stroke you.

Self Confindence,
Dominant,
Beautiful,
Is sharing your life experience, 
Let it go,
Live better,
Focus on you,
And your windows are never broken out.

Let them pick up rocks,
Because you only have one life,
and its not living for others,
Drama is called a stage,
No one starts Drama, unless you give it life.
The choice is yours.

Your life should have no secrets,
Secrets is the disease
If you do actions of secrets,
Kissing but please don't tell,
Then don't kiss.

Live with no regrets,
Speak in Truths,
Give in private,
Listening is not telling others you listen,
Allow your mind to be open,
Judge no one,
Don't stick you head out,
No one is special,
We are all equals,
Breathe,
You are here,
That is your purpose,
How many friends you have,
Proves nothing,
about you.
For when you exit stage left,
from life,
You walk alone, friendless, Motherless, Loverless.
Just like the day of your birth. 

Mistress Ann @ Doma Studios in Den Haag August 15th-19th for duel sessions with Soviet-Mercedes or book for just serving me in a private session. 

Book now for Doma Studios in Duels with Me & Mistress Soviet August 15th-19th

I am in Amsterdam! To worship me book now www.Mistress-Ann.com or MistressAnn@rocketmail.com

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The Dom Studios in Den Haag for play session from July 14th-20th are filling up so book now because I enjoy dutch men worshipping me. 

The Fake Subs in our lifestyle?  

"I am shy/shamed of you being a friend of mine because you are kinky" Serious? WTF? not again??? Shakes my head..
This is not the first time that I've heard this come out of a suppose to be kinky person's little mouth. I was playpartners with a leader of 10 years (sub puppy) of a kinky group. Only to tell me that I should be ashamed of my personal vanilla life, and if I wasn't ashamed of my vanilla life, then he would be ashamed for me to his friends. Seriously this is a leader of a kinky group?
Why are we shaming people in any world? Vanilla or Kinky? (In my book shaming is the same as judging)
Really how can this Sub say such bullshit about being ashamed of us kinkies? Yet proudly say on the kinky line, I am under training under a Domina/Mistress. If a sub is a reflection of his creator. Then you just disgraced your Mistress you are tagged too.
This bullshit Tagging of people to others in this World is also crap. For I would never tag myself to a Sub that is shamed of this lifestyle or being around us kinkies. And its free training with no tribute to his Domina/Mistress. Hell, if he opens his mouth with such little respect for us in our lifestyle people. Then you should fucking charge him for play. He should be grateful that any of us sub or dom's, would fucking allow him to be in our fucking kinky world.
Then to top it all off this Sub goes off to with his vanilla girl posting them and their relationship. Then comes back to me, over our dinner date and says "Hey I don't think, I need kinky anymore" because when I was with her. I didn't feel the need to look at the kinky website. This during our Dinner date as would I thought I was a person not a symbol of his kinky shame.
Does this sound like a sane thought??? Now your Cured thought process? Since when is Kinky a disease to be cured from?? How or why would you do this or say this to another person? I would never shame my vanilla friends or kinky friends in anyway or guilt them in their life choice. Then tell me, your dinner date who you are playing with "Hey this other Chick Cured me into Vanilla Life Again" If this is the case you would not be logged in everynight to collarme watching porn still faker closet kinky sub. Evil Smiles.. Yes I cused you out for you behavior towards me. Although, I feel subs forget "Dom's are Human with Hearts". Subs rant and rave about us and how we should act. But Hey there is two sides to that. You subs cause damage to us Dom's. Life is a two way street which is forgotten.
Faker Sub says to me, "I needed to be more his equal in life, and just Dom him in the bedroom." But we needed to try us out in all aspects in our lives and that meant play. Although me being a Domina, shames him and marks me out to be anything in his life, but hey you wanted free play out me. Yet you with held that part out till after you got play.. (that my Domina shames you, hearing this after you finally got YOUR PLAY) Sub's saying anything just for play, is like our high school vanilla days of say anything just to have sex with you. All I can say is GROW UP, and be an Honest Person. If everyone was honest then Trust could be given to others faster.. Your dishonesty or shaming causes others to build walls, prevents others from enjoying the beauty of play in our lifestyle. Then once subs get play finally from the Dom. Subs change the script of their words, and loops holes in original statements said. Really???
Yet you are under training tagged to a Mistress/Domina you Faker Sub.
1)You have to accept your kinky first.
2)Acceptance is warts and all, Its is being honest and upfront by communication. Which is the first step to building trust and trust leads to friendship. Not saying the whole story is the same as a white lie, or leaving vital info out. Like my Domina shamed you. Something I should have know the first day I meet you in life. Not after Play...
3) You have to submit to recieve our gift of Dominance. Really submit and realize it not about you. We as Dom's will naturally make it about you its our purpose. If you offer us submission. You might not get yours, when you want it but you will be in "ecstasy" when its done on our time. Good things happen to those who wait Evil Smiles.. Because anyone can fuck your little boy ass, but this woman wants to linger over you and take her time. But you have to see me beyond dungeon walls and that takes time. I am about Passion that never dies in me or for my partners.
This Mistress should have never taken you on fake sub, for she is not fixing you by giving you what you want "FREE PLAY" for your enjoyment. You need to see the beauty of this lifestyle, and the spiritual meanings behind it. The beauty of Power-Exchange, Beauty of energy play. Not your personal shits and giggles for you being used which this is all your Mistress has given you. You a Sub who shamed your own Mistress. For you are a reflection of your creator with that tag of yall's on F website. 
Why do people separate Kinky&Vanilla World?
We have solid relationships in this BDSM lifestyle. One of the basics in any relationship in life you have to get to know the person first and accept them in all aspects in your life. If you can't do that, then you should not even play with anyone in this lifestyle unless its known upfront its just a one time deal. Most of us Dom's aren't looking for one time deals but long term ownership.
You will never shame this Kinky Lifestyler for I am "ME" and that is a beautiful thing. Evil Smiles..
So if you want join me on Facebook MistressAnnDomina my vanilla childhood friends, my blood family, still see the same little girl that was born a strong dominant woman into this Domina. They laugh how the fakers come and go but my faith has stayed the same. Kinky&Vanilla relationships in dating are based on same principles the only difference is I come with baggage of a Toy Box built for Two for my bedroom. So help me unpack? (So this rule formed only a client may earn me as a personal Mistress. If you refuse to be my client first to earn me as a personal Mistress, then take a walk because you can't have me.) 

July 14-20th Amsterdam Bound of play time in the dungeon, private or duels with Soviet- Mercedes Domina. Contact me or my Sister for bookings. Trust me, I enjoy taking down tall dutch men, doing the thinking for them, and demanding how to be worship in myleathers and latex. I do make subs go to subsapce in play, trust me, if you've never been there you should under my hands in the energy play that I bring to a Dungeon. 

A MIss Used Gift;

I've traded places,
Remembering when I gave,
without expecting to receive,
Just being a vessel,
For your crafted hands,
To fill me with yourself,
No questions asked,
no demands,
just mold me,
Into your image dear Master,
My voice will be, just echos of yours.
The Gift was for the community,
Sharing in our experience, sharing in our joy,
I was humbled to be your masterpiece of art.

Let's exchanged the experience,
Growing into your image,
Paying it Forward,
I am the Sculptor,
Looking for clay to mold,
A sub, into my image,
Of my many lives, but only claiming one,
In this Submissive and Dominance.
The Gift is this lifestyle,
Never taking it for granted,
For vanilla is a fate worse than death,
and I've awakened,
Thank you Master, for making me
An Artform into a Mistress,
Passing my knowledge,
Being Humbled that I have this way of life.
That I see no labels,
For Labels are only walls to box me in,
Instead of seeing our pure beauty of The Power Exchange Experience.

Now we are Running up Hills,
You are screaming for Dominance,
Used only in your bedroom,
but not in your everyday life,
More as equals,
You are not a Gift,
Dominants have Responbilities,
Real Dom's vs Fake Dom's,
Submissive comes with limits,
Demands to play, Demands on Creativity,
We are all adults and should know better.
Children fighting over adult toys,

My Dominance will not have an On/Off Switch of you,
My Dominance comes in Passive ways, when your not here.
My Dominance is Constant like the tides coming to lick your shores.
My Dominance comes like a Hunter, Taking you down when I see fit.
My Dominance is a Gardner, who prunes you like flowers to make you grow stronger.

In return, I show that I love you,
You will be placed as the begining of my day,
And You will be the end of my night. 
Inbetween we are just an exchange of bodies,
going throughout our days.
I love you, Not in love with you,
I love you for the ways you honor me first in your life,
Of giving me, yourself with no limits, in your worship hour of me.
Coming to me without baggage, loving me as if you were never hurt,
Trusting and putting Faith in me,
Makes me love you more,
and it helps me become a stronger Gardner to you,
Earning your growth,
Between my rib cage and my heart,
Where my secret Garden should grow,
So you better understand my heartbeat, and why its Dominant,
I will add to you more and more to grow,
Sharing my sunlight with you,
And Together,
We become an "Exchange of Experience"
Where you see no Dominance,
No Submissive,
Just a reflection of each other.
The Gift is to the community, seeing only, 2 sides of us on one coin.
Wanting to cash us in,
Because We give Hope to Others, who want more than a dungeon.
Anyone is a "Happy Ending"
We my love, my submissive, are a complete circle,
With No Beginning,
Without any hope of Ending.
The Passion of the 0.

Mistress Ann will be in Amsterdam July 14-20 doing duel sessions with Soviet Mercedes of FB and you know the other BDSM site we all use to Contact my Sister Domina for the bookings. Trust me little ones its filling up fast. I so enjoy Dutch men, and looking forward to an Evil good time, had by all. 

I am coming to Amsterdam in July. I am doing duel session with Mercedes Domina if you would like to double your pleasure, double your pain, double your service under two Domina's heels in play. (My spots for play are filling up, so I suggest you hurry up, if you want playtime with me or me in a duel session with Mercedes Domina. )  I so enjoy "the dutch little ones" YUM! Evil Smiles.. 

You Are Shadow Chasing

Between Two,
Thats where the Truth lies,
She was honest,
hiding nothing, but her real name.
She was brave enough,
to make a stand,
In Open Arms, was her best policy.
Giving Subs a Safe Place,
Of just being canvas,
An empty vessel,
As she had onced lived,
Under Upper Hands,
Using her Experience,
Of Power Exchange,
In The Good, The Bad, The Uglies,
You had her by name,
She lived in his world, story listening,
He was her greatest read,
She Travels, but always listening,
Just a key stroke away,
She Doesn't believe in handle names,
Oceans are just her puddles,
This world, just her box of crayons,
On a Blank Page,
She Colors, where to go, There are no lines,
For she is a Girl, Angel, Beast, Mother, Whore, Woman.
She gives those European Men,
Her Southern Draws in,
Her Curvy Grace Kelly Style with sharp fangs,
Your Difficult to find her,
Because She is just a Butterfly effect,
Easy to loose Her,
Only because you were too busy shadow chasing,
Under False Advertisement,
Tagging yourself to another Mistress,
On the flip side, No Mistress, wanting lifetime of kinky,
Under another handle name,
No Mistress Mentioned, had to be,
Key Strokes of Error,
Right?
Vanilla Key Stroking, with another woman or women,
Pictures can be Powerful,
Showing Truths,
While Her Southern Draw stays the same.
And you mock it, in your vanilla style,
Her Title Stands the same in Her Open Arms,
Being her best policy,
You never shaked her Faith,
You had her once with No Tributes,
She is and still will be Your only greatest Asset.
Showing you, how you were the Gift that kept on giving.
Adding to you,
Yet punishing you in sheer delight,
Of devilish eyes,
Hint of little girl laughters,
with hands of a madman,
The Teeth of a Beast gnashing into your skin,
To Take you again, again into her World,
You became Her Empty Vessel,
Your purpose of what you wanted, You invited her in,
You say, You are looking for your equal,
Kinky, just in your bedroom.
Then Why are you Shamed of Her?
Did you finally see your Truth,
Reflected through her eyes.
For sometimes her Eyes,
Aren't Windows to her Soul,
Just Mirrors,
Showing Shadows Light,
Only Seeing One person,
Thats Why you are not My Equal.
You are Shadow Chasing,
Yet,
They say,
Between Two,
Thats where the Truth Lies,
maybe some of us are merely chasing our shadows,
For the Truth to find us,
Under this False Advertisements.
Not between Two.

Loving Yourself,
Means, I don't need to show my Dominance,
I am here, therefore I am.

Loving Yourself,
Means You are Honest to yourself.

Loving Yourself,
means you provide yourself safety.

Loving Yourself,
Means you see your imperfections,
as a badge of Beauty.

Loving Yourself,
means your open to give to others called community.

Loving Yourself,
means you can handle "Life on Life's Terms"

Loving Yourself,
Means you stop drama, stop taking hostages.

Loving Yourself,
means you remembered your paths, so you don't judge another. 

Loving Yourself,
Means you know: What gets your body off, and willing to let another in.

Loving Yourself,
Means you treat others,
As you would want to be treated.

Why do you think Kinky is any different?

You have to accept and love yourself, before we can take you in our community.

A sub must know how to, "love themselves fully"
Because We mold subs into a reflection, of a Mistress loving Herself.

Heading back to Amsterdam in a couple of weeks... My pet, if you want to not think for yourself, and just serve me, into that sweet little subspace, then come see me. I enjoy dutch little ones for a snack.   MistressAnn30@rocketmail.com to book a session.   (I do use dungeons in Amsterdam, or Rotterdam, or Den Haag.) If you would like a duel session, serving under Two Domina's, I play with Mistress Mercedes Soviet. Double your pleasure, Double your fun Evil Smiles. 

You are a soft kiss moment

If you want my moment,
You must learn how to crawl,
For I've got demons,
behind little girl eyes,
face of angel,
that has not aged,
from the smoke filled room bars,
body thats been around a block or two,
than again who is counting,
You ask about my demons,
I come as a lamb,
To draw you near with invites,
and that alone, should scare you,
Its the quiet, shy, nice women,
who are the worst,
We aren't the little scared girls,
Hidden behind Dominance,
I am a listener, just to use your words as weapons,
For when you inter,
You will see my eyes change colors,
The veil be lifted,
so you can see my beast,
I start pulling out my magic jars, from my tree of life.
Twist your words,
Open my mouth to release my energy,
To absorb your energy,
this is feeding time,
I see you only as prey,
To add, to my body toll,
For you will see, feel, taste,
This fear, shame, and guilt,
that so called men,
have punished me by for years,
You will feel my life run through your veins,
that you will need to dissociate,
and I will decide,
When I am done feasting on your body,
to allow you, to return to your remains,
Then I will walk close to you,
For then, you are a soft kiss moment,
for being brave to show me,
actions with your words,
to feel fear, guilt, and shame by me.
You can take your worship Goddess hour,
I am only in it for the feeding hour.
and that Soft kiss moment of Aftercare Goodbyes..

 http://www.thistlefarms.org/ my favorite charity helping women out of a life of prostitution. Toyota 100 cars for good https://apps.facebook.com/carsforgood/ cast your vote for Thistle farms. 

I have met the woman and heard their personal stories of prostitution, and know the founder. This is really really dear to my heart charity. These cars will help the women in the shelter who have worked so hard to go back to a vanilla life. Kinky should be a choice of happiness for women.  So this is an order STOP JACKING OFF AND VOTE FOR MY CHARITY!!!! Mistress Ann

So I am an American Pro Domina who moved to Bayren Germany. I sold my dungeon in Alabama state side. I am looking for a studio to be apart of and be in with a Family of FemDom's sisters. -Mistress Ann

So A Dutch put down my Culture,

CULTURE,
for some of us, its defines us,
hold us prisoner,
keeping us single minded,
not growing fully,
When you are not in your country,
Beware, that you are giving up,
alittle bit of your culture,
Knowing their Culture must come first,
But you are adding a little culture in you.
To not make you single minded,
For Culture breeds Hate.

Everything in life,
is just an imprint left on you,
Life is just a tattoo.

Tower of Babel,
We were all one nation,
under one God,
Building a Tower,
to our home in the clouds,
back with our God.
He was displeased,
Struck us down with tongues,
meaning different languages,
Its is not a holy spirit babbling,
Of the mentally impaired called a church,
as we got in a state of confusion,
for the first time not understanding our tongues,
We scattered across the earth,
to form our many nations,
called Countries.

Everything in life,
is just an imprint left on you,
Life is just a tattoo.

I traveled many cultures,
many countries.
Still amazed that people have to put me down,
for being an American,
then I am a German/Irish Scottish/American,
A Dutch,
post on there Facebook page,
crap about putting my culture down,
meaning my tongue of English,
Then praising the Mexicans,
Which makes me chuckle,
with laughters,
As for some Americans,
Mexicans is a hot button for us.
Knowing the Culture issues,
It sparks this...
"What is so great about THE DUTCH?"
Is ingorance Bliss?

Everything in life,
is just an imprint left on you,
Life is just a tattoo.

So let's take Cultures,
Break it down,
Most of our Countries,
have tried to take down another.
Norwegians "The Great Vikings"
Rape, killing, Pillage motto,
took down many,
in the belief of there great race,
Leaving their seeds,
to be planted in the bellies,
of so many women,
all over the world.
Birth of a bastarded race of children.
Today Norwegians,
are great drinkers,
From Friday to Sunday,
with purpose.
Popping finally rehab houses,
Some of the workers being friends of mine,
Many collecting Government aid,
Thinking its an entitlement,
calling it a culture,
As they put me down as an American.
Yet I enjoy the Norwegian Culture,
Even though I've not been treated the same.

Dutch The Great Peddlers,
Water to protect them,
making New England to
Amsterdam, New York,
Home to the Dutch.
Bring Americans into the slave trade,
Thanks to the Dutch,
Who took many people,
and sold them as if they were cattle.
Not to mention,
You still see ignorance,
Of some Of The Dutch yelling,
putting down the indonesians,
Blaming them of what is wrong,
Yet we all know,
that your not smoking your pot,
or doing your magic mushrooms,
you know it damages the body,
The Dutch,
doing whatever it takes to bring,
the weak minded in,
Drugs, Sex, Rock'n'Roll,
and call it tourism.
in Amsterdam.
Yet they feel they are better,
than the Germans.

Germans,
This part of my old roots,
Which give "The Dutch"
a hit the double whammy button,
On me,
For Huntsville Alabama,
Is our Great American/German hertiage,
The Von Braun's,
Rockets in Space,
Your first man on the moon,
Done with German hands,
German ideas,
You blame the German's,
chaining to us to a past, that we were not apart of.
My Grandfather who designed, engineered,
the great WWII aircrafts of war,
On the shores of America,
to take down our German family,
He told me to be proud,
Germans outside the army,
was just civilians,
victims of war also..
Yes Germans killed many,
soldiers tried to wipe out a race,
yet so did all the Cultures mentioned,
So is there a difference?
Or is your ingnorance bliss?

My children,
all spoke Spanish,
before English,
You have too here in America,
Mexico Invaded us,
they don't learn our Culture,
So we adapt to them,
But My Children,
Rolling there R's,
In perfection.
Unlike the Mexicans,
If you ask South American's,
mexico/mexicans mess up,
their native tongue,
Mexico is the bottom of the spanish chain,
A Columbian,
A member of one,
of the 5 ruling families,
told me over dinner once,
Mexicans are only work horses,
with blinders on.
In the town of Asuncion Paraguay,
where my father owns a house,
Who taught me,
Never allow Culture to define you,
Otherwise you,
will be single minded.

America,
We are not so great,
We Invaded the indians,
Spilled there blood, into our land,
To make it our own
We Opressed,
them by giving them a little patch,
of land called a reservation,
and a casnio,
We traded humans,
Slaves passed them down,
to family members,
We Breed the blacks to make,
The blue blood race,
a special race of stronger men,
to work our fields,
We truly used them as our cattle,
And Still North and South are different,
with Cultures,
difference in our dialect of English,
And Mexicans have taken over,
reaping our benefits,
but not paying into our taxes.

We still breed hate,
not seeing others as our equals,
In our own country.
Using Difference of Culture as an excuse,
of our bad actions,
being singleminded,
thinking we are the supreme race.
Or is your Ignorance still bliss?

Yet the story of Babel,
helps me see,
at one time, so the story goes,
We were all,
One Nation, Under one God,
with One Culture, with one tongue.
Building the Tower of Babel.

Everything in life,
leaves behind an imprint on us,
Life is just merely a tattoo.

COLLAR,

It is more than kinky,

it's a symbol of an earned right,

between more than a sub and Dom,

but out of love,

caring for anothers body,

and putting it above your own,

a step a Dom should not take lightly,

for submission is a gift,

and we are appointed the keepers,

of their gift,

It's an earned right between two souls,

for souls have no gender,

Personally I play with no collars,

to see if your heart,

can be that of a true sub.

Serving me for keeps,

or for just your need for fetish, 

To see if you can see past leathers,

past a dungeon,

To see me as a Goddess,

in nothing more than,

T-shirt and blue jeans,

on a lazy Saturday,

hiking in the woods,

24/7 doesn't mean D's all the time,

its a state of being,

For I've seen longer relationships,

born with good communications from kinky,

Kinky is not a bible,

there is no wrong or right,

Just colors in shades of grey,

caring for the well being of your partner.

Like the bible says,

His body becomes her body,

Her body becomes his body,

Just keeping that as your daily focus,

and enjoying each other,

never allowing the love/respect factor to die,

Allowing the collar to be the symbol,

of how you got to this day and time,

as Owner and being owned,

expanding your biggest sexual organ,

Which is your mind,

for anyone can get a cock hard,

or vagina wet,

if this is your only purpose,

Then thats great,

You have only found the flesh of a human,

found just our kink, 

But to earn the soul, body, and mind of another,

Makes your whole life,

come together as having purpose,

vanilla and kinky aren't separate issues,

its so one and the same,

Knowing who and what you are,

letting that collar,

be the end of your goal,

The end of your journey with another,

the end product of love,

An earned right of THE COLLAR,

Meaning you've found Happiness, love, peace, with another.

Anyone can do dungeon play,

only the choosen ones,

who really give,

really hold true to this craft,

believes in the collar,

as not a symbol of ownership,

but two souls joining as one,

I own him,

because I've earned the right,

to accept his gift The collar,

He has earned me by making me his Mistress,

in all aspects of his life.

Allowing the collar to show our love.

That is why "THE COLLAR" 

is special in our 24/7 lives

it not kinky,

but to show our love in a Community of our peers in BDSM. 

(my personal views of BDSM as a Single Mistress outside my Domina Dungeon) 

God Boats,

She walks down,
canals of Amsterdam,
seeing God,
as boats today,
Those little worn out,
Tiny dust bunny boats,
Its amazing they stay afloat,
She thought,
They can still tell stories,
She is listening,
Once they sailed the canals,
on that spring day,
Holding The Dutch Way,
Cheap travels,
Of their cheap drinking,
On little God Boats,
That housed way too many souls,
on these little God boats,
They should sink,
These battered worn out little old God Boats,
sailing them to happiness on a Saturday,
Carefree of their worries,
Some of these little God Boats,
hold no purpose on the canals now,
just a collection of days gone by,
Little Ghost God Boats,
along her canals of Amsterdam,
Yet God Boats,
showing her their last purpose,
They earned the right, to stay,
In the eyes of The Dutch,
They anchored them,
to the walls of her canal,
a final love act,
So they didn't go adift,
Isn't that what we are all looking for,
Little God Boats,
to hold our drinking memories,
to anchor us down,
People putting faith in us,
Even if we are worn out little God Boats,
in Amsterdam,
On this Dutch Blue Boy day.

Positions

Positions,
that made her muscles,
Relax,
yawn, sigh, in relief,
that made her,
giggle, smile with joy,
Her holy walls,
was made of this,
Positions,
that made you want,
to desire,
Flipping her into positions,
for her womanly glow effect,
making you want to stay,
Explore to create more positions.
just to see that extra spring in her step,
Make a Saturday,
full of Positions into the night.
You never Worship,
Her holy walls,
You never Worship,
The stories of Scars,
but her scars, connect the dots,
A map to her soul,
so you just had her in positions,
Without her soul,
The key ingredients, of why she took that position,
actions with no words,
in a position,
So you decided to make her a waiting room.
Ignoring her pleds,
Giving her excuses for why mexican winds blow North,
Putting her culture down,
Turning her into a waiting room,
Storage for your perverisons,
blaming her,
For your need for positions,
Positions that made you shy of her,
making her house,
the hatred you have for yourself,
Your perverisons,
of positions.
She has the scars to prove,
Hatred of Positions,
As she looks up with an evil grin.
She stands Proud,
through a man's positions of his perverison sins.

Mistress Ann is leaving Personal Kinky.. 

At one time being a counselor for crisis. I believe in head space being right in your personal life for play. At times we come across people who take this from us or you can say we allowed them to take this from us.

Why BDSM is so tricky, it can hurt or heal players. We've all be victims of this play gone wrong. Instead of blaming, sometimes we just need to take a break and find our energy again. Time to heal you :) I so play personally for body, soul, and mind of pure energy play, and power exchange. I Play personally with passion.

I will be back in Germany, my home of bayern Munich, and I will be answering my emails here on . Still working as a Domina with my clients which I am building as an German/American. Keeping up with my few, but dear to my heart friends in kinky.

But since I am single, and a lifestyler, its been a hard road to find a balance with someone that will see you past Domina. See you outside a dungeon, and fit in all aspects of your life. I would like to be able to even trust that person even with my real birth name, which I do like to hear now and again, so I don't forget my roots. To really know me, and my past, without shame or shy moments. I believe my journey good and bad, is what got me here as a Beautiful Woman who loves herself and gives to others with no judgement in our lifestyle. I am just an artform, art in process going from sub to Domina.

On the advice of limited people in kinky, who know my real name, and my wonderful gay men, who I respect in Amsterdam. I am leaving personal kinky for awhile, to heal myself due to my hard limits being broken. This person built my trust for a year, knowing my private side, so called real friend, although he broke my hard limits with no ownership for it. And I didn't handle it the correct way either by lashing out in anger with me needing to have the last word of mouth. Which I did clean my side of the street up by making an admends, and taking ownership of the role I played meaning hateful words.

So I am going back to just writing poetry for my personal life, and enjoying a puppy (pet player) who was once a trained client under Mrs. Madieanne which makes her my hero because this sub is amazing because of her. Who has earned my trust and shares my views of leathers being a personal spiritual journey. Who is has become a good pet, who is faithful to his Mistress, without collars to bind him to me. Because a collar will be my last act of love on a sub who has proven himself. Meaning that is my symbol of a wedding ring a collar. Right now that is not happening in my life, enjoy being single.

My dear allansub who is faithful and keeps me in all aspects of his life meaning FB and :)

So...

1) unless your a client, I will not have anything to do with you.

2) No newbies asking me questions, no longer willing to help you out. I don't give a shit if your new, use protocol or else..

3) You want me, book a session. Its the only way your ass will see me. You are not getting me for free.

4) I have friends already, will seek Dom friends in Munich, events, but not subs for friends unless they are female.

6) personally I am heartbroken, and on the advice of lifestylers, will be seeking help in some counseling from a Dom lifecoach over personal play gone wrong, my life, Domina, and ways I can combined it all and not be in this situation again in kinky. So I can play again personally with good energy because I need to feed in my personal life off the energy of a good sub and scene. Evil Giggles..

7) so just remember this is my business site. The nice woman welcoming you into this lifestyle has check out for awhile. Booked Sessions Only!!!

Eyes Wide Open

Its that time again,
Vintage lace,
into his stain of shame sheets,
She is his shy moment,
keeping her only in a closet,
She should be sleeping,
but her eyes are wide open,
to the cruel's of the world,
Pretty is a Curse.
She is a man's BUT,
a reason not to love her.
She wonders,
Why men only see her as,
a drag off a smoke,
flips her like a butt,
Her eyes are wide open,
She doesn't hate the game,
She just stopped being rolled,
like dice on his backgammon board,
He is slapping her in the face,
with his red tulips,
flowers a poetic way,
that she can't be in his garden,
Making sure to tell her kinky, is her crime,
Her eyes are wide open,
She slips into his stains of shame,
Sleeping like a baby tonight,
Time is on her side,
She is a Projection,
of what he hates,
His kinky self, looking back at him.
Her eyes are wide open,
To his cruel intentions not the world's,
For she is Beautiful inspite of him,
And her eyes being wide open say it all.

All alone in my flat this weekend in Amsterdam.. What is a Domina to do???? Evil Smiles.. 

Twolips

May 4th-19th Amsterdam So if I was Difficult to find my little one, here is your chance to find me, worship me, and lose me again to Germany. Evil Smiles..

In all my years in Kinky, working as a Pro Domina, Amsterdam has been the biggest let down in traveling as a Pro Domina. ??Subs cancel appointments at last minute, all of the sudden they are cheating on their girlfriends, deaths in family, excuse after excuse.. For sex, and drugs to be legal here the dutch have more hang ups than the Americans. Don't contact me unless you ready to play but don't fuck with my time Amsterdam...?Since when was BDSM play cheating on a girlfriend? ?"Happy ending are with a hooker, not a Mistress"?

Whole Month of February I am taking subs for sessions in Amsterdam Holland "Red Light District area". If you would like to book a session MistressAnn30@rocketmail.com

To be announced date will follow when I will be back home in my Birmingham studio...

I leave the country this Thursday to Amsterdam... Running a quick special on sessions if you book this Tuesday and Wednesday. 205-266-6624 call only to book session. Mistress Ann

Heading to Mississippi... Tonight and Tuesday night book a session with me and another hot Domina for a duel session.  205-266-6624 (You may only call if booking in Mississippi) Mistress Ann

This Thursday my studio in Birmingham, will officially have dungeon furniture 5 huge custom made pieces just as Mistress Ann wanted and demanded..  evil winks 

Monday 23rd, Tuesday 24th in Mississippi doing duel session with another Smoking hot Pro Domina. So if your in Mississippi book now... Evil smiles... 

Liquid Salt on Popcorn..

I will be in Mississippi next week, if new play pets would like to book a session, just email me.  Feb 3rd to Feb 13th I will be in "The Netherlands" so book with me before or after in my Birmingham studio. Mistress Ann

Thank you to some of my little play things that said I can use them as a reference that I am the real Pro Domina.  "Difficult to find me, Easy to Lose me" the original sin of the Dark Angel. Mistress Ann

I had some Sub johnny4u, who I don't know, until today, wrote me an email saying there was a blog about me, being a fraud, to block me of CM,  and not a Pro.  Now of course he won't say who was there author of this blog, but he said sorry must block you like it says to do... Really this is like high school where if you hang with the nerds, then it ruins your reputation. I personally didn't buy this shit in high school or followed others version of what lifestyle, fashion, rules. You must meet a person and know them before judging. I find it sad that we Pro bash or try to hurt others careers in this business. This life is for everyone, to see no color, no race, no gender. If you are true FemDom that means holding to true to all women. They are my sisters to stand next too, not bash. All i can say "Good riddance" to that male sub who wrote me today, whom I've never talk too, or know, or played with. For if he is going to judge me by someone's blog. Then He is a idiot of a man. I was warned ahead of time if I came out as a  Pro here that this bullshit of the lifestyle would show its face. Welcome to Birmingham :)  Mistress Ann 

Shadow is just a Mask

Shadows is a mask we wear,
in the corner of your eye,
you will see them pass you in a room,
they seem to disappear in direct glances,
remembering wanting night lights,
instilled fear that parents gave you for things that go "bump in the night."
Then you build, and grow,
calling it "loosing your religion" as my Grandmother said.
you're own self of fear, that lives in the dark.
Shadows are only in Mask we wear.
breaking into freedom,
Loving the bad, is knowing the good.
We all have the uglies,
Sometimes we all, beaten daily by "Ugly Sticks"
Freedom is something a government can never give you.
Its You,
in your new skin,
Eyes have seen so much, yet so much to learn.
Not being scared to say "I screw up"
Sharing, speaking out, knowing this is life,
Just a day, Just an hour, Just a minute, Just a second.
Embracing Everything,
Your walk down a street is "Art in Motion"
yet longing for more,
To claim your whole life as an "Art Form"
No one can copy you,
You are the original sin,
Dark hides the desires, we are too scared to show in light.
Holding the hand of both.
Causes "Fires to burn inside"
Looking down,
at all the ants below, fearing nothing,
Knowing You are here with a purpose.
Not to deliver people,
but bring them out into light.
There is no wrongs, no rights,
Just this life called light,
Light guides you home,
to find no one but you, and the pillow that embraces your head as a crown.
and this Shadow is just called a mask.
Thats why people settle in shadows,
Every role in life has its purpose for the greater good.
But to see this,
You must face the mask you wear first.
Take off the mask,
Show you, The Original Sin.

10 flights up

10 flight down,
I could take the elevator,
rather take the road less traveled in my building.
Each step a symbol,
How I started the journey, to the top.
Looking behind,
Seeing the stairs,
Knowing I over come them all.
These obstacles, these steps make up my life.
So many labels,
daughter, sister, girlfriend, wife, mother, feminist, rocker chick, artist, vanilla, kinky.
Seeing stairs as obstacles,
You need to lose weight, double chin, freckles look like cancer, your a whore not a stud, need to act more like lady, seeing color, seeing race, seeing classes, seeing gender.
in these steps,
I pushed my way to the top of these 10 flights up.
I see nothing but "Souls" in this stairwell, not labels.
Never letting people put me in a box.
For if I listen to a labels, society,
I stop growing,
Owning every label, but adding to, with each step I take.
10 flights up.
building my world, that you should be honored to be apart of...
Knowing Dominance is pushing myself to greatness.
Open hands,
Wanting to see, my Sisters always taking steps with me.
For we learn together, not tearing apart.
We sing the song of 10 flights up.
Never looking back,
Just embracing all the steps that made up us.
Woman Hood.

Influence,

We are all under the influence one way or another,
Influences,
brought me to a new beat in music,
a fashion statement that shouldn't have been made,
A hair color influenced by mood,
Influence lead that boy to put you in the back seat of that car,
being the morning glory Whore again,
But hey we were influenced,
We can blame the influence of spirits we drank up,
that made us make that bad judgement call,
Influences,
to run with the pack of Dogs,
Influences,
make us feed as children of the night.
Influences,
To kneel with prayer beads on a Sunday Morning,
because you were a nasty little Catholic girl that saturday night.
We have set the Influence,
How we want to be treated, and others will follow or Walk...
We let words influence us,
Actions of people jumping of bridges influence us to take the leap.
We are a nation,
to a state of influence...
When do you make a stand to break the cycle?
You can say...
Influence made you not be my friend,
I say no Influence will ever make me change me.
You make the Influence,
Hey thats where I show Dominance,
Fuck your Influences,
May I kill you with kindness and grace,
For I will not ever let an Influence make me decided not to be a friend.
Influence is a cop out for bad behavior, which leads to chaos...
You make the choice,
Stop blaming the Influence...

Dark Angel

She looks in the Mirror,
Reflection of a Black Angel looking back at her,
Beautiful Serpent in gold wrap around her arm.
Dark Twisted Mind,
always believing speaking out is not a crime.
Skeletons shouldn't hide in a closet,
but made to dance in her personal graveyard,
where she buried her past.
Men have tried to shame her, then see her journey.
Women, she believes are gifts, given by Goddesses.
There is still a cross under her pillow,
A reminder,
Its a lifestyle being kind, not a Sunday morning gathering of being seen.
When people are gone out of holy walls,
You might catch a glimpse of her,
Kneeling in Prayer to a God,
With a Devilish Grin, Evil Giggles, holding her rosary beads.
The nature of The Divine and Her is none of anyones business.
She gives money to the man on the street,
just in case its a fellow Angel in disguise to test her.
She is Twisted,
Invites only, she wants you to long for her.
She sniffs out willing prey,
Sometimes she changes form just to fit into your mind.
Thrill of the chase,
Don't confuse her for weak,
Her mind is too Dark to believe its all about you.
She doesn't want to own,
Just molds you like clay, to fit in the palm of her hand.
She has a black book keeping record of,
Words given with lack of action,
To be your judge and jury on that day,
When you inter her halls,
She wants you on knees, trying to curl up, back where you belong,
in her womb,
Finally being reborn into light,
Salvation is bathing in her juice,
Her mother said "No man, had the upper hand"
Untamed child of the night,
She say "Dark Angel" Beautiful Dark Twisted Mind that creates men in her likeness calling it an "ArtForm"
Holding the hand of the Devil and God in this walk of life.
Balance always to the Scales of Life.

Land of Milk and Honey...

Forgive me,
Have you really looked at ourselves,
Where are we going?
Our Country is falling like London Bridges.
Good friends turned to Ashes,
Dust to Dust.

We said "Goodbye"
to the great Space of flight to reach the stars.
Everything in made in China.
Musicians now making only 100 to play.
Tips are see ya, next go around.
Since when have we made anything by our own hands?
No health care, No benefits.
Working for scraps of a hourly wage of $7.50.
Waitress only 2.15 an hour.
College degree doesn't go far these days.

We lost our "Roots"
to our own Tree of life.
History of why, our families traveled here in the first place.
Knowing your Tree makes, our branches grow.
Keeping the home burning here.

Seeing faces of people who stop caring.
Land of Milk and Honey,
Is like an enema,
because we used it all up in other Country Sides.
Homeless faces are growing in our Downtown streets.

When are we going to focus on ourselves?
Look at your own reflection.
Start a chain reaction,
Can one person make a difference?
YES,
Pay it Forward.

Mistress Ann

Difficult to find me. Easy to lose me.

I am Mistress Ann, a Pro Domina in Highland Park of Downtown Birmingham. In March, the Dungeon will be in full completion in its new home, called Annabelinda's Castle. My vision, to be used by FemDom's in the community, teaching classes, and offering my sisters a play space in addition to my own booking of sessions for my little ones to bow at my feet.                                          My rules                                                                                                                              1) I am Queen over "Annabelinda's Lair"                                                                              2) I am always right                                                                                                          3) Even when I am wrong, I am always right.

Looking for a Sub TONIGHT,  that doesn't mind being in photos with me, for a photo shoot with a local photographer from Hunstville.  

My Victor Tella whip is coming, and today got my neon wand... Happy Mistress for Xmas :) 

My website is up and running minor changes need to be made, and of course linking them to the FemDom sites.  www.MistressAnn.net

More photos will be done in my gallery soon by a local artist 

OWNING MISTAKES,

   One of the signs of a great leader, to me, is when someone isn’t afraid of admitting their mistakes. When they can be real, open and honest instead of trying to hide behind their title or position as if it exempts them from being human.

I find this true of Leadership, we all have titles especially in BDSM. Yet only the rare and far between own their mistakes. If you can't own you're own mess ups in play or actions, then you can't learn from your mistake. You are doomed to repeat the same play over and over again. Which will make you an unsafe play partner not a leader.

HUMBLE,
we are given the opportunity that flows both ways. I live to for play, withdraws and jones, when I can't play. The submission role is a gift to a dominant because without them. We would just be holding weapons with no strikes. We put so much practice, teaching ourselves, our crafts of making your skin "Art in Play." Yes we make it look natural and flowing, because when a sub is not around we are practicing around the clock.

HUMBLE,
a right that sub's should give to us. We are dominant yet we are humans too. We do have hearts, and we don't sit in our leathers 24/7 with whip in hand. I've seen subs blame, bad mouth the Dom, squeal like a pig that they were a victim. That they had no control because a Dom controlled them. So not true because you have to submit for us to control you. You choose to end the play. There is great quiet power in the sub aspect.

There are no victims in BDSM, only shitty ass people that did not hold true to a code of moral ethics, or words given of how play would go, or aftercare, or the safety of the player when traveling distances in play to meet another player.

I've heard more excuses, than ownership.

To be a great leader, one leads by learning from their mistakes. To admit your mistake, than bad mouth, blame another. Gains trust in others to play with you.

SAFE PERSONAL PLAY:
Sometimes I personal feel dungeon play or a Pro Domina play is safer, than personal play.

Safe play should be it carried over to players always. It shouldn't stop in just the aftercare, but a "Respect factor Given". We might not play with a player, a second time, but "Respect" should be given to that player always. Thats means holding true to your words given, in personal negotiations for personal play. Warning I've seen Kinkster say anything just for the play. 

Where Lifestyle people in BDSM like me live up to personal negotiations they give in personal play. Maybe why we play more than kinksters. Its about the spiritual journey, not about getting rocks off, or a  "Say anything. you want to hear, to get a Yes for play." I am not looking to get into your pants, and run the next day. I want to take you on a spiritual  journey of being Dominated. 

I bought new toys to play in my studio for sessions. Toys thats what makes a Mistress happy. 

I got an email with a sub, Who I've said NO NO NO too. Finally got a email again from him saying 'That I am going to Marry him" to get use to the idea, etc. of crazy things. So I blocked him. Then he pops up back in my email with other handle names. Could this be my stalker? There goes the neighborhood on collarme.... No fucking man, will ever TELL me that I will marry him. I don't deal with men showing dominance like a caveman on me. When a Woman say NO, she means NO, not maybe, not yes, but Hell Fucking NO!

Ask me about the holidays, and what kind of fun "Plays" I am doing in the studio. Mistress Ann 

I had a Dominant Male email me and say "I just haven't found the right man to have the Upper Hand on me yet".... Seriously this is the oldest bullshit pick up line. Really Female Supremacy is my belief. Behind Every Great man, There was a GREATER WOMAN who got him there. In my case I am dragging you by your mother fucking balls to Greatness because I've got the biggest Balls of all evil smiles.. The End

Ok my lovely little play things.. It is now Christmas time. How do you please a Mistress or Domina?

Buy something off her wishlist... 

Mistress Ann has a wishlist   fetishfactory.com 

There is also Shawn who knows me personally at Fetishwear.com (just ask Shawn about a gift for me)

I will also takes pictures of me in the items purchased and Thank those loyal subs, toilets, puppies, ponies, slaves, switch, piggy... My fucking personal cum dispenser! Mistress Ann

Silent Screams

Come alive and Well,

inter my halls,
For the Raven kissed my hair,
Gave me wings for flight,
My heart is no longer of that of a human,
I am waiting,
For the day of Vengeance,
in my little pink ways,
looking like a girl,
but cutting you like a thief,
Standing a Woman of Self control,
making you,
Humbled,
showing no mercy,
Come with safe words,
Bring your Self Esteem,
Nightmares is what I will pluck out,
put in hands,
make you eat them,
Swallow me down,
For I am in Service to "The One"
Energy,
feeding off your fears,
deep sexy Erotic humilation,
marks on your skin,
So you will feel my presence,
long after the play,
This is how,
I see more clearly,
call this acts of a mad woman,
But you are only canvas,
that I paint on,
You are my Art in process,
Tongue, your Tongue is
only used to chip the paint off my walls,
in this dump,
called a life, So Come into my Existance.
Screams go into Silent Screams,
My ears deaf,
My eyes blind to your mouth opening,
I am proud of,
the fact your only a toy.
You are a Gift,
Submissive,
Thank you, for making my play come alive.
The sweet release,
of those Silent Screams of yours,
Its what makes me Victorious.

Spray Kisses

She once had open arms on a beach,
welcoming in the tides crashing into the rocks,
She stands above the rocks,
you see her sillhouette,
of her curves underneath the white thin material dress,
once hair of blonde curls, a gift of her german ways,
Till darkness found her,
turned it black,
She no longer wears her eyes of green,
but show her cool steel colored eyes,
Her real eyes,
Souls of Nowhere fast,
heart is no longer beating,
only beating is that of music playing,
that will always play on,
faith in men,
DEAD,
For she let them dominant her personal life, behind closed door of her closet.
Her fault, for trusting the wrong kind.
She only welcomes kisses from the "Sprays"
Salt water Kisses,
instead of licking her own salt off her face.
People can judge,
She doesn't fight back,
surrenders to the bliss of lack of human kindness.
This is life,
"Being True to Myself"
forsaking all those you meet along the way.
Her only comfort she feels,
outside Spray kisses,
is the recording of a voice inside her head
a little boy,
"I really really like you"
She plays it in her thoughts, hoping maybe...
Next generation,
there is hope for men.
Till then,
Salt water Spray Kisses for her.

Can't You Feel it.... LOVE

Look my way

 slither on your belly to me,

 innocent lamb, but bites like a Wolf

 Pale moonlight skin,

 that will never yearn for your touch,

 Black hair to match her heart,

Blue eyes of the ocean tides hitting against the rocks.

People say,

Eyes are windows to the soul,

I lost mine on the wide road,

traveled by everyone leading to Fire's hell.

walking the "Fuck you Paths"

Trust is only in my links of chains that ties you into place.

Your mouth,

is only full of my shit.

Thats why your eyes are brown.

 Come play with me,

Feel my love,

adult toys touching you,

making you feel like your on an island,

of misfit toys,

This is all you are to me... a TOY.

We all had to grow up,

I took mine into the darkness.

Seeking the path of no return from my journies.

Breathe in the air,

the fate scent of where,

once Vanilla Bean Stalks would grow,

wishing sometimes,

It was my perfume,

instead its only in my cooking.

Sit in parks,

looking at the families,

kids playing,

wishing sometimes Vanilla Stalks would grow.

Let me join you?

Can you call this... LOVE?

Promises equals sissors,

pretty, shinning, sharp

cutting into your heart,

it finally cuts it away,

replacing it with stuffing,

They enjoy to see you come,

Love you more,

When they can kick you,

at your weakest spot,

spread lies,

as your out on the street.

Did you make me sad,

How could you?

When I knew you were like all the others,

It was about Your need,

Your wants,

what is good for you.

Call it being true to yourself.

Thats the problem with society its the ME ME ME factor.

Did you ever think what your choice,

of being true to yourself.

Impacted another?

I might be in "Forever Pro Domina"

I tread carefully today,

for what I do today could impact,

tomorrow,

or yesterday.

The only human impact I want is in the dungeon.

I am in serice to others,

as I hold true to once Vanilla Bean Stalks.

Traditions of the days gone by...

like my Viking Ships.

So come to me,

don't let me feel my own violence,

Toys, Piggy slaves, Puppies, Cum Dispensers, Sissy Cunt Whores,

I can't deliver you from the wicked world,

but offer you an hour maybe two,

of me ramming our soul out of your body.

Call me, your holiday,

from your body that drags you down.

For I am a Pro Domina

born from a vanilla bean stalk,

Had locks of blonde curls,

a gift from that of a feather off a pair of angels wings,

Till Wide Choice of life found me,

turned my halo of gold,

to this rusted out tin and a handful of adult toys.

 Can you feel my love?

 Mistress Jami Ann

Scream Face Down in the Mud

Fuck the Fuckers,

You want to be on you back,

feet to my ceiling,

Fucking earn that right.

You want to play?

Can you handle it my Way?

Its never about you,

always about me.

Do I respect men?

Fuck No,

You are just little tin soldiers,

in my Hello Kitty backpack,

I will take you out,

When and If, I want to play with you.

I am doing it my way,

Fuck you,

Words, you want to give me words?

Let me shove my panties in your mouth,

Suck on that for awhile.

Know my scent,

Like a Dog in heat,

Because I will never be yours.

We all want someone?

Fuck No,

I want ME,

Princess don't do surf's,

I refuse to get my pink dirty,

Only you will scream face down in the mud.

YOU Little Piggy Slave.

So dig for Tuffles,

in hell, from which you came,

I have "Pink Clouds",

Black Heart,

Steel cold blue eyes.

Hello Kitty backpack,

and lined up Tin Soldiers, that I am knocking down one by one.

I am doing it My Way,

While you keep screaming face down in the mud.

I just blink my eyes,

say its all in my little ways,

Of caring about me.

Fuck the Fuckers.

If you are blessed to approach my gates,

Be prepared,

Fuck or get Fucked,

I am doing it My Way,

Girlie, the little Princess I am,

You are the Tin Soldier,

Get ready to feel my weight,

under my boots,

Tin Soldiers deserve to all fall down.

I will sing,

Ashes to Ashes, Dust to Dust.

I hope your happy,

because now I am finally happy too.

Doing It My Way!

It felt awesome to go back to doing sessions :)   I needed to "PLAY" didn't realize how much stress, that I got out of me. How nice it was to have a perfect submissive who wants to be your "TOY"   

I love a "Toy Party Favors" aka: willing victims :)  

[11/9/11 5:34:08 AM] Jami : 9/28/11 11:59:02 AM] 

DoMentor121 or Ziggy121 on collarme, he uses many names with scams he said: Tell Mike he's welcome to visit us anytime here in Norway, if he plans on a trip to Europe! And also tell him thanks a lot for helping you out, he's a great guy!!! :)[11/9/11 5:35:38 AM]

Jami : 9/28/11 7:04:06 AM]  DoMentor121: and also, remember to call about your divorce papers   ( him needing my divorce  papers  to file marriage in Norway)

[ Jami : kids know if so I am homeless[9/15/11 5:08:24 PM]

DoMentor121: but you're NOT homeless[9/15/11 5:08:49 PM]

 DoMentor121: your adress is (I took address out)  7725 Steinkjer, Norway[9/15/11 5:08:49 PM]

 Jami: I think I would be there for sure on the street if it wasn't for children and you on skype[9/15/11 5:09:18 PM] 

DoMentor121: I think u are right there

This is part of our skype showing I was scamed into marriage and would not have a life on the streets as a homeless person... I encourage all woman in our community not to be fooled... HE still has my leather dog collars, and clothes, and dump me in the states after a month living in Norway, on streets of Birmingham AL to be homeless again. HE DOESN"T CARE !!!!   if you knew what he did in vanillia world in Norway you would be shocked that he could put a human life on the streets homeless like trash with no warning.  I have shitload of more skypes to back up my story over his. His same add he is running now on collarme is the same one I answered too... This is a SCAM ADD  I don't want any other woman hurt in our community. Now I live in Birmingham Al living out of my car homeless because of this man. 

SCAMS ON COLLARME>>> Don't answer this man...

DoMentor121 or Ziggy 121 he hides under different user names for this scam.. 

I am 43 years old, living in Norway.

I've got most things that I want in life, like my own apartment, car and a cottage by a lake up in the mountains, not too far from where I live, but I still miss someone to share my life with...

Other than my job, my intetersts are fishing, hunting and spending time at my cottage up in the mountains. But I also enjoy spending time at my favorite Cafè here in my town, just enjoying life.

You'll also find pictures of some of my toys in my album, coming up soon.

This is the same add I answered to with same lines with lead me homeless.... THIS MAN IS A FRAUD IN OUR COMMUNITY.. Who puts his two kids around this lifestyle.

 MistressAnn40