THIS AND SO MUCH MORE IS FOR ME REAL SLAVERY.. TO BE PUT IN A CAGE AT NIGHT WHILE MY SKIN STILL BURNS FROM THE WHIPPING I RECIEVED EARLIER.. TO EAT ON THE FLOOR WHILE THE MISTRESS AND HER FRIENDS DINE AT A TABLE, SO PREFECTLY SET BY ME. THE SMELLS FILL MY SENSES WELL.MY BODY HUNGERS FOR A TASTE, BUT KNOWING THE MOST I WILL GET ARE WHAT YOU SPIT ON THE FLOOR, FOR ME LIKE A COMMON ANIMAL TO RECEIVE. I FANATASIZE ABOUT JUST ONCE BEING PULLED TO THE MISTRESS TO BE FED FROM HER HAND.. TO FEEL SOMETHING MORE THEN THE FLOOR AGAINST MY LIPS.. BUT I KNOW THE MISTRESS SEES ME AS NOTHING BUT HER SLAVE - AN OBJECT TO BE USED AND ABUSED. THAT IS SLAVERY,- SIMPLY HARSH AND WITHOIUT MERCY. WAKING EACH MORNING AS I FELL ASLEEP THE NIGHT BEFORE . MY SKIN REMINDS ME OF WHO OWNS ME, HER PROPERTY TO DO AS SHE WISHES. TO USE ME OR IGNORE ME. OR LEND ME OUT TO OTHERS.

I KNOW THE COLDNESS OF THE STEEL CHAINS. THE CLEAR MESSAGE THE CHAIN REMIND ME OF. A SLAVE,- BY CHOICE AT ONE TIME, BUT NOW BY DEVOTION AND FAITH. THERE IS NO OTHER WAY. NO WAY OUT AND NO ESCAPE. BUT I REMIND MYSELF -I WANT NO WAY OUT. I HUNGER FOR THE LACK SHE SHOWS ME, FOR THE DISCONCERN SHE HAS .MY WISHES ARE MERE FLASHING FANTASIES. THE BURNING ON MY FLESH ONCE MORE REMINDS ME OF BEING HOME. MISTRESS WHISPERS: "I'M NOT DONE WITH YOU BITCH. THIS IS WHAT BELONGING MEANS." AND I KNOW I AM A SLAVE. HER SLAVE. WITH NO RIGHTS AND WITH NO EXPECTATIONS OF MERCY OR COMPASSION - SIMPLY HARSH, NEVER-ENDING, SEVERE AND SADISTIC PUNISHMENTS, EXTREME BONDAGE AND ISOLATED IN SOUNDS-PROOF SOLITARY CONFINEMENT FOR ENDLESS PERIODS. A SLAVE AND PRISONER WITH A LIFE-SENTENCE. THIS IS ME - A SIMPLE SLAVE