Men, please watch and learn. I think my first line weeds out a bit of things so from here I will provide a semblance of what is expected.
Straighter than a ruler. I'm sure you are wonderful to someone, ladies, but not to me. I'm for men only. Not men in dresses, etc. Just regular men.
About Me: ATL Native, 16 years on the Dominant side of things, relatively new to my submission though I have been battling with it for the better part of 5 years now. Sadomasochistic with dark and twisty tendencies. Rather advanced in my play but I have not forgotten the basics.
I've recently delved heavily into raceplay and would be open to a white Dominant to train, use, and abuse me. That's not a blanket invitation to white superiority complexes but if we connect and build to that level, I am open. Or even perhaps a black Dominant that has a white friend to loan me to every now and again. I'm not too picky. The connection dictates what will or will not happen.
Um...I'm not really sure what else to put here since I can't say I'm on looking for much more than like minds. I hate judgmental people and those that are holier than thou. I'm always up to mentor both sides of the fence from a Dominant prospective and a submissive prospective.
Around to talk most of the time but I'm a lifestyler and will gravitate to the same.
This sucks....I'm spacing so hard after whipping a sub for almost 2 hours AND 42% on a TENS unit.....Top Drop sucks.
Now Accepting males and females in the Atlanta, GA area.? Must at least have/be the following:
- Open to all races.?? I will not condone racism. - Bisexual or at least open to some play with men and/or women - Single or Married with a blessing from your spouse to explore outside your marriage - Ability to communicate regularly with regular play time as well
If you are interested, contact me.
I ventured to my first munch with WHIMPER Saturday and I must say that I had a lot of fun.? To hear some of the stories of others in the lifestyle was quite inviting and hilarious.? I am so psyched about congregating in the local community and I hope to attend more events.
Oh my I am tickled again.? So the guy that tried to top me from the bottom a few weeks ago fell off the face of the earth and stopped responding to my messages.? Therefore, I wrote him off.? Today, he messages me professing his love for me and that he wants a vanilla relationship with me because he can't stop loving me....I have never encountered something so comical.? He must be a professional ball player because he is playing mad games....
I decree, today, that I will no longer be considering married subs/slaves or men.? This means, if you have not messaged me previously, I will not accept a message from you as it will be read just for entertainment and deleted without a response.? I am sorry but I have grown so tired of the extramarital affairs, the topping from the bottom, the....just about everything.? I have a few men under consideration that I will continue to converse with but other than that, I'm done.? Perhaps it is CM that has so disgruntled me as this is a chief venue or perhaps it has been so many bad apples that have jaded me.? I am not sure but I am finding desperation to be disheartening and even more so from a married individual.? To each his own but as for me and my house, we will honor the sanctity of marriage and we will know how to govern ourselves as proper ladies and gentlemen that don't grovel to strangers.
Ok....I am really tickled and laughing now.? So, A Dom, lets call him DaddyAintShit, messages me and asks to submit.? He was being a bit...smug...so I returned the favor.? Then, he goes into name calling and all kinds of other crap and by then I was just pretty much done.? I am so tired of the pretend Doms thrill seeking other ones and getting mad because they are treated like a slave/sub would.? He even said that I am not superior to sub.? WTF?? Isn't a dominant supposed to be superior?? Mind you I never used the verbiage at all as the statement I made to him was about thrill seekers where as I am a lifestyler.? Yes, DaddyAintShit, you are worthless to me.? You are the worst kind of Dom here.? The one that is secretly submitting while your subs/slaves think you garner so much power over them.? If you are a switch, then say so but don't pretend to be something else.? You are a liar and a thief because you are stealing the trust while you thrill seek on your knees clamoring about how you want to serve a black woman so badly.? Kudos to you for being a raving idiot, DaddyAintShit.
I have been asked to recreate my website by those that have read the previous one as well as by local community groups that like my philosophy.? I must say that I am happy that so many have found me influential.? It was never something that I wanted to be so forward but moreover, me applying logic and understanding to what I do.? I'm debating on using my current personal site or creating a new one specifically for my BDSM/Gorean mantras...I will post the link later for either.
I'm annoyed.? I would think the process of locating what I was looking for would be easy since I don't have some astronomical criteria besides location.? I can mold just about anything if they are willing to be broken and put back together.? However, I am finding that I wasting a lot of time dealing with people that want the world from me without giving anything or wanting things that they have not verbalized and getting mad at me later for not acknowledging that.? First of all, I always ask a ton of questions and I always request that anyone in a meeting, under consideration, or owned by me ask any questions they have when they have them so that I am mindful of issues before they arise.? Don't come to me after the fact with new information that will totally change the dynamic of the previous conversation unless it is something that occurred afterward.? Am I really that intimidating that I cannot engage in simple conversation that the sub or slave would have to hide from me?? Have I not been so paramount in my own listening skills as well as my own truths to garner the same?? Am I reading this too deep or are there just a bunch of idiots out there to waste my time?? I'm horribly annoyed...
Note to self...proofread...
My first....session (if you call it one lol) with subgirl18 was last night.? I have had this girl under consideration previously but things went awry and she fell off the face of CM but I messaged her after a few months and she responded with quite the jaded attitude.? Evidently, she has met a few poser men from CM but that is expected.? Nevertheless, I got antsy and decided to meet her for a brief rendezvous spontaneously and I am quite pleased and glad to have her as mine now.? My little pain slut found out how important it is to NOT tell a sadist that you have a high tolerance for pain and I'm sure her poor nibbles will remember that as well.? It was quite easy to pack my smaller toys in my quick bag.? I never knew that bag could fit so much stuff.? Tying her up with her panties and spanking her while sitting in a dark corner in the car was fun...among other things.? That is my first time having a session in such a small area to work with but I think she was surprised and pleased.? I look forward to a long summer with her as my possession in my training. ?
I just had my first session with a male slave that has been under consideration for 2 years now.? I am....hmmm....appalled in some respects I suppose.? He proclaimed to want so much from me but I really think he intended to top me from the bottom but was quite taken aback when I opened my bag and out came clover clams, rubber gloves, and a crop.? Though I did eventually go to clothes pins but it bugs me that he even fixed his mind to think that he would succeed at such a thing.? I left him in quite the state of awe as I have known this man for almost 10 years now but thinking back over the night, I'm not sure how often I will encounter him.? Something is alluding to stalker material...
Why are male slaves so desperate?? Does submission mean you lack subtlety? I don't seem to have this problem with females so I will generalize it to being a male thing.? I just don't understand why you have to beg and plead with me for attention.? It is horribly annoying.? If you don't have the Mistress you are looking for, perhaps you have been too desperate....
Why is it that subs/slaves think you are going to chase them?? Is there some rule that says you are doing me a favor?? If you cannot follow directions, why bother with being submissive?? I can say that I am beyond tired of people here that promise the world and when you call them on it, they run with their tale between their legs.? Stop wasting my time.? If you are not truly ready for what you are asking from me, don't ask. ?
A tragedy fell to a girl and she was murdered ruthlessly with little remorse for her death as some supposed Dominant saw fit to abandon the treasure.? However, in this death, was the birth of something sinister, yet caring.? Harsh, yet kind.? The murder ushered in the full potential of what was always there, just hidden behind submission that was actually a form of low self-esteem for this girl.? Though the girl's grave is cold, she rests knowing that her death was not in vain, as the woman born of her womb has a greater story to tell.? A greater goal to achieve.? The woman is the reincarnation of strength and love from the root of her nail bed to the tip of her crop...though the crop is usually for show as she commands without weapons.? How sad to see the girl bleed but her blood was needed for the creation and it is....good.
