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well so much for working on the site,
how can i put all this into words when its feelings,
tell you being without a partner or anyone can really sap you......
current mood close to suicidal.....
current close friends=0
current events=0
so well i dont know where i will head in the future only time will tell
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happy puppy
well here we go a tail wagging greeting to those that are visiting my journal. For once it isnt a rant after months of learning dreamweaver and fighting with myself i have finally done it and become a part of the web community with my own website.
dspetplay.com is my attempt at creating a community that can grow and will come to grow to bring a sense of being part of a larger community
but also its a start for me to build a commercial web building company so paws crossed
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well here we go again, seems that some users in chatrooms seem to have a distinct lack of the command of english. WHAT part of Doesnt react like a slut or whore or be used don't people understand??????
try reading up on loving Dominance then you will understand what i mean and what the lifestyle means to me.
i will warn you come to me stating that i want to be used and i will more than likely scream laughing in your face.
As for the one who stated i do not understand myself??? hmmmm lets see i am as i have stated time and again transgendered male to female, i know who and what i am just because you dont get a cyber fuck or play out of me and i laugh in your face after calling you a little boy just shows how right my interpretation of you was. to all of you that think they can
stop treating people like toys and start treating them as human beings you may find that people will actually talk to you and not piss themselves laughing
why does it seem i spend half my time ranting in here i blame the hormones but well i do
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SIGHS
well time for a bit of a rant maybe, how would you feel if in a conversation i lead you on and get talking to have me just close down a conversation etc with you.
yes i am TS and i am open about that, no not a gay male who wears womens clothing but a female trapped in a male pattern body. every time that you pass a negative comment of just close off the conversation or say "so sorry your trans" it is like a little knife yet again turning into my soul. Every time someone does that it kills off another little part of me and there is so little left.
just please treat all with respect not just me. Submissive does not mean a doormat or desperate. I am just who i am if you feel you cant handle talking woth a TS please dont talk to me
i have a name please use it and that name is emma
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well here we go a new blog and this time i must try and keep it up no pun intended.
I am a transperson and not an online player i let my personality show as i am a puppy. What does get me is the case of being a sub and i find so many people assume that i will respond to being called slave or girl or sub.
Let me fill you all in a bit Lifestlye means just that it is my life not a game or bedroom fun. It is how i live and five minutes of talking to me does not mean that i am wearing your collar or can be called your girl or slave or sub i have a name use it please as i am not an object
that name is emma
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