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Transgender Submissive, 50, Boston (area), Massachusetts
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Female Dominant, 30
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Male Submissive, 47, Barrington, Illinois
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About GenderFuckBoi
remade, redone and totally truthful gonna try and do this so people can better understand me and what i am and what i offer. NOTE~~~~~~~~~~~The main pic id NOT, i repeat, NOT ME...it is a pic of Pete Burns (will be posting different ones every so often. it is what i aspire to become, not what i am as of yet---thank you// and lets just say i identified myself as gay because that is the closest choice available to someone like me, GODZ, i fucking HATE sexual labels
BRUTAL HONESTY
NOW for this part right off the bat, you don;t own me yet and i am so NOT going to cyber, phone or perform on cam for you , so if that is what your looking for, please do you and me a favor and keep looking and quite frankly i have done way too much of that in the past only to be played for a fool. NO MORE, take me as i am or piss off
i cannot stress enuff that you don't need to have me get off on phone or cam when you and i both know that your just desperately horny and need to get off, and last time i checked my wallet ...i was not a licensed sex therapist
i was a runaway at 14. got snatched by a man in central park in NYC and became his property. once i realized i could not get away, i settled in and actually began to love this man, yes he was a major drug dealer and i do admit that i did my fair share of narcotics. but these days the only thing i do bad, is indulge in maybe a little too much mad dog (MD 20/20) every now and then
this Master passed away when i bunch of teens decided to try to cut us off the road. he died on my 25th birthday. we had just got done celebrating. My Master was a drug dealer but he never once partook of what he made a business out of, he forced his slaves to take them daily and accept whatever happened to them. many slave brothers, and yes a sub sister or two came thru our home. but they never lasted long, i was with that man for just over ten years before he passed on. the teens in thier car died too (as they should have for taking my Master away from me) don't judge me, i have a right to my feelings just like anyone.
i moved on (or tried to) only to find a year later i had a mass covering nearly 3/4ths of my brain. i went in for the operation, had the chemo after only to find .....BAM. i am deathly allergic to chemo, by the time they found out it was nearly too late. since then have had many surgeries to correct what the chemo had done to me, reconstructed bladder (used my own tissue, but the process is long and involved), lost one testicle, and my skin became one body wide nerve ending (which will explain to you why i am legally licensed to use pot as an actual medicine), and had to have all my teeth removed (yes i have dentures)
I know people say that pot is a gateway drug. BULLSHIT....you have to have the will and the knowledge to know how to use it as a medicine. and yes, i will admit that as a former druggie, i do still get certain urges now and then, but i pop Dead Or Alive (yes the 80's band) zone into one or two songs and then boom, the urge is long gone. i have been sober ever since i was first diagnosed with cancer cos i did realize when i was told, i wanted to go home and take an overdose. but then realized, i had way too much to accomplish before i earned my bat wings/LOL
No matter what i have been thru, i am still here and only recently discovered that i am not gau and i am not straight and to quote the famous D.O.A song; NUKLEOPATRA
not a man
woman
boy or a girl
i was a brand new species in a mixed up
muddled up, fucked up world
i look good in make up
what's the matter with cheating
i am a true Gender-binary individual. and i happen to enjoy being used by men from the neck up, people will obviously wonder what the fuck i am, but i will know and people that care about me will know that i am a decent person that just doesn't want to look like a real male in (imagine a Lady gag face in a three piece suit or dress shirt, slacks and really high platforms (that is shoes with rather thick soles for those who do not know)
within a few months i will be having my lips augmented and bot ox in my forehead and under my eyes. then by summer i should have my permanent make up for my eyebrows, eyeliner and birthmark. then i get to shop for my own style of clothing which i will admit will be androgynous, but these days, women wear jeans and men get manicures
all i really want in my life is an owner that will accept me for me and know that if we click, he will in effect be my destiny. with the changes i am making to my face and body and my nature to serve a deserving MAN
NOW for the final bits
I LOVE WOMEN in all shapes and sizes, they are wondrous beings, they truly are. just to be honest i can love a woman like a sister or a DOMME that i can do nothing except respect her, but i gotta say that actual sex with a woman is extremely repugnant to me. and i have already made as many female friends on her as i have males. and for that one master in Texas for your kind words, they were glorious acceptance to me, cos SEXY SIR, I know what i have to give to someone and you are right, the right one will come along will add more as i think of things, but i am sure you all agree with me that this is enuff for now for you to know the real me
not a man
woman
boy or a girl
i was a brand new species in a mixed up
muddled up, fucked up world
i look good in make up
what's the matter with cheating
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if i am wrong i apologize, but no one has been able to show me THE book where everything was set in stone as being for men or women. even on fingernail polish bottles, nowhere is it mentioned it is a product geared for women. it is just what fucking society has rammed down our throats for generations. this is for men, this is for women.... WHO GAVE OTHERS THE FUCKING RIGHT TO TELL ME what is masculine and feminine.? guess what I DON'T GIVE A FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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ya know if my internet goes out, it is not because i am playing a fucking game with you...hell, i never liked hide and seek as a kid, but the real reason this happens is i use hughes.fuck-everyone-over.net (LOL) and i live on a fucking mountain twelve miles outside of downtown.
SO.....if your gonna label me as a fake, please be advised it is your own insecurities talking cos if i decide your not worth chatting with or getting to know, believe me, you will fucking know. have a great day everyone BIG SMILES ALL AROUND |
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and if anyone is interested i will post pics of me after every procedure if you would like.l let me know |
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in case nobody noticed i have a fairly recent pic of me in my profile now. so everyone can see the me before i start my alterations this summer. |
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How many times do i need to state this here I DO NOT CYBER, PHONE, or Cam. and i will not just to prove i am real, too many fucking idiots making me pose this/that way, constantly asking for pics without sending any back. to hell with all of you and you know who you are. |
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Snowing again. what a freakin' drag. |
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How many times must i puyt in my profile the statement about the main pic before somebody realizes that the pic is what i ASPIRE to become, not the way i am now at this point in my life. c'mon people get past the pic and read a little please. it's really not all that hard, and for those who are interested, if you truly think i am gonna respond to someone texting me every five minutes and expecting a split second response. guess what? i am gonna lose interest VERY fast, like after the first twenty minutes, and slowly will stop communication, if you can not understand i live/work on a hobby farm , then you have no idea how busy i am most times. i really can not afford to be bothered by superficial/pedantic bullshit. |
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laptop fixed. back in action---ya know sometimes i would love to grab that imbecilic Verizon spokesperson, bust his glasses, kick him in the family jewels and scream in his ear "Can ya Fucking here me NOW....BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL |
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and to all my sub sisters out there, give BOSSRIDE a try, good friend of mine, and I am sure you will not be disspointed. he says he is all that is man, but not my type so no comment. He is very manly and knows how to treat the right female sub, so go for it my sisters, what have you truly got to lose.? |
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if you talk to marcoberga make sure that you are close to him in italky, otherwise he is quite rude and and somewhat of an imbecile. so don't even say how hot he is if your not down the street from him. because any real man would take a compliment and say thank you boi or something like that...no with him you get called a loser and accused of wasting his precious time. well you know what, no matter how busy anyone is, there is always time to accept a goddamn compliment. and yes i know the ruckus this journal entry will cause, but quite frankly my dears, i truly do not give a flying fuck
no rudeness intended for any Masters i am talking to as you already knwo i truly respect you all, well minus one asshole |
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HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE
BE SAFE |
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I am very flattered by the two women that responded to me. as a genderfuck/ gender binary individual (just because i LOVE being used by men does not make me gay) i find women to be very beautiful creatures of mystery and seduction; and even tho i think women are beautiful, i confess i do find sex with women incredibally repugnant. meaning...i actually toss my cookies for real...but please don;t mistake that for a deep hatred of women, not at all, but with all the men online here on collarme wanting a fem boi or a boiu like me that they can transform into a girlyboi as the community calls them...i find it funy that the only awsome individuals to write to me were women. LOL, i do hope maybe someday to visit them and buy them dinner simply because their beauty just absolutely astounds me.
and the one man that messaged me, called me a fake because i refused to go on cam and masturbate for him. screw you, if i wanted to whack off i don;t need to be on a camera for you, you can ask me to email my pics and i will, i only have four, because i got sick of people taking my pics and then dropping off the radar. |
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