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Female Submissive, 41, aledo, Illinois
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Submissive Couple, 20, Lafayette, Louisiana
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Female Switch, 27
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About gigglepet
i am looking for an owner.
there is a clarity that can be found between an owner and a slave that doesn't exist elsewhere.
it's the clarity of purpose, when wrong or right is done, dealt with, and put away. there is a simple beauty in it.
so a slave has the space, all the space, he or she needs to grow into the owner's vision.
so the owner has the space to relax and know it's over, corrections made, praise given, whatever was needed is done and he or she can see progress made and a move towards what he or she wants to make of a person. . .
and the slave can actually see that this guidance, this growth, is not only what pleases the owner, but also is good for the slave. . . that maybe he or she cannot see the end result, does not know it is in his or her best interest. . . but can see far enough down that road to trust that the rest of the journey is being guided by competent hands.
because that's what happens. no grudges, no playing a game, no pretending everything is okay when it's not, very little drama.
service always.
pain processed with tears, whimpers, cries or sighs, but with intensity and connection.
obedience craved.
rewards and punishments tools of the trade.
is there a part of me that craves punishment? well, actually, yes. it's not punishment for the sake of pain and/or it's conversion to pleasure. no oh hell no. it's that knowing that someone cares enough to form me to their will. it's that once the punishment is over (and i understand what it was about), that i now have a much clearer purpose. that now i am back on the right track, all is well, i am re-focused and my toes pointed in the right direction.
it's a beautiful and yet simple thing.
why compromise?
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was in the hospital since 7 Sep.? home now.? going to sleep and will respond to e-mails in asap.? fyi, hospital blocked access to this site!
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was in the hospital since 7 Sep.? home now.? going to sleep and will respond to e-mails in the morning.? fyi, hospital blocked access to this site!
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i've changed my profile to reflect that i am straight.? that's where i am today.? i've been in lesbian relationships, but that was 9+ years ago.? during the interim, i'd lost interest in other women.? at present, it's not totally out of the picture, but it's something i'd take carefully. . . i feel very shy around other women in a sexual way, though i have many female friends :)
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you've probably read this a million times, but i feel the need to say it for myself. . . yet again. . . with apologies? for the repetition.
i identify as a slave; however, i am not a slave to everyone, but only to those who choose to own me in a mutually-consensual relationship.? yes, i consent to my slavery.
so, until that point, i seek your patience and understanding.? this is a relationship that i look forward to.? it's complicated and deep and oh so wonderful, so i want to make sure that when i jump into the deep end of the pool that i've looked before i leap and have a fairly good idea that i'm making a good choice. . .
thank you for your consideration,
gigglepet
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in a perfect world i would belong to whomever claimed me, man or woman.? i would serve them completely and unreservedly until they tired of me, sold me, gave me away, or whatever. . .
but this is not a perfect world and that's a very sad thing for me. . . probably for you too.
i've been taught that rule #1 is "Protect the property."? that's me, the property!
i'm not very experienced at this.? truly, in so many ways i have no interest in protecting myself from you.? but there are a lot of scary people out there.? worse, a lot of well-intentioned people who have great desire but not a lot of real life experience. . .
and i must protect myself so that i don't become emotionally, mentally, or physically damaged.? so that i may serve well the one who ends up being my Owner.
because, i am sorry to say, i have faults.? and one of those faults is that i don't want to belong to just anyone.? i want to belong to someone who knows what to do with me, in all my facets, good, bad, and otherwise.
so it's for that person that i must protect myself.? why should my Owner receive damaged goods?
so please excuse me, forgive me if you can, i must save some things for him. . . . or her.? i can't think of what all those things are right off the top of my head, but will discuss them as they come up.
one thing that comes to mind right now is who owns me, who considers me. . . i reserve that designation for someone i've spent quite a bit of real life face-to-face time with. . . that i get to agree to that, if nothing else.
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there are a lot of wonderful men on this site.? you're not wrong or bad if you're not very experienced in real life.? but, for me, i prefer someone active in the community, attending munches, classes, and play parties.? it gives me a sense of security.
that said, i don't look at who you are in the community as who you will be to me.
yes, the most important time is that which we spend together, alone, just the two of us.
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the answer to my question, as i see it. . .
i won't be choosing who owns me.
in a sense, i am not even searching.
i am prey!
so, when the skilled hunter finds me and captures me, there it will be.
that said. . . how do i include that i do have hard limits and standards?
i guess that is a matter of the hunter's skill.
i don't believe i can be captured by just anyone out there with a net.? they have to have cunning, guile, and skill.
in other words, be wise, be strong, be capable.? if your 20 (or howevermany) years of experience don't involve actually meeting anyone in person or are based mainly on phone interactions, i? doubt you will be able to hold me in your net for long.
so, for a select few, i will be rather easy to capture. . . for the rest, elusive!
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before i forget, Happy Memorial Day!
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quandary:? how does a slave, a girl who is not good at making decisions, make this most important decision - who will own her?
she should not be entrusted with something so important.
okay then.? who decides?
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as long as i have been aware of myself in a BDSM construct, i have identified as a kajira. ? that's how i see myself.? it's a "who i am" not a "what i expect."? for example, i don't expect my future owner to be Gorean or even know anything about Gor.? i am slave and will adjust and conform to his needs, wants, and desires.? i need to be owned and crave the pleasure of others.? a master who does as he sees fit is much more appealing to me than one who follows clues from a sci-fi author who may or may not be even interested in rt slavery, submission, et cetera.
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message from little gigglepet:? i don't like crabby pants or the people who wear them!
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what's to know about me?? i feel a need to be owned, guided, and transformed.? i love to please.? but please, make it easy!? *lol*? i don't believe we should struggle for happiness - do you?? i would prefer an arrangement that results in living-in, for the convenience of my service.? however, i am okay with commuting.? i am retired, so have a lot of free time on my hands right now!
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warning:? i play games!? i like Dominion, Iron Dragon, The Vikings, Nefertiti, and Agricola, to name a few *smiles*? Do you?
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If you're writing me an e-mail, please include a picture of yourself!
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be the pig (repeat from previous profile):
the chicken is involved in breakfast.
the pig is committed.
just pretend that your profile is breakfast.? put yourself out there, commit to being "you."? we like that!
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e-mails from people with blank profiles are going to be sent to my junk mail from now on.
i realize it's my hang-up.? i put something of myself out there for the world to see when i write my profile and i expect others to do the same.
i don't like playing 20 questions without a spot to launch from.
also, e-mails from out of the USA and from people under 30 are going to the junk mail.? i may read them, someday, when i finish all the other e-mails in my box!
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i wish i were the girl who, with or without her owner, was a girl that others looked upon and thought "there's a good slave."? i would want others to see me, instantly, as a slave without needing any explanation.? i wish i were more quiet and composed.? i would like other owners to be admiring of my owner, that he has such a well-behaved slave as me... and that he had such a hand in forming me to his vision and other slaves to look to me as someone to emulate.? could i ever, really, be a good example?? i'm so afraid.? not that it's not possible for me, but because i know it is possible for me and wonder if i have the courage to becom that girl of my dreams.? can i ever love myself so much?
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