emm43

Greetings. i am a 43 year young sub in training. I have 2 grown children whom are raised and on their own, so now its time to live life for me. would like to meet someone who will help me learn and grow, so that one day i might live this lifestyle 24/7 ....as of yet, i have had no real life experiences...online only. i was introduced about 2 years ago by my first and only Master... but asked to be released about 8 months into it because i needed more than just an online involvement.
my knowledge as such is limited....but i will learn to serve. A Mentor/Dom Friend suggested that i "broaden my horizons" and look for another Mentor that can be available in real time, as He is in the UK...and can only help me online and through emails. i am still training, but want to learn and grow within a stable
parthership with a Master.
i have natural tendencies that help to
make me a perfect submissive, but did not discover my submissive side until in
my late 30's, then did nothing about it
until almost 40... Left the scene after being released until just recently when i came across a D/s room on a chat site...since then have met many wonderful sister subs as well as Dom's who have been more than willing to help in my education...as well as give me protection, if needed on the site.
i know it will take time to reveal the person within, and i am working to find my niche and be confortable in my own skin. In the meantime, i will look for the right One, because that too will take some time.
Will continue to expand my understanding of this life, and my involvement in it. i do
want to be collar'd even though i am still in training...is there such a thing as a training collar? i realize that its part of the reason i want a real time existance with a Master...
On the "interest' page, please be aware that not many choices are picked because i'm not sure what they are...i am open to try new things though and would be a willing, able and apt student with the right teacher. i am located in Washington State, and would not be willing to relocate outside of my home state...but don't let that stop You...there is always a possiblity if You are the One.
If You think this fits You, if You are patient and kind..and will help me to cultivate and groom my natural abilities, then please contact me...until then,
Take Care and Be Well.
emerald~emm43