10/12

A Toy of my own to use as He needs and as I see fit"

This quote comes from a new friend in Alaska,  MissGoren

Try something different

        BE YOURSELF

Serving a dominant woman is the "natural order"

    
      Who would have thought, my future could be changed with nice voice, and sincerity.
     optisim restored, Refreshing!
  8-4-2010

        My name is ricky a slave living in central Ca. at the
coast. I have been in the lifestyle for 7 years. It took me
a while to realize what I was missing, now not being in
service seems out of place. Serving an exacting dominant couple or
woman is my destiny and ltr goal. Reading your profile I
believe a lady of your expertise would bring out the
best in me, and I could realize my dreams, as your slave.
        Would you allow me to continue this process of
introduction, my thoughts parallel yours in most avenues.

My new year is getting a late start. Still in the
search, for the special one, to serve. 
        Most everyone I have met here and in
the lifestyle are seeking their partner.  The
parternership we are looking for has much more
potential and depth of emotions then vanilla.
We live in a vanilla
a world till the door is closed, Then we become
anything or anybody we want (PARTNERS).
Keeping in mind though a Senior and junior,
having this choice makes us special. 

Just a thought

The Student  a short story

 It was Saturday morning and had just cleared the breakfast dishes and Mistress summoned me upstairs to her room. Mistress was waiting for me and said first thing I want you to do today is get out the toy bag and
Make sure everything is neat, and no dead batteries.
We are going to a party tonight,.  We will leave the house
7:00 sharp. Next I want my clothes laid out, and make sure there are no spots on my black V neck and black lace up pants. Get out several pair of shoes so I can look at them, polished of course. I will be dressed at 6:15. I do love to dress Mistress she is so beautiful and well proportioned. She  would tease me with her breasts. As I slip her vest on from her back side s"get around her boy on your knees" Yes Mistress.  Look up at these you would like to suck this tit" wouldn't you boy?" as she holds up her left breast her four finger rubbing the nipple till it was hard .as I watched oh yes ma'am please!!! My voice was unstable, with Mistress laughing How unfortunate, You forgot to beg!!!

 Go get the small crop and bring it to me. I get back to Mistress with the crop and offered it to her. No No No!!! Spread your legs, Now smack my cock and balls three times!! Now did that hurt? Oh yes ma'am. Now give the crop to me, hands behind your head.  Whack!!! Whack!!! Whack!!!!.   Took my breath away.  Now that was better wasn't it?  OOHH yes ma'am. You need to pay attention boy when I teach you these things!!   Yes ma'am.

 boy Now sit down there an put these boots on for me! Did you get all the polish off? Yes ma'am..
Mistress now standing in front the full-length mirror admires the fit of the tailored leather, as boy use's the tape lint remover on the slacks. As she steps back a horrified look came over her face, WHAT IS THAT SPOT ON MY PANTS! As Mistress shakes her head in disgust do you know how much it costs to get these cleaned??? $25 dollars! Now go
get
Your party collar and present your self to me. Mistress was mumbling under her breath, as she locked the collar on and each cuff was locked also, separated from the collar by 30" of chain on each side. Mistress puts my black fabric pancho over my naked body  which is my service uniform and black sandals.

The Party

 When we got there the parking lot was packed. Mistress how come so many cars? Our sister club from South County is here, there will be 40 to 50 people tonight. I let Mistress out at the door and I went to park the car. I get to the door and take mistress coat and my pancho and hang them up in this huge walk in closet. I always get mistress her water first then stand back, if ma'am needs anything at all she will do is look my way, my eyes never leave hers ever. My lady was socializing from group to group. She was in constant conversations. Looked like she was meeting new friends and old ones .They would laugh and smile and look my way. I was missing something, oh well. I would guess it was half an hour, mistress gave me a nod so I went to her side.  Would you like some finger food or a cold water ma'am? No boy, mistress had a very solemn  look on her face. What was wrong with you this afternoon? You lost focus and I will not have that!!! This will be a party you will never forget, careless boy!.  

I have never seen Mistress this up set, Slave boy are you paying attention now!!!! Put your cape on and meet me in the corner of the building just beyond those tables and wait for me...
I forgot to mention this the party is a major FemDom group, there has to be fifty people. Mostly Mistress's Dommes and their slaves/or subs. probably twenty men in all saw a couple she/males, she is letting me wait over her, and I'm in trouble
 This lesson is on Focus and Respect, you had a bad day, and it ruined my day and I also know you don't have the $ 25 dollars to have my pants cleaned, do YOU?  no mistress. I have come up with a equitable solution for both us. No smiles, she is really upset. OK listen don't make a sound to make it any
Worse. Do you understand?? Yes ma'am. Good sit down, NOT IN THE CHAIR!!! Do sit on the chairs at home? No ma'am, then you are just trying to embarrass here in front of my friends???? No ma'am, then do as your told NOW! 
God I'm in trouble, now I'm siting on the floor in the corner mistress doesn't even look at me as she puts a blindfold on me and steps back .Now one more time, don't talk just listen. You have a pocket on your cape, don't even touch it. Don't move your hands either. Every time some one puts their hand in your pocket, it's a $5 dollar bill. When someone puts 5 dollars in your pocket YOU OPEN YOUR MOUTH WIDE OPEN AND DO AS YOUR TOLD. Without Hesitation. Now do you understand this? It shouldn't take to long you will have the $25 dollars you owe me .It seemed like it want on forever. I lost count at 35 or 40. Dollars. I'm not sure how much money was in my pocket. The only thing I know for sure was the 25 was covered. People were around me talking and making jokes taking bets if I could swallow this or that. I was used as an ashtray a few times, warm water had a cigarette in it. I must have sucked cock for three or more hours, god I was tired.

 . It's a good thing mistress had me sitting in the corner, it was easier to sit up straight. It got quiet all the sudden, I heard my mistress voice. How is my slut doing, with his lessons?  The voices were of a positive nature, but subdued.  In a show of hands how many of you came back twice. It was hushed secrets between them hardly audible. I felt a boot toe on leg mistress spoke, you still can not talk, seems that you were not really very busy tonight!!
it seemed really busy from this side of the blindfold Mistress told me to stand up, so I did, she put her hand into my pocket of the cape. She was counting the money out loud, 40, 45,  50, 55 dollars. You may speak now, thank you mistress anything to say about your service tonight, Thank you ma'am, good boy. But we still have a problem. Here you're 45 dollars short!! 

 How can that be ma'am, did you not tell me it would cost 25 dollars to get the pants cleaned? Yes I did, and you counted 55 dollars in the pocket of my cape.I don't understand? OK the first 25 dollars is for having the pants cleaned. Now for the lessons tonight are 75 dollars, you are 45 dollars short What would you do about this?? I'm not sure what to say Mistress, What should I do? Will you still owe me 45 dollars You would know what is best for me ma'am, YOU ARE LEARNING SOMETHING!!!!! Now turn around an face the corner, quietly, one word and you will be gagged for the weekend...All of you here have seen the problem I've had tonight with my slave, he is 45 dollars short for the night. I have a solution I think. What would you girls say to an auction for this slave for the rest of the weekend???  OH yes several yeas, a lot of excitement was generated. One lady says take his clothes off put this hood on him so we won't know who is bidding on him or where he is going till he gets there. This a real lesson OMG!!! 
The Auction
Mistress has taken my cape off and blindfold and put this hood on now lacing it shut. This would be a good time to be smart boy and you know what I mean!!  Then turns me around to face the bidders applause and whistles. 
Lets start the bidding, who will give me 10 dollars? 10 dollar bid OK $20 who will go 20 20 dollar bid. This is good 30 dollars anybody 30 dollars. Come now ladies the boy is down 45 dollars who is gong to save him, tell you what I will through in Monday SOLD! THE BOY HAS BEEN SOLD FOR SUNDAY AND MONDAY. For 45 dollars  My ass is toast I don't even know where I'm going. . Mistress puts a leash on me, hollers out take the boy and put him in the closet where all the coats are till you are ready to leave you lucky lady!! I was lead to the coat closet, huge walk in and told to sit and not move. This is scary, I'm not sure what I did to get Mistress so mad at me.. What is next?????  When you have a hood on time seems to stand still can't hardly hear no sight at all...Major anxiety but I'm not in a hurry to fine out....
 20 minutes go by;
Mistress comes and grabs my leash, I hate to do this boy but it time to turn you over you. Come with me as Mistress pulls on the leash...THEN STOPS, ON YOUR KNEES BOY!
Surprising me mistress starts taking the hood off, have you learned anything tonight boy. OH yes ma'am to focus on my service, an pay more attention.
Mistress standing in front of me lifts the hood off, then steps a side...Six femdoms laughing their asses off each holding a dildo with a condom on it showing it to me and licking their lips.
YOU HAVE JUST BEEN USED FOR A FIVE HOUR MIND FUCK          OMG
 

Up date 8-12-07 ---- Summer has really gone by quickly. I have met some very hice dominant women.

Up date, pictures 2 & 3 are my work uniforms..smiles

It has been intresting summer, I have been out of service since my last entry in July. I do miss being in service, its what I do, it gives me purpose, and a since of accomplishment when I get that special smile from Mistress, that only she can give. The search continues hope to be buliding a fire for Mistress so, Im sure she is out here.

.Intimacy....was probably the wrong word. A little out of context or
can be taken in several ways. I was reminded of my place (slave)
speaking of a Mistress like this. No offense intended I was trying to
convey a mental state that occurs after a few weeks of service. Being
able to anticipate Mistress needs out of familiarity, training and
experience....A hand gesture or a nod will prompt me in any given
direction, Mistress knows that I will react as expected..This is a type
of intimacy, I enjoy.....

.....July to December 2005...

Great summer and fall, I have been serving couples during this time, I learned a lot about myself. In each situation a dominate woman and her sub/slave husband were who I answered to as their servant/slave... I found I missed the type of intimacy that is only available in the Mistress/slave D/s relationship. This something I didn't realize until this summer of service. I was treated well with each couple and did enjoy the difference of type of service. One couple not far from Lake Superior feel like family instantly. I'm still in contact with them feeling they are a part of my extended family. Wanting to be collared and owned is a worthwhile endeavor and time consuming, the rewards are there but not always apparent, its clear now that submission is my life path....To a dominate woman.